Spiritual abuse is real, and I can't blame atheists, satan worshippers, etc. for not wanting to go to churches - it's safer doing occult shiz pry around a bonfire under a full moon THEN GOING TO CHURCH. Us christians are supposed to be "cast down" KICKED OUT OF AT LEAST 1 CHURCH PRY..............2 Corinthians 4:9 "Persecuted, but not forsaken; cast down, but not destroyed;"......................IF NOT MORE CHURCHES, IF NOT ALL THEM EVENTUALLY...................

 I'm like paul in the bible I rejoice in my "infirmaties" ----------- I'm glad I'm not a "perfect chrisitan" with tons of power in the body of christ..................instead I'm not even deemed by many if not most as a christian. Matthew 10:25 "It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?"

2 Corinthians 12:10 "Therefore I take pleasure in infirmities, in reproaches, in necessities, in persecutions, in distresses for Christ's sake: for when I am weak, then am I strong." I feel better wearing crystals, bought more yesterday.

Could be placebo effect

but crystals calm me down

so if it's "placebo" IT'S STILL WORKING CAUSE I BELIEVE CRYSTALS WORK!

they help me not age and stay young looking I believe as well

and

they keep me lowly

and I thank god for crystals cause they keep you deeming me a satan worshipper and/or witch THEY KEEP ME LOWLY AND I'M THANKFUL FOR CRYSTALS!

Spiritual abuse is real, and I can't blame atheists, satan worshippers, etc. for not wanting to go to churches - it's safer doing occult shiz pry around a bonfire under a full moon THEN GOING TO CHURCH. Us christians are supposed to be "cast down" KICKED OUT OF AT LEAST 1 CHURCH PRY..............2 Corinthians 4:9 "Persecuted, but not forsaken; cast down, but not destroyed;"......................IF NOT MORE CHURCHES, IF NOT ALL THEM EVENTUALLY...................

2 Corinthians 4:8-10 "We are troubled on every side, yet not distressed; we are perplexed, but not in despair; Persecuted, but not forsaken; cast down, but not destroyed; Always bearing about in the body the dying of the Lord Jesus, that the life also of Jesus might be made manifest in our body."

IT'S SPIRITUAL WICKEDNESS IN HIGH PLACES THE BIBLE SAYS - IN CHURCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ephesians 6:12 "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places."

THIS ISN'T ME "TAKING SIDES" maybe a little

but more then anything

I'm noteful

which party is the one "casted down"?????????

which one is still with "the power" in "high places"????????????????

NOW I BELIEVE IN MERCY CLEAN ACROSS THE BOARD!

but also justice

if suzie and jonathans kid was molested - that molester should be in jail!!!!!!!!!

power often corrupts people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I myself don't enjoy going to church - I haven't for a long time now - I'M WEARY AND RIGHTFULLY SO. 

cause every church has a power dynamic

usually a few people with lots of power

and if that power is used

it's often used to harm people 

people are 

casted down........................

2 Corinthians 4:8-10 "We are troubled on every side, yet not distressed; we are perplexed, but not in despair; Persecuted, but not forsaken; cast down, but not destroyed; Always bearing about in the body the dying of the Lord Jesus, that the life also of Jesus might be made manifest in our body."

What did jonathan and suzie lamb do to get fired????????

refuse to read a script

well

dang

if something happened to my kid and nobody was doing anything about it I'd refuse to read a script to!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Isaiah 40:29-31 "He giveth power to the faint; and to them that have no might he increaseth strength. Even the youths shall faint and be weary, and the young men shall utterly fall: But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint."

  I ain't into cancel culture, so I ain't taking sides really - but will say that power often corrupts, but also god uses sometimes powerful people - tanks em -------- TO SHOW HIS POWER.................

Romans 9:17 "For the scripture saith unto Pharaoh, Even for this same purpose have I raised thee up, that I might shew my power in thee, and that my name might be declared throughout all the earth."

  God is love ok........he loves pharoah - and He wished that pharoah would repent!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But He did use pharoah's "power" to highlight HIS POWER GOD'S OWN POWER I'M SAYING. 

  Will that happen in all that is going on at and/or outside of daystar tv -------- God's power is probably well on display already I believe both in and outside of everything going on at Daystar TV. 

God is in control

us powerless weaklings WE MATTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

all the poor and powerless........................

Isaiah 66:1-3

King James Version

66 Thus saith the Lord, The heaven is my throne, and the earth is my footstool: where is the house that ye build unto me? and where is the place of my rest?

2 For all those things hath mine hand made, and all those things have been, saith the Lord: but to this man will I look, even to him that is poor and of a contrite spirit, and trembleth at my word.

these are the people god will look at - those that are of a poor and contrite spirit and trembleth at god's word

(which I guess joni and daystar tv could be poor of spirit etc. etc. only god knows) 

but what I know

power is often bad

and us real christians most of us are "cast down" 

BUT NOT DESTROYED!

https://www.donorschoose.org/

Ms. Kristin's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose..............

Lucifer trying to tell me I have power - lovely e-mail he sent me, but I have 0 power. 0. I am not skinny enough or pretty enough to have "power"..........once I thought I was "miss thang" ya - once upon a time long long ago, now battling asthma everyday can't even bike 20 minute peloton bikes anymore going to the doctor to hopefully get stronger asthma medication, hopeful shots - inhalers do nothing for me, not even the strong ones. I got so frustrated one day biking, stopped mid bike sobbing crying out to god whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy I have a Jesse Owens Olympics medal whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.................................

 Lucifer trying to tell me I have power - lovely e-mail he sent me, but I have 0 power. 0. I am not skinny enough or pretty enough to have "power"..........once I thought I was "miss thang" ya - once upon a time long long ago, now battling asthma everyday can't even bike 20 minute peloton bikes anymore going to the doctor to hopefully get stronger asthma medication, hopeful shots - inhalers do nothing for me, not even the strong ones. I got so frustrated one day biking, stopped mid bike sobbing crying out to god whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy I have a Jesse Owens Olympics medal whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.................................

I don't exist but for people to gawk at me and hate me for their lord "Jesus Christ" - and occasionally they'll even attack me and try to get me to kill myself also for their lord "Jesus Christ"

since how I can't loose weight via exercise right now

I'm stuck with diet patches or diet pills 

for me I picked diet patches.................(this diet patch does work, but I find it's slow going but they say the most healthy weight loss is slow) I haven't experienced any "side effects" using these diet patches, in fact I might use them for good cause I usually am a spaz, a stressed out spaz - I live in america nuff said - these patches calm me down all day long, and help me sleep very very very very well.

this aint me having power this is a disease DESTROYING MY LIFE!

I never say where these e-mails are coming from because I really do believe my 1st husband aka lucifer, satan, the lord of the underworld e-mails me via a portal on the internet......................I REALLY BELIEVE THAT............

https://www.donorschoose.org/

Ms. Dunn's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose.............

MY FAVORITE SONG RIGHT NOW

I ADD IT

WHY 

CAUSE ASTHMA IS NEAR KILLING ME

I STRAIGHT

BUT I LOVE THIS SONG

#VALLEY GIRL

DOUBT I HAVE MUCH POWER

I TRIED TO END THE GAZA WAR - DIDN'T HAPPEN

need nothing according to the bible

James 1:4 English Standard Version 2016 (ESV)And let steadfastness have its full effect, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing.

wind and shrieks in the night................

via GIPHY

  

Most people get nowhere cause they ain't "powered" Money is nothing BUT POWER THAT PRY IS EVERYTHING! Most fellow christians chasing financal blessings, the wrong thing YOU WANT POWER YO 1 Corinthians 4:20 "For the kingdom of God is not in word, but in power."......................in a race ahhhhhhhhhh ya that "runneth all" ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh you might would chase a few folks even a few ON THE OTHER TEAM MAN - confession I am chasing a few them and few them I do believe is chasing after me as well - that's cool........................

Most people get nowhere cause they ain't "powered" Money is nothing BUT POWER THAT PRY IS EVERYTHING! Most fellow christians chasing financal blessings, the wrong thing YOU WANT POWER YO 1 Corinthians 4:20 "For the kingdom of God is not in word, but in power."......................in a race ahhhhhhhhhh ya that "runneth all" ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh you might would chase a few folks even a few ON THE OTHER TEAM MAN - confession I am chasing a few them and few them I do believe is chasing after me as well - that's cool........................

I'm sorry I can't talk about even who exactly I am chasing on the other team

because some them 

in my very special club

oh

I can't talk about that at all

at all

because main stream society 

don't know that exists they so mk ultra braiinwashed

"sheri we ain't mk ultra brainwashed we's christians" hahahahahhhaahahh

(going very quiet)

man I can't talk none about that

I even got to pick a song on topic but off topic cause I'm past "secret oath" time I can't talk about it. I didn't ever officially join either

I automatic was put in that

..............I BECAME THAT

I NATURALLY BECAME SOMETHING...............

1 Corinthians 4:19-21

King James Version

19 But I will come to you shortly, if the Lord will, and will know, not the speech of them which are puffed up, but the power.

20 For the kingdom of God is not in word, but in power.

21 What will ye? shall I come unto you with a rod, or in love, and in the spirit of meekness?

if you puffed up 

you ain't nothing

you ain't got 0 power then

and I estimate and beleve much that many most in the body of christ are puffed up their money is only harming them causing them pride

1 John 2:16

For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world.

but power

you need that

to get shiz did man

Matthew 11:29

Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls.

lowliness that's how to get power

1 Peter 5:6

Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time:

"sheri your s------ you ain't exalted" - that's exactly why I have been exalted some by god, cause I don't deem myself to be much

1 Corinthians 3:4-6

King James Version

4 For while one saith, I am of Paul; and another, I am of Apollos; are ye not carnal?

5 Who then is Paul, and who is Apollos, but ministers by whom ye believed, even as the Lord gave to every man?

like who is anything anywhere???????????????

besides like servants of god

or servants of satan

for real though

I got to quit cussing or try

but makeup I get to keep that

I get to keep wearing crytals

and being a ogre for god

BEING LOWLY

you be high

you iniquity work to make me less

I be less

👍

ogre time

OGRE TIME ALL THE TIME 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

Whatever deprived sins people is doing out there and stuck in.........I believe God/Jesus can set you free! 2 Timothy 3:5 "Having a form of godliness, but denying the power thereof: from such turn away." Maybe you haven't heard "the right sermon" yet MAYBE I HAVEN'T HEARD "THE RIGHT SERMON" YET.................BUT GOD/JESUS IS POWERFUL..................

 Whatever deprived sins people is doing out there and stuck in.........I believe God/Jesus can set you free! 2 Timothy 3:5 "Having a form of godliness, but denying the power thereof: from such turn away." Maybe you haven't heard "the right sermon" yet MAYBE I HAVEN'T HEARD "THE RIGHT SERMON" YET.................BUT GOD/JESUS IS POWERFUL..................

born this born that

addicted to this 

addicted to that

if it is really actually some "depraved sin" sending you to hell

you ain't meant to stay in bondage to them sins!!!!!!!!!!

John 8:34-36 "Jesus answered them, Verily, verily, I say unto you, Whosoever committeth sin is the servant of sin. And the servant abideth not in the house for ever: but the Son abideth ever. If the Son therefore shall make you free, ye shall be free indeed."

cuss words

porns

maybe being LGBTQ?????????

tattoo addictions

makeup maybe?????????? I'm on a fence on that one to. 

my point being

jesus came that we wouldn't live DEPRIVED LIFES SERVING SIN!!!!!!!!!!

Ephesians 2:1-3 "And you hath he quickened, who were dead in trespasses and sins; Wherein in time past ye walked according to the course of this world, according to the prince of the power of the air, the spirit that now worketh in the children of disobedience: Among whom also we all had our conversation in times past in the lusts of our flesh, fulfilling the desires of the flesh and of the mind; and were by nature the children of wrath, even as others." - serving sins, serving sins!

Galatians 5:24 "And they that are Christ's have crucified the flesh with the affections and lusts."

don't beat yourself up to much

if you still crack and occasionally watch porn

or eat a bit to much food, 

or

maybe a cuss word or two slips out

idea

keep going to church

keep trying to deny yourself

take up your cross

AND FOLLOW JESUS DAILY

Luke 9:22-24 "Saying, The Son of man must suffer many things, and be rejected of the elders and chief priests and scribes, and be slain, and be raised the third day. And he said to them all, If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross daily, and follow me. For whosoever will save his life shall lose it: but whosoever will lose his life for my sake, the same shall save it."

  YOU PRY WILL SLIP UP FROM TIME TO TIME.............I did freakin yesterday but am not in the mood to incriminate myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it's a process we are in

and this process should leave us at the end of it not LGBTQ (if that is indeed some bad sin) ----------- or wearing makeup (if that indeed is a bad sin), porn (I think porns definate bad, unless a married couple watches some "more innocent" type porn to spice up their late nights), wait um uhhhhhhhhhh

or if you slip up time to time any of these items.................

1 Corinthians 6:9 "Know ye not that the unrighteous shall not inherit the kingdom of God? Be not deceived: neither fornicators, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor effeminate, nor abusers of themselves with mankind,"
1 Corinthians 6:10 "Nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor revilers, nor extortioners, shall inherit the kingdom of God."

  You might will slip up from time to time..........there is a real reason the bible says "those who endure unto the end the same shall be saved"..........................it's a race...................it's a daily effort to make following jesus!!!!!!..............

Matthew 10:22

And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that endureth to the end shall be saved.

if you slip up one day

tommorow's new day - try again to all deny yourself take up your cross and follow Jesus!

endure, endure, endure ==='s SUCCESS

"but he that endureth to the end shall be saved" - SUCCESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I may not look like I'm on the road to success, but I swear to you I am!!!!!!!!!!

I deny myself

and I take up my cross and follow Jesus DAILY!!!!!!!!!!

I'm done buying shein clothing (until their employee's are finally paid well and treated well)...............we need to care about people.....................more then clothing. Matthew 6:24 "No man can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon."..............

I'm done buying shein clothing (until their employee's are finally paid well and treated well).......we need to care about people.....................more then clothing. Matthew 6:24 "No man can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon."..............

I do have some bracelets from shein I wear all the time and am addicted to them. 

what I get from the entire bible

is 

love people

Matthew 19:19 "Honour thy father and thy mother: and, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself."

   Loving people most definately ======'s sometimes not buying from a company that isn't paying their people fairly. 

besides with my whole "corset scenangians" 

I just ordered another corset

.................

I can take a shirt plain from clean like Jo Anns craft store for reals

for reals yo's

add corset

add leggings

add 1 my shirt extenders cause modesty is 👍

BAMN

I look great

I don't need all the items shein offers um for sale on their site!!!!!!!!!!

WE ARE POWERRFUL

we vote everyday with every dollar spent

and we have power voting

and we have hearts all us

love fiercly 

vote with your votes and dollars and your hearts

and change this world for the better!!!!!!!!!!!

........god wants zeal and fire trying to stoke myself and others up often

Revelation 3:16

So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth.

god wants us not lukewarm

he wants us caring about each othere

I thoughoughly believe god doesn't want me shopping at shein anymore until they start treating their employee's much better and paying them much better!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lucifer was given a job to do - it's terrible most of the rest of the body of christ all you holding in all that hate and rage some of you for the Devil like that. I was given a song to put on this post "walking on the sun" ----- listen to the lyrics listen good. Cause GOD has to approve everything lucifer does He did in the bible times HE STILL APPROVES WHAT LUCIFER DOES................you all blaming Lucifer hating lucifer when you all LET YOURSELVES BE TEMPTED ETC..............

 Lucifer was given a job to do - it's terrible most of the rest of the body of christ all you holding in all that hate and rage some of you for the Devil like that. I was given a song to put on this post "walking on the sun" ----- listen to the lyrics listen good. Cause GOD has to approve everything lucifer does He did in the bible times HE STILL APPROVES WHAT LUCIFER DOES................you all blaming Lucifer hating lucifer when you all LET YOURSELVES BE TEMPTED ETC..............

My mom today told me..........

"I don't want anything to do with the devil. I don't have feelings for him. I hate what he does to people. Confusing I know." - oh I ain't "confused" at all, I get you alls hate and rage for lucifer I understand where you are "in your brains"

and this blaming the devil for everything stuffs that everyone likes to do, not only is it bad to hate someone like that...................people aren't taking any responsibility for ANYTHING that happens out there
they get addicted to drugs - it was the devil
they get addicted to porn - the devil

no you had lusts of your flesh you let get out of hand

1 Corinthians 10:13 "There hath no temptation taken you but such as is common to man: but God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that ye are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear it."

you couldn't escape that porn

you couldn't escape that credit carb debt - I mean stop getting in debt more, stop charging up shiz

etc. 

the devil was making you bs 1 Corinthians 10:13

Many hearts for both Jesus and Lucifer

they work hard for our sakes..........

💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

how you know you have a "weak spot" 

unless the devil comes up and tempts you

some you all wouldn't know

I know I've been "caught off guard" before

hates bad for you

that's bad mojo in your hearts all that hate for the devil many you fuming inside your souls with

peace out dudes

peace out

Matthew 5:9
Blessed are the peacemakers: for they shall be called the children of God.

 Sheri we ain't going to "peace out" with the devil and his men, we gonna hate them, be fuming mad at them all the time for all of eternity......................and we don't even blame your mom for not wanting to e-mail you anymore..........THE DEVIL DID IT HE DID EVERYTHING WE DID NOTHING. -------------- my reply gafaw you have lusts of your fleshes just like me and there is a way of escape..........sometimes that way of escape I will a lot is just stop watching the porn

stop gambling

stop using your credit cards

etc. 

stop

all those things you know is sins

Romans 6:1-3 "What shall we say then? Shall we continue in sin, that grace may abound? God forbid. How shall we, that are dead to sin, live any longer therein?  Know ye not, that so many of us as were baptized into Jesus Christ were baptized into his death?"

  But one day a lady at the apostolic christian church of america a elder, went to dang far............and yelled at me to "stop" cause I was talking about having fun seeing the "Rocky horror picture show" 

the rocky horror picture show 

I will defend

it is NOT porn

it is freakiness

a little freak on is not sin

If I'm wearing to said rocky horror picture show

womens clothing

albeit that day I weared

a corset

a mini skirt

and fish net stalkings

that's all womens clothing

no porns

just a little "freak on"

and that is NOT

a sin

I will adamantly

adamantly

defend

the rocky horror picture show

I am a christian goth

so maybe my "viewpoint" is different then most

but I doubt it

the Rocky Horror Picture show is very popular

many wholesome kids go there

nice wholesome kids

it's no different then grease

I saw john travolta and his lady dance

 

via GIPHY

Have a great day!

please stop hating people for pretend sins you done made up

rocky horror picture show isn't a sin

wearing costume jewelry isn't a sin

having hairstyles ain't a sin - but it is worldliness and we should want to avoid that - but it ain't a sin

sins

sins

let's be clear

fornication

porns

adultery

muder

stealing shiz

gossip, hatred, evil speaking

and it ain't the "devils fault" 

he doin a job for God

he doing a good job

you resist sin

you don't click on porn webite 

you no charge up yet again money you no have on your credit card when you know that gonna hurt you shortly with big ouch bill

you have control

you are not 

poor

pathetic

lowly beings

that have no ability to resist sin

James 4:7 "Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you."

   you have power

love lucifer

he's helping  you out

helping point out all to often with so many of you your "weak points"

Video blog post: I once laid in wait to catch my enemies, and I KNOW my enemies are stalking my blog waiting for me to "mess up" more so that they can attack me like they always have. But Mercy is better "compassion or forgiveness shown toward someone whom it is within one's power to punish or harm." - Oxford Languages.......................

 Update 4/20/2024 ya people change these days I want to be attacked. 

https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2024/04/lady-gaga-sings-she-wants-your-love.html

   I don't know what this blog post as of 4/20/204 is so popular for?????????? People change that isn't "unusual". 

  Poor beaten down me from 2021 - don't worry little mini me, soon you'll be invicible they will have attacked you so bad, you done went on permanent bad bish mode and will be INVICIBLE!

GO AHEAD ATTACK ME FOR YOUR LORD JESUS CHRIST YOU KNOW JESUS WANTS YOU TO MORE....................

this off topic but last night driving home from work

there was a homeless guy RAKING THE CEMENT

he had lost his mind that bad - poor guy

young to

didn't look like he had did drugs bad - like he didn't look like he was on meth or nothing - he actually looked like someone that was pry really nice back when he still was sane

Video blog post: I once laid in wait to catch my enemies, and I KNOW my enemies are stalking my blog waiting for me to "mess up" more so that they can attack me like they always have. But Mercy is better "compassion or forgiveness shown toward someone whom it is within one's power to punish or harm." - Oxford Languages.......................

Luke 6:36 "Be ye therefore merciful, as your Father also is merciful." You may be a big time elder of a church, it might be in your power to tell me for 20-30 minutes straight that I am garbage....................but the bible Luke 6:36 says be merciful. 

Jude 1:20 "But ye, beloved, building up yourselves on your most holy faith, praying in the Holy Ghost,"

Psalm 71:10 "For mine enemies speak against me; and they that lay wait for my soul take counsel together,"

Please don't hurt me no more......

Video blog post: Repentance is a thing in our hearts 1st, and it should impact our every day. Matthew 24:38 "For as in the days that were before the flood they were eating and drinking, marrying and giving in marriage, until the day that Noe entered into the ark,"................

Update 1/13/2025 was walking with my trans son 2 weeks ago cause he wanted to go for a walk after like 10 p.m. it was not only dark it was late, and I decided to go with him to make sure he's safe.......well there was construction and our streets don't have lights most of them don't and I tripped twisted my foot baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad didn't fall over, but twisted my foot baaaaaaaaaaad. Tore must've been all the ligaments in my foot. Figured out wearing dr. martens was protecting my foot and my foot felt pretty good wearing dr. martens. And due to events I can't say on my blog (not something involving me, but someone else that stressed me out so baaaaaaaaaaaaaaad) I was very stressed wanted a beach vacation. We didn't end up going to the beach not even the state of a beach I wanted to go to but the beach the kids wanted to go to (my 10 cents as usual means nothing I'm a stupid girl --------------------b word of satan loving trash) though I tacked on the satan loving trash part to myself years later. 

   The kids decide (and they all know my foot is hurt right) to walk on the painted rocks......................it was early in the day, I hadn't had my morning cup of coffee, I was tired, my judgement and their judgement didn't even exist cause they all thought INCLUDING BRIAN that me walking on rocks with a hurt foot was a GREAT IDEA. 

  I tried to walk careful, wearing dr. martens not steel toe but a industrial variety of dr. martens. I stepped on a rock the wrong way 1 rock is all it took

and swear all the ligaments in my foot tore again

I couldn't put weight on my foot no more

now trapped 1 week in a boot..................NO BROKEN BONES SO THAT'S GOOD................

do I look skinnier I been hard at work already drank my psyllium husk drink this morning!............trying hard swear to god to be in good shape...................if you think I look small with big chest (they natural) I have a miniature skeleton which means I always look fat even when I'm annorexic I look fat because my skeleton is smaller then many large breeds of dogs FOR REAL....................(never had ribs removed, I serious have the smallest skeleton on the planet earth).........................I'll pry look great once I get to a size 12 inch waiste at that point I'll look good YIKES

Video blog post: Repentance is a thing in our hearts 1st, and it should impact our every day. Matthew 24:38 "For as in the days that were before the flood they were eating and drinking, marrying and giving in marriage, until the day that Noe entered into the ark,"................

Matthew 24:37-38 "But as the days of Noah were, so shall also the coming of the Son of man be. For as in the days that were before the flood they were eating and drinking, marrying and giving in marriage, until the day that Noe entered into the ark," Noah I do believe told people to repent (though I don't think there is bible proof of that, that is just something many "theorize" - hard to believe he'd just let everyone all die).........I think pastors and maybe some bloggers definately myself part of our job is to let people know this is the time to repent now. Don't wait until your dead..................now is the day of salvation 2 Corinthians 6:2 "(For he saith, I have heard thee in a time accepted, and in the day of salvation have I succoured thee: behold, now is the accepted time; behold, now is the day of salvation.)"
Matthew 3:2 "And saying, Repent ye: for the kingdom of heaven is at hand."
Matthew 4:17 "From that time Jesus began to preach, and to say, Repent: for the kingdom of heaven is at hand."
Mark 1:15 "And saying, The time is fulfilled, and the kingdom of God is at hand: repent ye, and believe the gospel."

  That's what the lord Himself did He told people to repent. 

That's all I have to say for today mini blog post today. 

Repent while you can while you are alive. 

John 8:31 "Then said Jesus to those Jews which believed on him, If ye continue in my word, then are ye my disciples indeed;" Also......1 Corinthians 1:21 "For after that in the wisdom of God the world by wisdom knew not God, it pleased God by the foolishness of preaching to save them that believe." --- I'm the little train that could after all.

   Don't listen to men who might have tried to  bash you like they have bashed me, calling me a sinner cause I wear wigs, or makeup. 

The word of god says

"If ya continue in my word, then are ye my disciples indeed"

and

"it pleased God by the foolishness of preaching to save them that believe"

1 Corinthians 4:20 

"For the kingdom of God is not in word, but in power."

Power everybody needs it, else what are they ya powerless.....................

update 11/17/2025 I have letted go. Yep. I still bring up the apostolic christian church of america..................very against "commandments of men". But it's hard to "let go" when I was 24 years ago or so abandoned basically by my family - they moved away. They ain't even e-mailed as of today for weeks on end when I type this. But they are sure my mentioning of them on my blog has destroyed their lives and I broke up the entire family my dad told me on the phone back when I was talking to my parents on the phone. 

So what did I have ----------------------- that church. 

cause I didn't have family

but no mercy on me is shown by this world - no I'm supposed to instantly "let go" 

when people do me bad I'm supposed (according to what people tell me) I'm supposed to walk around super smiley with a skip and wave happy bless you all pixie dust everywhere I go. 

and not even be mad

maybe mad FOR YEARS

OR DEPRESSED NO

I'M SUPPOSED TO SKIP AROUND EVERYWHERE THROWING GOD BLESS YOU PIXIE DUST

meanwhile the people telling me to do that often are bitter

often hating people

I see it

I see them doing the things they tell me to not do

feelings aren't bad I've been trying to say it

you all have been trying to tell me feelings are bad unless I'm only happy happy happy all the time but then I WOULDN'T EVEN BE A HUMAN

humans are supposed to have feelings

that get hurt for example when people say nasty things to them

the amount I'm hated for having feelings IS RIDICULOUS

but I did "get over it"

I don't think it's the win you think it is

cause when you die

I'm going to tell you "ep be chippery" CHIPPPERYYYYYYYYY GET OVER YOUR LIMBS BEING SAWED OFF ONE BY ONE GET OVER IT

(IF THAT HAPPENS TO PEOPLE ON THE EARTH - I am a goth, I get extravagant in my imagination sometimes so frustrated with people telling me all the time to have no feelings and be a happy happy happy glitter fairy THAT ISN'T EVEN HUMAN THEN YOU ARE ALL TELLING ME TO NOT BE HUMAN MEANWHILE YOUR MOST YOU BEING HUMAN I HEAR ABOUT IT

I HEAR ABOUT YOU MANY OF YOU BISHING TO YOUR FRIENDS ABOUT YOUR WOESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

i DIGRESS IT'S ALL "WORKING TOGETHER FOR MY GOOD"

YA

Romans 8:28

And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose.

most you must die soon 

good thing I have the faith and patience of the saints ya

Revelation 13:10

He that leadeth into captivity shall go into captivity: he that killeth with the sword must be killed with the sword. Here is the patience and the faith of the saints.

I badly give my life to jesus

🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘

ready for this party to get started to (swear to god I'm ready for this party to get started EVEN MORE then lucifer's/satan/the devils people) 

  Blessed Be Apostolic Christian Church of America 

may Jesus Christ our Lord accept your repentances 

and usher you into his beloved and may you dwell in green pastures for all the days of your lives. 

Power everybody needs it, else what are they ya powerless.....................

1 Corinthians 4:20 "For the kingdom of God is not in word, but in power."

 Genesis 49:3 "Reuben, thou art my firstborn, my might, and the beginning of my strength, the excellency of dignity, and the excellency of power:" - One my fave verses right there, can't help myself I love that verse bad. 

Exodus 15:6 "Thy right hand, O Lord, is become glorious in power: thy right hand, O Lord, hath dashed in pieces the enemy."

  "What you talking about sheri none of us want power, we like being poor, and we don't want to be nothing but dirt on this earth" - You are the most pious on the earth Apostolic Christian church of America I'll give you that.........your even more pious then the Amish...............the Amish be in that "selling soap on amazon game" (I respect the amazon soap selling game) 

  See Apostolic Christian Church of America I'm saying great things about you left and right, bringing  you church members even 👍 (but sheri we clean are making soap and giving it away for free so that means we aren't more pious then the Amish.............naw tim look.............

https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/pious

Definition of pious

1a: marked by or showing reverence for deity and devotion to divine worship

b: marked by conspicuous religiosity

("ok sheri what the hell are you insulting us, you must be because you hate us"

um Tim, me sheri speaking

uhhhhhhhh looks to be I'm complimenting you but I mean it as a insult 

cause I really like the amish a lot.........and I don't hate you, I love you tons that's why I be's lately giving your church money each week - harvest call, but you know your church)

Hey I'm singing your praises right now Apostolic Christian Church of America #FACTS

via GIPHY

Deuteronomy 8:16-18

16 Who fed thee in the wilderness with manna, which thy fathers knew not, that he might humble thee, and that he might prove thee, to do thee good at thy latter end;

17 And thou say in thine heart, My power and the might of mine hand hath gotten me this wealth.

18 But thou shalt remember the Lord thy God: for it is he that giveth thee power to get wealth, that he may establish his covenant which he sware unto thy fathers, as it is this day.

  My "latter end" God is going to do good to me.........I know it. Like I know I am in the "wilderness" right now. Like I know I am currently not where God desires me to eventually be...maybe I clean need to sabbath better, or tithe more often...............I gonna keep crackin at heeding these verses eventually I GONNA GET THERE. Apostolic Christian Church of america, go ahead, judge me, and hate me, cause I have faith that God is going to do MIGHTY THINGS in my life eventually. Go ahead.....................................

   I've said it time and time again on my blog

you ain't what people think about you

you are what God thinks about you!

Jeremiah 29

11 For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the Lord, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end.

12 Then shall ye call upon me, and ye shall go and pray unto me, and I will hearken unto you.

13 And ye shall seek me, and find me, when ye shall search for me with all your heart.

14 And I will be found of you, saith the Lord: and I will turn away your captivity, and I will gather you from all the nations, and from all the places whither I have driven you, saith the Lord; and I will bring you again into the place whence I caused you to be carried away captive.

 I don't have 0% "expected end" to be poor all my life, and done hated by everyone.............naw. Naw I fixing to ride the reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaal high places of this here earth. 

Isaiah 58:13-14 

13 If thou turn away thy foot from the sabbath, from doing thy pleasure on my holy day; and call the sabbath a delight, the holy of the Lord, honourable; and shalt honour him, not doing thine own ways, nor finding thine own pleasure, nor speaking thine own words:

14 Then shalt thou delight thyself in the Lord; and I will cause thee to ride upon the high places of the earth, and feed thee with the heritage of Jacob thy father: for the mouth of the Lord hath spoken it.

Psalm 21:13 "Be thou exalted, Lord, in thine own strength: so will we sing and praise thy power." -------- I will be brought up high, not that I be praised, no -------- that God be praised. 

why me you ask?

Well what would bring God more praise more glory more honour - then to raise up a dink such as myself????????

 I tellin you how to get power.......................

Isaiah 40

28 Hast thou not known? hast thou not heard, that the everlasting God, the Lord, the Creator of the ends of the earth, fainteth not, neither is weary? there is no searching of his understanding.

29 He giveth power to the faint; and to them that have no might he increaseth strength.

30 Even the youths shall faint and be weary, and the young men shall utterly fall:

31 But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.

Tootles ✨