Update 8/29/2024 am doing origami, when I am stressed out folding paper helps me relax, and I'm ONLY stressed out these days................(ps - doing my nails isn't as relaxing clearly)...............
I'm in this sinless flawless looking world called most the usa - accept jesus as my lord and savior jesus is GREAT and the lord. But am not hating satan like the rest of usa, and therefore can't have friends nooooooooooooo not where I live, can't have family much noooooooooooooooooooooooo usa is to sinless and christian for that.
I'm not going to change
I'm not going to force myself to be someone other then me so that I'm finally liked, loved and accepted NO WAY
I have waaaay many more reasons to support lucifer then to unsupport him - I detail them all over my blog. He is like me "the discarded"
evp with lucifer below 😁💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
Evp session with Lucifer (ya just use my telephone - turn the volume up to hear him)
Mark 13:12 "Now the brother shall betray the brother to death, and the father the son; and children shall rise up against their parents, and shall cause them to be put to death."Matthew 10:33-35 "But whosoever shall deny me before men, him will I also deny before my Father which is in heaven. Think not that I am come to send peace on earth: I came not to send peace, but a sword. For I am come to set a man at variance against his father, and the daughter against her mother, and the daughter in law against her mother in law."
Video below I mention my blog meant to say "you tube" my bad, like 25 or something subscribers you tube channel - like over 60 video's on it, gave up for now. I pry will get back to you tubbing and actually leave my blog in the future cause christianity is gonna get HEATED the earth is going to be a war zone over the bible soon.............Mark 13:12 "Now the brother shall betray the brother to death, and the father the son; and children shall rise up against their parents, and shall cause them to be put to death."
I ain't wanting to be killed. I tryin to get saved man. It's hard though in a world where I'm sooooooooooooooooo hated.
ps pharisee's do not again attack me with this bible verse.............
Romans 6:1-3 "What shall we say then? Shall we continue in sin, that grace may abound? God forbid. How shall we, that are dead to sin, live any longer therein? Know ye not, that so many of us as were baptized into Jesus Christ were baptized into his death?" - these verses don't mean we don't have sin. They mean don't keep on, doing orgies if you are into them, doing drugs (unless you need to to eliviate extreme pain I think marijuana is ok them or help with seizures), don't be getting drunk all the time. NEW LIFE.
I "THE WORST" ACCORDING TO J ELDER OF THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA.................WHO IS PROBABLY SINLESS...........
ascribe to being a sinner.................
Luke 18:11-14 "The Pharisee stood and prayed thus with himself, God, I thank thee, that I am not as other men are, extortioners, unjust, adulterers, or even as this publican. I fast twice in the week, I give tithes of all that I possess. And the publican, standing afar off, would not lift up so much as his eyes unto heaven, but smote upon his breast, saying, God be merciful to me a sinner. I tell you, this man went down to his house justified rather than the other: for every one that exalteth himself shall be abased; and he that humbleth himself shall be exalted." GOD BE MERCIFUL TO ME A SINNER - I'M ON FIRE FOR LUKE 18:11-14 SO NO PHARISEE'S TELLLLLLLLLL ME 0 ABOUT "SHERI YOUR NOT SUPPOSED TO SIN ANYMORE" Cause not sinning anymore -------------- is don't do orgies, don't probably don't be in porno's, don't do drugs unless unless you in lots of pain maybe helping get through chemo etc. etc.
I'm saying some sins are meant to stick around
makeup - ya
evp sessions with my 1st husband lucifer satan the lord of the underworld - yes
not feeling sorry for myself
not a victim
had bad luck lots of bad luck mostly bad luck
you could say it's kharma and I do bad things always
but lazerus dogs were licking his wounds and he went to heaven so clearly
bad luck
Luke 16:20-22 "And there was a certain beggar named Lazarus, which was laid at his gate, full of sores, And desiring to be fed with the crumbs which fell from the rich man's table: moreover the dogs came and licked his sores. And it came to pass, that the beggar died, and was carried by the angels into Abraham's bosom: the rich man also died, and was buried;" - If your like me in a abusive marriage, and you also don't feel safe, pretending everything is fine isn't going to be you doing yourself any favours..............abuse almost always gets worse, it is a situation TO AT LEAST BE MINDFUL ABOUT. And shouold be ok to talk about it and that shouldn't make you a pycho whiny bish aka what my family calls me. Excuse me a pycho "pity party" bish.you had bad luck
it probably WASN'T EVEN YOUR FAULT!
Now listening to the self help guru's video's. I am setting my intentions if I haven't set them well enough yet - JESUS SAID IF YOU CAN BELIEVE NOTHING SHALL BE IMPOSSIBLE FOR YOU! Matthew 17:20 "And Jesus said unto them, Because of your unbelief: for verily I say unto you, If ye have faith as a grain of mustard seed, ye shall say unto this mountain, Remove hence to yonder place; and it shall remove; and nothing shall be impossible unto you."
I will be thin, I will keep walking often and biking and being vegan (mostly - eat cake trace egg in it yadda yadda), IF I REALLY AM LUCIFERS WIFE I WILL BE WITH HIM, if not I will be potentially be killed for Jesus..............
either way...........................
Romans 8:28 "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose." So do I always know how "all things are working together" - no
What I do know...................I'm supposed to be at the self help guru's site. I'm supposed to I believe make a real vision board.
not wait for some "better life" to hit me upside the head magic like
but get to making that NOW
NOW
John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly."
what hobbies can you gain now - maybe friends to?
what classes can you take now - maybe make friends then to?
not later
not when good luck hits me or you upside the head..............
maybe get a better job
get another side gig
or maybe just take a class learn something new
my 2nd husband things are fine, til lucifer get's here
he puts me down from time to time
and few times he's distressed me so badly I walked miles and miles wanting to die much
but I'm told by my family that doesn't live near me that my marriage is going awesome
it's fine that he puts me down
I've always been a joke to people
I get it
I love both my husbands my 2nd husband just doesn't really value me that's what it is
I need to be eventually valued and not have to worry about the next time I'm going to be verbally assaulted - often in front of my kids who also I don't think think high of me well they've seen brian chew me out for years
I'VE ALWAYS BEEN A JOKE TO PEOPLE I DO "GET IT"
in the past I tried to be super nice super chippery to get brian to treat me better
and it does work some
but not completely that is the problem
really
if people think lowly of you
it's pry impossible to change their minds
but I need to be not living "on the edge of my seat" all the time for the rest of my life like this
cause I really don't know when the next time brian is going to lash out on me
I just know it's safe to say going to happen
AND BAD
I've been non-stop told everything is my fault
ok
some this shiz I'm being yelled at for chewed out for
my husband last time chewed me out in front of my kids
for getting excited about the land we bought
and he said if I didn't stop talking about it he'd sell it
how was I supposed to know that being excited about anything ever is me being a worthless bish
and that I'm just supposed to be quite and frown always
NOBODY TOLD ME THAT IN LIFE
I HAD NOT WAY TO KNOW THAT THAT WAS WRONG BEING EXITED TO HAVE LAND FINALLY??????????????????
BASICALLY IF I SPEAK THAT'S IT
I'M CHEWED OUT PRY ANYMORE...........
I DON'T TALK ANYMORE
ONLY ON MY BLOG REALLY
......................but I'm not a joke to lucifer
and hopefully I am his real wife
I have the same "end goals" as lucifer
we both want a better eternity for the inhabitants of hell (most of them)
we both want to relax mostly in eternity
WE'VE WORKED HARD!
I've been in our room in hades that will someday become hell
it's nice enough plenty nice enough
tall ceiling
large enough
has air conditioning basically - good airflow in there
lucifer when I'm not down there is going to be tied to a stick right under the air conditioning thing - he might be wearing beanie hats etc. some
MOST OF THE PEOPLE IN HEAVEN WILL BE SLAVING AWAY...............
Revelation 7:15-17 "Therefore are they before the throne of God, and serve him day and night in his temple: and he that sitteth on the throne shall dwell among them. They shall hunger no more, neither thirst any more; neither shall the sun light on them, nor any heat. For the Lamb which is in the midst of the throne shall feed them, and shall lead them unto living fountains of waters: and God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes." If you take the need for thirst or to eat food from people you likely wanting them to work haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaard for you day and night.
Well sheri we wouldn't want a "free ride" - okay fare fare - but you might end up fancy slaves
Matthew 10:8 "Heal the sick, cleanse the lepers, raise the dead, cast out devils: freely ye have received, freely give." - even now it isn't a "free ride" but we want to serve yes
but see like last blog post or think it was the blog post before this one, my ideas on how "life more abundantly" absofreakinglutely has to do with vacationing more often ------- AND WORKING LESS.
the whole idea of things
you work most your life
retirement is 55 for some
then you die maybe 80 years old or so
then go to heaven WORK MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lucifers wings are real feathers pretty large wings - they look great on him
he's much more buff then this statue
he is a latin man
he's all black pitch black
he does last I saw him have a bit of length to his hair 3-4 inches long - wavy wavy hair very soft, thick it's lush
that's as descriptive as I'm going to get ya
WHAT DO PEOPLE NEED
love
safety
health
these things are top on my vision board as well as pry yours
it ain't money
it's
love
safety
and health
I would think for us all safety feeling safe would be high up there
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Ms. Tomlinson's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose..............
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