Joel Osteen said God won't move you up in life until your fully ready to be "moved up" in life..............until your at that point that you can really show mercy to your enemies and love them. Joseph was placed in a leadership role truelly because god saw that he was ready................

  Video tour no way I could show how much this room "transformed" today without giving a video tour. And it was hot today even with the air conditioning going. 

  As usual turn up the volume to hear evp's from satan, lucifer, the devil (I do believe strongly he is going to keep his word with me). 

  ----------- and I will like owning more properties and boats, the part of being "future rich" I not into is I don't know if I like socializing that much...................for me socializing is 4 out of 10 at best. Maybe 5 out of 10 if the food is good. 

  Maybe blame it on my friends from high school that had parties with live rock concerts where they got CRAZY

and also tons of booze, booze and booze and booze and not many beers the high end booze

Update 6/14/2026 pry will add to this post later cause brian is putting together our new bedframe so that brian can finally sleep in our room again (our old bedframe was veryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy high up - and I worry for our corgi that if he were to not jump right off the thing he might get hurt). In a few hours we will have a bed frame in our room nice a low and safe 😊 And I like this new bedframe better, it reminds me of a sportscar 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

   Haven't ate breakfast at this point, enjoyed shabbating yesterday found a great great african american church online - was digging the music. They sang some song about how easy it is to love one another cause the "jesus in me is the jesus in you" - never heard that song before GREAT SONG! 

the finished look : ).............

before photo the before bed is from ikea and it was just to high for our sons corgi...........

 Once I was heavily about getting revenge (mostly back when I was a practicing witch - witch craft doing). But last night watching Joel Osteen he was totally right, mercy is "the thing to do" Matthew 5:7 "Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy." Like if god was ever to "move me up" in life it would be horrible for me to "exact revenge" on people all the sudden and I wouldn't want to be that way, I wouldn't want to hold onto anger etc.
   I told my parents, I view myself as a "servant of the people" (now whether I am a "quality" servant of the people or a very bad one ------ I mean I'll full out say it, people have complained on my blog that I post "worldly songs" I am open about how stinky I actually am 1 Corinthians 15:9 "For I am the least of the apostles, that am not meet to be called an apostle, because I persecuted the church of God." I'm definately NOT saying I'm a apostle at all, I'm just "down there" "way down there" waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay down there. Refer to the previous blog post where I'm talking about taking the "low room" in life and how I view being goth as one of the "low rooms" (Luke 14:10) https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2020/12/video-blog-post-one-day-at-store-some.html
  That's allllllllllllllll people I been gunning to "serve" LGBTQ, all races of people, like all people I want to be a servant of the people. That doesn't mean I don't want to be famous...........don't get me wrong. man let me tell you all
A fool such as myself could really "have it all"
IT'S POSSIBLE!
But I don't estimate it would happen if I was "vengeful" If I was proud or highminded. 

  The will of god isn't that we exact "revenge" on each other. The will of god I truelly believe is that everyone come to repentance and be saved. 2 Peter 3:9 "The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance."

  Did Josephs brother's do joseph wrong? ya

Was Joseph so wronged he could've exacted revenge...........and maybe at least get some sympathy from some folks since how he was what thrown in a lions den.......potentially. (or some pit he was thrown in, I think there was lions there?)

  But the time for joseph to witness of the love of god to his brothers, was exactly the moment when instead of revenge, joseph choose mercy. 

Genesis 44:1-2 "And he commanded the steward of his house, saying, Fill the men's sacks with food, as much as they can carry, and put every man's money in his sack's mouth. And put my cup, the silver cup, in the sack's mouth of the youngest, and his corn money. And he did according to the word that Joseph had spoken." 

  Joel Osteen said God won't move you up in life until your fully ready to be "moved up" in life..............until  your at that point that you can really show mercy to your enemies and love them. Joseph was placed in a leadership role truelly because god saw that he was ready. 

 hmmmmmm what song for this one????????/................uhhhhhhhhh just don't listen to the lyrics uhhhhhhhhhh I'M LIKELY A TRAD GOTH (cough with vampire uhhhhh uhhhhh)....................ya let's play "master and servants"..............

THE WAY UP IN LIFE IS VIA "GOING DOWN" 

IN HUMILITY 

LIKE JESUS

Philippians 2:8 "And being found in fashion as a man, he humbled himself, and became obedient unto death, even the death of the cross."

I want to urge people not to be fearful to have a ministry, that god is plenty able to keep one humble......................

Update 3/8/2024 Myself people don't want to really follow jesus THEY LIKE HAVING FRIENDS...........(including yourself sometimes that's why time and time again you've caved and started wearing jewelry CAUSE YOU WANT TO BE LIKED) to bad for you myself your living "life more abudantly" John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly." Friends ='s your headed to hell

no friends ==== success your following jesus probably headed to the pearly gates pry

Mark 13:13 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."

(one of my latest paintings, yes that is a actual street reflector thingy - 

I bought it at a local craft store..........in a hippy town)

I want to urge people not to be fearful to have a ministry, that god is plenty able to keep one humble. I suspect there are a great many people that stay quiet out of fear that they might get prideful. Though I am fully aware, that many if not the bulk of "ministries" are in the form of letters or e-mails to people and/or churches, paul he wrote a great deal of letters in the bible (he also received a great deal of letters). I do not hear of many people even getting such "type" of letters in the mail, but I hope they are happening out there. ((((I myself both write and e-mail them to people))
  For surely we should be speaking to one another in many bible verses 2 Peter 3:10-11 "But the day of the Lord will come as a thief in the night; in the which the heavens shall pass away with a great noise, and the elements shall melt with fervent heat, the earth also and the works that are therein shall be burned up. Seeing then that all these things shall be dissolved, what manner of persons ought ye to be in all holy conversation and godliness,"
  But anyways, back to my idea that god is able to keep us humble 2 Corinthians 12:7 "And lest I should be exalted above measure through the abundance of the revelations, there was given to me a thorn in the flesh, the messenger of Satan to buffetme, lest I should be exalted above measure."
  God isn't in the buisiness of setting us up to fail, god's in the buisiness of setting us up to succeed!!!!!!!
 Though pride is something to think about I believe, both general pride and what the bible calls "the pride of life". Recently reading the bible I came across a verse that really grabbed my attention............
2 Samuel 17:23 "And when Ahithophel saw that his counsel was not followed, he saddled his ass, and arose, and gat him home to his house, to his city, and put his household in order, and hanged himself, and died, and was buried in the sepulchre of his father."

  Ahithophel, for sometime was a leader right and he was used to people doing what he said............whether he had pride or not I can't say. What I can say, is it's good to be prepared for the idea of people NOT listening to you. 

  For sure, I mean ok like if I'm like the lowest of the low right. If I'm like the grime of society right. If I be for sure the bottom of the barrel or close to..................

God can use me! 

God can use all of us!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1 Peter 5:5-7 "Likewise, ye younger, submit yourselves unto the elder. Yea, all of you be subject one to another, and be clothed with humility: for God resisteth the proud, and giveth grace to the humble. Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time: Casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you."
  I love this song........I ain't sure it fits this post, but it fits my thoughts today. I want heavens light to shine down on me : )

Have a great week!

LOVE 

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Ms. Dippel's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose..................

sheri 3/8/2024 pictured below, coffee caffeinated coffee is skinning me out like never before...................(but if you go on a "coffee diet" I eat foods to - know restaurants won't tell you if diet cola's are decaffeinated less you ask them and many of them only have caffeinated diet cola's from my experience.................you really got to keep track of all your caffeine on the coffee diet ----------- I drink 2 caffeinated coffee's a day.............one decaffeinated coffee also a day WHICH IS PART OF MY COFFEE DIET OH YA...............and that's all the caffeine I injest in a day) I make sure to only drink decaffeinated diet colas. No "zip fizz" either no energy drinks, chocolate I believe has caffeine, only little chocolate not tons.

Being in a leadership role - if I was in one - is just a "locale" I am no better then most, fact in many ways less then...........................

Update for all my moms that like to attack me cause that's what mom's do for Jesus. (a lot of my family has attacked me, and it's deemed christian and holy, kashia jolynn schwab may or may not be my neice attacked me for days in private texts concerning my love for the devil my family seemed to think that was great) Deborah dederick my cousins wife joke "who could have a christian blog and love satan" and then I think she called me a fool or idiot and my whole family laughed or nearly this was on kashia's facebook page and they clicked the like button oh my mom clicked the like button galore while my family was "roasting" me. I ain't even joking my mom and if I was 2 mom's on this here blog commenting they believe fully both them BOTH THEM that they must only attack me and utterly destroy me my whole family believe's that - FOR JESUS.  THEY SUPPORT ANY ATTACKS ON ME............BECAUSE THEY BELIEVE I NEED TO BE ONLY ATTACKED. 8/7/2023 I like went to urgent care ---- turns out a person can have a severe asthma attack that lasts 2 weeks!!!!!!!!!! I didn't know that. So as of today, I am taking the steroids they prescribed me to try and knock my body out of this asthma attack................ Cause past 2 weeks I can't walk up stairs without my chest tightening up and having a hard time breathing, or even walking fast like ANYWHERE, or even walking slow for to long amount of time it's happened to me again and again, and again for about 2 weeks. 

my latest diamond painting is finished now (this one was one of the hardest I've did to date, very tiny drills for it, sometimes hard to figure out what color even some parts of it needed)

Sheri 2014 believed herself to be a apostle, sheri 2023 DOES NOT

I am not a leader

leaders have more views to their blog

I'm the "anti thesis" of a leader - I'm my families black sheep, I'm what people HATE

Proverbs 29:7 "The righteous considereth the cause of the poor: but the wicked regardeth not to know it." If your a real christian I'm not talking about fake christians, if your a real christian, I much recommend considering the starving kids and people in africa..............it's bad over there, we need to care...............(courrse seems it's always bad over there, seems every single year..........but it's a drought over there a very long drought - WE NEED TO CARE IT'S BAD OVER THERE)......................

one my latest paintings - and 2nd pregnancy test also came up negative............my husband is sure this is a false pregnancy, doesn't look or feel like a false pregancy to me at all -------- getting a blood test done it's the only way to know for 100%.........and if the blood test comes up negative (my dr. is having me get a ultrasound) well I read up online on "the hook effect"
http://babyandbump.momtastic.com/general-chatter/7968-false-negatives-caused-hook-effect.html
my hgh if I have twins could be so through the roof no readings are showing up on pregnancy tests
if I fail the blood test ----------- I might be one the few women in the world heading into the "triplet arena"

Being in a leadership role - if I was in one - is just a "locale" I am no better then most fact in many ways less then...........................1 Corinthians 1:28 "And base things of the world, and things which are despised, hath God chosen, yea, and things which are not, to bring to nought things that are:" lucky to be me : ) it's so awesome.
It appears that I was told this sunday that all the sisters and the brothers have had a hard time fellowshipping with me because..............being in any sort of leadership role at all is that "off putting" to them...........not that I even make myself out to be anything on this here blog, rather I make myself out to be less then.
  God set's people up on this earth in high places, not men!!!!!!!!! (I just don't think a person can get to any place of any kind of power at all ------- all by themselves on this earth 1 Peter 5:6 "Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time:") Though a "high place" isn't even to be desired for the bible says............Ephesians 6:12 "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in highplaces." The "locale" to be desired in my estimation is the "heavenly places" Ephesians 2:6 "And hath raised us up together, and made us sit together in heavenly places in Christ Jesus:" This verse does say "raised us up together" so I should not be the only one raised up out there!!!!!!!!!! (though of course, raised up includes more then having a blog ------------- it's being "conferred" right now that I am maybe more raised up by god then everyone else at church and that's not fair somehow???????) Acts 7:35 "This Moses whom they refused, saying, Who made thee a ruler and a judge? the same did God send to be a ruler and a deliverer by the hand of the angel which appeared to him in the bush." Did not god also choose some the people's that weren't moses as well to serve him????????? I WOULD SAY SO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What is their beef................that god choose moses for something maybe "a little bit more"?????????????????????????? That is god's selection......................moses wasn't much neither am I
    Paul was in a leadership role to...............god put him there to.............paul also did not make himself out to be "something" (but I would like to completely erase then entire "leader" idea there and to more focus on the idea that paul also was "raised up" by god HE WASN'T THE ONLY CHRISTIAN RAISED UP BACK THEN IN THE BIBLE BY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! There were people raised up with him, that he fellowshipped with...............I don't think they said "paul stop being a leader else we can't talk to you no more"..........just sayin)
  From my perspective things are entirelly the opposite...............they are what is in power THERE ARE MANY DAYS ONLY 8 PEOPLE MAYBE WILL VISIT MY BLOG...............I'm not really feeling like some "in power" big time leader right now...........................
I MIGHT BE PREGNANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My husband doesn't think I am, but I have to go to the bathroom all the time...........(more symptoms then that, pretty extreme ----------- I really believe I am pregnant with twins at that - maybe triplets) TWINS RUN IN MY HUSBANDS FAMILY A SLEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
   I like twins so.............I think twins are cool!
  Maybe a few times I nearly made myself into something big - but I'd say these days in particular, I'm very lowly, very humble...................I'm encouraged to be that for the bible says the meek shall inherit the earth, not the people that is very proud and think they is something "big" Psalm 37:11 "But the meek shall inherit the earth; and shall delight themselves in the abundance of peace." (((((meek has nothing to do either with where god has placed you.........moses was still very very very very VERY meek, in a place of leadership)))))
  You know maybe god has allowed all this to happen to me that I stay humble?????????? I think paul was sometimes, stoned, imprisoned etc. that that stuffs WAS FULLY GOD'S WILL FOR PAUL IN HIS LIFE..................that he'd stay humble. If I had things to good....................pride might creep in that's what I'm saying.
  If I had things to good I surely wouldn't blog so often, so I thank god I don't have things "to good"!
  There a song in the zions harp that says, count your many blessings, name them one by one, count your many blessings see what god hath done.......................I am blessed by god a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!! Bad things ya have happened to me, but a lot of really really reeeeeeeeeeeeeally good things as well.
 I hope I made my point.......................if I didn't I have one more bible verse..................1 Corinthians 12:20
"But now are they many members, yet but one body."
 Actually 2...................1 Corinthians 12:18 "But now hath God set the members every one of them in the body, as it hath pleased him." If god gave me a bit of something extra the rest of the most of the body of christ does not have.............it was because that made god happy!
  apostolic christian church of america do you want god to be depressed and have to go on anti-depressant medication?????????

LOVE

They did talk about coming together at church today..................I love this song..............nada said the words to me, and I must say THAT REALLY MEANT SOMETHING TO ME.............say the words, say the words "I LOVE YOU".........................