I am currently listening - and spent a chunk of change - oh ya - to someone who doesn't believe there is a hell, or that the devil is real. BUT WHO HAS MANY INSIGHTS THAT ARE VERY HELPFUL FOR ME. Such as "don't sit around and complain about the world" - BE THE CHANGE. Everyone has value...............some looks to be never acheive said value and potential................they choose drugs or something bad and spiral down into a dark hole and die (for example). BUT THE VALUE IS THERE WHETHER WE EVER SEE IT OR NOT..........................I've said this many a time GOD DON'T CREAT TRASH Ecclesiastes 3:11 "He hath made every thing beautiful in his time: also he hath set the world in their heart, so that no man can find out the work that God maketh from the beginning to the end.".............

I am currently listening - and spent a chunk of change - oh ya - to someone who doesn't believe there is a hell, or that the devil is real. BUT WHO HAS MANY INSIGHTS THAT ARE VERY HELPFUL FOR ME. Such as "don't sit around and complain about the world" - BE THE CHANGE. Everyone has value...............some looks to be never acheive said value and potential................they choose drugs or something bad and spiral down into a dark hole and die (for example). BUT THE VALUE IS THERE WHETHER WE EVER SEE IT OR NOT..........................I've said this many a time GOD DON'T CREAT TRASH Ecclesiastes 3:11 "He hath made every thing beautiful in his time: also he hath set the world in their heart, so that no man can find out the work that God maketh from the beginning to the end.".............

I don't want to talk about it right now 

I don't want to jinx myself

I started studying for a new career

that will be hopefully "tacted onto" in addition to - my current career of real estate open house sign managing

nobody believes me that lucifer, satan, the devil

e-mails me

I don't want to say where from

today he e-mailed me swear to god it's luciferrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

yes if these e-mails were sent to me via a crazed killer - they could've read my previous blog post

but

what they couldn't of did

is know

that I was starting online classes for a new career

cause I only told

my mom, and sister (ain't e-mailing kevin or amber since how they are in the grips of terror of me and can't forgive me never for not liking things bad that they did - I don't have to like paralized people trapped alone in hospitals for months

only getting texts from me and brian and some their family

I don't have to like 3 little kids starving for a year one of them was ME - and big sister sueing my dad kept the lawsuit going after my dad lost his job at the paper mill

my husband says "good for amber" getting back child support payments

the courts didn't care 0% about me and my brother and sister

we were wearing cheap clothing for years

I WAS LAUGHED AT I ONLY GOT RESPECT AFTER I BASICALLY BECAME A SCHOOL BULLY......which is bad..........but they stopped laughing at me once I was the schools "kingpin"

I don't have to like either of them events and I don't

THE 1950'S NEED TO END ALREADY (this you must sit and let people kick you beat you to a pulp and smile and enjoy it - be perfect thing)

I'M A SINNER I STATED THAT A FEW BLOG POSTS PREVIOUS AND AM ZEALOUS ABOUT THAT

ZEALOUS ABOUT NOT BEING PERFECT

THAT I BE HUMBLE

THAT I DON'T BE LIKE THE TAX COLLECTOR..............

Luke 18:11-14 "The Pharisee stood and prayed thus with himself, God, I thank thee, that I am not as other men are, extortioners, unjust, adulterers, or even as this publican. I fast twice in the week, I give tithes of all that I possess. And the publican, standing afar off, would not lift up so much as his eyes unto heaven, but smote upon his breast, saying, God be merciful to me a sinner. I tell you, this man went down to his house justified rather than the other: for every one that exalteth himself shall be abased; and he that humbleth himself shall be exalted." Amber didn't sin, and doesn't sin amber baker IS NOT A SINNER...........neither is KEVIN RUBY...................

kevin had to of not go visit his alcoholic raging alcoholic wife because she was a raging alcholic duh the only "sinless" thing to do is don't visit a raging alcholic (supposedly she was a raging alcoholic that is the narrative -------- she is now looks to be happily married without a alcohol problem at all anymore now) but the narrative is my brother HAS NO SINS

 Amber of course had to sue my dad even EVEN IF THAT MEANT ME AND MY BROTHER AND SISTER STARVED FOR A YEAR OR MORE AND WERE LAUGHED AT FOR YEARS BECAUSE WE WERE POOR AND COULDN'T DRESS NICE. 

 BECAUSE MY DAD OWED BACK CHILD SUPPORT PAYMENTS FOR HIS LIKELY NOT EVEN DNA RELATED TO HIM DAUGHTER ------- 

she don't look like him

she has very blonde hair and a "swedish look" pale skin, pale swedish skin NO HATE

jolene was cheating on my dad that's why my dad left her - cheating when she got pregnant with amber or before then same time zone sounds like to be pregnant with amber

  Amber isn't doing a sin, she didn't do a sin leaving me and my brother and sister starving and made fun of for years who cares about me and my brother and sister - she needed back child support payments. Amber baker is SINLESS. 

that my brother and amber can't appear to forgive me never

IS ALSO BECAUSE THEY ARE SINLESS PEOPLE

HOW DARE I EVER EVEN THINK IN MY MIND THAT KEVIN OR AMBER WOULD SIN EVER

NOW I MUST PAY FOREVER

(Except I want to be out of my family cause I want to be treated better, still trapped in my family some) just sayin their idea of "making me pay" isn't really "making me pay" at all

everyone is sinless

I am the only sinner

premiere villian in eternity #1

woooooooooooo ha ha ha that's right christians MAKE ME PAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

open the jails I am the only sinner

everything is my fault

everything always

#1

(in a way it is the truth, for I am 1 billion % sure, more then a billion inifinity, that like lucifer I also am in the air - breath in - smell a light hint of GARDENIA) - unless even my nose holes smell of gardenia so much that it seems to me always that the air smells like flowers - my skin does smell like gardenia always that's why I like colognes and perfumes so much - I like how they mix with my skin's natural scent

BESIDES BETTY BANGS (THAT WAS THE 50'S RIGHT) 

BETTY BANGS CAN STAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My bangs are little greesy looking cause um been putting hair vaseline (meant for hair vaseline type vaseline) in my hair ------ it helps my hair grow.

I'm a believer in a good betty bang though!!!!!!!!!....................

the last on earth

should fear god

the last can become first many of us will!!!!!!!!!!!

Mark 10:31 "But many that are first shall be last; and the last first."

nomadder where you are in the race of life

whether 1st or last

the idea

love each other

and there's only the potiential for hope and salvation EVERYWHERE

2 Peter 3:9 "The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance."

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