I am a christian blogger. Though I do love the devil - lucifer.............he had no choice to be "the devil" Cause John 1:1 "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God." Let's not hate god xoxoo everyone, doin our best including Lucifer. If you e-mail me your only going to stress me out more then I already am but to be "easy to intreat" sheriwalz@gmail.com
Today 3/22/2024 1st husband says DO MORE GOOD - I'm tired out that's what I been "going off on for days now" but I will donate 2 times today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THOUGH THE BIBLE IS BROKEN FOR ME, I DO GOOD NOTHING HAPPENS HASN'T FOR A LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG TIME BESIDES I GET ATTACKED "FOR JESUS"
MY FAMILY AIN'T EVEN HAVING FAMILY GET TOGETHERS OR IF THEY ARE WITHOUT ME
WITHOUT ME CAUSE I'M DEEMED SUCH SATANTIC WORTHLESS TRASH BY MOST OF THEM! "FOR JESUS"
Give, and it shall be given unto you; good measure, pressed down, and shaken together, and running over, shall men give into your bosom. For with the same measure that ye mete withal it shall be measured to you again.
Luke 6:38 for my whole life and I'm near 50 ISN'T WORKING FOR ME IT AINT' IT AIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIN'T! EVERYONE DEEMS ME A WORTHLESS SATANIC H WORD AND THE B WORD!!! (FOR "JESUS" THEY VIEW ME THIS WAY WHILE EITHER ATTACKING ME OR PLOTTING THEIR ATTACKS ON ME TO SERVE THEIR LORD JESUS CHRIST TELLING THE TRUTH THAT'S ALL THAT'S HAPPENED TO ME OVER THE YEARS PRETTY MUCH I'VE BEEN ATTACKED "FOR THE LORD"
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Don't worry I'm still humble, my BLOG ISN'T RAN BY JUST ME! 2 Chronicles 16:9 "For the eyes of the Lord run to and fro throughout the whole earth, to shew himself strong in the behalf of them whose heart is perfect toward him. Herein thou hast done foolishly: therefore from henceforth thou shalt have wars." GOD AND LUCIFER SATAN BOTH both are going to put me on top of the entire earth any minute now................LOVE THEM BOTH!!!!!!!!!!..................
I'm not saying here that all or even some (though some appear to be very proud at this church in my estimation) are proud. I'm not the attacking bi--- they are trying to make me out to be..................that church PROFOUNDLY changed my life. I think for the better. If you think my loving satan, and being goth is for the worse............you can have that opinion.............I believe loving more people then less IS FOR THE BETTER.
I realize there is 0% free speech in the united states of america so the apostolic christian church of america has to keep attacking me my whole life ------ I understand.
Humility is important and most people are better then me, including my attackers the apostolic christian church of america (they don't wear wedding rings most em cause they deem wedding rings sinful filth they are so holy and awesome and better then me over there) GOD RESISTS THE PROUD, IT DON'T MATTER HOW MUCH A MESS I AM ------------- am I humble? Or willing to humble myself AS OUR LORD JESUS CHRIST DID Philippians 2:7 "But made himself of no reputation, and took upon him the form of a servant, and was made in the likeness of men:"..............
Isaiah 66:2 "For all those things hath mine hand made, and all those things have been, saith the Lord: but to this man will I look, even to him that is poor and of a contrite spirit, and trembleth at my word."
I think we all battle wanting to have pride, wanting to be "right" but I digress the bible says my enemies will be feasting with me - THAT I WILL WIN - Psalm 23:5 "Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over."
Jesus christ whom most claim as their lord..............humbled himself. HUMBLED HIMSELF! "made himself of no reputation" - and that don't mean that people don't know him, oh they know him.................
they say this about the lord Jesus christ who "made himself of no reputation"........
Matthew 11:19 "The Son of man came eating and drinking, and they say, Behold a man gluttonous, and a winebibber, a friend of publicans and sinners. But wisdom is justified of her children."
I believe the apostolic christian church of america was JESUS'S ENEMIES TO
AND JESUS
instead of becoming a member of the apostolic christian church of america he decided to go hang out with SINNERS AT BARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I really believe that.
------------- he might've went to church as a adult sometimes to
but I billions % don't believe the lord jesus christ NEVER EVER EVER EVER went to the apostolic christian church of america
why would he do that?
he was buisy making himself OF NO REPUTATION!
AS HE SHOULD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
JOIN ME AND THE LORD
WE ARE WORSE THEN THE HOUSE OF BEEZELBUB
YA WE LISTEN TO LADY GAGA ALBUMS PROBABLY AND SOMETIMES GO TO BARS AND/OR CLUBS and we wine bib!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Matthew 10:25 "It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?"
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if everyone around you is disguisting sinners not to love\
NOT TO LOVE\
Luke 18
9 And he spake this parable unto certain which trusted in themselves that they were righteous, and despised others:
10 Two men went up into the temple to pray; the one a Pharisee, and the other a publican.
11 The Pharisee stood and prayed thus with himself, God, I thank thee, that I am not as other men are, extortioners, unjust, adulterers, or even as this publican.
12 I fast twice in the week, I give tithes of all that I possess.
13 And the publican, standing afar off, would not lift up so much as his eyes unto heaven, but smote upon his breast, saying, God be merciful to me a sinner.
14 I tell you, this man went down to his house justified rather than the other: for every one that exalteth himself shall be abased; and he that humbleth himself shall be exalted.
I love sinners a ton!
(apostolic christian church of america members comment "sheri that is filth") 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍
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If I seem to be in a bad mood lately or worse then usually I've been extra attacked lately
my "son" is getting right now a hysterectomy (though I think it's a bad idea, cause there are side effects to that surgery potentially and some them sound real bad) -------- he's getting one just cause he don't want a "that time of the month" anymore or to have babies ever.
he works in the house most days
so I have to stay in our bedroom and be quiet all the time cause he's often in meetings
this pic show his original covid 19 office at home, which is still his office, he now switches off between 2 offices.........I'M NOT ALLOWED TO SPEAK TO HIM ALL DAY I get yelled at if I do. Cause he's much to buisy doing much more important stuffs then me..........I'm of no value on the earth l'm a worthless b---------- just read comments over the years of people non-stop telling me I'm a worthless b-------- besides my mom my mom says nice stuffs to me most the time. And maybe 1-2 other people over the years - I think 1-2 other people like 1 comment each.
this is his 2nd office new one, he's taken over my peloton room, peloton biking was giving me joy in life and a will to live and everything, now I hardly ever get the chance to peloton bike. Only chance I get is like round 10 p.m. when him and Ian are watching this brittish comedy they like ---------------- I don't get that comedy at all
I watched some of a few episodes and I didn't get the jokes or humour at all
but brian and ian think it's the funniest show ever
not at all all do I get the jokes and humour - they do embarassing things on that show and then they think it's the funniest shiz ever................I don't get that humour?????????
................I am getting a sunroom built
but sunrooms can be very chilly ----- but lets hope it works out for me
..........that finally I don't have to be trapped most days of the week in my tiny bedroom
Most people get nowhere cause they ain't "powered" Money is nothing BUT POWER THAT PRY IS EVERYTHING! Most fellow christians chasing financal blessings, the wrong thing YOU WANT POWER YO 1 Corinthians 4:20 "For the kingdom of God is not in word, but in power."......................in a race ahhhhhhhhhh ya that "runneth all" ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh you might would chase a few folks even a few ON THE OTHER TEAM MAN - confession I am chasing a few them and few them I do believe is chasing after me as well - that's cool........................
I'm sorry I can't talk about even who exactly I am chasing on the other team
because some them
in my very special club
oh
I can't talk about that at all
at all
because main stream society
don't know that exists they so mk ultra braiinwashed
"sheri we ain't mk ultra brainwashed we's christians" hahahahahhhaahahh
(going very quiet)
man I can't talk none about that
I even got to pick a song on topic but off topic cause I'm past "secret oath" time I can't talk about it. I didn't ever officially join either
I automatic was put in that
..............I BECAME THAT
I NATURALLY BECAME SOMETHING...............
1 Corinthians 4:19-21
King James Version
19 But I will come to you shortly, if the Lord will, and will know, not the speech of them which are puffed up, but the power.
20 For the kingdom of God is not in word, but in power.
21 What will ye? shall I come unto you with a rod, or in love, and in the spirit of meekness?
if you puffed up
you ain't nothing
you ain't got 0 power then
and I estimate and beleve much that many most in the body of christ are puffed up their money is only harming them causing them pride
I had like 3 or so prayers answered LIKE EVER. I'm hated the end. It was done to humble me, but I ponder this earth, I ponder those with many friends and wonderful lives who have all their prayers answered all the time - how are they "humble"??????????????.............................. Psalm 22:1-12 "My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me? why art thou so far from helping me, and from the words of my roaring? O my God, I cry in the day time, but thou hearest not; and in the night season, and am not silent. But thou art holy, O thou that inhabitest the praises of Israel. Our fathers trusted in thee: they trusted, and thou didst deliver them. They cried unto thee, and were delivered: they trusted in thee, and were not confounded. But I am a worm, and no man; a reproach of men, and despised of the people. All they that see me laugh me to scorn: they shoot out the lip, they shake the head, saying, He trusted on the Lord that he would deliver him: let him deliver him, seeing he delighted in him. But thou art he that took me out of the womb: thou didst make me hope when I was upon my mother's breasts. I was cast upon thee from the womb: thou art my God from my mother's belly. Be not far from me; for trouble is near; for there is none to help. Many bulls have compassed me: strong bulls of Bashan have beset me round."
problem is to god and all the angels of heaven and hell BOTH
I'll need confidence to be me
and all I've been (sometimes people are fake nice to me, I think people are only faking it the 1-2 off times they are nice to me since the bulk of the time I AM MERCILESSLY PUMMELED BY PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!)
SOMEDAY I'LL NEED CONFIDENCE
AND I HAVE NONE
I am the hated
the condemned of society
why
cause I'm pretty
and I dye my hair that's pry held against me
I wear few jewelry pieces like to look nice - HORROR OF HORRORS THAT IS
who knows how long the list goes
but it is a list
and it is real
and I am ALWAYS condemned
1 Corinthians 13 1If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing. Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
1st husband the devil ya send me this e-mail today.......
(from a source I do not want to "disclose" -------- it is a portal on the internet............these are real letters written to me, by lucifer oh it's lucifer satan -------------- and they match what I go through in a day - like the next day I am saying)
if you want to think I lost my mind
well
.......................I'm at least being "supernaturally punked" at worst..........and that ISN'T ME INSANE THAT'S ME BEING "SUPERNATURALLY PUNKED" at worst...................
what is the point of humility if all of my confidence has been taken from me?????????
did little david slay goliath feeling like such a weak inferior little useless boy?????????
1 Samuel 17:8-11 "Then he stood and shouted out to the ranks of Israel saying to them, “Why come out to line up in battle array? Am I not the Philistine and aren’t you Saul’s servants? Choose for yourselves a man and let him come down to me. If he is able to fight with me and kill me, then will we become your slaves; but if I prevail against him and kill him, then will you become our slaves and serve us.” The Philistine added, “Today I defy the ranks of Israel—give me a man, so we may fight together!”But when Saul and all Israel heard these words of the Philistine, they were dismayed and very terrified. Now David was son of a certain Ephrathite man of Beth-lehem of Judah, whose name was Jesse. He had eight sons and during the days of Saul the man was old, advanced in years among men. Now the three oldest sons of Jesse had already left and gone after Saul to the battle; the names of his three sons who went to the battle were Eliab the firstborn, and second to him Abinadab, and the third Shammah. David was the youngest. So the three oldest followed Saul. "
no david had faith that was IN SPITE OF HIS SIZE
OR SUPPOSED SIZE
THAT SOCIETY WAS TRYING TO TELL HIM HE WAS OR OR BONUS ---------- THAT HE ACTUALLY WAS CAUSE HE WAS LIKELY A LITTLE KID
Teen at most I do estimate, probably only had a few muscles on him.
I don't get why I need to be humbled so much so badly for????????
I HAVE GIANTS TO SLAY MAN!!!!!!!!!! - FREAKIN "EXTREME ASTHMA" FOR ONE, IT STINKS LAST NIGHT ON MY TREADCLIMBER WORKING OUT I HAD TO TAKE HITS OF MY INHALER AGAIN ---------- THIS STINKS -------------- I AM GOING TO SLATHER MYSELF IN GOLD BRACELETS TODAY OH YA IN ATTEMPT TO HELP MY ASTHMA ME SITTING AROUND LETTING "EXTREME ASTHMA" JUST KILL ME DON'T HIT ME AS "THE PLAN"
"sheri your supposed to not rely on your strength - but gods" - I have had only like 3 prayers ANSWERED EVER THAT IS THE TALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!
I need brawn man
goliath slayin brawn
and guts
guts and might
all I have it haters waiting to attack me THEY WAITING ON THE INTERNET FOR THE PERFECT TIME TO ATTACK ME NEXT
Down is up. You nothin in this world, nothing in the church YOUR IN A HOPEFUL PLACE TO BE IN ETERNITY THEN 2 Corinthians 4:8-9 "We are troubled on every side, yet not distressed; we are perplexed, but not in despair; Persecuted, but not forsaken; cast down, but not destroyed;".................................. 1 Corinthians 1:26-28 "For ye see your calling, brethren, how that not many wise men after the flesh, not many mighty, not many noble, are called: But God hath chosen the foolish things of the world to confound the wise; and God hath chosen the weak things of the world to confound the things which are mighty; And base things of the world, and things which are despised, hath God chosen, yea, and things which are not, to bring to nought things that are:"
Us dinks everyone has counted out
I SWEAR God hasn't counted us out!!!!!!!!!!!
Matthew 8:11-13 "And I say unto you, That many shall come from the east and west, and shall sit down with Abraham, and Isaac, and Jacob, in the kingdom of heaven. But the children of the kingdom shall be cast out into outer darkness: there shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth. And Jesus said unto the centurion, Go thy way; and as thou hast believed, so be it done unto thee. And his servant was healed in the selfsame hour."
Acts 17:5-7
King James Version
5 But the Jews which believed not, moved with envy, took unto them certain lewd fellows of the baser sort, and gathered a company, and set all the city on an uproar, and assaulted the house of Jason, and sought to bring them out to the people.
6 And when they found them not, they drew Jason and certain brethren unto the rulers of the city, crying, These that have turned the world upside down are come hither also;
7 Whom Jason hath received: and these all do contrary to the decrees of Caesar, saying that there is another king, one Jesus.
Jesus didn't come to the earth to be "somebody"
in a world driven by the "pride of life"
1 John 2:16 "For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world."
Jesus came to set the captives FREE
free from this worlds system
that is lusts of the flesh
buy this buy that buy buy buy buy buy buy
Deuteronomy 5:6 "I am the Lord thy God, which brought thee out of the land of Egypt, from the house of bondage."
Some people out there are in bondage
I can't say who like walking outside - especially not where I live everyone looks bout the same...........a fancy car might tip me off some???????
there are people in crazy debt to drive fancy cars
debt is bondage!!!!!!
Proverbs 22:7 "The rich ruleth over the poor, and the borrower is servant to the lender."
if you think
ahhhhhhh but then I'll have friends.............
Proverbs 19:4 "Wealth maketh many friends; but the poor is separated from his neighbour."
DEBT IS A TRAP
IT'S A TRAP
................better to save up for a fancy car
own that
and then get friends 👍👍👍👍👍
wait I'm near loosing my point
jesus
didn't come here
even wanting to be a part of this worlds system
down is up
down is up
I don't care if I'm a popular televangelist or not
clearly I'm not
like I don't care how popular or unpopular I is
down is up
to be in a lowly place is actually hopeful
2 Corinthians 4:8-9 "We are troubled on every side, yet not distressed; we are perplexed, but not in despair; Persecuted, but not forsaken; cast down, but not destroyed;"
STAY DOWN
STAY HUMBLE WITH ME
THE SHIP IS FLIPPING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
James 4:10 "Humble yourselves in the sight of the Lord, and he shall lift you up."
If there are reptilians WE ARE ALL REPTILLIANS...........either our worm dies (reptile part of us) following Jesus or it don't I believe.................Mark 9:44 "Where their worm dieth not, and the fire is not quenched." But some people I theorize could be "reptile" glitching ---- maybe cause they don't have Jesus in their lives?????? My point is judging is bad, loving good (though being noteful of potential reptile glitches I think there is no harm in being noteful that "something might be going on" out there)...........But we view ourselves as "not the reptiles" most of us, and I think that is a false sense of pride that most of the body of christ would be better off without.................
The pharisee never forget in the bible the pharisee was like..............Luke 18:9-14 "And he spake this parable unto certain which trusted in themselves that they were righteous, and despised others: (me sheri interecting here - THAT DESPISED THE REPTILLIAN SHAPESHIFTERS)Two men went up into the temple to pray; the one a Pharisee, and the other a publican.The Pharisee stood and prayed thus with himself, God, I thank thee, that I am not as other men are, extortioners, unjust, adulterers, or even as this publican. I fast twice in the week, I give tithes of all that I possess. And the publican, standing afar off, would not lift up so much as his eyes unto heaven, but smote upon his breast, saying, God be merciful to me a sinner. I tell you, this man went down to his house justified rather than the other: for every one that exalteth himself shall be abased; and he that humbleth himself shall be exalted." If any of us see's a reptillian shapeshifter, none of us should want to be like any pharisee's hating on them, or judgeing them...........nuh uhhhhhhhhh............salute them ya cause bible says do that..........wave high basically or smile nice not judgy at them, and love them. And love our neighbors which maybe some them maybe reptillian shapeshifters ------- so what?????????
My like reptillian shapeshifter in my body cause we are all reptillian shapeshifters if there is any real reptillian shapeshifters cause we all have a worm inside us that needs to die!
Mark 9:47-49 "And if thine eye offend thee, pluck it out: it is better for thee to enter into the kingdom of God with one eye, than having two eyes to be cast into hell fire: Where their worm dieth not, and the fire is not quenched. For every one shall be salted with fire, and every sacrifice shall be salted with salt."
Romans 8:13 "For if ye live after the flesh, ye shall die: but if ye through the Spirit do mortify the deeds of the body, ye shall live."
This blog post is inspired by this you tube channel. (sometimes if I put up a video from a you tube channel they delete it, ok pretty often if I put up a you tube video that isn't a rock song by the rock artist themself.........the video get's deleted or changed etc.)
I was watching the video's on the above channel tonight on reptillian shapeshifters. Many, many, many, people believe that reptillian shapeshifters are real. Maybe they are???????? But if they are we all have a worm inside us that needs to die!
We should not look at any people and be like "oooooooo these people ick" Every person is a person god loves. Every person is a person god wishes would repent.
2 Peter 3:9 "The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance."
Update 5/23/2026 I agree with mini me, being classy isn't backbiting, gossiping, hating (though it's ok to be upset with people). Mini me was trash talking my town below....................sad.
Skirts I sewed yesterday. Have mercy with everyone is my advice cause for many progress is slow. Matthew 5:7 "Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy."
Success tip in life. Forgiving people is classy. Poking fun at people even celebrities that you think are a "ok target" is NOT classy. You want to be "elevated" in society, then elevate the people around you (and celebrities to ya) 1 Peter 2:17 "Honour all men. Love the brotherhood. Fear God. Honour the king".......................
I am NOT feeling welcome at the church my family is going to right now, but according to julian they likely are projecting THEIR INSECURITIES onto me. Cause oftentimes normies I imagine are severelly insecure.
Very few of them would be accounted as "cool" Especially the older ones, they like stuff like watching jeopardy on tv nothing wrong with watching jeopardy I'm just saying they done know.........
THEY KNOW MOST OF THEM
that they ain't actually "cool"
So you can imagine the type of basically nuclear treat I am to them in their minds. What with my hip crop tops I wear etc. I have to laugh at even the thought of this hahahahahahhahaha but it's true. Cause I've been told by many a people how intimidated they are of me ----------- desperately.
Some you normies need to get your confidence back up, we supposed to have confidence yo......
Proverbs 14:26 "In the fear of the Lord is strong confidence: and his children shall have a place of refuge." - "strong confidence" is confidence that is indeed confidence I can read. Ya there's a few negative verses about confidence but I take them to mean ----- have humility to Proverbs 25:19 "Confidence in an unfaithful man in time of trouble is like a broken tooth, and a foot out of joint." You can actually have BOTH at the same time, extreme "strong confidence" and humility at the same time! Isaiah 30:15 "For thus saith the Lord God, the Holy One of Israel; In returning and rest shall ye be saved; in quietness and in confidence shall be your strength: and ye would not."
Acts 28:31 "Preaching the kingdom of God, and teaching those things which concern the Lord Jesus Christ, with all confidence, no man forbidding him."
Like I don't know how to help my town out.............it's looking like my entire town, was either abused or bullied, or both most of their lives...............cause their confidence just isn't there. I shouldn't be viewed as the "threat" I am being viewed as.
I think my town needs to shop at shein, just step it up some www.shein.com that might cure you at least for sometime. But you can't buy swag, it's in your soul if ya have it at all. But if you shop at shein a ton.........that'll pry be a good "bandaid" last for a bit anyways 👍
"Sheri though what about having our confidence be in christ" - ya that doesn't seem to be working out in my town I think they need to go to shein.com
I ain't hating though naw........clearly my whole town has been either like abused or bullied most their lives, their plight is ruff yo's clearly. If their plight wasn't dire, I wouldn't be the threat they view me as. Most them --------- there are a few "jive" folks in my town..............don't look like many YIKES.
ps..........I don't have confidence in the flesh
oh no
I don't ever shop at www.shein.com that well
naw
I like to buy all the $2 each crop tops 😁👍
Philippians 3:3 "For we are the circumcision, which worship God in the spirit, and rejoice in Christ Jesus, and have no confidence in the flesh." But hear me out though some you all wearing rags out there and your self esteem is low..............
and some you can't help that you having a bad time in the "coronavirus time of life"
but some you all
could sure nuff buy some $2 crop tops at www.shein.com
Hey Jesus ain't wishing for us to walk around some heads hanging low, nill confidence, beaten down, sad saps.
Luke 12:27 "Consider the lilies how they grow: they toil not, they spin not; and yet I say unto you, that Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these." Hey Sheri "swag lord" end this blog post while your remotely ahead yo, we've seen video's of your idiotic shein crop top collection you fool.
MS. Joann Detelj's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😊 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose................
Update 4/18/2026 I am in this video confessing a potential fault so you can pray for me. James 5:16 "Confess your faults one to another, and pray one for another, that ye may be healed. The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much." People on the internet make is sound like all mc donalds burgers are chalked full of human's, they have even gone so far as to say the mc donald signs that say 84 million served daily is them confessing serving 84 million or whatever humans a day in burgers.............I DO NOT KNOW IF THIS IS TRUE THOUGH.....................like I guess the conspiracy people think mc donalds is serving billions of people uh humans in burgers a day cause that's what their signs say right now................but like if that's true where they getting billions of human bodies a day at?????????????????????????????? Are there nuclear bombs going off everywhere killing everyone and we at the last 1000 people left on earth??????????????????
it ain't often blondes on the internet saying this stuff either...............mostly brunette believe this.............
In 40+ years on earth I've learned a few things, 1 admitting your wrong being humble enough to admit you were wrong is oftentimes a means to "work peace" with people, and lucifer and his men recently caught me not once but twice "up to stuffs" and I was wrong I'm admitting it. Matthew 5:9 "Blessed are the peacemakers: for they shall be called the children of God."................... By "up to stuffs" I mean working some plot or another........that would be advantageous to me........and severely disadvantageous to them. An excessive greed for total power I have had at times. Often I felt there wasn't "room" given for me on this earth. No room at the inn for little baby Jesus either.
I think that's why at times I've gotten greedy. Maybe some wrestling of the "pride of life" to. Only lucifer and his men "catch me in it" often around 4 a.m. in the morning.
If iron is sharpening me
ya I'm talking about the iron of Lucifer and his men --- bestest believe it's "for my good"
Romans 8:28 "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose."
Sorta off topic..................church at the nazarene churches parking lot listening to the service live on the radio went well today. It was a good sermon, I'm "feeling them" again now. I am a "empath" I'm weird, I'm really, really weird somedays.
But................even that works to my good. Ghosts usually stay real real far away from me, I'm talking real ghosts. I like watching ghost shows, but the few handful of ghosts I've heard or seen in my life - I didn't like them. Their "energy" didn't "vibe" with mine. Sheri that is weird "empath" lingo there. I realize.
I like alive people. I only like watching ghosts on my tv. Alive people they either have Jesus in them, or maybe a nearness to God????? Something hopeful, or the potential for "hopefulness". Ghosts are just depressing in my estimation..............if your a empath and near them.....................or I should say a ultra empath like me and near them ----- YIKES. (I'm glad most people aren't empaths, cause you don't want to experience what I have, being depressed out of the blue, ultra suicide level depressed AND KNOWING THAT AIN'T MY FEELINGS...............me being suicide level depressed and in reality I'm having a great week, this has happened to me a few times..........I like to stay good and far away from ghosts) Alive people 👍
If I wasn't a empath, being a goth with some demented interest in ghosts as I do have..........I'd pry be a ghost hunter BIG TIME if I wasn't a empath, I'd pry would've ended up infested with ghosts. Pry would've gone down some werid like voodoo route in life...........cause I recogn some the infested with ghost all get into that voodoo stuffs.
It's the moment I find that when you think your near perfect, that's when you leave humility
My rendition of "Dreams" by Fleetwood Mac etc............
To me, I could be interpreting this song completely wrong???? But for me this song is speaking of, going off doing things your way, instead of well for me "God's way" aka of being humble. That in pride, you can loose, all kinds of friends etc. that it's just clean better to be humble. Take the last seat on the bus in a way in life. Lay my "agenda" down ---------- for other people's sakes. I don't need "glory" on this earth.................I've brainwashed myself into thinking I need eons of "glory" and "power" I need nothing in reality but to be humble, and serve god the bestest I can. If that be's just being in god's word everyday, pry donating to a few chairties each month, stay concerned for the poor.........do that 👍
Proverbs 22:4 "By humility and the fear of the Lord are riches, and honour, and life." - Not by me trying to "wrestle" some sort of "advantage" over Lucifer and his men. Or just people in general.
Humility that's what I'm talking about in this here blog post.
I think god does want us humble. 1 Peter 5:5 "Likewise, ye younger, submit yourselves unto the elder. Yea, all of you be subject one to another, and be clothed with humility: for God resisteth the proud, and giveth grace to the humble."
Married 23+ years. 2 young adult kids. Work in the realistate industry. Loves Nordick Track ski machine's, kayaking.
I accept jesus as my lord and savior. But I am going with Lucifer once he get's to this earth. I don't want to die! I don't feel up to this point I've really lived life yet!
And I am rooting for Lucifer, he's a underdog like me. Trying his best I SWEAR IT, he's doing a job the job god created him to do cause John 1:1 "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God."
Some you think Lucifer had some chance to repent - I DON'T SEE THOSE BIBLE VERSES?
Are the LGBTQ really all headed to hell? I HAVE HOPE FOR SOME OF THE LGBTQ 1 Corinthians 13:7 "Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things." If you believe all LGBTQ are headed to hell - how then do you have hope for them? (if you say go to church and a LGBTQ is sitting next to you with their partner the 2 of them never planning on becoming straight people ever maybe married 20 years or more - yet your deeming them "doomed to hell") HOW THEN DO YOU HAVE LOVE FOR THEM - FOR "CHARITY" LOVE "HOPETH ALL THINGS!
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