Humility is important and most people are better then me, including my attackers the apostolic christian church of america (they don't wear wedding rings most em cause they deem wedding rings sinful filth they are so holy and awesome and better then me over there) GOD RESISTS THE PROUD, IT DON'T MATTER HOW MUCH A MESS I AM ------------- am I humble? Or willing to humble myself AS OUR LORD JESUS CHRIST DID Philippians 2:7 "But made himself of no reputation, and took upon him the form of a servant, and was made in the likeness of men:"..............

 I'm not saying here that all or even some (though some appear to be very proud at this church in my estimation) are proud. I'm not the attacking bi--- they are trying to make me out to be..................that church PROFOUNDLY changed my life. I think for the better. If you think my loving satan, and being goth is for the worse............you can have that opinion.............I believe loving more people then less IS FOR THE BETTER.

  I realize there is 0% free speech in the united states of america so the apostolic christian church of america has to keep attacking me my whole life ------ I understand.

 Humility is important and most people are better then me, including my attackers the apostolic christian church of america (they don't wear wedding rings most em cause they deem wedding rings sinful filth they are so holy and awesome and better then me over there) GOD RESISTS THE PROUD, IT DON'T MATTER HOW MUCH A MESS I AM ------------- am I humble? Or willing to humble myself AS OUR LORD JESUS CHRIST DID Philippians 2:7 "But made himself of no reputation, and took upon him the form of a servant, and was made in the likeness of men:"..............

Isaiah 66:2 "For all those things hath mine hand made, and all those things have been, saith the Lord: but to this man will I look, even to him that is poor and of a contrite spirit, and trembleth at my word."

  I think we all battle wanting to have pride, wanting to be "right" but I digress the bible says my enemies will be feasting with me - THAT I WILL WIN - Psalm 23:5 "Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over."

  Jesus christ whom most claim as their lord..............humbled himself. HUMBLED HIMSELF! "made himself of no reputation" - and that don't mean that people don't know him, oh they know him.................

they say this about the lord Jesus christ who "made himself of no reputation"........

Matthew 11:19 "The Son of man came eating and drinking, and they say, Behold a man gluttonous, and a winebibber, a friend of publicans and sinners. But wisdom is justified of her children."

I believe the apostolic christian church of america was JESUS'S ENEMIES TO

AND JESUS

instead of becoming a member of the apostolic christian church of america he decided to go hang out with SINNERS AT BARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I really believe that. 

------------- he might've went to church as a adult sometimes to 

but I billions % don't believe the lord jesus christ NEVER EVER EVER EVER went to the apostolic christian church of america 

why would he do that?

he was buisy making himself OF NO REPUTATION!

AS HE SHOULD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

JOIN ME AND THE LORD

WE ARE WORSE THEN THE HOUSE OF BEEZELBUB

YA WE LISTEN TO LADY GAGA ALBUMS PROBABLY AND SOMETIMES GO TO BARS AND/OR CLUBS and we wine bib!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Matthew 10:25 "It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?"

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if everyone around you is disguisting sinners not to love\

NOT TO LOVE\

Luke 18

9 And he spake this parable unto certain which trusted in themselves that they were righteous, and despised others:

10 Two men went up into the temple to pray; the one a Pharisee, and the other a publican.

11 The Pharisee stood and prayed thus with himself, God, I thank thee, that I am not as other men are, extortioners, unjust, adulterers, or even as this publican.

12 I fast twice in the week, I give tithes of all that I possess.

13 And the publican, standing afar off, would not lift up so much as his eyes unto heaven, but smote upon his breast, saying, God be merciful to me a sinner.

14 I tell you, this man went down to his house justified rather than the other: for every one that exalteth himself shall be abased; and he that humbleth himself shall be exalted.

I love sinners a ton!

(apostolic christian church of america members comment "sheri that is filth") 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍

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If I seem to be in a bad mood lately or worse then usually I've been extra attacked lately

my "son" is getting right now a hysterectomy (though I think it's a bad idea, cause there are side effects to that surgery potentially and some them sound real bad) -------- he's getting one just cause he don't want a "that time of the month" anymore  or to have babies ever. 

he works in the house most days

so I have to stay in our bedroom and be quiet all the time cause he's often in meetings

this pic show his original covid 19 office at home, which is still his office, he now switches off between 2 offices.........I'M NOT ALLOWED TO SPEAK TO HIM ALL DAY I get yelled at if I do. Cause he's much to buisy doing much more important stuffs then me..........I'm of no value on the earth l'm a worthless b---------- just read comments over the years of people non-stop telling me I'm a worthless b-------- besides my mom my mom says nice stuffs to me most the time. And maybe 1-2 other people over the years - I think 1-2 other people like 1 comment each. 

this is his 2nd office new one, he's taken over my peloton room, peloton biking was giving me joy in life and a will to live and everything, now I hardly ever get the chance to peloton bike. Only chance I get is like round 10 p.m. when him and Ian are watching this brittish comedy they like ---------------- I don't get that comedy at all

I watched some of a few episodes and I didn't get the jokes or humour at all

but brian and ian think it's the funniest show ever

not at all all do I get the jokes and humour - they do embarassing things on that show and then they think it's the funniest shiz ever................I don't get that humour?????????

................I am getting a sunroom built

but sunrooms can be very chilly ----- but lets hope it works out for me

..........that finally I don't have to be trapped most days of the week in my tiny bedroom

humility vs. meekness.........went to montana for little over a week!!!!!!!...........

Update 10/20/2023 this blog post has been highly edited. I think as soon as facebook happened, and instagram happened, many of us started comparing each other to each other whether we realize it or not. How many likes and follows you have is actually so unimportant...................

1 Corinthians 1:27 "But God hath chosen the foolish things of the world to confound the wise; and God hath chosen the weak things of the world to confound the things which are mighty;"

------------------------- nomadder where we each are in life it's exremely possible for us all to be meek and humble! I think it has to do a lot with having the right perspective in what we are to god....................

a vapor

James 4:14 "Whereas ye know not what shall be on the morrow. For what is your life? It is even a vapour, that appeareth for a little time, and then vanisheth away."

 With the right kind of heavenly perspective it's I believe plenty possible for all us to be "poor and contrite of spirit" "meek" "humble" etc.

   We are all scarcely saved, it's for the better that way, that we not be proud and pufffed up and boastful. 1 Peter 4:18 "And if the righteous scarcely be saved, where shall the ungodly and the sinner appear?" Keep on redeeming the time that's my advice. Ephesians 5:16 "Redeeming the time, because the days are evil." That might be a phone call to a friend, or a writing a friend a letter, or volunteering somewhere etc. the little things do count. 

(view from the viewing cabin of the train I rode...................miles and miles of pretty mountains - I did enjoy riding the train a slew!!!!!!!! It was fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

Have a great week earth! 

LOVE

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I do want to have a clean inside of my cup!....................

  Update 8/28/2024 home decor tip. If you have a comforter that you can put duvet covers on, duvet sets are awesome and can change the look of a room for very little money. This duvet set is only $10 on amazon or was a few days ago - pry still is...........bamn I'm on a tropical vacation now......................

the tiger printed pillowcase cover is from ikea that was like $1 on sale 😁

(apostolic christian church of america and living hope church and the rest of the body of christ xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo valentine ON) As you can see on this package it says "feel light and clean inside" ya isn't that what most us want? I want that! Luke 11:39 "And the Lord said unto him, Now do ye Pharisees make clean the outside of the cup and the platter; but your inward part is full of ravening and wickedness." These words been man on me, "full of ravening and wickedness" I told one the leading brother's of my aunts apostolic christian church of america today................I need inside my cup to get clean, it just does no good to be in a huff everytime I don't get my way. And it's just horrible in general the idea of having ones inward part "FULL of ravening and wickedness" --------- I want to "feel light and clean inside" : ) light and clean!
  This verse also super spoke to me lately, was just good to hear and on the topic.........John 3:20 "For every one that doeth evil hateth the light, neither cometh to the light, lest his deeds should be reproved." Thank god I don't hate the light!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thank god I'm willing to go to His word, and pray...............confess my sins, which is a long tally - YIKES! speaks to me "least his deeds should be reproved" REPROVE MY DEEDS PLEASE JESUS! I want my cup clean and light!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Not full of ravening and wickedness NO MORE!
  Love people, pray for people, no more walking off in no huff cause things didn't work out as I planned!!!!!!! I hope that happens no more. I hope I can humble myself. Be like where I need to be to be saved! Not think myself to be something greater then I am no more! For I recogn we all are but DUST! That's what I recogn anyways : ) Isaiah 66:2 "For all those things hath mine hand made, and all those things have been, saith the LORD: but to this man will I look, even to him that is poor and of a contrite spirit, and trembleth at my word." well one thing at a time myself one thing at a time!
   uhhhhhhhhhh, ya um, so like this weekend...............I didn't do my usual mo, I actually sat by a sister, she was glad I could tell glad I sat by her ------------------ I was glad she was glad. I wish the mush fest stopped there..............I gave my aunt a hug after church and a brother gave me one those apostolic christian farewell thingies which I enjoyed : ) and one sister put her arm around me.............all the warm and toasty I was enjoying much this weekend : ) Oh and at living hope a brother also put his hand on my back and blessed me..........the mush fest follows me with both the churches : ) and I enjoy it at both them : )
   ummmm so uh, follow jesus n'stuff cause uh man this ravening and wickedness stuffs aye, it'll like bite a person in the ..........................sooner or later truuuuuuuuuuuuussssssssst me. More warm and toasty, less ravening and wickedness : )
   Have a great week earth : )

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