God, christians besides me and maybe small handul of other christians if there is a small handful that aren't prideful maniacs value honour. BUT I BELIEVE HAVING HEART IS THE MOST VALUABLE AND NOT HONOUR...............................

 God, christians besides me and maybe small handul of other christians if there is a small handful that aren't prideful maniacs value honour. BUT I BELIEVE HAVING HEART IS THE MOST VALUABLE AND NOT HONOUR...............................

GOD HE HAD PEOPLE KILLED

NOBODY JUDGES HIS "HONOUR"

(some say he's a heartless a-hole on tiktok - JUST SAYING)

copy and pasted from "AI overview" on google..........................

 """""Direct Destruction by God 

• The Flood: Genesis 6-8 tells of God flooding the Earth to destroy all living creatures due to human wickedness.
• Sodom and Gomorrah: Genesis 19:24-25 describes God raining down fire and brimstone on the cities.
• Firstborn of Egypt: Exodus 12:12, 29 recounts God striking down all the firstborn in Egypt.
• Nadab and Abihu: Leviticus 10:1-2 says fire came out from the presence of the Lord and consumed them for offering "unauthorized fire".
• Korah's Rebellion: Numbers 16:31-35 describes the earth opening to swallow those rebelling against Moses, followed by fire consuming others.
• Eli's Sons: 1 Samuel 2:34, 4:11 mentions God killing Hophni and Phinehas for their wickedness.
• Uzzah: 2 Samuel 6:6-7 states God struck down Uzzah for touching the Ark of the Covenant.
• Ananias and Sapphira: Acts 5:1-11 in the New Testament depicts God striking a couple dead for lying to the Holy Spirit. """"""

JUST BECAUSE LUCIFER ALSO HAD PEOPLE KILLED DON'T MEAN HE IS A A-HOLE TURD EITHER.......................
Isaiah 14:12-20 "How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning! how art thou cut down to the ground, which didst weaken the nations! For thou hast said in thine heart, I will ascend into heaven, I will exalt my throne above the stars of God: I will sit also upon the mount of the congregation, in the sides of the north: I will ascend above the heights of the clouds; I will be like the most High.Yet thou shalt be brought down to hell, to the sides of the pit. They that see thee shall narrowly look upon thee, and consider thee, saying, Is this the man that made the earth to tremble, that did shake kingdoms; That made the world as a wilderness, and destroyed the cities thereof; that opened not the house of his prisoners? All the kings of the nations, even all of them, lie in glory, every one in his own house. But thou art cast out of thy grave like an abominable branch, and as the raiment of those that are slain, thrust through with a sword, that go down to the stones of the pit; as a carcase trodden under feet. Thou shalt not be joined with them in burial, because thou hast destroyed thy land, and slain thy people: the seed of evildoers shall never be renowned."

WHAT IF LUCIFER "SLAIN THY PEOPLE" BECAUSE THEY WERE DOING EVIL????????????????

SO WHAT IF 

LUCIFER SLAINING HIS OWN PEOPLE FOR DOING EVIL 

WHAT THE HECK THAT HE'S WITHOUT HONOUR ACCORDING TO GOD

BUT THEN GOD

CAN SLAIN

SOMEONE

THAT MERELY TOUCHED THE ARCH OF THE COVENANT WHICH I DON'T DEEM THAT THE SIGN OF A EVIL PERSON AT ALL

IN SYNAGOGUES THEY TOUCH THE TORAH OUT OF RESPECT!

Uzzah: 2 Samuel 6:6-7 states God struck down Uzzah for touching the Ark of the Covenant.

BUT GOD CAN JUST BAMN WHIPE OUT UZZAH AND HAVE ALL THE GLORY AND HONOUR AND PRAISE FOREVER

I'M NOT SAYING GOD IS EVIL - NO 

I KNOW GOD AIN'T EVIL

I'M SAYING 

IT'S NOT FAIR WHAT'S BEING DID TO LUCIFER

IT'S NOT FAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YEP 

MIGHT AS WELL HATE ME

THE ANTI CHRIST WILL NEVER TAKE DOWN MY BLOG

YOU KNOW WHY.............................................................

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HA HA HA HA

Romans 8:28

And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose.

"F YOU SHERI" 

my goth self is OBSESSEDDDDDDDDDDDDD with the band GHOST 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

(technically this probably isn't like the greatest music ever, but I love the lead singer of this band so much, HE CAN MAKE WHATEVER MUSIC HE WANTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)............💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

What is this I must love you all while I'm hated by you all???????????????? EVEN THE BIBLE SAYS THERE IS A TIME TO REFRAIN FROM EMBRACING!!!!!!! Ecclesiastes 3:5 "A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;" it's not fair!!!!!!!!!!! And when my mom e-mailed me after months of me not speaking to my family (cause she reverted to a old e-mail address that wasn't blocked) I HEARD LUCIFER CRYING - SOBBING HIS HEART OUT SWEAR TO GOD................................my parents have put in the worst place cause they hate lucifer who I believe is my 1st husband..................it's not fun hearing my parents in particular going on and on about how bad they hate lucifer I DONT LIKE THIS THIS IS TORTURE I DON'T LIKE GOD SMACK TALKING LUCIFER EITHER IN THE BIBLE I DON'T AGREE WITH GOD'S IDEAS ABOUT LUCIFER...........PS THOUGH I will still hug Chrissy Salem, both my husbands though brian ain't into hugs or kissing or nothing cept late night activities about 6 times a year YIKES.................a few people still get hugs a few few more pry not many..............

 What is this I must love you all while I'm hated by you all???????????????? EVEN THE BIBLE SAYS THERE IS A TIME TO REFRAIN FROM EMBRACING!!!!!!! Ecclesiastes 3:5 "A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;" it's not fair!!!!!!!!!!! And when my mom e-mailed me after months of me not speaking to my family (cause she reverted to a old e-mail address that wasn't blocked) I HEARD LUCIFER CRYING - SOBBING HIS HEART OUT SWEAR TO GOD................................my parents have put in the worst place cause they hate lucifer who I believe is my 1st husband..................it's not fun hearing my parents in particular going on and on about how bad they hate lucifer I DONT LIKE THIS THIS IS TORTURE I DON'T LIKE GOD SMACK TALKING LUCIFER EITHER IN THE BIBLE I DON'T AGREE WITH GOD'S IDEAS ABOUT LUCIFER...........PS THOUGH I will still hug Chrissy Salem, both my husbands though brian ain't into hugs or kissing or nothing cept late night activities about 6 times a year YIKES.................a few people still get hugs a few few more pry not many..............

I SWEAR TO GOD

I shook lucifers hand I do BELIEVE in heaven before I came to this earth 

in front of god and all the hosts of heaven

AND I KNOW LUCIFER WILL KEEP HIS WORD WITH ME

THAT'S A MAN WORTHY OF HONOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Isaiah 14:16-20 "They that see thee shall narrowly look upon thee, and consider thee, saying, Is this the man that made the earth to tremble, that did shake kingdoms; That made the world as a wilderness, and destroyed the cities thereof; that opened not the house of his prisoners? All the kings of the nations, even all of them, lie in glory, every one in his own house. But thou art cast out of thy grave like an abominable branch, and as the raiment of those that are slain, thrust through with a sword, that go down to the stones of the pit; as a carcase trodden under feet. Thou shalt not be joined with them in burial, because thou hast destroyed thy land, and slain thy people: the seed of evildoers shall never be renowned."

fellow christians sing all the time

all honour glory and praise to should go to jesus

lies

even if song above get's deleted for some reason you all know versions of this song this one that says all honour glory and praise to jesus - LIES

AND I HAD A VISION OF LUCIFER AT THE DAY OF ARMAGEDDON

AND HE WALKED UP

NOT WITH HATE FILLED IN HIS HEART

BUT A WEARINESS

A WEARINESS

OF A GOD

THAT CREATED HIM A VILLIAN

AND THEN DOOMS HIM FOR ETERNITY

LUCIFER IS WORTHY OF HONOUR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HE IS ALSO WORTHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

he's worked harder then anybody lucifer has in eternity

hurting his legssssssssssss walking around this earth looking for whom he may devour because that is the job god gave him to do!!!!!!!!!!!!

and what thanks is he gonna get

0

THIS IS A TRAVESTY!

screw honour then

screw that

SCREW THAT THEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Humility is important and most people are better then me, including my attackers the apostolic christian church of america (they don't wear wedding rings most em cause they deem wedding rings sinful filth they are so holy and awesome and better then me over there) GOD RESISTS THE PROUD, IT DON'T MATTER HOW MUCH A MESS I AM ------------- am I humble? Or willing to humble myself AS OUR LORD JESUS CHRIST DID Philippians 2:7 "But made himself of no reputation, and took upon him the form of a servant, and was made in the likeness of men:"..............

 I'm not saying here that all or even some (though some appear to be very proud at this church in my estimation) are proud. I'm not the attacking bi--- they are trying to make me out to be..................that church PROFOUNDLY changed my life. I think for the better. If you think my loving satan, and being goth is for the worse............you can have that opinion.............I believe loving more people then less IS FOR THE BETTER.

  I realize there is 0% free speech in the united states of america so the apostolic christian church of america has to keep attacking me my whole life ------ I understand.

 Humility is important and most people are better then me, including my attackers the apostolic christian church of america (they don't wear wedding rings most em cause they deem wedding rings sinful filth they are so holy and awesome and better then me over there) GOD RESISTS THE PROUD, IT DON'T MATTER HOW MUCH A MESS I AM ------------- am I humble? Or willing to humble myself AS OUR LORD JESUS CHRIST DID Philippians 2:7 "But made himself of no reputation, and took upon him the form of a servant, and was made in the likeness of men:"..............

Isaiah 66:2 "For all those things hath mine hand made, and all those things have been, saith the Lord: but to this man will I look, even to him that is poor and of a contrite spirit, and trembleth at my word."

  I think we all battle wanting to have pride, wanting to be "right" but I digress the bible says my enemies will be feasting with me - THAT I WILL WIN - Psalm 23:5 "Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over."

  Jesus christ whom most claim as their lord..............humbled himself. HUMBLED HIMSELF! "made himself of no reputation" - and that don't mean that people don't know him, oh they know him.................

they say this about the lord Jesus christ who "made himself of no reputation"........

Matthew 11:19 "The Son of man came eating and drinking, and they say, Behold a man gluttonous, and a winebibber, a friend of publicans and sinners. But wisdom is justified of her children."

I believe the apostolic christian church of america was JESUS'S ENEMIES TO

AND JESUS

instead of becoming a member of the apostolic christian church of america he decided to go hang out with SINNERS AT BARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I really believe that. 

------------- he might've went to church as a adult sometimes to 

but I billions % don't believe the lord jesus christ NEVER EVER EVER EVER went to the apostolic christian church of america 

why would he do that?

he was buisy making himself OF NO REPUTATION!

AS HE SHOULD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

JOIN ME AND THE LORD

WE ARE WORSE THEN THE HOUSE OF BEEZELBUB

YA WE LISTEN TO LADY GAGA ALBUMS PROBABLY AND SOMETIMES GO TO BARS AND/OR CLUBS and we wine bib!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Matthew 10:25 "It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?"

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if everyone around you is disguisting sinners not to love\

NOT TO LOVE\

Luke 18

9 And he spake this parable unto certain which trusted in themselves that they were righteous, and despised others:

10 Two men went up into the temple to pray; the one a Pharisee, and the other a publican.

11 The Pharisee stood and prayed thus with himself, God, I thank thee, that I am not as other men are, extortioners, unjust, adulterers, or even as this publican.

12 I fast twice in the week, I give tithes of all that I possess.

13 And the publican, standing afar off, would not lift up so much as his eyes unto heaven, but smote upon his breast, saying, God be merciful to me a sinner.

14 I tell you, this man went down to his house justified rather than the other: for every one that exalteth himself shall be abased; and he that humbleth himself shall be exalted.

I love sinners a ton!

(apostolic christian church of america members comment "sheri that is filth") 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍

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Mrs. Hutcherson's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose.................

If I seem to be in a bad mood lately or worse then usually I've been extra attacked lately

my "son" is getting right now a hysterectomy (though I think it's a bad idea, cause there are side effects to that surgery potentially and some them sound real bad) -------- he's getting one just cause he don't want a "that time of the month" anymore  or to have babies ever. 

he works in the house most days

so I have to stay in our bedroom and be quiet all the time cause he's often in meetings

this pic show his original covid 19 office at home, which is still his office, he now switches off between 2 offices.........I'M NOT ALLOWED TO SPEAK TO HIM ALL DAY I get yelled at if I do. Cause he's much to buisy doing much more important stuffs then me..........I'm of no value on the earth l'm a worthless b---------- just read comments over the years of people non-stop telling me I'm a worthless b-------- besides my mom my mom says nice stuffs to me most the time. And maybe 1-2 other people over the years - I think 1-2 other people like 1 comment each. 

this is his 2nd office new one, he's taken over my peloton room, peloton biking was giving me joy in life and a will to live and everything, now I hardly ever get the chance to peloton bike. Only chance I get is like round 10 p.m. when him and Ian are watching this brittish comedy they like ---------------- I don't get that comedy at all

I watched some of a few episodes and I didn't get the jokes or humour at all

but brian and ian think it's the funniest show ever

not at all all do I get the jokes and humour - they do embarassing things on that show and then they think it's the funniest shiz ever................I don't get that humour?????????

................I am getting a sunroom built

but sunrooms can be very chilly ----- but lets hope it works out for me

..........that finally I don't have to be trapped most days of the week in my tiny bedroom

Many people on tik tok I've watched mention that they believe this earth is hell "the good place" tv show. But I tell you the truth..........Romans 2:9 "Tribulation and anguish, upon every soul of man that doeth evil, of the Jew first, and also of the Gentile;" And you might think "oh well non of us do evil" that is where you might be wrong.................James 4:17 "Therefore to him that knoweth to do good, and doeth it not, to him it is sin." If your "sinning" because you know to do good and you ain't doing it ---------- YOU ARE DOING EVIL THEN ACCORDING TO THE BIBLE.......................

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Update 10/27/2026 I'll reap from doing good my last 3 months of life at this rate maybe (maybe my last 10 days) pry'll reap a $20 gift certificate to the red lobster......if I'm really normal human being I'm saying.  Galatians 6:9 "And let us not be weary in well doing: for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not."......................

Mr. Becker's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😊 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose............

Many people on tik tok I've watched mention that they believe this earth is hell "the good place" tv show. But I tell you the truth..........Romans 2:9 "Tribulation and anguish, upon every soul of man that doeth evil, of the Jew first, and also of the Gentile;" And you might think "oh well non of us do evil" that is where you might be wrong.................James 4:17 "Therefore to him that knoweth to do good, and doeth it not, to him it is sin." If your "sinning" because you know to do good and you ain't doing it ---------- YOU ARE DOING EVIL THEN ACCORDING TO THE BIBLE.......................

JUST TO BRING IT ALL 20/20 VISION FOR YOU ALL MORE..............

Romans 2:8-10

King James Version

8 But unto them that are contentious, and do not obey the truth, but obey unrighteousness, indignation and wrath,

9 Tribulation and anguish, upon every soul of man that doeth evil, of the Jew first, and also of the Gentile;

10 But glory, honour, and peace, to every man that worketh good, to the Jew first, and also to the Gentile:

what are you sheri?

your some weird break in the matrix

ya

also 

I'm a dragon

🐉

happiness isn't always obtainable always, but often it can be I believe

if you grieving...........my advice help someone else today you'll be surprised how helping someone else might just brighten up your day

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Ms. Anderson's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose..............

(video blog post) Honouring my parents. Deuteronomy 5:16 "Honour thy father and thy mother, as the Lord thy God hath commanded thee; that thy days may be prolonged, and that it may go well with thee, in the land which the Lord thy God giveth thee."......................

If you watch the video below I did get my cna license, but ended up not working as a cna because, at the same time my realistate job which had gotten slow...................business picked way up. 

and in the portland area many the cna jobs starting out don't pay that much

the pay is better now

but when I got my cna license the pay was $18 a hour and then minimum or other jobs that didn't require one to wipe butts all day long cause that's what a cna does! Pay about the same..........well it's still like that......................

large this pic from craigslist portland area, you can see date at bottom corner on my computer

then for comparison sake, look at these other jobs very comprabable pay...................

"the love of helping people" 

that could be "motivation enough" 

but it wasn't for me................cause cna's do hard work that is a hard job and then they don't get paid much and your feet hurt at the end of the day ----------- hardly any pay

I had no idea

how hard cna's work before I went to cna training school

and I had no idea how underpaid they are where I live until I went to cna school and then I was like ahhhhhhh this is bad

My dad he always went to work, I did not see him much because he often worked overtime and many long hours (well he was back years and years and years of back child support to my big sister - just saying).

Deuteronomy 5:16 "Honour thy father and thy mother, as the Lord thy God hath commanded thee; that thy days may be prolonged, and that it may go well with thee, in the land which the Lord thy God giveth thee."

 I got this for both of my parents birthdays........

I am a big believer that how your house is "decorated" will impact your mood and how you feel about yourself. 

I so much believe in "feng shui" that recently I talked my husband into moving all the coats back into the coat closet ------ because before they were by the door but like where you could see them like maybe 50 coats............that "visual clutter" will impact you. But the idea of "feng shui" isn't to have 0% decorations in your house, or things "seeable" but instead to be mindful of what art, what plants, have a plan. That there never be or "feel like" there is randomn clutter everywhere. 

   I don't see people really honouring there parents out there at all ---------- maybe everyone is suicidal????????????????????

  ??????????????????????????????????????????????

  Hope you get liking life more. 

 This song has nothing to do with this post I just love Lana Del Rey. I've been told I'm a satan worshipper, I accept Jesus christ as my lord and savior, I've been told I'm a mislead desperate sinner. But I didn't have a childhood, my mom battled cancer most of my childhood and teen years. What do people do once they can finally live??????????? Or I should say what do people want to do once they can finally live........................live "come off of the shelf" as lana sings, ya that's right lana!!!!!!!!!

Video blog post: I need to immortalize what I said about honouring all men today that definately includes Carissa Bennett and Rosemary Raplar, and that includes poor people..................myself being poor...........that's why I don't have many friends...................

Update 6/2/2026 I thought I was important on earth in 2020, I really did, I thought I had value in 2020. My morning is off to a great start, yesterday I was triggered by a muslim lady that she been to harsh on me, I had to make a tiktok saying please please go easy on me that I donating to help gaza, then I just was thinking about church abuse I've been through and went on a whole downward tailspin. 

but

good news

all things do work together for the good

when lucifer get's here and people die I WON'T FEEL ANYTHING

Matthew 24:12 "And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold." I literally won't feel 1 iota. 

and that is a very good thing for me

matcha tea I'm drinking right now pictured above, and a salt candle I bought at a garage sale 😁 (I noticed the salt candle cools the air some, well I googled that and THAT'S A REAL PHENOMINA)

Ms M's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😊 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose..................

Video blog post: I need to immortalize what I said about honouring all men today that definately includes Carissa Bennett and Rosemary Raplar, and that includes poor people..................myself being poor...........that's why I don't have many friends...................
   I'm afraid these ladies will indeed delete their replies, I would think they would that they would want to "have some dignity".........but I said some important stuff in reply to the as of 11:56 a.m. on 12/8.2020 the last comment made by Rosemary Raplar if she makes more comments who knows?................

Rosemary Raplar1 day ago
@Queen Sheri I wish you were my neighbor we would read the Bible together. Riches do not bring the best of friends. I'd rather have one good friend than hundred who know I have money. All throughout the Bible God worked with the poor. I'd rather be poor than rich. I don't want to end up like the rich man in hell! Read, read READ the Bible. God will be your best friend. PS I don't know how to highlight comments. I must have accidentally push something while scrolling through.
   My replies I wish to immortalize, I am very afraid these ladies will delete their comments and if they did my replies would also be deleted.
@Rosemary Raplar You must be one of them, types that don't need friends. I'm not like that, I'm one of them "Extroverted" persona's. Both my best friends moved away from me, and one of them I quitted being friends with because she was a flee-r of the law, like I searched free search her records, and her and her husband sure enough had some "court alert" on them.......and then there was lists of their "accomplises" --------- my ex-best friend looks to be did realistate fraud repeatedly (buying houses that were broken from all I can piece together, and then selling them under "false pretenses" that things were working in said houses that weren't). They clean fled the state of georgia and they told us they weren't supposed to be in my state..........and then they just stayed in my state for months. I think they still are in my state.........just fleeing the law full out. And then my other best friend she just moved to far away. I need lot's of attention.............i am one of them "types" that thrives in life having lot's of social interation, "covid 19 time of life" has been real hard on me.
@Rosemary Raplar Not only am I a "extrovert" persona, on a scale of 1-10 --------- the level of crisis of how much I need to be famous soon is 10. I need for people to love me. And I need a ton of people to love me, like most of the entire planet. Cause I need my life to be better..........I need to not wake up in the morning anymore dreading who's going to attack me now on my blog or on you tube etc. I need to be able to wake up in the morning and know "yes, people love me out there" ----------------- I need like a better life for reals, I need more friends like bad, and by more I mean a fame amount. That's what it's going to take for people to really love me, I believe. I believe I need to "blow up" all kinds on this earth..........that I NEED THAT.
@Rosemary Raplar I think though in heaven (nobody may be reading this this may be a "discussion I'm having with myself" we will need to speak to one another, so I disagree with the idea of even a "few friends and god" SHOULD NOT WE LOVE ONE ANOTHER AS CHRISTIANS AND DON'T THAT ENTAIL A FEW MORE FRIENDS THEN 1 OR TWO ON THIS EARTH? When you said..... """@Queen Sheri I wish you were my neighbor we would read the Bible together. Riches do not bring the best of friends. I'd rather have one good friend than hundred who know I have money. All throughout the Bible God worked with the poor. I'd rather be poor than rich. I don't want to end up like the rich man in hell! Read, read READ the Bible. God will be your best friend."""" One or 2..........................we are supposed to all love each other in heaven. There is something wrong with this "idea" out there that "ooooooooooooooh if most people hate my guts and attack me all the time on my you tube and my instagram and my facebook and my blog that's fine I have god for a friend, or two friends or one friend and god" WHAT???????????????? Very few are apostles according to the bible...........1 Corinthians 12:29 "Are all apostles? are all prophets? are all teachers? are all workers of miracles?" But even they had a fair amount of friends that apostles in the bible did. Romans 13:8 "Owe no man any thing, but to love one another: for he that loveth another hath fulfilled the law." More would they do then wish they could be your next door neighbor and bible study with you, they would really TRY. They would really really love. More then just 1 or two comments on someones blog ------ I'M TELLING YOU THE BODY OF CHRIST USED TO REALLY LOVE EACH OTHER. Paul said....................2 Corinthians 12:15 "And I will very gladly spend and be spent for you; though the more abundantly I love you, the less I be loved."
Also is paul and other apostles supposed to be the only ones that 2 Corinthians 12:15 "And I will very gladly spend and be spent for you; though the more abundantly I love you, the less I be loved." Well if they are, and your 2 comments on my blog are "sufficient" in the eye's of the body of christ. Well then how is the anybody going to look at any christians anywhere and see love.........................if it is soooooooooooooooooooo ok to neglect me this much??????????? James 2:5-7 5 Hearken, my beloved brethren, Hath not God chosen the poor of this world rich in faith, and heirs of the kingdom which he hath promised to them that love him? 6 But ye have despised the poor. Do not rich men oppress you, and draw you before the judgment seats? You tell me Rosemary Raplar that my poor self being despised by the body of christ is plenty ok. But it should NOT BE OK. I should have a abundance of friends, whether I be a apostle or not. (honest I ain't even sure somedays..............I feel I am "like paul" and I have been for years...........but I could be imagining things???????)
A few minutes later I had more to say.........................................
  When you told me Rosemary "you poor thing" Whether you were addressing a apostle or not...................... are those words the words to address EITHER a apostle or a normal christian? Philippians 2:3 "Let nothing be done through strife or vainglory; but in lowliness of mind let each esteem other better than themselves." Or where you bashing me to get some "glory" for yourself of some sort?????????? Is your glory glorious now????????????? IF you were indeed trying to bash me to obtain some sort of "glory" for yourself???????????
@Rosemary Raplar Though I know I am not perfect I may of said things I shouldn't of said to you I am sorry for that. You pry are "on the bar" as they say, super high up at your church. I am not like you in that way I on my blog openly declare myself the last of the body of christ (with jesus being below me he beat me, barely Revelation 22:13 "I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end, the first and the last." I'm a touch sad about him beating me as "the last" but I'll get over it. I have a real point, the earth is watching are they doing to see a "loving church" or not you recogn by a bunch of judgy comments on my blog???????????? If you hate me fine, but then you should love the body of christ enough to think about how you speak to me 1 Peter 2:17 "Honour all men. Love the brotherhood. Fear God. Honour the king." Whether they be christian or not. I am christian. That's why I'm hated this bad, but I do love lucifer as well and hope someday lucifers people will love me CAUSE I NEED TO BE LOVED BY SOME PEOPLE SOMEWHERE.

Honouring the Apostolic Christian church of america 1 Peter 2:17 "Honour all men. Love the brotherhood. Fear God. Honour the king.".......................

this is how better then us all the apostolic christian church of america is according to AI on the internet at least today they don't allow prints or patterns on clothing (I went there many years and for sure I was the only one wearing "fun clothing")

and we should ONLY donate money to the apostolic christian church of america like everyday of our lives

cause look at the list above surely they are gods above us the holy elect of god

and the bible says................

Galatians 6:10

As we have therefore opportunity, let us do good unto all men, especially unto them who are of the household of faith.

  I personally was told I'm "the worst ever" by one of their elders and told I could never join their church ever such worthless scum one of their elders told me clearly they safe to say believe this about everyone that isn't them -------- CAUSE I WAS TOLD I COULDN'T WEAR HENNA FOR A WEDDING RING, OR MASCARA AND JOIN THEIR CHURCH. SO THEY HAVE TO 

A - THINK THEY ARE SUPERIOR TO BASICALLY EVERYONE

B - THINK THE WORLD IS TRASH WORTHLESS GARBAGE CAUSE I WAS CRYING IN THE CHURCH, NOBODY CARED THE DOORS WERE OPEN TO THE CONGREGATION THEY COULD HEAR ME THEY DIDN'T CARE AT ALL WELL WHY WOULD THEY I'M TRASH IN THEIR MINDS ALWAYS WAS THEY WERE JUST PRETENDING TO BE NICE TO ME WHEN THEY WERE "ACTING" (eventually quite a few of them said many mean things to me and many sundays I ran to the bathroom crying - they quitted their "acting athon eventually")

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clearly I'm worthless satan worshipping garbage apostolic christian church of america so I don't donate to you as much as the rest of the earth since how you know people are supposed to do good more to the household of faith and surely it's gotta be a bunch of people that don't have weddings rings on or makeup or pattern shirts or joy (sarcasm) 

1 Peter 4:18 "And if the righteous scarcely be saved, where shall the ungodly and the sinner appear?"

Update 9/13/2025 truelly I am satanic worthless trash (supposedly and that does look to be earth's "concensous about me" NOBODY COMMENTS ON MY BLOG I'M GAWKED AT BY EVERYONE - BECAUSE THEY PRY THINK I'M WORTHLESS TRASH THEY PRY DO I'M "CANCELLED" - I don't have either the perfect republican viewpoints or the perfect democratic viewpoints NEITHER - i like bernie sanders!!!!!!!!!!!), and you all should go and worship the apostolic christian church of america

for it is a straight and narrow way

and they do not wear jewelry, or makeup (unless a leading elder brother gives a couple permission to wear wedding rings) 

nevermind that the bible says...................

Matthew 12:7

But if ye had known what this meaneth, I will have mercy, and not sacrifice, ye would not have condemned the guiltless.

Honouring the Apostolic Christian church of america 1 Peter 2:17 "Honour all men. Love the brotherhood. Fear God. Honour the king.".......................

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The world is like making me c-cky right now for reals! - They should humble me, by making me famous and give me a lot of money 😂💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

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Kanye West giving props to and deffending Joel Osteen, this is why to honour all men, you don't know who's going to defend you someday and honour you?...................

Cutest polka dotted goat 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓..........

Kanye West giving props to and deffending Joel Osteen, this is why to honour all men, you don't know who's going to defend you someday and honour you?...................

 Not only do I believe Kanye West is saved, I believe god is using Him immensely...............I'm glad about that!
  If you demonize people out there........................that's horrible for #1 and I've seen people try and demonize Kanye West (horrible things I have seen on you tube and the internet).  Christianity shouldn't ever EVER be a club only for the perfect super fantastic looking "saintly enough" people.

  Honest I believe in my life and in Kanye West's life

God let us both "screw up" several times

SO THAT GOD COULD SHOW UP IN OUR LIVES!

And show people the power of God!

(I'm not saying what I want to say that well, but I'm tryin)

1 Corinthians 1:27-29 "But God hath chosen the foolish things of the world to confound the wise; and God hath chosen the weak things of the world to confound the things which are mighty; And base things of the world, and things which are despised, hath God chosen, yea, and things which are not, to bring to nought things that are: That no flesh should glory in his presence." I believe me and Kanye West are exibit A and exhibit B of exactly the type of people god chooses............................not due to any fantasticness me or kanye did..........................................But so that to God be all the glory, honour and praise -------- well HE'S GOD GOD IS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  Am I god

are you go

no neither one of us is god

so who should the glory and honour go to us or God???????????

God is the correct answer!!!!!!!!!!!!

1 Peter 2:17 "Honour all men. Love the brotherhood. Fear God. Honour the king."

 "Hey I've got to dance yeah!

Oh the nasty things that people say
But I'm gonna make it anyway,
Dance yeah!
Got canned heat in my heels tonight baby"

Save the children definately appears to be a charity helping the starving kids of gaza................

https://www.savethechildren.org/

The seriousness of gossip needs to be understood Proverbs 11:9 "An hypocrite with his mouth destroyeth his neighbour: but through knowledge shall the just be delivered." a hypocrite destroys his neighbor with words DESTROYS THEM...............but it's not worth it....................the gain I think people think they get via gossip isn't real...................

Update 8/4/2025 went to the united methodist churches (our current church - we ain't church hopping) potluck. That's why we parked in different spot in the parking lot. I was very careful to try and eat mostly healthy and not to much food either............I didn't just heap shiz on my plate "old me would've just heaped shiz on my plate...............

The seriousness of gossip needs to be understood Proverbs 11:9 "An hypocrite with his mouth destroyeth his neighbour: but through knowledge shall the just be delivered." a hypocrite destroys his neighbor with words DESTROYS THEM...............but it's not worth it....................the gain I think people think they get via gossip isn't real...................
Galatians 5:18-20 "But if ye be led of the Spirit, ye are not under the law. Now the works of the flesh are manifest, which are these; Adultery, fornication, uncleanness, lasciviousness, Idolatry, witchcraft, hatred, variance, emulations, wrath, strife, seditions, heresies,"
  Some people can't help themselves that's them "winning" in their minds.
  If they literally believed that wasn't them "winning" they wouldn't do those things anymore would they??????????????????????????????????????????
   But they e-mail a tasty morsel of gossip.............they believe they are really getting ahead, or you tube some smack talk of somebody they think they are getting the view and getting ahead do they not???????????????????
or practice some witch craft
love for the witches though

There's been days I felt trapped,  cause there is scandalous things going on around me allllllllllllllll the time, that I could gossip about.
  And sometimes you get thinking - well what if I don't gossip will I even have anything to say then...................................times I don't deem my life exciting at all.

But maybe for most of us - WE WOULD.

Still a bible to talk about ain't there?????????????

Still all men to honour isn't there???????????????
1 Peter 2:17 "Honour all men. Love the brotherhood. Fear God. Honour the king."

   I include pictures of my family room remodel how it's going....................

got a cool goth looking solid super heavy wood entertainment center 😀 it's going to store stuff.

As you can see our new family room is a small room (it was my computer room so) tv is about to be installed on the bookshelf. Once all the boxes and junk is put into the currently empty entertainment center, it's going to be a nice little family room 😀 going to lord willing fix my coo coo clock and put that next to the entertainment center and that'll look real good in my goth family room 👍

Got this desk at a thriftstore, and it does fit in my bedroom...............and all this remodeling was just in time cause my oldest daughter is having a bunch of friends over this week probably.

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