In a dream a army sargent told me "Sheri you may be able to escape, but you are not dimissed from your thoughts" - ya he was meaning keeping my mind on the "things of above" (at that point in my dream I was hiding under deep wheat, that went clean to the fence)................

Update 9/17/2025 I think I'm still experiencing my boobs growing as my waiste is shrinking, well dang, now I'm having a hard time walking down stairs and nearly fell.....................I'm literally going to have to hold stair railings - just because my boobs are to large to see the stairs THAT'S SO SAD.................

my back is in pain all the time

I just gotta keep dieting rather gridlocked into dieting at this point in time

I feel like I'm in a bad comedy show except this is real

this is real

my stomach is shrinking and my boobs are then GROWING

In a dream a army sargent told me "Sheri you may be able to escape, but you are not dimissed from your thoughts" - ya he was meaning keeping my mind on the "things of above" (at that point in my dream I was hiding under deep wheat, that went clean to the fence)................

(click, click...................."but you are not dismissed from your thoughts" - fine then)

 Facts: I am the horribliest prisioner EVER I just bellyache the entire time (not to you all, in prayer cause god says.) 1 Peter 5:6-8 "Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time: Casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you." Recently I imagined god soon as He heard I was about to start praying, all grabbing a tea and sitting down and getting all comfy, knowing He gonna be sitting there for a hour or two 👍😂💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

  Hey fellow soldiers in the Lords army if I'm hostage ep...........so is you................uh oh.................

2 Timothy 2:4 "No man that warreth entangleth himself with the affairs of this life; that he may please him who hath chosen him to be a soldier."

  But also of much note to me later on in same chapter of the bible where it says............

2 Timothy 2:9-11 "Wherein I suffer trouble, as an evil doer, even unto bonds; but the word of God is not bound. Therefore I endure all things for the elect's sakes, that they may also obtain the salvation which is in Christ Jesus with eternal glory. It is a faithful saying: For if we be dead with him, we shall also live with him:"

  There'll be a time us followers of Jesus are prisoned yet again, like what's spoken of in 2 Timothy (back then they were arresting and jailing christians that hadn't even done 0 wrong).

  Revelation 13:9-11 "If any man have an ear, let him hear. He that leadeth into captivity shall go into captivity: he that killeth with the sword must be killed with the sword. Here is the patience and the faith of the saints. And I beheld another beast coming up out of the earth; and he had two horns like a lamb, and he spake as a dragon." Some you all think your going to be "raptured" before then you are wrong!
  I don't think the "pre-tribulation" christians have good reading skills I really don't. It literally says........lots of christians jailed #tribulation.................and then the next verse, verse 11 "And I beheld another beast coming up out of the earth; and he had two horns like a lamb, and he spake as a dragon."
I count being jailed as tribulation, I totally do, maybe these "pre-tribbers" they likes jail a lot???????????????????????????????????????????????????

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I get tired of watching christian tv, I get tired somedays even of reading my bible..................many a day, I just want to like um "go hog wild" as they say. For me that would probably entail eating a lot of junk food and binging watching a zillion netflix shows. ------- There's not much to to do in my town.

   Yesterday my husband told me we were going to go, pirate glow golfing, cause that's one of thing things I like to do around here. And then we go to a chinese store, cause that's where my husband and kids wanted to go, and then he said "ok we going to the pireate glow golf now, though your the only one that wants to go"

so we didn't glow golf..................cause he was making it out that I would be holding my family hostage if we actually did glow golf and that they would be miserable. 

I had a miserable day yesterday.

  Then reminded this morning in a dream

my "thoughts" I'm not "dismissed" from them.........

  1 Corinthians 7:22-24 "For he that is called in the Lord, being a servant, is the Lord's freeman: likewise also he that is called, being free, is Christ's servant. Ye are bought with a price; be not ye the servants of men. Brethren, let every man, wherein he is called, therein abide with God."

 Oh for those of you who don't understand what the bible is meaning when it says "servants of men" it means........................probably.........................doing lots of makeup tutorials I mean a slews..................FOR MEN.....................for other people right. That's the example that comes to mind..............................and not even trying to be "judgy", just happens to be I stumbled upon a "beauty guru" not like James charles, who I watch, but someone whom it wasn't her "job" in anyway to product test makeup (which James Charles, and Shane Dawson, and Jeffrey Star etc. etc. that is their job so that's different). Anyways I stumbled upon a "beauty guru girl" on you tube, she had must've been 100 video's at least, I didn't even scroll down to the bottom.....................I was blown away, cause every video she was testing out a different makeup product (expensive stuffs to, or it looked to be very expensive). What extra blows my mind, she wasn't far as I could see a "ulta employee" or nothing like that. Just a regular girl as far as I could see. And she got TONS of traffic. But what is she going to do with all that makeup?????????????????????????????????????????????????? Faces are small!

   (you can "serve men" while serving the lord, in many ways,

 like volunteering at foodbanks, that's 👍)

 That's all for today...........everyone in this whole planet is a servant to something. That's not only what I recogn I do believe it's the case, servant to rightesouness. Or a servant to sin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!................................

Romans 6:18 "Being then made free from sin, ye became the servants of righteousness."

John 8:34 "Jesus answered them, Verily, verily, I say unto you, Whosoever committeth sin is the servant of sin."

Faith without works is dead so I'm getting buisy : ) if your faith feels dead at any point in time (less fire, less zeal then usual) get buisy that is my advice!..........................

(bag of candies I'm taking to church tommorow - dollar tree zeal and fire for the lord is real 🔥)

Faith without works is dead so I'm getting buisy 😊 if your faith feels dead at any point in time (less fire, less zeal then usual) get buisy that is my advice!
  James 2:19-20 "Thou believest that there is one God; thou doest well: the devils also believe, and tremble. But wilt thou know, O vain man, that faith without works is dead?"

   Tommorow my church has people giving candy for the church easter egg hunt (they are filling 100's of plastic eggs with candy, this year it will be at 2 schools and opened up to the nearby communities), I am about to go to the dollar tree and buy a few bags of candy. (I have no good deed plot for the rest of the week) But I'm zealous 👍

  I relate to the soldier part of this video.....................11:50 into it............................

  I greately theorize I got used to be babied, by church, by my family, by alllllllllllll kinds of people. They meant well by babying me. 

  But there is a time to I quote movie Encino Man, to "be a man esse"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2 Timothy 2:4 "No man that warreth entangleth himself with the affairs of this life; that he may please him who hath chosen him to be a soldier."

  I often feel like I am in the army ---------- well I am in the army of god! And soldiers do not fear! 

 Have a great week earth!

LOVE

I totally have a vision for my future to, I had visions many of them (clean been to my future, there is a room I'm going to go to every evening in my future I could draw out the details of this room to the "T" ------------- A REAL ROOM THAT I AM GOING TO EVERY EVENING FOR ALL OF ETERNITY, long as I make it to heaven). There's maybe 5 steps leading up to the door of this room............one slightly larger then twin sized bed towards the right, on the left side there is a dresser, and there is a massive window about 20 feet high and 30 feet wide - big, and giant curtain made of a expensive velvet material - heavy velvet - held open at the sides by giant ropes. More to this room then that, but it's not time for me to talk. (told a handful of people about all this and the bible verses that apply to me.................pretty safe to say they pry think I'm nuts) But if I was nuts how would I know about the room and all the details.........the room is spoken about in this song.......................which is me pretty much talking to much.....where Patrick Stump sings "and we can pull the black out curtains down".........

 I will give my whole life to the lord forever for this vision to happen! I had amnesia for a long time and I regained my memories, I remembered. 

  I don't know what sort of future the rest of the body of christ has in their minds for like eternity???????????? 

    I pry need to stop my instagram account really stop the marilyn monroe scenangans.........cause that ain't my "vision" my vision is one where I'm living for the lord, and loving people and doing much good. And not only in this life, but in the next! That is my idea of a happy eternity, one where I love people and am loved, and serve people. 

  I don't want to be this "look at me I'm so gorgeous" person (I think I feel pressured by society, that and I am very insecure of my weight and I use that marilyn monroe look alike stuffs as a crutch....................there was a time I was alright with my weight but I am extremely insecure about it these days) The ketogenic diet though is totally working for me, it's just slow going. Being vegan for 6 months or so, I gained weight, and I learned my body doesn't work on the vegan diet. Every persons metabolism is a bit different I have learned. 

  The greatest in the kingdom of heaven will be the least and the servant of all!

But greatness just to be great isn't a good plan..........I really do find value, in humbling myself, and serving others. 

The people out there with the richest lives/eternities aren't the ones that just take gorgeous pictures of themselves.......it's the people that lay their lives down for their friends. 

  Besides, even if you get lots of fame and money..........that just ain't where real life is, it's in "family" - family being a lot more then just blood relatives. 

  I'm done with living in fear!

(besides probably the whole earth will just deem me as having a big imagination that I didn't have any visions at all about my future that were real - which is just fine world)

https://www.donorschoose.org/

Mrs. Bailey's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose..............

  

I only love the apostolic christian church of america (sheri whenever I made this title wasn't fully "forthcoming" I think the apostolic christian church of america did me a favor they showed me everything I don't want to be ---------- so in a way I love them) But also IN A WAY I'M READY FOR THE VENGANCE OF GOD TO HIT THEM BADLY!

I can't imagine what it's like stalking someone with fervent hatred for them for years like that supposedly "for Jesus"

Titus 1:14 "Not giving heed to Jewish fables, and commandments of men, that turn from the truth."

stalk me then with all your hate for me, 

maybe you'll find the perfect moment 

to finally attack me yet again cause your member HAVE tried to insult me on my blog great many of them have over the years

AND LET ME HAVE IT GOOOOOOOOOD

CAUSE I HATE HATE COMMANDMENTS OF MEN

AND I WILL ALWAYS HATE COMMANDMENTS OF MEN

J I do not know if he is still the main elder

of portland/oregon city area and silverton 

apostolic christian church of america

HE TOLD ME I COULDN'T WEAR MASCARA

or even henna on a wedding ring

that they were forbidden and I could not have either 

and be allowed to be a member of the church

those are commandments of men!!!!!!

Fellow christians - let's shore each other up WE ARE TRUELLY IN A WAR!!!!!!!!!.......................

Matthew 16:18 "And I say also unto thee, That thou art Peter, and upon this rock I will build my church; and the gates of hell shall not prevail against it."
  Know you enemy know what you are up against.............Ephesians 6:12 "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places."
 I was listening to a sermon by pastor of living hope last night (usually I listen to the apostolic christian church online) He was preachin about shoring each other up instead of tearing each other down, maybe not forgiving one another, maybe harping on each other flaws etc. - which I sometimes do to just not on my blog so I'm guilty of this to I WANT TO NOT DO THAT NO MORE NO MORE "EVIL SPEAKINGS"................but I desire to just build up the body of christ. We are for sure IN A WAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ALL WE GOT IS EACH OTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND JESUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
1 Corinthians 12:13 "For by one Spirit are we all baptized into one body, whether we be Jews or Gentiles, whether we be bond or free; and have been all made to drink into one Spirit." And some people in my life have said to me "sheri leave the apostolic christian church of america - you got to pick you battles some aren't worth it..................................." they since changed there minds but....................I think if you see a people struggling hey WALK TO THEM................to those that might be "without" in some way or another..........Colossians 4:5 "Walk in wisdom toward them that are without, redeeming the time."

  Yelena the girl that brought me to salem fellowship aka www.brunstad.org affiliated church years ago, she told me, I saw her at the apostolic christian church of america in silverton not long ago and she told me...............that she was going to stick with the people at macleay christian retreat (that's where salem fellowship church is located) because "her ministry was with them" you might not think that would profoundly impact me....................BUT IT DID. 

  What yelena was telling me I believe, was that she was buisy "shoring them up"

(sermon I listened to last night http://www.livinghopechurch.com/experience-christ/sermons/sermon/2013-09-15/as-one---i-serve)

   Truelly if you are in a war like we are........................not just one person goes out on the battle field, no everybody out there with a gun, good soldiers what they do..........................THEY PROTECT ONE ANOTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    2 Timothy 2:3-4 "Thou therefore endure hardness, as a good soldier of Jesus Christ. No man that warreth entangleth himself with the affairs of this life; that he may please him who hath chosen him to be a soldier."

  pic above could've been better though ------------ I don't have no camoflauge paint or clothing : ( nice straw hat some netting over it would've been awesome to for above pic. ep what can you do??????????????

   Have a great day earth................love each other, love me, and love jesus! I mean please, thank you. 

LOVE

Luke 6:35 "But love ye your enemies, and do good, and lend, hoping for nothing again; and your reward shall be great, and ye shall be the children of the Highest: for he is kind unto the unthankful and to the evil."

the apostolic christian church of america 

does 0% good to me since I left their church

the only "good" they were doing to me 

if we are going to call it "good" 

was sending me their church spam

and now they ain't even doing that

cause they hate me so badly

I should get to know how many babies how often they have them

cause I donate to harvest call (and local harvest call mentions all the babies born)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

If you donate to said buisiness YOU SHOULD GET SAID BUISINESS SPAM

THEY RIPPING ME OFF

IN HATRED FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!
the bible says we war not against flesh and blood

but with the apostolic christian church of america

and many people in general that attack me vicously over the years

they always real vicious in their attack

like rabbid drooling pit bulls

it always feels like actual people attacking me

Ephesians 6:12

For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.

  But according to ephesians 6:12 all the entirety of the apostolic christian church of america according to ephesians 6:12 is INFESTED with fallen angels, and fallen angels that hate me with a raging fiery passion. 

even though I go quite on and on about how I love lucifer and why on this here blog

i wouldn't think any fallen angels would want to have anything to do with the apostolic christian church of america AT ALL

cause lucifers people 

have beards

well the apostolic christian church of america did not allow beards until very recently

for years they shunned likely and greately looked down upon

men with natural hairs growing out of their faces!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I wouldn't think lucifer or his men would want the apostolic christian church of america's souls at all. 

I would think lucifer and his men

would account the apostolic christian church of america

makeup hating

jewelry hating

souls as complete garbage trash

not because they hate makeup 

and they hate jewelry

they hate lucifers people

and/or people in general 

THAT WEAR MAKEUP OR JEWELRY

OR WEDDING RINGS

...............

THEY LITERALLY HATE ME

CAUSE I WEAR MAKEUP AND JEWELRY

UNDERSTAND

UNDERSTAND 

THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA DOES NOT LOVE ME

STALKING MY BLOG FOR YEARS

TO FIND SOME REASON TO TAKE ME OFF THEIR MAILING LISTS

THAT IS NOT LOVE!

LOVE NEVER ENDS ACCORDING TO THE BIBLE

THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA'S FAKE LOVE 

DID END

IT ENDED

THEY HAVE FACTS ATTACKED ME FOR YEARS

YEARS

1 Corinthians 13:8

Charity never faileth: but whether there be prophecies, they shall fail; whether there be tongues, they shall cease; whether there be knowledge, it shall vanish away.

THE WORD OF GOD IS TRUE

SO THEY ARE ALL FOAMING AT THE MOUTH DEMON POSSESSED ACCORDING TO Ephesians 6:12

THE FOAMING AT THE MOUTH DEMON POSSESSED THEIR LOVE ENDS