Hurt people hurt people well white people most of them are hurting bad THEY ARE they are I believe friendless, and in debt most of them. And Black people also very hurt, I think black people have more friends but they are in general more dirt poor then white people I do believe cause there is I do believe special affordable housing for black people and white people don't really have that really, which leads me to believe black people overall are more dirt poor then white people. YOU NEED NOT TO HATE JEWS..........Galatians 3:29 "And if ye be Christ's, then are ye Abraham's seed, and heirs according to the promise." HEIRS................no need to hate Jews if you are ALSO HEIRS AND THE BIBLE SAYS IF YOUR ARE CHRIST'S YOU ARE ALSO A HEIR..............

  Hurt people hurt people well white people most of them are hurting bad THEY ARE they are I believe friendless, and in debt most of them. And Black people also very hurt, I think black people have more friends but they are in general more dirt poor then white people I do believe cause there is I do believe special affordable housing for black people and white people don't really have that really, which leads me to believe black people overall are more dirt poor then white people. YOU NEED NOT TO HATE JEWS..........Galatians 3:29 "And if ye be Christ's, then are ye Abraham's seed, and heirs according to the promise." HEIRS................no need to hate Jews if you are ALSO HEIRS AND THE BIBLE SAYS IF YOUR ARE CHRIST'S YOU ARE ALSO A HEIR..............
  I've gotten to good at nearly writting my whole blog post in my title hahahahhahaha.

 The above verse in "context"................

   Galatians 3:28-29 "There is neither Jew nor Greek, there is neither bond nor free, there is neither male nor female: for ye are all one in Christ Jesus. And if ye be Christ's, then are ye Abraham's seed, and heirs according to the promise."

  I've told you all the "secret" to likely gaining wealth. 

Isaiah 58:13-14 "If thou turn away thy foot from the sabbath, from doing thy pleasure on my holy day; and call the sabbath a delight, the holy of the Lord, honourable; and shalt honour him, not doing thine own ways, nor finding thine own pleasure, nor speaking thine own words: Then shalt thou delight thyself in the Lord; and I will cause thee to ride upon the high places of the earth, and feed thee with the heritage of Jacob thy father: for the mouth of the Lord hath spoken it."

  "I will cause thee to ride upon the high places of the earth" --------- in my estimation "the high places of the earth" ==='s money. Either money, or your like uh riding yachts often and going to mansions often, and uh, that sort of thing. Cause you know.....................the "low places" of the earth is like THE POOR. 

  That's aweful, it's aweful. It's aweful that the wealthy are literally esteemed higher in this earth. 

Proverbs 14:20 "The poor is hated even of his own neighbour: but the rich hath many friends."
Proverbs 19:4 "Wealth maketh many friends; but the poor is separated from his neighbour."

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This weekend my family is going to a book fair, I'm staying at home shabbating, online, and bible studying. You'd think going out on the weekends that's how you make friends NOT IF YOUR POOR IT DON'T MATTER HOW "OUT AND ABOUT YOU ARE" 

  It's a good plan in my estimation for everyone to keep the shabbat the bestest they can --------- THAT YOU BE BLESSED. 

  THAT YOU HAVE THE "JOY OF THE LORD"

"Then shalt thou delight thyself in the Lord;"

Nehemiah 8:10 "Then he said unto them, Go your way, eat the fat, and drink the sweet, and send portions unto them for whom nothing is prepared: for this day is holy unto our Lord: neither be ye sorry; for the joy of the Lord is your strength."

 AND AS I'VE STATED BEFORE

GOD IS POWERFUL

He's able to raise up EVERYBODY. 

but God has criteria before He raises up people

yes

humility is one of the criteria

1 Peter 5:6 "Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time:"

 shabating WORKS

it works

Isaiah 58:13-14 "If thou turn away thy foot from the sabbath, from doing thy pleasure on my holy day; and call the sabbath a delight, the holy of the Lord, honourable; and shalt honour him, not doing thine own ways, nor finding thine own pleasure, nor speaking thine own words: Then shalt thou delight thyself in the Lord; and I will cause thee to ride upon the high places of the earth, and feed thee with the heritage of Jacob thy father: for the mouth of the Lord hath spoken it."

party saturday night remember that 😀👍👍👍👍👍👍👍

shalom

We are all one people and we are all related to one another and one people I agree with the Lacoda tribe while I'm a bit crying my eyeballs out but I'll try and get chipperier, it's the 4th of july afterall, this is supposed to be a happy day...................

ps..........I'm never ever ever going to talk about who molested me as a kid, never. It was so bad. I'm literally never going to actually talk about that. So don't bother asking. 

Lucifer though if my memories are real - he might talk

he might

We are all members of one another

but men are supreme...............

Genesis 3:6-7 "When the woman saw that the fruit of the tree was good for food and pleasing to the eye, and also desirable for gaining wisdom, she took some and ate it. She also gave some to her husband, who was with her, and he ate it".

  1 Peter 3:7 "Likewise, ye husbands, dwell with them according to knowledge, giving honour unto the wife, as unto the weaker vessel, and as being heirs together of the grace of life; that your prayers be not hindered."

  I'm just merely saying, if you a girl, lady, women, your not actually valuable except to have children I don't believe (and or "late night activities" and cooking and cleaning your valuable for that stuff to)

1 Timothy 2:15 "Notwithstanding she shall be saved in childbearing, if they continue in faith and charity and holiness with sobriety."

I ain't complaining - I know how to read

this is my fate and a "less then" worthless lady

if I have kids - did that

keep going to church or just reading my bible cause "continue in faith" doesn't necesesarily mean attending church

don't get drunk, don't do drugs (though felt I had to for a second there my arthritis actually was THAT BAD)

and keeping donating money I WILL BE SAVED

I'm probably demon possessed right now so things don't look promising for me I'm pry going to hell 

I don't think I want to go to heaven a place that has spoken so badly of women in their "holy book"

AND I'VE BEEN THROUGH HELL

I was molested as a kid (my family don't know that) 

I was date rapped

and worse oh ya worrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrse

IF I HAD VALUE I'D BE TREATED THAT WAY

I don't deserve to be treated well though I destroyed my husbands family and my family and my husbands life by blog posts. 

I have a miserable time keeping the house clean there's to much stuff in this tiny 1200 square feet house and I don't know what to do with half of it anymore????????????????

and with brian and ian home everyday all day for years like this there's more mess, it's hard

and I'm often to depressed to clean having no friends or family really alone that's depressing

being in a sexless marriage married to a guy that according thim is "non - demonstrative" so he don't tell me I'm pretty

or anything

I sit in my computer room on my computer all day everyday

clean some ideally many days I focus on a area of the house to clean

try not to feel "overwhelmed" by the mess but I do feel "overwhelmed" I asked brian please get us a maid he refuses to do that

so I gotta clean!!!!!!!!!! 

I'M THE MAID!!!!!!!!!

I'M THE MAID , and the "late night activities" when he is in the mood the rare times not often who can blaim him I'M WORTHLESS

AND OFTEN I DO SPEND A LOT OF TIME EXCERSIZING CAUSE I HOPE FOR A BETTER LIFE FOR MYSELF

A LIFE WITH LESS ARTHRITIS

and my arthritis is going away

and my asthma went away

people need hope!

We are all one people and we are all related to one another and one people I agree with the Lacoda tribe while I'm a bit crying my eyeballs out but I'll try and get chipperier, it's the 4th of july afterall, this is supposed to be a happy day...................

 My whole life ever since I was a teeny kid, I didn't like them presidents carved on that mountain................a lot of us native america little kids we don't like that I don't think.

But I don't think 0 of us native america's want that mountain harmed again. 

(I'm saying we'd rather just stare at those faces of them presidents for good)

I'll be ok

I'll get all cheered up

pry about to go swimming with my daughter in a very freezing new swimming pool. 

Ephesians 4:3-5 "Endeavouring to keep the unity of the Spirit in the bond of peace. There is one body, and one Spirit, even as ye are called in one hope of your calling; One Lord, one faith, one baptism,"

 For native american people for all of us, out of all the mountains, I do believe Mount Rushmore is pretty safe to say the most painful mountain for some presidents to be carved into....................................................................................................

The Lakota in video above though they said stuffs right.

Ephesians 4:25 "Wherefore putting away lying, speak every man truth with his neighbour: for we are members one of another."

  I've been in a funk for awhile.........................what happened to George Flloyd is not cool. 

So now you all know how I feel about some presidents faces carved in Mt. Rushmore.............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................

I go cheer myself up, I gotta get out of this funk. 

Just donated enough money to provide 432 meals, enough to help two entire families facing starvation for one month............aka my "works meet of repentance" for this week love this charity, you can get a free book and feed all those people for $16 YA I KNOW A BARGAIN............................

Just donated enough money to provide 432 meals, enough to help two entire families facing starvation for one month............aka my "works meet of repentance" for this week love this charity, you can get a free book and feed all those people for $16 YA I KNOW A BARGAIN............................

  This the bit I can show via the internet, shows from the e-mail "Love a Child" and the date and the amount I just donated. (sometimes my "cropping" skills are challenged but I get it done)
https://loveachild.com/make-a-contribution/
ps their books are usually really good!

What makes donating through Love A Child unique?

• 94% of all donations with Love A Child go directly to program activities helping children
• As a Christ-centered nonprofit, Love A Child focuses on helping children hear the Gospel and have the opportunity to know and trust Jesus
• Beyond providing for immediate needs, your support helps us work towards sustainable solutions for sanitation, agriculture, and development
This one my fave charities they clean get free advertising on my blog. This one is real good 👍 good value for your money, if you donate like $16 think about it you want a lot of meals provided!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

(oh that awkward moment where you suspect I'm saying some awefully "valley girl" stuffs, but I might be a genious at the same time........................😂💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗) Also I'd like to bring attention to a video I posted up a few days ago on this older blog post......................

https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2011/08/apostolic-christian-church-of-america.html

On the 1st and latest video there I discuss how I no longer believe the Lutheran church or the Apostolic Christian church of america are cults, I do believe they are part of the body of christ (and I explain why) also the baptist's, I don't believe in their "once saved always saved" I sure don't...........but I do believe they are a part of the body of christ and that they are NOT a cult. Are there cults, ya...............in my estimation mormons (I like the mormons nice people) same with jehovah witnesses, pry few more.........) I don't believe catholics are a cult either THEY ARE A PART OF THE BODY OF CHRIST...........do I want to pray to mary or believe in praying to mary - no...........but I do sure nuff believe they are a part of the body of christ. Gather the bible says not scatter, it be's one body 1 Corinthians 12:20 "But now are they many members, yet but one body."Ephesians 4:4 "There is one body, and one Spirit, even as ye are called in one hope of your calling;"

Today I loved some of my "enemies" the apostolic christian church of america - though how much they are or aren't my enemies I ain't even sure??????????...................................

Update 12/22/2024 fresh video talking about hopefully going on ozempic soon..................(ps though christiana aguilera evidentally never took ozempic to get that thin, she says it's just from excersizing etc.) 

but I have diabeties

so when you have diabeties no shame in the ozempic game...............

diabeties will clean put lbs on people oh ya...........................cause the sugars that process in all the non diabetic bodies...............just turns into fat on diabetics (like I'm talking minute amounts of sugar - I'm not talking about eating tons of sugar) 

I'm saying diabetics I do believe are at a weight loss disadvantage

our bodies HAVE BETRAYED US!!!!!!!!!!!

oh mini me from 2018 in video below you better go the gym little lady you better sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeat...........................love your enemies another day little mini me from 2018 YOU BETTER SWEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT.........................

  Today I loved some of my "enemies" the apostolic christian church of america - though how much they are or aren't my enemies I ain't even sure?????????? I believe heeding the word of god is all about many little "baby steps" - and if you endure unto the end you will be saved according to the word of god!!!!!!!! LET'S ALL ENDURE TO THE END! Matthew 10:22 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that endureth to the end shall be saved." Matthew 10:22 says we will be hated of all men for jesus's name sake...................but I find it easiest when looking for some enemies to love to pinpoint a group of people that maybe more of them don't like me per capita then at other churches (I'm talking like what maybe 35% whopping percent might not like me at the apostolic christian church of america...........potentially I'm saying, cause I have elaborated GREATLY on my complete disdain of their 1 last remaining "commandment of men" aka nobody there is allowed to wear wedding rings and be members of their church at the same time.
   That "commandment of men" I feel plenty needs to be challenged to this day, because if something like that divides the body of christ...............whether that is 1 person or a few people, or even a whole church off from all of the rest of the body of christ (or a great deal of the rest of the body of christ because the apostolic christian church of america does have "sister churches" sounds plural but the only "sister church" I know that they do have is the menonites). In reality all christian churches in the body of christ should be our "sister churches"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ONE BODY!
Ephesians 4:4-6 

4 There is one body, and one Spirit, even as ye are called in one hope of your calling;

5 One Lord, one faith, one baptism,

6 One God and Father of all, who is above all, and through all, and in you all.

Heck ya Ephesians 4:4-6 I KNOW THAT'S RIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

   So I am billion million trillion capillion % sure that the apostolic christian church of america's one remaining "commandment of men" of no wedding rings allowed is a mega big problem for them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

   But anyways, I find that it's hard to heed all the bible at once.....................heed a bit here and there right....................one day you might focus on one thing another the other (for instance one day I might work on being more humble). I big time believer this is big part of following jesus, it's a daily effort of working to humble oursevles, deny ourselves take up our crosses, love our enemies. And as we keep on doing these things, we may stink at being humble to begin with right, and stink at loving our enemies to begin with etc. Like the karate kid in the original karate kid movie -------- he waxed on and waxed off and stained mr. Miagi's porch etc. etc. and as he was doing these things HE WAS BUILDING THE SKILLS TO ACTUALLY SUCCEED AT KARATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

   My advice to the whole earth is don't give up. Especially not giving up following jesus, maybe there are some things in life to quit, I quited studying to become a medical biller, it just wasn't going to happen I was failing way to many of the tests!!!!!!!!!!!! But your soul is so important..................DON'T GIVE UP! 

  Said hi to the elders wife, who I'd like to hang out with again........................so that's for the record the elder of silverton...................I have I believe driven him completely UP THE WALL. But I like his wife, some people you just get along with. Some people you are like 

aye

aye

don't matter if they believe 100% like you really, or not for me it don't! 

  Also I e-mailed my family and the 4 members of the apostolic christian church of america I e-mail and I told them.........

  In the bible times right paul said  1 Corinthians 14:33 "For God is not the author of confusion, but of peace, as in all churches of the saints." All these "churches of the saints" they were like the churches of today in the body of christ, they each had their own little "personality" to them..............it was still even back then one faith, one lord, one baptism

ONE BODY!!

Ephesians 4:5 "One Lord, one faith, one baptism,"

Romans 12:5 "So we, being many, are one body in Christ, and every one members one of another."

1 Corinthians 10:17
For we being many are one bread, and one body: for we are all partakers of that one bread.

"for we are alllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll partakers of that one bread!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

  I have noticed the baptist church likes their "baptist" """"""style"""""""" it happens to be I don't agree with their "once saved always saved" belief, but that isn't such a concern to me really, cause they still are a part of the """"""""""""whole""""""""""" to the point that baptist pastors could go to a four square church and guest preach or something???????????? etc. etc.

  They like their own "style" and churches they can have a style and like it................but if something in a church does cause a large division of a church off from most of the whole rest of the body of christ then that "something" is a problem cause it is one faith, one lord, one baptism........................................................."""""""""""ONE BODY IN CHRIST"""""""""""!

  My song choice for this blog post is relevant cause right there in this video on the pulpit are the words............."one lord, one faith, one baptistm - AMEN! Chaka Khan sang this real good to, I am really holy spirit filled after listening to her sing this, and Chaka's hair does look good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!........................

Have a great day earth!

LOVE

  pppps.................my current "cross and skullbones for the lord" personal status...........is also a "style" for I have bible verses to back myself up..............

Romans 6:4 "Therefore we are buried with him by baptism into death: that like as Christ was raised up from the dead by the glory of the Father, even so we also should walk in newness of life."
Colossians 2:12 "Buried with him in baptism, wherein also ye are risen with him through the faith of the operation of God, who hath raised him from the dead."
  I realize that Romans 6:4 and Colossians 2:12 might start out symbolism BUT THOSE TWO VERSES AREN'T SUPPOSED TO REMAIN SYMBOLISM!!!!!!!!!!!!

1 Corinthians 15:31 "I protest by your rejoicing which I have in Christ Jesus our Lord, I die daily."

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No iniquity is abounding with me cause I stink so much - man I'm thankful for this #rejoicinginmyinfirmaties 2 Corinthians 12:9 ".......THAT THE POWER OF CHRIST MAY REST UPON ME".................

 Update 6/19/2024 finally planted fake plants and real plants in a bunch of pots..........have a little "floral area" in the backyard. Have no privacy in my backyard, and large chunk of my town see's my backyard............tried putting up 2 slat fences they were broken up by high schoolers and sun damage it was a combo deal going on ------- I'd see high schoolers behind my fence chipping the fencing off I SAW IT. Then we have a roll style bamboo privacy that also didn't last - but it lasted longer. Eventually we gave up, we only have privacy on 1 side of our yard, so people are looking at me always, and to top it off my husband and oldest "son" are home most the time as well ------------------ I'm doing good. I've learned """""""""""""extreme coping skills""""""""""""""""""" No new mice kills for today and last night - maybe they are all dead now or gone ---------- hope so. 

sheri 2024 ------------- sheri 2017 believed herself to be a apostle because she was told she was a apostle and people laid hands on me and prayed for me even........................

  No iniquity is abounding with me cause I stink so much - man I'm thankful for this #rejoicinginmyinfirmities.................2 Corinthians 12:9 "And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me."
   The pastors wife at the church I go to these days well one of two (it happens to be a baptist church, but it's "one body" people your make believe denominations actually mean like nearly 0 --------- other church is a a christian jew synagogue, I really enjoy hebrew music a lot, and my people's culture I enjoy : ) CULTURE SHOULD NOT BE A CRIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  But anyways, pastors wife at the church I go to, she said "you commoner people's" she was clearly joking.........................got me thinking. Pastors/pastors wives they gotta probably be thinking about this bible verse Matthew 24:12
"And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold."
   Iniquity could be a few things, it could be being prettier then everyone around you (and maybe like you using it a lot to your advantage........but surely being pretty can't be a crime, many pretty women and good looking guys in the bible ---- well I assume must've been alright looking guys in the bible cause they got "the chick") Iniquity I recogn could very well be.................................................being in a "privy" spot in the body of christ that other christians around you right.............have cracked it in their heads is pretty "privy". 
  Where are you going with this sheri????????????????
  Well the bible right says Matthew 24:12 "And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold." That means things is out of "skew" I recogn.
  Cause like how it's supposed to be, is people like me is supposed to be #1 big time in the body of christ like as if we were freaking air. THAT'S GOD'S WISH FOR A REASON.
1 Corinthians 12:23-24 "And those members of the body, which we think to be less honourable, upon these we bestow more abundant honour; and our uncomely parts have more abundant comeliness. For our comely parts have no need: but God hath tempered the body together, having given more abundant honour to that part which lacked. That there should be no schism in the body; but that the members should have the same care one for another."

   That all the members should have the same care for one another. I adding this song, love this song...............

I say hey, hey, hey, hey

living like we're renegades

THIS SONG SLAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYS SO MUCH! LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  Ps..........................when I got my latest "emo" hair cut, which this is hardly the 1st time I've had emo hair, I've had emo hair a few times over the years (ok at least 2 more times that I can recall but still that's a pretty solid emo track record there) I felt relief, like a ton of bricks was lifted off of me. Looking completely like everyone else just was hell for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT AIN'T ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

  I'm saying I'm aware of my own "comliness" 

I gotta work harder not to buy no more jewelry..........don't all go of the rails and go "gonzo".

  I have a theory on "iniquity" -------- my theory is people have gotten good at stuffs cause think about it, inquity for it to "abound" it has to be able to abound!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Like maybe everyone right around me, besides me, I'm still sloppy hahahahahahahahhahahahaha love it so much. 2 Corinthians 12:9 "And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me."

   Everyone right maybe has gotten goooooooooooooooooooooooood at things, or is getting gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood at things. 

  You all getting good at wearing nice sensible outfits, doing your hair just right in bland nice comforming styles..................these are more then theories though I pretty 100% I'm directly right on the money with this here idea. Cause for sure, for iniquity to abound, people gots to be able for it to abound (I'm saying people have got to have gotten "good at things"). 

  Now...........................as a biffer of life......................I ain't saying it ain't bad to get good at things, for surely for most THAT IS A GOOD PLAN (some us god made different, I'm 100%, I'm 100% as paul said by the grace of god I am what I am..............................I'm 100% if I am comely if I am less then in anyway that it is in the will and plan of god for my life and not something to my detriment but for my and everyone around me as wells benefit) But anyways, I guess like pretend you ain't good at stuffs people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

   I recommend you all heed 1 Corinthians 12:23 "And those members of the body, which we think to be less honourable, upon these we bestow more abundant honour; and our uncomely parts have more abundant comeliness." Heeding that verse right there, should stop I do believe a lot of iniquity from abounding. 

 Though if iniquity does indeed abound I do fancy that "renegades" song a slew : ) 

Have a great week!

LOVE

  These days I'm being told often that I'm a normal person. We are members of one another the bible says. I think that very well does mean no one is "greater" then the other. Romans 12:5 "So we, being many, are one body in Christ, and every one members one of another."

no one greater

no one lesser

but each unique and special - yes??

  Let's not try and "one up" one another. But work together, that's the idea I think???????????? Iniquity abounding is a bad idea!!!!!!!!! baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad idea. 

  You know why the gates of hell won't prevail against the body of christ cause it's a team a unified whole! Matthew 16:18 "And I say also unto thee, That thou art Peter, and upon this rock I will build my church; and the gates of hellshall not prevail against it."

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I haven't been donated to fund classrooms so much lately - cause it's stalled off the whole thing has..........people aren't donating much right now. 

Ms. Ebling's fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 There are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose.....................

Thankful for "a hand up" Ephesians 2:6 "And hath raised us up together, and made us sit together in heavenly places in Christ Jesus:" ................

Update 11/30/2023 I tried the willy wonka style hot cocoa at IHOP and their like Jr. Willy Wonka like pancake meal. And the hot cocoa at least at my IHOP is under $5 and IS WAY TASTY AND WELLLLLLLLLLLLLL WORTH IT. The pancake I was worried it was going to be "to sugary" - yes and then I added syrup anyways.............it's was fine................it tasted great and didn't taste like I was eating gobs of sugar. (I don't know if they use like less sugar for the purple frosting, like some low sugar frosting - it might be - cause I didn't like feel like revulsed by this pancake while eating it!!!!!!!!!!!)......................

Today I'm thankful for "a hand up" Ephesians 2:6 "And hath raised us up together, and made us sit together in heavenly places in Christ Jesus:" 

  At church today (living hope church - pastor of living hope has service on tbn television http://johnbishop.tv/television/) pastor john didn't like use gobs of bible verses.......think he used at least one? But I most definately was "built up" Jude 1:20 "But ye, beloved, building up yourselves on your most holy faith, praying in the Holy Ghost,"

  To gather in was the theme of todays sermon in my estimation, and not scatter LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE each other. 

Matthew 12:30 "He that is not with me is against me; and he that gathereth not with me scattereth abroad." You could gather or scatter, jesus most definately desires us to be gatherers and love one another have bowels of mercies towards one another............

today playing softball.........I thought on how softball relates to the body of christ

--------- some team players bat out

---------- some them bat out often even 

(((((pretty much all the time there is always enough players on their "A" game to compensate for the few having a bad day..........but even if we loose a game..............it's never been about loosing or winning in my team but about being a team in my estimation which I've really been enjoying that - I think that's pretty well awesome))))))

 There's so much love for each other on my team and all the teams of all the churches, a lot of unity, that I've been really happy to see. Many churches in my area coming together (have little mini bible lesson before all the games the teams do.....................always such unity, and oneness). Colossians 3:15 "And let the peace of God rule in your hearts, to the which also ye are called in one body; and be ye thankful." I'm glad about this, I like all the unity I'm seeing/experiencing. : ) 

  This is one my love filled mush blog posts : ) 

  I love my softball team. 

For sure life is like softball hardly none us is going to bat ever last ball out there, very few of us is hosea conseco, and even the hosea conseco's have bad days I'm 100% about this. 

endure unto the end!!!!!!!!!

Matthew 10:22 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that endureth to the end shall besaved."

  ..........................ps sidenote a lot of my blog is foolishness, and I know it, this is the member of the body of christ that I am. My little putt out in the field........................and then some pastors larger putts out in the field and some more brothers and sisters putts out in the field ---------------- like I think souls could get saved, it be like AWESOME! 

 I have 0 clue if this is a good blog post or not, but gonna hit the publish button anyways : )

I LOVE THE BODY OF CHRIST

Have a great week earth!

LOVE

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Mrs. Barney's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose................

Being in a leadership role - if I was in one - is just a "locale" I am no better then most, fact in many ways less then...........................

Update for all my moms that like to attack me cause that's what mom's do for Jesus. (a lot of my family has attacked me, and it's deemed christian and holy, kashia jolynn schwab may or may not be my neice attacked me for days in private texts concerning my love for the devil my family seemed to think that was great) Deborah dederick my cousins wife joke "who could have a christian blog and love satan" and then I think she called me a fool or idiot and my whole family laughed or nearly this was on kashia's facebook page and they clicked the like button oh my mom clicked the like button galore while my family was "roasting" me. I ain't even joking my mom and if I was 2 mom's on this here blog commenting they believe fully both them BOTH THEM that they must only attack me and utterly destroy me my whole family believe's that - FOR JESUS.  THEY SUPPORT ANY ATTACKS ON ME............BECAUSE THEY BELIEVE I NEED TO BE ONLY ATTACKED. 8/7/2023 I like went to urgent care ---- turns out a person can have a severe asthma attack that lasts 2 weeks!!!!!!!!!! I didn't know that. So as of today, I am taking the steroids they prescribed me to try and knock my body out of this asthma attack................ Cause past 2 weeks I can't walk up stairs without my chest tightening up and having a hard time breathing, or even walking fast like ANYWHERE, or even walking slow for to long amount of time it's happened to me again and again, and again for about 2 weeks. 

my latest diamond painting is finished now (this one was one of the hardest I've did to date, very tiny drills for it, sometimes hard to figure out what color even some parts of it needed)

Sheri 2014 believed herself to be a apostle, sheri 2023 DOES NOT

I am not a leader

leaders have more views to their blog

I'm the "anti thesis" of a leader - I'm my families black sheep, I'm what people HATE

Proverbs 29:7 "The righteous considereth the cause of the poor: but the wicked regardeth not to know it." If your a real christian I'm not talking about fake christians, if your a real christian, I much recommend considering the starving kids and people in africa..............it's bad over there, we need to care...............(courrse seems it's always bad over there, seems every single year..........but it's a drought over there a very long drought - WE NEED TO CARE IT'S BAD OVER THERE)......................

one my latest paintings - and 2nd pregnancy test also came up negative............my husband is sure this is a false pregnancy, doesn't look or feel like a false pregancy to me at all -------- getting a blood test done it's the only way to know for 100%.........and if the blood test comes up negative (my dr. is having me get a ultrasound) well I read up online on "the hook effect"
http://babyandbump.momtastic.com/general-chatter/7968-false-negatives-caused-hook-effect.html
my hgh if I have twins could be so through the roof no readings are showing up on pregnancy tests
if I fail the blood test ----------- I might be one the few women in the world heading into the "triplet arena"

Being in a leadership role - if I was in one - is just a "locale" I am no better then most fact in many ways less then...........................1 Corinthians 1:28 "And base things of the world, and things which are despised, hath God chosen, yea, and things which are not, to bring to nought things that are:" lucky to be me : ) it's so awesome.
It appears that I was told this sunday that all the sisters and the brothers have had a hard time fellowshipping with me because..............being in any sort of leadership role at all is that "off putting" to them...........not that I even make myself out to be anything on this here blog, rather I make myself out to be less then.
  God set's people up on this earth in high places, not men!!!!!!!!! (I just don't think a person can get to any place of any kind of power at all ------- all by themselves on this earth 1 Peter 5:6 "Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time:") Though a "high place" isn't even to be desired for the bible says............Ephesians 6:12 "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in highplaces." The "locale" to be desired in my estimation is the "heavenly places" Ephesians 2:6 "And hath raised us up together, and made us sit together in heavenly places in Christ Jesus:" This verse does say "raised us up together" so I should not be the only one raised up out there!!!!!!!!!! (though of course, raised up includes more then having a blog ------------- it's being "conferred" right now that I am maybe more raised up by god then everyone else at church and that's not fair somehow???????) Acts 7:35 "This Moses whom they refused, saying, Who made thee a ruler and a judge? the same did God send to be a ruler and a deliverer by the hand of the angel which appeared to him in the bush." Did not god also choose some the people's that weren't moses as well to serve him????????? I WOULD SAY SO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What is their beef................that god choose moses for something maybe "a little bit more"?????????????????????????? That is god's selection......................moses wasn't much neither am I
    Paul was in a leadership role to...............god put him there to.............paul also did not make himself out to be "something" (but I would like to completely erase then entire "leader" idea there and to more focus on the idea that paul also was "raised up" by god HE WASN'T THE ONLY CHRISTIAN RAISED UP BACK THEN IN THE BIBLE BY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! There were people raised up with him, that he fellowshipped with...............I don't think they said "paul stop being a leader else we can't talk to you no more"..........just sayin)
  From my perspective things are entirelly the opposite...............they are what is in power THERE ARE MANY DAYS ONLY 8 PEOPLE MAYBE WILL VISIT MY BLOG...............I'm not really feeling like some "in power" big time leader right now...........................
I MIGHT BE PREGNANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My husband doesn't think I am, but I have to go to the bathroom all the time...........(more symptoms then that, pretty extreme ----------- I really believe I am pregnant with twins at that - maybe triplets) TWINS RUN IN MY HUSBANDS FAMILY A SLEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
   I like twins so.............I think twins are cool!
  Maybe a few times I nearly made myself into something big - but I'd say these days in particular, I'm very lowly, very humble...................I'm encouraged to be that for the bible says the meek shall inherit the earth, not the people that is very proud and think they is something "big" Psalm 37:11 "But the meek shall inherit the earth; and shall delight themselves in the abundance of peace." (((((meek has nothing to do either with where god has placed you.........moses was still very very very very VERY meek, in a place of leadership)))))
  You know maybe god has allowed all this to happen to me that I stay humble?????????? I think paul was sometimes, stoned, imprisoned etc. that that stuffs WAS FULLY GOD'S WILL FOR PAUL IN HIS LIFE..................that he'd stay humble. If I had things to good....................pride might creep in that's what I'm saying.
  If I had things to good I surely wouldn't blog so often, so I thank god I don't have things "to good"!
  There a song in the zions harp that says, count your many blessings, name them one by one, count your many blessings see what god hath done.......................I am blessed by god a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!! Bad things ya have happened to me, but a lot of really really reeeeeeeeeeeeeally good things as well.
 I hope I made my point.......................if I didn't I have one more bible verse..................1 Corinthians 12:20
"But now are they many members, yet but one body."
 Actually 2...................1 Corinthians 12:18 "But now hath God set the members every one of them in the body, as it hath pleased him." If god gave me a bit of something extra the rest of the most of the body of christ does not have.............it was because that made god happy!
  apostolic christian church of america do you want god to be depressed and have to go on anti-depressant medication?????????

LOVE

They did talk about coming together at church today..................I love this song..............nada said the words to me, and I must say THAT REALLY MEANT SOMETHING TO ME.............say the words, say the words "I LOVE YOU".........................

To both the popular and my fellow earth scirges (sheri 2023 doesn't believe I am a apostle anymore 2013 me was TOLD I WAS A APOSTLE a bunch of christians laid their hands on me and prayed over that - apostles get more then 8 views on their blog a day I'm pretty 100% sure about that - I believe I am saved, I have Jesus living inside of me, very holy spirit filled when praising god at church ------ I'm just not valuable I believe to much anybody on earth - most people deem me a satan worshipper I AIN'T A SATAN WORSHIPPER I just have found the devil to be helpful in my life - if I mess up I MESSED UP), it isn't how popular you is or isn't I am convinced it's who you have in your life = Jesus.................................

Update 1/13/2023 started growing duckweed not only to keep my fish tank clean (I will be adding a portal to it so air will be able to be in the tank) but to supplement chicken and duck food....................

(rock paintings in this pic I just painted : ) - yes there are dragon boat medals there I don't dragon boat anymore) Tole painting is my thing these days : )

To both the popular and my fellow earth scirges, it isn't how popular you is or isn't I am convinced it's who you have in your life = Jesus.................................I am like everyone else on this earth, I sometimes compare myself to others. I've decided I've been thinking about that stuffs ALL WRONG.................it doesn't matter - well it never mattered how popular I was or wasn't (in my mind somedays it matters IT SHOULDN'T................but I'm human like everyone else and this is what we sometimes do don't we?????? we compare ourselves to each other) Matthew 13:12 "For whosoever hath, to him shall be given, and he shall have more abundance: but whosoever hath not, from him shall be taken away even that he hath." IT'S WHO DO YOU HAVE IN YOUR LIFE - JESUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
   I've clean been told, at least once but as I recall a few times, "you are so talented with your blog and your painting etc. etc........................" people have dimished themselves in their minds and compared themselves to me.............................really the truth is like there ain't a greater or "lesser" in christ we are ONE. Romans 12:5 "So we, being many, are one body in Christ, and every one members one of another."
  Maybe this verse is better for what I'm talking about.............1 Corinthians 12:12 "For as the body is one, and hath many members, and all the members of that one body, being many, are one body: so also is Christ." Different functions of the various members BUT ONE IN CHRIST, like one. I'm convinced of this.
   Have a great day earth. Love each other...............Ephesians 4:25 "Wherefore putting away lying, speak every man truth with his neighbour: for we are members one of another."

LOVE

Genesis 12:3 "And I will bless them that bless thee, and curse him that curseth thee: and in thee shall all families of the earth be blessed."

I only love the apostolic christian church of america (sheri whenever I made this title wasn't fully "forthcoming" I think the apostolic christian church of america did me a favor they showed me everything I don't want to be ---------- so in a way I love them) But also IN A WAY I'M READY FOR THE VENGANCE OF GOD TO HIT THEM BADLY!

I can't imagine what it's like stalking someone with fervent hatred for them for years like that supposedly "for Jesus"

Titus 1:14 "Not giving heed to Jewish fables, and commandments of men, that turn from the truth."

stalk me then with all your hate for me, 

maybe you'll find the perfect moment 

to finally attack me yet again cause your member HAVE tried to insult me on my blog great many of them have over the years

AND LET ME HAVE IT GOOOOOOOOOD

CAUSE I HATE HATE COMMANDMENTS OF MEN

AND I WILL ALWAYS HATE COMMANDMENTS OF MEN

J I do not know if he is still the main elder

of portland/oregon city area and silverton 

apostolic christian church of america

HE TOLD ME I COULDN'T WEAR MASCARA

or even henna on a wedding ring

that they were forbidden and I could not have either 

and be allowed to be a member of the church

those are commandments of men!!!!!!

Fellow christians - let's shore each other up WE ARE TRUELLY IN A WAR!!!!!!!!!.......................

Matthew 16:18 "And I say also unto thee, That thou art Peter, and upon this rock I will build my church; and the gates of hell shall not prevail against it."
  Know you enemy know what you are up against.............Ephesians 6:12 "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places."
 I was listening to a sermon by pastor of living hope last night (usually I listen to the apostolic christian church online) He was preachin about shoring each other up instead of tearing each other down, maybe not forgiving one another, maybe harping on each other flaws etc. - which I sometimes do to just not on my blog so I'm guilty of this to I WANT TO NOT DO THAT NO MORE NO MORE "EVIL SPEAKINGS"................but I desire to just build up the body of christ. We are for sure IN A WAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ALL WE GOT IS EACH OTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND JESUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
1 Corinthians 12:13 "For by one Spirit are we all baptized into one body, whether we be Jews or Gentiles, whether we be bond or free; and have been all made to drink into one Spirit." And some people in my life have said to me "sheri leave the apostolic christian church of america - you got to pick you battles some aren't worth it..................................." they since changed there minds but....................I think if you see a people struggling hey WALK TO THEM................to those that might be "without" in some way or another..........Colossians 4:5 "Walk in wisdom toward them that are without, redeeming the time."

  Yelena the girl that brought me to salem fellowship aka www.brunstad.org affiliated church years ago, she told me, I saw her at the apostolic christian church of america in silverton not long ago and she told me...............that she was going to stick with the people at macleay christian retreat (that's where salem fellowship church is located) because "her ministry was with them" you might not think that would profoundly impact me....................BUT IT DID. 

  What yelena was telling me I believe, was that she was buisy "shoring them up"

(sermon I listened to last night http://www.livinghopechurch.com/experience-christ/sermons/sermon/2013-09-15/as-one---i-serve)

   Truelly if you are in a war like we are........................not just one person goes out on the battle field, no everybody out there with a gun, good soldiers what they do..........................THEY PROTECT ONE ANOTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    2 Timothy 2:3-4 "Thou therefore endure hardness, as a good soldier of Jesus Christ. No man that warreth entangleth himself with the affairs of this life; that he may please him who hath chosen him to be a soldier."

  pic above could've been better though ------------ I don't have no camoflauge paint or clothing : ( nice straw hat some netting over it would've been awesome to for above pic. ep what can you do??????????????

   Have a great day earth................love each other, love me, and love jesus! I mean please, thank you. 

LOVE

Luke 6:35 "But love ye your enemies, and do good, and lend, hoping for nothing again; and your reward shall be great, and ye shall be the children of the Highest: for he is kind unto the unthankful and to the evil."

the apostolic christian church of america 

does 0% good to me since I left their church

the only "good" they were doing to me 

if we are going to call it "good" 

was sending me their church spam

and now they ain't even doing that

cause they hate me so badly

I should get to know how many babies how often they have them

cause I donate to harvest call (and local harvest call mentions all the babies born)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

If you donate to said buisiness YOU SHOULD GET SAID BUISINESS SPAM

THEY RIPPING ME OFF

IN HATRED FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!
the bible says we war not against flesh and blood

but with the apostolic christian church of america

and many people in general that attack me vicously over the years

they always real vicious in their attack

like rabbid drooling pit bulls

it always feels like actual people attacking me

Ephesians 6:12

For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.

  But according to ephesians 6:12 all the entirety of the apostolic christian church of america according to ephesians 6:12 is INFESTED with fallen angels, and fallen angels that hate me with a raging fiery passion. 

even though I go quite on and on about how I love lucifer and why on this here blog

i wouldn't think any fallen angels would want to have anything to do with the apostolic christian church of america AT ALL

cause lucifers people 

have beards

well the apostolic christian church of america did not allow beards until very recently

for years they shunned likely and greately looked down upon

men with natural hairs growing out of their faces!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I wouldn't think lucifer or his men would want the apostolic christian church of america's souls at all. 

I would think lucifer and his men

would account the apostolic christian church of america

makeup hating

jewelry hating

souls as complete garbage trash

not because they hate makeup 

and they hate jewelry

they hate lucifers people

and/or people in general 

THAT WEAR MAKEUP OR JEWELRY

OR WEDDING RINGS

...............

THEY LITERALLY HATE ME

CAUSE I WEAR MAKEUP AND JEWELRY

UNDERSTAND

UNDERSTAND 

THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA DOES NOT LOVE ME

STALKING MY BLOG FOR YEARS

TO FIND SOME REASON TO TAKE ME OFF THEIR MAILING LISTS

THAT IS NOT LOVE!

LOVE NEVER ENDS ACCORDING TO THE BIBLE

THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA'S FAKE LOVE 

DID END

IT ENDED

THEY HAVE FACTS ATTACKED ME FOR YEARS

YEARS

1 Corinthians 13:8

Charity never faileth: but whether there be prophecies, they shall fail; whether there be tongues, they shall cease; whether there be knowledge, it shall vanish away.

THE WORD OF GOD IS TRUE

SO THEY ARE ALL FOAMING AT THE MOUTH DEMON POSSESSED ACCORDING TO Ephesians 6:12

THE FOAMING AT THE MOUTH DEMON POSSESSED THEIR LOVE ENDS