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Showing posts with label hope. Show all posts
Showing posts with label hope. Show all posts

Tuesday, June 16, 2026

Another Evp time with lucifer...............it's hope, it's hope for a soon better future for me, brian, the kids (nomader if brian and the kids get the mark of the beast or not) I ain't getting the mark of the beast. Changed my hair so I'm not such a racist anymore of black people though I 100% do not hate black people but people often call me racist they really enjoy anything to cancel me to destroy me for jesus christ their lord...................................

Brian d😁ied my hair, got the roots good, so now my hair is all 1 color again, ps in picture is half the bracelets I made yesterday, yesterday it was hot I just made bracelets.............no makeup in this picture except a little lip gunk.................(this hair dye is now my favorite type and color, comes with a pretty large tube of the really good hair conditioner and it only costed a little more then $4 at walmart!!!!!!!!!!!)
Update 6/18/2026 as many of you know, besides Lucifer, Satan, the Devil evping on near every video I make. I also believe Lucifer, Satan, the Devil has been e-mailing me for years and years via a portal I believe exists the lucifer created through https://www.tut.com/
so often those "notes" e-mails directly correlate with either what I'm blogging, or thinking at the time sometimes suuuuuuuuuuch unusual things, or doing at the time..........
sheri 6/18/2026 I did have a vision of myself being like a normal christian hating lucifer I hated that version of myself
I think there are people out there fake hippies, fake nice etc. 
but also nice is a mindset a decision made or to make 
I choose to be nice 👍 (but nobodies perfect so I word that to make a continual effort to be nice)
love your enemies the bible says 
do good to those that despitefully use you
Matthew 5:44 "But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you;" -- my #1 haters it's clear it's other christians I ain't imagining it, I'm never liked at all ever the opposite of liked, I'm hated bad, I'm not imagining things................well it's easy for me to pray for christians, to donate to churches etc. this isn't hard. 
I choose nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"sheri you stink at being a christian that's why church stinks for you you suck sheri"
"what you doing sheri your supposed to hate the devil and spit on him everyday for jesus christ that lord and dream of stabbing lucifer all night and day long for all of eternity like the rest of us"
and ps both my marriages are going good
I love both my husbands
but dang it the mall is closed by now
dammit
people have hated on me to badly this week for their lord jesus chrsit - that's depressing af for me
to just be hated all the time like this
meanwhile I've donated done to charities and tithed even some for a long time
and then I'm just hated by most everyone still - that's depressing
I try everything to be happy and people be's making me sad all the time for their lord jesus christ


 Another Evp time with lucifer...............it's hope, it's hope for a soon better future for me, brian, the kids (nomader if brian and the kids get the mark of the beast or not) I ain't getting the mark of the beast. Changed my hair so I'm not such a racist anymore of black people though I 100% do not hate black people but people often call me racist they really enjoy anything to cancel me to destroy me for jesus christ their lord...................................

for as much of a tissy that everyone had over my dreads recently on my blog I think everyone hates me bad

it's terrible how much you all most of you hate me for your lord jesus christ


you all will die most you soon pry
pry real soon all the rest of the body of christ most all you

11 And white robes were given unto every one of them; and it was said unto them, that they should rest yet for a little season, until their fellowservants also and their brethren, that should be killed as they were, should be fulfilled.

your going to need to kiss my butt soon I believe to survive fellow christians

"sheri that's villiany" 

hahahahhahahah

Matthew 24:12 "And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold."



Saturday, May 9, 2026

Today my fortune cookie from Panda Express said "Those who have hope, have everything" I AGREE WITH THAT FORTUNE COOKIE. Things have been real bad in my marriage with brian's health, he likes to tell people he has "low libido" that that is what's going on, but it's so much more worse thanks to both him getting covid 19 baaaaaaaaaaaad and a hemmoroid a few years ago eatting through his spincter muscle in his butt and he still don't usually eat while out in public (so the problem isn't solved, he says he's happy and he's going to live with it) he also says he's happy with a low libido but we going no action for 3-4 months now.....................BUT I HAVE HOPE..................AND THEREFORE I HAVE EVERYTHING......................

Othello's hopefully getting his hooves trimmed today 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

 Love both my husbands bad things happen sometimes in life = its fine, I'm fine, everyone is fine, brian just don't eat in public hardly ever cause he's afraid of ---------------- yikes. But he's ok with the whole "situation" and he believes he has it all under control. 

my life part of it was long time dicey - not in the sexy way.....................................(sheri we hope your not saying what your saying

I'd hope i wasn't saying what I'm saying either)k

ps.........dr. fauci didn't say nothing about the hantavirus yet that I know about I'm just goofing around.........................

Today my fortune cookie from Panda Express said "Those who have hope, have everything" I AGREE WITH THAT FORTUNE COOKIE. Things have been real bad in my marriage with brian's health, he likes to tell people he has "low libido" that that is what's going on, but it's so much more worse thanks to both him getting covid 19 baaaaaaaaaaaad and a hemmoroid a few years ago eatting through his spincter muscle in his butt and he still don't usually eat while out in public (so the problem isn't solved, he says he's happy and he's going to live with it) he also says he's happy with a low libido but we going no action for 3-4 months now.....................BUT I HAVE HOPE..................AND THEREFORE I HAVE EVERYTHING......................

I EVEN HAVE "HOPE OF GLORY" am I despised right now - safe to say yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yikes when you love the devil openly and I do he's nice, he's kind to me -------- then all the rest of the christians DESPISE YOU even some non christians for that reason alone DESPISE ME
I am #1 despised cause I'm blonde
lucifer's hair is black - I win I'm more hated cause I'm a blonde (I know that's ruff lucifer but you'll have to accept you abundant popularity)
1 Corinthians 1:28 "And base things of the world, and things which are despised, hath God chosen, yea, and things which are not, to bring to nought things that are:"
To whom God would make known what is the riches of the glory of this mystery among the Gentiles; which is Christ in you, the hope of glory
you guys can sing to jesus be all the glory every sunday all you want
I taking big slice off the glory cake and walking off like a giddy little child someday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I don't even want or envy at all jesus glory pffffffffffffffffffffffffffff his glory is pathetic the poor lord Jesus Christ he will have to survive with that little of glory 
good thing he thinks his glory is great............................
hahahahahh
For mine own sake, even for mine own sake, will I do it: for how should my name be polluted? and I will not give my glory unto another. ---------------- ohhhhhhhhhh keep that jesus
hahahahhahahaha




Monday, January 19, 2026

I'm just letting various pastors and people know the bible don't say "that Jesus christ is in you, except if your a jezebel with the jezebel spirit" THERE'S PASTORS THAT PREACH THAT! or "that Jesus christ is in you, except you are LGBTQ" no it don't say that...............what it say. 2 Corinthians 13:5 "Examine yourselves, whether ye be in the faith; prove your own selves. Know ye not your own selves, how that Jesus Christ is in you, except ye be reprobates?" If you have Jesus living inside of you YOU CAN THEN BEAR FRUIT...........that's the tattoo'd, the lgbtq, jezebels etc..........................god the bible says is the one that can make a person stand!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Romans 14:4 "Who art thou that judgest another man's servant? to his own master he standeth or falleth. Yea, he shall be holden up: for God is able to make him stand." DON'T GIVE UP JEZEBELS THAT GO TO CHURCH OR LGBTQ GOD CAN MAKE YOU STAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.......................

As always crank up the volume to hear evp's from lucifer, satan, the devil. Both my husbands make my life easier brian often makes me breakfast (this is very valued by me because I am not a morning person..................I crawl out of bed....................barely walk to the kitchen make a cup of coffee most mornings). And often lucifer helps me sleep better at night (he knows I like my rain machine well I only play the thing often for 1 hour, and he knows I sleep better next to someone lightly snoring HE KNOWS THESE THINGS). I slept really well last night!
good night sleep 
and breakfast in the morning in my estmation both those things are very important
I'm fortunate!
(verse from video above: 1 Timothy 6:5-7 "Perverse disputings of men of corrupt minds, and destitute of the truth, supposing that gain is godliness: from such withdraw thyself. But godliness with contentment is great gain. For we brought nothing into this world, and it is certain we can carry nothing out.")
I'm just letting various pastors and people know the bible don't say "that Jesus christ is in you, except if your a jezebel with the jezebel spirit" THERE'S PASTORS THAT PREACH THAT! or "that Jesus christ is in you, except you are LGBTQ" no it don't say that...............what it say. 2 Corinthians 13:5 "Examine yourselves, whether ye be in the faith; prove your own selves. Know ye not your own selves, how that Jesus Christ is in you, except ye be reprobates?" If you have Jesus living inside of you YOU CAN THEN BEAR FRUIT...........that's the tattoo'd, the lgbtq, jezebels etc..........................god the bible says is the one that can make a person stand!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Romans 14:4 "Who art thou that judgest another man's servant? to his own master he standeth or falleth. Yea, he shall be holden up: for God is able to make him stand." DON'T GIVE UP JEZEBELS THAT GO TO CHURCH OR LGBTQ GOD CAN MAKE YOU STAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.......................
PS.............I know I am considered "camp jezebel" I wear makeup, jewelry and look nice. 
I figured something out
"rightly dividing the word of truth"
2 Timothy 2:15 "Study to shew thyself approved unto God, a workman that needeth not to be ashamed, rightly dividing the word of truth." You gotta eventually be about to "zoom out" and look at the whole bible. 
cause god is ABLE to make people stand
able to save
in the bible some the disciples asked "well then who can be saved????????"
that was their question
it wasn't 
"ohhhhhhhhhhhhh only them jezebels and lgbtq are going to have a ruff time" ------------ aka popular christian opinion these days where most christians have "sinfree" chips on their shoulders it LOOKS TO BE TO ME
they think they is aweesssssssssssssssssssssssome
the question in the bible time (think people were much more humble back then) "well then who could be saved???????????????" THAT WAS THE QUESTION THEY WEREN'T POINTING FINGERS AT JEZEBEL SPIRITS AND LGBTQ BACK IN THE BIBLE TIME
NAW
THE DISCIPLES WERE ASKING BACK THEN "WELL THEN WHO CAN BE SAVED????????????"
Mark 10:25-27 "It is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle, than for a rich man to enter into the kingdom of God. And they were astonished out of measure, saying among themselves, Who then can be saved? And Jesus looking upon them saith, With men it is impossible, but not with God: for with God all things are possible."
  I don't claim to know what's going on in most of the body of christ these days that most of them appear to be soooooooooooooooooooooooooo much better then the lgbtq and the jezebels cause they so ok with pastors preaching on and on about how damned and doomed and hell headed the lgbtq and jezebels are AND NOBODY SEEMS TO BE BOTHERED BY THAT IN MOST CHURCHES IT DON'T LOOK TO BE. 
THE BIBLE
talks about confessing your faults to one another
well people are supposed to have faults
but that ain't what I see out there
I see most the time 
sinless looking "kirk camerons" NO HATE
..........you might should battle a porn addiction every now and then HAVE A FAULT
I'M TALKING ABOUT HAVING A FAULT
or battle a gambling addiction every now and then 
SOMETHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SOMETHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and then let the church know 
let em know
James 5:16
Confess your faults one to another, and pray one for another, that ye may be healed. The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much.
  we shouldn't want to be like the pharisee's............................

Luke 18:11-13 "The Pharisee stood and prayed thus with himself, God, I thank thee, that I am not as other men are, extortioners, unjust, adulterers, or even as this publican. I fast twice in the week, I give tithes of all that I possess. And the publican, standing afar off, would not lift up so much as his eyes unto heaven, but smote upon his breast, saying, God be merciful to me a sinner."
have mercy on me god a jewelry making, jewelry wearing, jewelry jar buying makeup wearing jezebel spirit loving (I AM STRAIGHT BUT A SUPPORTER OF THE LADIES) SINNER.....................

But we are not of them who draw back unto perdition; but of them that believe to the saving of the soul.


Sunday, December 4, 2022

Me hard at work trying hard to convince the earth "hey lucifer isn't as bad as you all think he is" Cause people deem him a black hole of useless filth - not me though I think he is smart, and caring.......... Matthew 16:23 "Jesus turned and said to Peter, “Get behind me, Satan! You are a stumbling block to me; you do not have in mind the concerns of God, but merely human concerns.” The bible says love your enemies and lucifer is also one of your enemies if you are also a christian so xoxoxoxoxoxo infinity lucifer basically!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. (the holidays are stressing sheri out)...........................

Update 8/13/2026 one more moringa tree started growing, so now the tally is at 3 (ignore the little tomato plant to the right circled in red, that is a tomato plant).........................
Ukulele ditty...............
Me hard at work trying hard to convince the earth "hey lucifer isn't as bad as you all think he is" Cause people deem him a black hole of useless filth - not me though I think he is smart, and caring..........  Matthew 16:23 "Jesus turned and said to Peter, “Get behind me, Satan! You are a stumbling block to me; you do not have in mind the concerns of God, but merely human concerns.” The bible says love your enemies and lucifer is also one of your enemies if you are also a christian so xoxoxoxoxoxo infinity lucifer basically!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. (the holidays are stressing sheri out)...........................
king james version of the bible...................
Matthew 16:23 "But he turned, and said unto Peter, Get thee behind me, Satan: thou art an offence unto me: for thou savourest not the things that be of God, but those that be of men."

niv says..................
Matthew 16:23 "Jesus turned and said to Peter, “Get behind me, Satan! You are a stumbling block to me; you do not have in mind the concerns of God, but merely human concerns.”

  Lucifer isn't watching starving kids in africa, not feeling for them. He isn't a cold heartless monster!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he totally isn't!
 If lucifer was a crap devil like so many of you try and tell me he is............................then he wouldn't of cared about Jesus health like he did. He might've would've just went to all the rest of the "temptings" of christ. 
But he started out in luke 4
WITH A GREAT CONCERN FOR THE LORD'S HEALTH
Luke 4:2-3 "where for forty days he was tempted[a] by the devil. He ate nothing during those days, and at the end of them he was hungry. The devil said to him, “If you are the Son of God, tell this stone to become bread.”
  The bible does highlight what our concerns should be as followers of Jesus here...........
Matthew 16:23 "But he turned, and said unto Peter, Get thee behind me, Satan: thou art an offence unto me: for thou savourest not the things that be of God, but those that be of men."
  I mean Matthew 16:23 is very clear.
  So I should blog a lot, aka I should be in God's word a lot think on that a lot, not "savourest" the things "that be of men" Galatians 5:23-25 "Meekness, temperance: against such there is no law. And they that are Christ's have crucified the flesh with the affections and lusts. If we live in the Spirit, let us also walk in the Spirit."

the things of this world are not supposed to be our concern

instead we are supposed to be concerned with the "things of god" 

reading the bible

feeding the starving

praying for one another

to also note of Lucifer most of you's enemy that you want to hate a ton or "feel nothing" for

...........HE WANTS TO BE LIKE GOD - WELL THAT ISN'T A BAD DESIRE TO HAVE

GOD IS MERCIFUL

GOD CARES

Isaiah 14:14 "I will ascend above the heights of the clouds; I will be like the most High."
he wants to be like god
I believe he really wants to be LIKE GOD
that's not a bad thing
that's like
picking I don't know......................um.......................Jesus as a christian
AND WANTING TO BE LIKE CHRIST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We have a word in christianity
it's the word "christ like"
/ (ˈkraɪstˌlaɪk) / adjective. resembling or showing the spirit of Jesus Christ.
We don't talk smack about people when they either are christlike or desire to be christlike that is a good thing to desire. 
but so many are so eager to smack talk Lucifer

who desires to be like God!

Isaiah 14:14 "I will ascend above the heights of the clouds; I will be like the most High."
catch that word there "like" the most high
like
he don't want to replace God

HE WANTS TO BE LIKE GOD

WELL THAT IS A MEGA GOOD THING TO WANT TO BE LIKE

THE DEVIL IS LOVEABLE IN MY MIND

HE'S TOTALLY DIFFERENT IN MY MIND

THEN THE REST OF THE BODY OF CHRIST THAT EITHER
HATES HIM OR IS LIKE MY LITTLE SISTER'S FRIEND "FEELS NOTHING" FOR HIM

Isaiah 14:12 "How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning! how art thou cut down to the ground, which didst weaken the nations!"
 I believe Lucifer is going to fall to this earth soon, and bring light love and good things to this here earth!!!!!!!!! THE BIBLE CALLS HIM IN ISAIAH 14:12 THE "SON OF THE MORNING" FOR A REASON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOVE YOUR ENEMIES 
IS LUCIFER YOUR ENEMY
THEN WHY IS MOST IN THE BODY OF CHRIST NOT LOVING HIM???????
WHY IS IT SUCH A CRIME TO LOVE THE DEVIL?????????
WHO WANTS TO BE LIKE GOD
LIKE WE WANT TO BE LIKE JESUS
FEW
FEW 
WANT TO BE 
KILLERS, OR MOLESTORS, OR ALL THESE OTHER SINS THAT ARE VERY HARMFUL
NO 
WE WANT TO LOVE
WE WANT TO CARE
Luke 6:35 "But love ye your enemies, and do good, and lend, hoping for nothing again; and your reward shall be great, and ye shall be the children of the Highest: for he is kind unto the unthankful and to the evil."
Matthew 26:41 "Watch and pray, that ye enter not into temptation: the spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak."
  I've solidly lost 1 friend because I love lucifer that's it that's the only reason...................well I am a goth a ton. And I like to hope for allllllllllllllllllll kinds of people on this earth and not on this earth. I don't deem lucifer a "lost cause" ----------- nope --------------- he wants to be "like" god. 
HE WANTS TO BE LIKE GOD 
AND
THE BIBLE CALLS HIM THE "SON OF THE MORNING"


Wednesday, September 30, 2020

Jesus he didn't come to condemn any sinners, but what is going on in this world, when so many of us hate and condemn each other?? John 12:47 "And if any man hear my words, and believe not, I judge him not: for I came not to judge the world, but to save the world.".................

  Update 3/31/2026 look how great this sweet potatoe plant is looking 😁💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓......................
Where you all might see garbage, us Empath's see hope. 1 Corinthians 13:7 "Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things."...........................
  There's some level of "disassociation" normal people have to one another.....................that I do not have like that, further seems people even make excuses to be distant from one another, they like to speak about only having positive people in their "circles" ------ they like to speak about having the "spirit of discernment" also a code word I believe for weeding out people out of their lives instead of helping people, from my perspective most people just "weed people out" of their lives,
but
they aren't empaths
they don't really know "the situation" often
to know "the situation"
you gotta be able to "read past" the words a person is telling you
people will often say one thing.....for example.........they will front themselves as chipery...........when the truth is faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar far away from that,
can a empath do anything about that????????? - no usually not, just pray for people
but the actually complaining ----- often they are the people that need friends the most, and instead of having people around them they are left in this world usually, because "they are not positive"
or or
the people that don't believe things 100% like another person believe's they instead of being nudged a better direction ------ they are left, they are tossed aside and deem not "worth to be in ones circle"
  Where you all might see garbage us empaths see hope. 
    Jesus he didn't come to condemn any sinners, but what is going on in this world, when so many of us hate and condemn each other?????????????????????
John 12:47 "And if any man hear my words, and believe not, I judge him not: for I came not to judge the world, but to save the world." Wait Sheri are you going to tell us you believe the Lord Jesus Christ is a empath like you are????????? Ya I think he was. He often reached out to people everyone else "discarded" in some way in society. The lady with the issue of blood, he stopped what he clean was doing to take notice of her, someone the rest of society likely wasn't noticing. The widow that gave her only mite. Time and time again, the lord made time, or took time to think about people everyone else would've overlooked. They weren't garbage to toss to the side either, but people to love and care about. 
   1 Samuel 2:7-8 "The Lord maketh poor, and maketh rich: he bringeth low, and lifteth up. He raiseth up the poor out of the dust, and lifteth up the beggar from the dunghill, to set them among princes, and to make them inherit the throne of glory: for the pillars of the earth are the Lord's, and he hath set the world upon them."
These days I make and wear these necklaces, pretty much everyday now. 
Somedays I'll wear other necklaces as well to all "disguise" these ones. 
My empathedness had gotten so extreme that I was taking on the feelings of ghosts of not even alive people. ---------- But now I'm fine 😊
  The tourmaline ended up not being "enough" to put a wall up from me entirely taking on other people's emotions etc. etc. I ended up needed quartz to charge up the Tourmaline and make it more powerful. 
  It's a negative time right now, happens to be on the earth. People are worried, many of them, with good reason.........global warming, racism, covid 19. 
We need to not "cancel" each other anymore.
But love one another. 

1 John 3:10-12 "In this the children of God are manifest, and the children of the devil: whosoever doeth not righteousness is not of God, neither he that loveth not his brother. For this is the message that ye heard from the beginning, that we should love one another. Not as Cain, who was of that wicked one, and slew his brother. And wherefore slew he him? Because his own works were evil, and his brother's righteous." 
  I spoken about being "awake" on my you tube before, which all to often amounts to pry some hippy mumbo jumbo, if not in my mind, in the minds of people that watch you tube video's like that...........it was a horrible you tube video I made I pry should delete it, I don't recall it being that great of a video. But understand that "cancel culture" that this "weeding out of your friends circle" ------ it's not the innocent stuffs many of you have convinced yourselves it to be. 
  We are supposed to even love our enemies. Maybe yes, maybe distance yourself from toxic people...............but love them. Love them in deed and truth, not be hitting just some massive "cancel" button on anybody. 
  They are not "garbage" our enemies are not.........nobody on the earth is garbage.
  We wage not a war against flesh and blood
that in the presidential election of the 
United States of America seems to be lost some at the moment
Ephesians 6:12 "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places."
  ps..................I'm voting Biden.............I want to vote Donald Trump. But my family is very combatitive with me, they being hardcore democrats, and they are so sure that if I vote Trump I am then a racists and a homophobe, and I am neither, and have gotten tired of being accused by my own family thus. I've made a deal with my husband - I vote Biden - I get a entire years subscription to a monthly subscription box that I want. This way I win. 
I believe God elects the presidents anyways, 
but by all means do vote. 
Psalm 75:7 "But God is the judge: he putteth down one, and setteth up another."
That is all I have to say for today. 








Sunday, May 3, 2020

Do you have a "expected end"? Did you know how you think is important? Jeremiah 29:11 "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the Lord, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end." ..........................

Update 10/25/2025 I agree with the idea behind this blog post, you got to believe to be saved faith is important. 
Hebrews 11:6
But without faith it is impossible to please Him, for he who comes to God must believe that He is, and that He is a rewarder of those who diligently seek Him.
and salvation isn't hingent on works - but faith without works IS DEAD!!!!!!!!!! James 2:17 "Thus also faith by itself, if it does not have works, is dead."
Job 42:12 "So the Lord blessed the latter end of Job more than his beginning: for he had fourteen thousand sheep, and six thousand camels, and a thousand yoke of oxen, and a thousand she asses."Do you have a "expected end"? Did you know how you think is important? Jeremiah 29:11 "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the Lord, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end." We pry all were "discounted" sometime in our life, told we were lazy, or useless, etc. etc. Beat down if you will.
  Maybe even you are like me.............only 211 or so followers on you instagram at any given time (facebook basically the same) and a measily 13 followers on my you tube which is super sad cause I do have quite a bit of video's up on you tube.
Other people do not get to define me or you
as badly as they may want to.

Proverbs 23:6-8

6 Eat thou not the bread of him that hath an evil eye, neither desire thou his dainty meats:
7 For as he thinketh in his heart, so is he: Eat and drink, saith he to thee; but his heart is not with thee.
8 The morsel which thou hast eaten shalt thou vomit up, and lose thy sweet words.
  You will either cling to mammon, or god did you know that....................this cling starts in our brains I'm sure of it (hearts don't think or if they did like they must think after our brains think.........that's what I recogn) Luke 16:13 "No servant can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon."
  How you think - effects how you live.
  And how you live and how you think both pry effect/impact the "expected end" that you invision for yourself..............................sinners can give their lives to Jesus TODAY. 
Get a good "expected end" for yourself!
Lucifer is coming to get me soon I believe I seriously do, but he is I believe going to be blessing me for all of eternity. Like I believe I am "The beauty and the beast" - the beauty part of that song. 
Ecclesiastes 3:15 "That which hath been is now; and that which is to be hath already been; and God requireth that which is past."
  You can deem my having lost my mind all you want, I feel "stolen from" right now. I do not feel how my life is right now...........is the way in which God who is a god of love according to the bible (DESIRES TO BLESS ME). 
I believe god has more for me.
Right now I am forsaken like jesus on the cross (in a way) 
but my later end
that is about to be blessed beyond everyone else in eternity I believe. (because God is love.....I've been in god's word a slew, I've put "in the work" TO BE VERY VERY VERY BLESSED! CRAZY BLESSED)
I am obsessed with this song, I just listen to it again and again and again and again somedays. 
You know what would be crazy
working this hard as a christian blogger this many years and not be expecting god to bless me - that would be nuts official. 
  -------- I believe my husband is totally miserable being married to me. He pretends well that he is happy, but I really think he is pretty miserable. He's a nerd, computer programmer, likes to listen to talk radio near all the time....................I not into that stuffs. (though I saved up for a computer in the 4th grade via mowing lawns, but that was a long time ago)
   He needs one them supppppppppppppppppppppppper nerdy chicks, that would like speak coding language to him all sexy.
  I am a fluff chick...................guys think they can marry a chick like me and they'll be in bliss, and I think most them are wrong about that. My fur pom poms came in the mail today to add to the tops of my knitted beanie hats...................I'm up to "extreme valley girl" fluff like this all the time. I think I come across in guys of all ages like idea of their "dream girl" but then reality is probably not there for most guys. Now there are "valley guys" out there, or close to THEY EXIST. (they are rare though like spotting big foot in the forest)

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Sunday, April 19, 2020

I am a messianic jew I cannot get a tattoo but I want one, a rose on my foot, because I find life is so much better, when I think on "the good" in people even my enemies and love..............never is things as bleak as they look there is always hope.....................(sheri 2025 is a living breathing human, that is tired of races and divisions cause thats what races are they are divisions whether you make them divisions or not and I'm over it).....................................

Update 10/16/2025 finally went kayaking after a 2 years or more hiatus from kayaking...............
I find there will always be "haters" or "enemies" in our lives, don't listen to them if what they is telling you isn't what god says about you...........Psalm 139:14 "I will praise thee; for I am fearfully and wonderfully made: marvellous are thy works; and that my soul knoweth right well.".
  And I've learned the value of holding onto the people that do love me in my life, love my enemies to sure nuff. Cause you never know, maybe someday, some miracle, some miracle from heaven someday..................................the apostolic christian church of america might love me. (some them do ------------ I'm talking about that whole church...........or at least 1 of them does love me...................the sister that is a gardener like myself --------- and no surprise really, because her like relative is Nick Vujicic https://www.lifewithoutlimbs.org/ that is all over the body of christ on tv I hate not being able to go to the apostolic christian church of america anymore........cause I do have at least 1 (maybe more) but for sure 1 reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally good friend there. 
   I'll find a way pry to convince my husband to go there again.............I'm clever.
  I gonna tell you all, I pry have sinned in my past bad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But...........
Proverbs 10:12 "Hatred stirreth up strifes: but love covereth all sins."
 That's it................just shovel some dirt on that walla it be gone (I mean love people, love your enemies to the bestest of your ability cause I can attest somedays that's hard to do!!!!!!!!!). #gardener
   And life........................how you see it.............................you could just see the bad.........................or serious have some rose colored glasses on.................
and realize it actually is never "that bad" 
that there is hope for all mankind I believe
  God I believe wants us to think on the good, have rose colored glasses on....................................

Philippians 4:7-9 

7 And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.
8 Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things.
9 Those things, which ye have both learned, and received, and heard, and seen in me, do: and the God of peace shall be with you.
  How you think makes all the difference..........................and how you think is oftentimes are you hoping someone will get saved and praying for them (not having rose colored glasses on would be you deeming someone damned to hell......for whatever reason). But if you have the right minset...............it makes a huge difference in life I find. 
Have a great day!
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