Sorry for almost sounding like I'm miserable following christ (even though I am at the moment very miserable scale of 1-10 we 10ing- Jesus Christ is lord and I accept him as lord...........but for me following jesus hasn't been the "fun times" the rest of the body of christ makes it out to be). I have no pr team and no helium to inhale 24/7 to be accurately mega chippery to make everyone happy.....................and I quit the marijuanna edibles and alcohol (might wine bib in future) cause it messes with my brainpower..............200 drugs I need both the name brand and the generic brand names memorized pretty soon............memorized for good at that........................

Sorry for almost sounding like I'm miserable following christ (even though I am at the moment very miserable scale of 1-10 we 10ing- Jesus Christ is lord and I accept him as lord...........but for me following jesus hasn't been the "fun times" the rest of the body of christ makes it out to be). I have no pr team and no helium to inhale 24/7 to be accurately mega chippery to make everyone happy.....................and I quit the marijuanna edibles and alcohol (might wine bib in future) cause it messes with my brainpower..............200 drugs I need both the name brand and the generic brand names memorized pretty soon............memorized for good at that........................

The skirt I sewed last night 😊...........................

"you’ve never really asked for much.    What’s up with that?" I'm not allowed to ask for anything James 4:3 "Ye ask, and receive not, because ye ask amiss, that ye may consume it upon your lusts." Besides for salvation for people, and myself that's all I'm allowed to pray for PER THE BIBLE.....................and then the bible tells me and humans that I'm supposed to be deliriously happy all the time (it's a sign of complete damnation evidentally if the bible is to be believed and is true if a christian ever is "grumpy") Galatians 5:22 "But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith," So with "food and raiment" be contenet happy happy happy 24/7 oh and I'll be hated by all men especially my family according to the bible HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY............................

Matthew 10:33-35 "But whosoever shall deny me before men, him will I also deny before my Father which is in heaven. Think not that I am come to send peace on earth: I came not to send peace, but a sword. For I am come to set a man at variance against his father, and the daughter against her mother, and the daughter in law against her mother in law."

E-mail I swear it's lucifer, satan, the devil e-mailing me from this site https://www.tut.com/

turn up volume, as near usual this is full of evp's of Satan, Lucifer, the Devil - oh it's him ok whom I thoroughly believe is my 1st husband...................................(when I married brian I had amnesia - then I did pray lucifer back into my life 2013 and a bit after that regained my memories)..............

the elder of the apostolic christian church of america said I'm the "worst ever" many times while I was crying on the church floor. 

I'm a desperate sinful bish born that way at birth according to the bible and christianity

THAT IS WHAT WE ARE TOLD IN CHURCH (we're born with sinful natures and basically born sinners)

I can't pray for no items on earth that would be my "worst ever" desperate bish self asking amiss

and I will receive not then nothing like I am now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EVEN THOUGH I DON'T ASK BECAUSE MY SOUL IS SO DEPRAVED AND IN THE LAND OF SINFUL DESPERATION FROM BIRTH. 

US CHRISTIANS are supposed to be happy with "food and raiment" DELIRIOUSLY HAPPY

Galatians 5:22 "But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith,"

ASK FOR NOTHING FROM GOD BESIDES SALVATION AND SALVATION FOR PEOPLE WE KNOW ELSE WE ARE "ASKING AMISS" BECAUSE ACCORDING TO CHRISTIANITY PROBABLY --- NAME EDITED OUT --- MOST OF US ARE DESPERATE HORRIBLE SINNERS with me being "the worst ever"

1 Timothy 6:8 "And having food and raiment let us be therewith content."

we are supposed to be mega happy 

being lead up as sheep to the slaughter DAILY.....................

Romans 8:35-37  "Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? As it is written, For thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter.Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us."
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY AND THAT IS LIFE "MORE ABUNDANTLY" FOR OUR DESPERATE SINNERS FROM BIRTH LUSTFUL SO LUSTFUL WE CAN'T NONE OF US IT DON'T LOOK TO BE GOING BY WHAT THE BIBLE SAYS PRAY FOR NOTHING BUT SALVATION FOR OURSELVES AND OTHER PEOPLE SINCE IF WE PRAY FOR ANYTHING ELSE THEN THAT WE ARE ASKING AMISS ---------- WE ARE SUCH DESPERATE SINNERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! James 4:3 "Ye ask, and receive not, because ye ask amiss, that ye may consume it upon your lusts."
--- But I do pray something every prayer nearly. That me and lucifer do all the "requireth" and have many friends, family, mansions and live a happy life and eternity together forever. I do pray that near every prayer. Even though that is me "going to far"

got to have money to have friends that's why I pray me and lucifer have many mansions he's so hated and I'm so hated it'll take maybe 10 mansions!

Proverbs 14:20

The poor is hated even of his own neighbour: but the rich hath many friends.

got stung bad by a bee few minutes ago have ice one it in agony don't think he liked my song choice...............so this one then..............

nice safe song lucifer can't be upset about.............in jumanji ya jumanji..................I'M IN JUMANJI IT JUST HASN'T HAPPENED TO ME YET.................

brian says he goes through everything I go through

well I need friends I haven't had friends for years now

and I need family and my family also isn't around I get likes on pictures and small e-mails from them every now and then

sure they want to talk on the phone to me (I loath talking on the telephone they know why, cause one my friends from high school used to refuse to hang up the phone, and repeatedly I was like ------- I'm done talking we done talked about every topic there is yo) Many times I had to hang up the phone, I didn't enjoy it, I like being polite. 

so talking on the phone became torture to me in my brains

lucifer is my hope!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my hope for a happy future

and then brian will get his family back, and his friends back

and things will hopefully be great for us BOTH!!!!!!!!!!! but hopefully especially me cause I done BEEN THROUGH ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT AND IT'S ALL MY FAULT I'M TOLD BY SOCIETY BECAUSE I AM A NO VALUE BABY HAVING BABY HAVER THAT ISN'T SUPPOSED TO SPEAK EVER

even though the bible done says....................

1 Peter 3:16

Having a good conscience; that, whereas they speak evil of you, as of evildoers, they may be ashamed that falsely accuse your good conversation in Christ.

us christians are supposed to prediminately have "good conversation in christ" PER THE BIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

2 Peter 3:11

Seeing then that all these things shall be dissolved, what manner of persons ought ye to be in all holy conversation and godliness,

MY BLOG part ministry at times, but more then that JUST HOW I LIVE AND DO LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cause my whole life I done read 1 peter 3:16 and 2 peter 3:11

hopefully tithe coming soon.................................................

I want to urge people not to be fearful to have a ministry, that god is plenty able to keep one humble......................

Update 3/8/2024 Myself people don't want to really follow jesus THEY LIKE HAVING FRIENDS...........(including yourself sometimes that's why time and time again you've caved and started wearing jewelry CAUSE YOU WANT TO BE LIKED) to bad for you myself your living "life more abudantly" John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly." Friends ='s your headed to hell

no friends ==== success your following jesus probably headed to the pearly gates pry

Mark 13:13 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."

(one of my latest paintings, yes that is a actual street reflector thingy - 

I bought it at a local craft store..........in a hippy town)

I want to urge people not to be fearful to have a ministry, that god is plenty able to keep one humble. I suspect there are a great many people that stay quiet out of fear that they might get prideful. Though I am fully aware, that many if not the bulk of "ministries" are in the form of letters or e-mails to people and/or churches, paul he wrote a great deal of letters in the bible (he also received a great deal of letters). I do not hear of many people even getting such "type" of letters in the mail, but I hope they are happening out there. ((((I myself both write and e-mail them to people))
  For surely we should be speaking to one another in many bible verses 2 Peter 3:10-11 "But the day of the Lord will come as a thief in the night; in the which the heavens shall pass away with a great noise, and the elements shall melt with fervent heat, the earth also and the works that are therein shall be burned up. Seeing then that all these things shall be dissolved, what manner of persons ought ye to be in all holy conversation and godliness,"
  But anyways, back to my idea that god is able to keep us humble 2 Corinthians 12:7 "And lest I should be exalted above measure through the abundance of the revelations, there was given to me a thorn in the flesh, the messenger of Satan to buffetme, lest I should be exalted above measure."
  God isn't in the buisiness of setting us up to fail, god's in the buisiness of setting us up to succeed!!!!!!!
 Though pride is something to think about I believe, both general pride and what the bible calls "the pride of life". Recently reading the bible I came across a verse that really grabbed my attention............
2 Samuel 17:23 "And when Ahithophel saw that his counsel was not followed, he saddled his ass, and arose, and gat him home to his house, to his city, and put his household in order, and hanged himself, and died, and was buried in the sepulchre of his father."

  Ahithophel, for sometime was a leader right and he was used to people doing what he said............whether he had pride or not I can't say. What I can say, is it's good to be prepared for the idea of people NOT listening to you. 

  For sure, I mean ok like if I'm like the lowest of the low right. If I'm like the grime of society right. If I be for sure the bottom of the barrel or close to..................

God can use me! 

God can use all of us!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1 Peter 5:5-7 "Likewise, ye younger, submit yourselves unto the elder. Yea, all of you be subject one to another, and be clothed with humility: for God resisteth the proud, and giveth grace to the humble. Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time: Casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you."
  I love this song........I ain't sure it fits this post, but it fits my thoughts today. I want heavens light to shine down on me : )

Have a great week!

LOVE 

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sheri 3/8/2024 pictured below, coffee caffeinated coffee is skinning me out like never before...................(but if you go on a "coffee diet" I eat foods to - know restaurants won't tell you if diet cola's are decaffeinated less you ask them and many of them only have caffeinated diet cola's from my experience.................you really got to keep track of all your caffeine on the coffee diet ----------- I drink 2 caffeinated coffee's a day.............one decaffeinated coffee also a day WHICH IS PART OF MY COFFEE DIET OH YA...............and that's all the caffeine I injest in a day) I make sure to only drink decaffeinated diet colas. No "zip fizz" either no energy drinks, chocolate I believe has caffeine, only little chocolate not tons.