I am a christian blogger. Though I do love the devil - lucifer.............he had no choice to be "the devil" Cause John 1:1 "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God." Let's not hate god xoxoo everyone, doin our best including Lucifer. If you e-mail me your only going to stress me out more then I already am but to be "easy to intreat" sheriwalz@gmail.com
I'm taking a break from reading my mom's e-mails for a few days, cause she e-mails me shiz that really stresses me, cause my family has made up various "scenarios" about me and my life for years now - they I have been told actually regularly get together and talk about me have entire family meetings over their "thoughts" about what's going on in my life (they all have lived away from me for years 23+ years) ALL THINGS WORK TOGETHER FOR THE GOOD Romans 8:28 "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose." None of their "scenarios" about me whether true or false MATTER AT ALL..........besides most of my mom's e-mails drive me off a actual cliff in my mind.....................SHIZ WORKS OUT!!!!!!!!!!...............
family meeting that my family
about the satan worshiping black sheep of the family
FAMILY MEETING THAT SHIZ MAN
My weight right now is 229...........am at according to science 33.8 obese.........
ya lets see a picture of my obese was chewed out for being so fat and not caring about my health 3 1/2 or so months ago at Kaiser Permanente cause they believe the bmi
they need to go get mental health help
most you do
cause you believe this picture
is a OBESE CHICK...................
I do have diabeties type 2 currently, that is real
because diabeties runs rampant in my dad's family
so I do need to diet, excersize like never before
but mega overweight
I don't think so
I think you all that ascribe to BMI need to go get mental health checks your sanity is not doing good especially not the sanity of the doctors of kaiser permanente maybe all the doctors in the usa???????????????????????????????????????????
Even lazarous...................look at his end..................so much bad things did happen to him.................................but eventually he died...................
Luke 16:15-22 "And he said unto them, Ye are they which justify yourselves before men; but God knoweth your hearts: for that which is highly esteemed among men is abomination in the sight of God. The law and the prophets were until John: since that time the kingdom of God is preached, and every man presseth into it. And it is easier for heaven and earth to pass, than one tittle of the law to fail.
Whosoever putteth away his wife, and marrieth another, committeth adultery: and whosoever marrieth her that is put away from her husband committeth adultery. There was a certain rich man, which was clothed in purple and fine linen, and fared sumptuously every day: And there was a certain beggar named Lazarus, which was laid at his gate, full of sores, And desiring to be fed with the crumbs which fell from the rich man's table: moreover the dogs came and licked his sores. And it came to pass, that the beggar died, and was carried by the angels into Abraham's bosom: the rich man also died, and was buried;"
My attackers are highly esteemed among men, they never wear makeup or wedding rings most of them, they are mega high in society. But look at lazarus - low in society, lowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
lowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
lowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
you can't get lower then soars all over your body and dogs licking at your soars and you outside a rich mans houses hoping to catch food he's throwing out his window.
soon as he died "and was carried by the angels into Abraham's bosom"
things worked out eventually for the good
there are 2 types of people on earth
ones that predominately live for this life
and ones the predominately live for the next life
the next life is far more important then this life
does health problems stink ya..................
2 Corinthians 4:16 "For which cause we faint not; but though our outward man perish, yet the inward man is renewed day by day."
I will keep on trying to become not diabetic type 2 anymore
I will not give up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But health sometimes it fails some
our souls
our future
that's where to set ones "vision"................................
1st husband (from where on the internet I don't like to say where, because I fully believe my 1st husband has been e-mailing me FOR YEARS - via a "portal" on the internet - that I stumbled onto). Saw all that went down this weekend.......and replied as he often does..............😊👍
Ya I'm running through the red light #barbie people when they are nice to me IT'S WHEN I LOOK GOOD! It's always when I look good. I'm guilty, it's me world I did it all! Attack attack attack me then "for jesus" more! And everyone is so concerned "how nice" I am in real life - if you hold a door open for me I will likely thank you (unless I need to cough or sneeze in that moment, or am in a mega hurry) CAN'T THAT JUST BE THE MEASURE OF "NICENESS" AND JUST GIVE IT TO ME ALREADY AND QUITE SPECULATING THAT I MIGHT BE A TOTAL BBBBBBBBBBB - CAUSE THAT'S WHAT YOUR DOING WHEN I WALK PAST YOU AND WHILE LOOKING AT ME, SAYING "I think she's nice" to your friend -------- I ain't stupid I know people are "discussing that" amongst themselves because for what ever reason everyone thinks everyone must be endlesssssssssssssssssssss rays of utter jubiliation 24/7 alllllllllllll the time else they are total a-holes or b------ Who made that up? Can you stop - if a person says "thank you" when you hold a door open for them, or they hold a door open for you that should equal ----------- NICE.............................
suicide is a sin
but often I want to be done with the world in 2024
WHAT OF I CARE ABOUT THE CHILDREN
IS HARD TO GRASP THAT MUST MEAN I IS NICE OR AT LEAST
Words - words are POWERFUL. People use them badly though often, and that is the problem - they use them TO SLANDER ONE ANOTHER! This is how murders happen, this is why HAMAS KILLED MANY PEOPLE (and israel is killing ya sometimes kids - on accident I fully believe or hope, but why is the war still happening KIDS WHOOPS DIEING EVERYDAY WHETHER IN GAZA OR ISRAEL IS FANTASTICALLY AWEFUL!!!!!!!!!!) words WORDS WORDS HAVE BEEN SPOKEN. Proverbs 21:2 "Every way of a man is right in his own eyes: but the Lord pondereth the hearts." More me trying to defend Lucifer (are you shooketh?) I'm in my "permenant villian era" I know lucifer PERSONALLY, he believed fully that God had made unfair rules for the angels in heaven with unfair very VERY VERY UNFAIR penalties if they broke those rules - which a few did! And that's why the war happened in heaven DUE TO WORDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Lucifer wasn't up there like "woooooooo ha ha ha" I'm going to anniliate god, HE NEVER WAS LIKE THAT IN HIS HEART!!!!!!!! YET PEOPLE TALK SO MUCH SMACK ABOUT HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT SHOULD NOT BE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....................
Jude 8-10 "Likewise also these filthy dreamers defile the flesh, despise dominion, and speak evil of dignities. Yet Michael the archangel, when contending with the devil he disputed about the body of Moses, durst not bring against him a railing accusation, but said, The Lord rebuke thee. But these speak evil of those things which they know not: but what they know naturally, as brute beasts, in those things they corrupt themselves."
What so stoked me up to write this blog post 1st husband's e-mail to me today...............
who I am mega zealous to get to come down here to earth
cause I'm sick of the "night"
of people attacking me whenever they want all over the internet and
I KNOW YOU ALL ARE BEING ATTACKED ALL THE TIME MAYBE EVEN BY TROLLS MAYBE THEY ARE TRYING TO UTTERLY COMPLETELY ANNILIATE YOU LIKE THEY ARE ME MOST THE TIME?????????
I'm tired of it, I'm ready for the MORNING!!!!!!!!!!!!
Isaiah 14:12 "How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning! how art thou cut down to the ground, which didst weaken the nations!"
The way of man is RIGHT in his own eye's
THEY THINK THEY ARE BEING HOLY AND AWESOME VIA ATTEMPTS TO UTTERLY ANNILIATE AND/OR DESTROY PEOPLE ON THE INTERNET WITH THEIR WORDS!!!!!!!!! THEY LITERALLY THINK THEY ARE HOLY DOING THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...................
Proverbs 21:2 "Every way of a man is right in his own eyes: but the Lord pondereth the hearts."
So dark it is on this earth right now
people try and utterly anniliate me on my blog NOBODY EVEN CARES IT DON'T LOOK TO BE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OR THEY HARDLY CARE, FOR A FEW MO;NTHS I HAD 2000 HITS TO MY BLOG A DAY SO THEY CARED FOR WHAT 3 MONTHS ------------- IF TRIPS TO MY BLOG IS CARING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that isn't many months of caring and what about words
words of "I'm so sorry sheri that people try and anniliate you on the internet often"
THOSE AREN'T EVER SPOKEN WHY - BECAUSE PEOPLE THINK IT'S HOLY FOR OTHER PEOPLE TO UTTERLY ANNILIATE EACH OTHER ON THE INTERNET - EVEN CHRSITIAN PEOPLE WHY ELSE WOULD THEY BE QUIET????????????????????????
Maybe your a smack talker of hamas and you think they've killed kids, or israel and you justify that cause they killed kids ----------------- YOUR WRONG ON BOTH ACCOUNTS --------------- wrong on both accounts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ephesians 4:31 "Let all bitterness, and wrath, and anger, and clamour, and evil speaking, be put away from you, with all malice:"
I'm sick of "evil speaking" sick of it you hear me
you hear me!
I know I probably can't get rid of gossip of EVIL SPEAKING
with this here blog post BUT I HOPE TO NEAR END IT
I'M SICK OF WARS
SICK OF HATE
SICK OF ALL HATE
YOU HEAR ME??????????????????????
AND SIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIICK OF ALLL YOU THAT SPEAK OR THINK EVIL ABOUT LUCIFER
i'm done with that you hear me????????????????
it's not ok
it's not ok to speak or think evil about lucifer
no
he's like me
he had bad luck
he was singled out in heaven
doomed
doomed you hear me
you hear me
to be the devil
murder was the case they gave him
murder was the case they gave me to singling me out I have often been "as weak" ---------- "as less then"
as weak and less then the people around me BY THE PEOPLE AROUND ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
1 Corinthians 4:13 "Being defamed, we intreat: we are made as the filth of the world, and are the offscouring of all things unto this day."
Dear god please help me, send me my 1st husband who I believe is LUCIFER, in Jesus name we pray AMEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I CAN'T HANDLE THE EVIL SPEAKING KILLINGS GOING ON ON THIS EARTH ANYMORE AND THE WARS BECAUSE YOU SOME YOU LIKES TO THINK AND OR TALK SMACK ABVOUT ONE ANOTHER
How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, sonofthemorning! how art thou cut down to the ground, which didst weaken the nations!
SO MANY PEOPLE HAVE TALKED SMACK ABOUT ME, HOW ELSE DO YOU EXPLAIN ALL THE ATTACKS OVER THE YEARS THAT YOU KNOW YOU KNOW ALL THOSE PEOPLE BELIEVED THEY WERE FULLY JUSTIFIED IN TRYING TO UTTERELY ANNILIATE ME BECAUSE OF WHAT THEY SAID OR THEIR FRIEND JOSIE SAID ABOUT ME ETC.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.......................they evil speakeded me or evil thought me but it was more THEY EVIL SPOKE TO ME ON MY BLOG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.........................MURDER WAS THE CASE THEY GAVEEEEEEEEEEEEE ME..................AND LUCIFER.....................AND IT AIN'T FAIR THAT MURDER WAS THE CASE EITHER ONE OF US WERE GAVE IN LIFE..................
that the devil is singled out in heaven as the devil and has no chance
NO CHANCE
to redeem himself not him or his men
IS HORRIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I CARE
YOU SHOULD CARE TO
YOU SHOULDN'T LIKE "EVIL SPEAKINGS"
ABOUT ANYBODY
YOU SHOULD LIKE LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
LOVE
WHAT CHRISTIANITY IS SUPPOSED TO BE (HIT THE EDIT BUTTON HARD SNOOP DOGG WITH YOUR EYE'S CLOSED.....................................)
DAMN
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of course I edit out where 1st husband is e-mailing me from and has for years via a "portal" on the internet I just stumbled upon.
and I know how bad things are for me
MY FAMILY HAS TOLD ME CLEARLY MANY OF THEM WHAT TYPE OF JOKE MANY PEOPLE DEEM ME AS
as a christian who loves satan - they think that's funny most them do - that that's a joke that I'm a joke human, that I'm just a satan worshipper that I'm not a christian at all one of them commented on my maybe dna related to me neices facebook one day. AND THEY LAUGHED, MOST THEM LAUGHED AT ME.
but christianity
I swear to you
is supposed to be about love
loving your enemies
one of which is the devil
whem I do love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I ain't crazy
I ain't crazy
I ain't lost my mind!!!!!!!!!!!!! As people think while they are chuckling about me thinkin myself to be a christian that loves the devil WHICH I DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
your not supposed to talk bad about your enemies
or laugh at them
or anything
but love them as a christian
ALL YOUR ENEMIES
they attacks of me verbally that have happened on the internet ARE ACTUALLY NOT OK
you all think they are
you all think that is ok shiz
it ain't
it ain't
and killing children OR PEOPLE - should never be a "happy thing"
or a "light thing"
or
anything but a total tragedy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Update: My super model sister basically appologized. Told me she understands I'm happy and to keep being me. (shhhhhhhhhhh................my family has a intense hatred for the devil...................I think they really can't handle me speaking about him like EVER). But like nothing fantastically bad has ever happened to them, my sister is literally a super model not a super known super model she's like what I call a "new school" super model, these days the super models aren't as popular as they once were. I'M LIKE SAYING THE DEVIL AIN'T LIKE HACKING THE LIMBS OFF MY FAMILIES BODIES!!!!!!!! (I don't understand their burning hate...............for a "created bad guy" that god made to be THE bad guy) There's so much on this earth though that doesn't make any dimes of sense to me. For me the devil has been ONLY HELPFUL.............I give the devil 1-10 rating system A 10!!!!!!!! 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
Bad press is ok...........cause if people talk YOU MATTER. Ephesians 5:20 "Giving thanks always for all things unto God and the Father in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ;" NOBODY IS 1-2 MISTAKES................nomader how hard people try and "cancel culture them" they are a "sum of a whole" at judgement day in front of God.........................VIEWS ARE VIEWS TURNS OUT..................
(My husband did give me the "boo face" when I talked about my love of the devil
like today I was like "boo faced" - I was going off about what's the big deal?????????? I'm a goth I'm telling everyone I'm a goth christian and the last of the body of christ ------- to me in my mind of course duhhhhhhhhhhhhh I love Jesus and Satan BOTH 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓)
My bible study decided not to "boo face" me, decided my loving muslim people was good 👍
I've like gotten used to being like continually busted or going to be busted with like everyone nearly. People say "be yourselves" that saying needs to end, cause that saying is a 1 billion % lie...............people don't want me to be me....................they want to probably install like robot brains in my brains that like say "yes mam" "thank you sir" ---------- that's pry the bulk of what they want me to say I recogn..........all robot like.
COLOSSIANS 2:6-7 (NKJV)
"As you therefore have received Christ Jesus the Lord, so walk in Him, rooted and built up in Him and established in the faith, as you have been taught, abounding in it with thanksgiving."
PSALM 95:1-5 (NKJV)
Oh come, let us sing to the LORD! Let us shout joyfully to the Rock of our salvation. Let us come before His presence with thanksgiving; let us shout joyfully to Him with psalms. For the LORD is the great God, and the great King above all gods. In His hand are the deep places of the earth' the heights of the hills are His also. The sea is His, for He made it; and His hands formed the dry land.
PHILIPPIANS 4:4-7
Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near. Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.
Don't worry about haters
GIVE THANKS FOR THE HATERS IS MY ADVICE!
instead of focusing on your "hater press" if your lucky enough to have that
focus on serving God/Jesus
be like me a squirrel
..................
1 Corinthians 3:11-13 "For other foundation can no man lay than that is laid, which is Jesus Christ. Now if any man build upon this foundation gold, silver, precious stones, wood, hay, stubble; Every man's work shall be made manifest: for the day shall declare it, because it shall be revealed by fire; and the fire shall try every man's work of what sort it is." Everytime I donate to a charity, think about it, it's a nut stored up.
Matthew 6:19-21 "Lay not up for yourselves treasures upon earth, where moth and rust doth corrupt, and where thieves break through and steal: But lay up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust doth corrupt, and where thieves do not break through nor steal: For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also." - pastors should preach better, cause a lot of people out there, they done got to good storing up nuts on earth via buying earthly buisiness.
Earth nuts stored up ain't going to count for nothing on judgement day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Luke 12:20-22 "But God said unto him, Thou fool, this night thy soul shall be required of thee: then whose shall those things be, which thou hast provided? So is he that layeth up treasure for himself, and is not rich toward God. And he said unto his disciples, Therefore I say unto you, Take no thought for your life, what ye shall eat; neither for the body, what ye shall put on."
This is almost on topic happens to be I have been feeding squirrels............now I also feed crows and left out rings, to teach the crows that often hang in tree's at my house.................take a ring, leave me jewelry is the idea........................
Low vibrational people is a real thing (bible calls it "their worm dieth not") THEY DON'T WANT THEIR WORM TO DIE, they want you gossiping hating people etc. HAVING A WORM LIKE THEM! Mark 9:44 "Where their worm dieth not, and the fire is not quenched." As christians hello we ain't supposed to want to have anything to do with our worm, we supposed to want that DEAD.............................
Also if your looking "chippery"
but cursing me
your worm ain't died
(maybe you don't even done care if your worm died)
and you ain't "high vibrational"
not if your cursing me
no mam
no sir
James 3:10 "Out of the same mouth proceedeth blessing and cursing. My brethren, these things ought not so to be."
Drugs are horrible
truelly horrible
maybe I vibe to high for them
I've heard that - I've heard that if your vibbing to high even beer will taste abysmal to you.
but this song - relatable content
even bible says.............
Philippians 4:8 "Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things."
It's fine to be sad somedays
have a bad time somedays
----- it's gossip that's the thing to avoid
and "evil speakings"
and I feel it's the thing to not hang around people
that like "gossip"
and "evil speakings"
and cursing people
You evil speaking and cursing people, that's low vibrational shiz...........in my family that shiz is considered cool they like to make fun of me, and 0% of them have apologized.
Some people's worms
will never die
this is serious
Mark 9:44 "Where their worm dieth not, and the fire is not quenched."
They'll just keep on hating people, gossiping, "evil speaking"
Ephesians 4:31-32 "Let all bitterness, and wrath, and anger, and clamour, and evil speaking, be put away from you, with all malice: And be ye kind one to another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, even as God for Christ's sake hath forgiven you."
I'd be willing to forgive my family
but so far all I've heard is
big sister's not apology that my mom fully accepted as a apology
I ain't wanting to go to a family get together
where I'm made fun of
where I'm the joke there.
I shouldn't be forced to be in that "situation" by my family either.
I feel they are trying to force me "into that"
I'm wanting to vibe high
and not be drug down by the people in my family
that like to tell me
"go on meds"
"sher bear" - sher b-tch
I want to just like vibe high man
my family been harshing my gig so hard
I need to like float
Is that loud enough???????????????
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only wanna float
x
for the lord
To all my family members
hey only high vibe's
don't bring me down
don't laugh at me
or tell me
"go on meds"
"sher bear"
.......for reals my family should only have me to a family get together after they've smoked a few bowls cause I think they love to this day making fun of me that I am a joke and I ain't wanting to be around all that "low vibrational frequency" uh buisiness.
----------- according to my mom there hasn't beena family get together since my neices baby shower that started this whole thing because they were doing illegial activity at the baby shower - not wearing facemasks - I live a state away did not know about that states "mask mandate" -------- So I put up baby shower photo's family pics.................big sister and neice chew me out...........I when posting the photo's said that I was worried about pregnant neice not wearing mask in the back room of a not venilated well buisiness. (most people there weren't wearing masks)
It seems they are refusing to have family get togethers until I go to one, or want to go to a family get together full of people that deem me according to my neice as a satan worshipper, and they on her page were laughing at me, that I think I am christian and I love satan at the same time they think that is really funny.
Once I thought everyone on earth was judging me since how I'm not popular at all. Turns out I'm just not preferred (not by the body of christ or any group of people that I know about on earth - off earth I am preferred though : ) I done been telling you all I ain't from this earth. Romans 12:10 "Be kindly affectioned one to another with brotherly love; in honour preferring one another;" ------- I hope some you all experiencing the "love dove earth experience"............... And reading a magazine like Better Homes and Gardens or some shiz like that at like 3-4 a.m. battling constipation.................I finally won at 4 a.m. I read this really great quote................
“If you judge people, you have no time to love them.” - Mother Teresa
But I am NOT judged by people, I'm just "not preferred" and if some people do not "prefer" me that isn't them judging me. We make choices every single day.
I also have "preferences" turns out. I prefer super fun people. That is a preference, and that is not me judging people....................I literally prefer people that either enjoy Dave and Busters, or would be willing to go to Dave and Busters, and/or frisbee golf. Yes Dave and Busters food is expensive but it tastes good.
Because I'm not from this earth this is my song choice....................un space aliens would probably not choose this song. You live a ruff life un space aliens.
I just happen to add this verse cause bible says we are to put off evil speakings.....like I'm "going somewhere" with this blog post I have a point.....................
James 4:11 "Speak not evil one of another, brethren. He that speaketh evil of his brother, and judgeth his brother, speaketh evil of the law, and judgeth the law: but if thou judge the law, thou art not a doer of the law, but a judge."
1 Peter 2:1-3 "Wherefore laying aside all malice, and all guile, and hypocrisies, and envies, and all evil speakings, As newborn babes, desire the sincere milk of the word, that ye may grow thereby: If so be ye have tasted that the Lord is gracious." - God also has preferences, god is not hate, god is love, he prefers people that have repented I do believe he has a definate preference.
1 John 4:8 "He that loveth not knoweth not God; for God is love."
2 Peter 3:9 "The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance."
Update 7/21/2026 since this is a popular post right now. (yes the apostolic christian church of america is my families church parents married by pastor of the apostolic christian church of america and 2 great aunts and unclea one of which was a apostolic christian church of america pastor for pry easy over 20 years- so you would think that's the church god's going to "use" in my life............nope....................god had no churches or church people or christians at all that he was going to "use" in my life) AND THAT'S OK.
I HAVE A BIBLE I CAN OPEN IT
I CAN PRAY
Loving my enemies the Apostolic Christian Church of America - a church whom verbally assaulting me at their church or in private e-mails or my blog appears to be their method of serving Jesus Christ their lord............................they haven't done that in awhile (you should pray for them they are a "apostate church" it does look to be).........................
James 3:9-12 "Therewith bless we God, even the Father; and therewith curse we men, which are made after the similitude of God. Out of the same mouth proceedeth blessing and cursing. My brethren, these things ought not so to be. Doth a fountain send forth at the same place sweet water and bitter? Can the fig tree, my brethren, bear olive berries? either a vine, figs? so can no fountain both yield salt water and fresh." Important: I have nothing but love for the brother that might still be mad at me. And I just e-mailed him and said...................
ps...............
I never liked it at all when they gossiped about your grandma (name of this person edited out so I can't be sued, won't likely be sued just being safe), or the sister that weared white headcoverings, I didn't enjoy it at all,
I got real miserable at the apostolic christian church of america, I got desperate to leave that church real desperate (that is the truth cause I prefer people be loved, by churches whether they are currently at said church or not, that's how I like things) People so need to be loved, not gossiped about please, please people!
So for months been speaking to the grandson of one of the "Sister's who weared brooches" oh there was gossip about one of them at the Apostolic Christian Church of America TONS OF IT........................her and the lady that weared a "White headcovering"....................
I think he's done e-mailing me, I think he stormed off in a (like for good) fit of rage last night, cause he told me his wife couldn't wear wedding rings cause she has allergies.
So I assumed she had allergies, and I'm like well has she tried wearing silicone wedding bands, that surely there's some sort of wedding ring she can wear, unless she is really not wanting to wear a wedding ring so as to not be "tainted" by wearing jewelry.
Then he gets super mad at me and says "how dare you accuse my wife who has psorisis"
well he didn't tell me she had psorisis
he said allergies
there are many people who have allergies to various metals my mom is one of them, she has to wear special earrings, or else her ears will inflame and turn very red. (hypoallergenic earrings they are called it is a real thing) So naturally that's what I thought his wife suffered from or something like that since how he used the word "allergy" and DID NOT make no mention in the original e-mail of psorisis. Titus 3:2 "To speak evil of no man, to be no brawlers, but gentle, shewing all meekness unto all men."
James 4:11 "Speak not evil one of another, brethren. He that speaketh evil of his brother, and judgeth his brother, speaketh evil of the law, and judgeth the law: but if thou judge the law, thou art not a doer of the law, but a judge."
1 Peter 2:1 "Wherefore laying aside all malice, and all guile, and hypocrisies, and envies, and all evil speakings,"
I wouldn't recommend attending ever the Apostolic Christian church of America if you don't want to be a "evil speaker" gossip, cause they are big on that stuffs from my experience at that church. 1 Corinthians 15:33 "Be not deceived: evil communications corrupt good manners."
It's true 1 Corinthians 15:33 if your around a massive group of ladies that like to "dish the scoop" you'll be like I was, think it ain't even must not be a sin no more, all the sisters afterall are going on and on - well they did every now and then about the "sister that weared brooches" and the "sister that weared the white headcovering"
There were no sisters wearing wedding rings back then, and they absolutely weren't supposed to wear jewelry, and so naturally the sisters were (deeming it quite taboo that one sister dared to wear brooches). And she was much the topic of "evil speaking" gossip basically.......gossip! Might of been very underhanded "slight" gossip.....................something like this "did you hear that there for years was a sister who liked to wear brooches all of the time" ----------- "gasp nancy"
"it's true, very fancy ones even"
"gasp"
"one day I saw her wear a super expensive brooch even"
"gasp"
As was the girl that weared the white headcoverings, the sisters said she was very worldly and "hi falutin" very woop ta do...................to be wearing them white headcoverings, and I did hear them talk about how relieved they were she wasn't attending their church no more (or pretty sure I did, it was a long time ago). They were clearly glad she wasn't going there I remember that, and I remember thinking "well that ain't them loving that sister"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Evil speaking about her behind her back wasn't loving her either!
I was telling the grandson of the "sister who weared brooches" last night (before he was in a "fit of rage") that I bought some earrings, native americanesque ones...................
Sometimes Jewelry is cultural!
not worldly at all but cultural
and as I mentioned in a blog post sometimes jewelry is also needed (or greately helpful to acheive a look at any rate) for jobs (I work in the realistate industry and do wear jewelry to have the correct........."realitor look")
The Apostolic Christian church of America's current ban on all jewelry besides wedding rings..................just makes much room for more sisters
For more sisters apostolic christian church of america...............to "gasp" about ladies that wear brooches, or fancy barrette's etc. FOR MANY MORE YEARS.
MAKES ROOM FOR SISTERS OF THAT CHURCH TO HATE OTHER SISTERS, TO SPEAK EVIL ABOUT THEM BEHIND THEIR BACKS.
TO GOSSIP
TO HATE
IT'S HORRIBLE IN MY MIND HENCE THE CAPS.
Romans 13:8 "Owe no man any thing, but to love one another: for he that loveth another hath fulfilled the law."
Ephesians 4:2 "With all lowliness and meekness, with longsuffering, forbearing one another in love;"
(I wasn't allowed to become a member of their church neither was my grandma, neither one of us was "forbeared" in love by the Apostolic Christian Church of America...........I think it would've been better for me if they loved me I sure do.)
1 John 3:11 "For this is the message that ye heard from the beginning, that we should love one another." - not gossip about brooches HATE each other over silly stuffs like brooches, and white headcoverings. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Friendly reminder God still heals lands: 2 Chronicles 7:14 "If my people, which are called by my name, shall humble themselves, and pray, and seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways; then will I hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin, and will heal their land."............
But like we need to not only pray, but repent. "Turn from their wicked ways" could mean many things...............
could be gossip
drinking/drugs
porn, porn....................hey it could be like deemed in God's eye's as a persons "wicked ways"?
gambling maybe
Our standards of what is ok
pry aren't god's standards.
Proverbs 16:25 "There is a way that seemeth right unto a man, but the end thereof are the ways of death."
Deuteronomy 4:23-24 "Take heed unto yourselves, lest ye forget the covenant of the Lord your God, which he made with you, and make you a graven image, or the likeness of any thing, which the Lord thy God hath forbidden thee. For the Lord thy God is a consuming fire, even a jealous God."
If you make gambling something before god, you put that before reading your bible and praying etc. God's a consuming fire!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Heck pry add "vanity" to the above list............................bestest not put that before god. Bestest all us ladies after we done put up a selfie go pray go read the bible!
Ye shall have no god's before god!
Exodus 20:3 "Thou shalt have no other gods before me."
All the god's that we have had in our lives
pry sometime or another
are nothing
(in this song when he sings "fan the flames so your blazes burn" - that is guile I am pretty sure, bad to have)
but I have a suspicion he is actually meaning "babylon" fanning the "flames so your blazes burn" and not a person, and in that event this song is fine.
I like the zeal of this song to burn down "babylon"
I don't know why jews are so hated, like I have literally no clue, cause we are all truelly ONE. Members literally of one another, like we all have done the things the jews have done..................
we've messed up most of us some time or another and went after "other gods"
Deuteronomy 29:25-27 "Then men shall say, Because they have forsaken the covenant of the Lord God of their fathers, which he made with them when he brought them forth out of the land of Egypt: For they went and served other gods, and worshipped them, gods whom they knew not, and whom he had not given unto them: And the anger of the Lord was kindled against this land, to bring upon it all the curses that are written in this book:"
As I recall in the old testiment a few times bad things happened to the jews when they turned to "other gods" cause god is a "jealous" god. But there is no "shame in their repentance game" it's same for all of us....................if we've sinned,
humble ourselves
repent
as for forgiveness
burn the idols down - maybe that's mostly in our hearts (maybe celebrities we've done put up on a much to high of a pedastle????????)
I mean babylon the harlot is doing great right now, just go to instagram.............
Update 8/4/2025 went to the united methodist churches (our current church - we ain't church hopping) potluck. That's why we parked in different spot in the parking lot. I was very careful to try and eat mostly healthy and not to much food either............I didn't just heap shiz on my plate "old me would've just heaped shiz on my plate...............
The seriousness of gossip needs to be understood Proverbs 11:9 "An hypocrite with his mouth destroyeth his neighbour: but through knowledge shall the just be delivered." a hypocrite destroys his neighbor with words DESTROYS THEM...............but it's not worth it....................the gain I think people think they get via gossip isn't real...................
Galatians 5:18-20 "But if ye be led of the Spirit, ye are not under the law. Now the works of the flesh are manifest, which are these; Adultery, fornication, uncleanness, lasciviousness, Idolatry, witchcraft, hatred, variance, emulations, wrath, strife, seditions, heresies," Some people can't help themselves that's them "winning" in their minds. If they literally believed that wasn't them "winning" they wouldn't do those things anymore would they?????????????????????????????????????????? But they e-mail a tasty morsel of gossip.............they believe they are really getting ahead, or you tube some smack talk of somebody they think they are getting the view and getting ahead do they not??????????????????? or practice some witch craft love for the witches though
There's been days I felt trapped, cause there is scandalous things going on around me allllllllllllllll the time, that I could gossip about. And sometimes you get thinking - well what if I don't gossip will I even have anything to say then...................................times I don't deem my life exciting at all.
But maybe for most of us - WE WOULD.
Still a bible to talk about ain't there?????????????
Still all men to honour isn't there??????????????? 1 Peter 2:17 "Honour all men. Love the brotherhood. Fear God. Honour the king."
I include pictures of my family room remodel how it's going....................
got a cool goth looking solid super heavy wood entertainment center 😀 it's going to store stuff.
As you can see our new family room is a small room (it was my computer room so) tv is about to be installed on the bookshelf. Once all the boxes and junk is put into the currently empty entertainment center, it's going to be a nice little family room 😀 going to lord willing fix my coo coo clock and put that next to the entertainment center and that'll look real good in my goth family room 👍
Got this desk at a thriftstore, and it does fit in my bedroom...............and all this remodeling was just in time cause my oldest daughter is having a bunch of friends over this week probably.
Update 5/6/2025 the gaza situation is much worse. I went for a walk yesterday, it was really relaxing. About to get my AC1C tested I am almost, like almost sure I'm no longer diabetic, either I'm no longer diabetic or close. I'm about to start injesting black seed oil pills and I think that combined
with saunaing
drinking some sugar free wine everyday (not a lot - it just takes a bit)
seamoss - 2 heaping teaspoons a day I'm injesting lately (put in coffee the seamoss with coffee creamer and coconut milk hides up the seamoss flavor ------- later in the day I've been putting seamoss in fruit smoothies)
I really believe I'm soon going to be done with diabeties for good
just make
seamoss, a glass of wine a day, black seed oil pills, saunaing, excersize --------- my new lifestyle!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
one that involves the occasional box of real chocolates 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 3-4 chocolates maybe 5 at one time 😁 (ps though ate like 4-5 chocolates yesterday with success full success I FEEL GREAT)
Though "See's Candy" their sugar free chocolates I might enjoy more then the normal chocolates -------------------- dang see's candy has good sugar free chocolates 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 - that chocolate store makes me happy!
I have decided the way to overcome "gossip" "evil speakings" in my personal life, to make sure I NEVER do that stuffs anymore.................has to be to look for the good in everyone........................
Let's not pretend it is ok to speak bad about people behind their backs or to their face......it isn't good. The bible says.................. Proverbs 16:28 "A froward man soweth strife: and a whisperer separateth chief friends." Ephesians 4:31 "Let all bitterness, and wrath, and anger, and clamour, and evil speaking, be put away from you, with all malice:" 1 Peter 2:1 "Wherefore laying aside all malice, and all guile, and hypocrisies, and envies, and all evil speakings,"
This blog post was inspired by this here you tube video (I find this muslim you tube channel to be of very good content THOUGH I AM NOT MUSLIM............proof this is proof there is good in probably everyone if we just look)
I'm guilty of honing in on the "bad" I see going on with certain people I'VE DONE IT, I'VE BEEN THERE BEFORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Also going along with the video above which I often can directly link up what is being said on the above muslim you tube channel to verses in the bible (I can't say if they are a fluke muslim group or what???????????????) Proverbs 17:9 "He that covereth a transgression seeketh love; but he that repeateth a matter separateth very friends." Everything doesn't need to be brought out to the light.................very few things people do around us pry actually need to be brought out "to the light" I recogn. ((((((((I believe if you have something to say that will help their salvation along, then I feel it's good to say something, but probably most of the time in private to said person)))))))))
Cover that stuffs up I recommend.............seek love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I want to for good flee gossip, flee "evil speakings" flee anything even close to that stuffs!!!!!!!!!!!! Be instead looking at the good in people!!!!!!!!!! Having hope for people around me! Philippians 4:8 "Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things."
And if you are wondering well sheri why would you even listen to a muslim channel like that..........well the bible says seek wisdom and DO NOT let it decline from your lips. Proverbs 4:5 "Get wisdom, get understanding: forget it not; neither decline from the words of my mouth." From my personal experience when I have a decline of wisdom in my life --------- FOOLISHNESS CREEPS IN THEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Proverbs 3:35 "The wise shall inherit glory: but shame shall be the promotion of fools." --------- The "promotion of fools" is not something any of us should desire!
That's all I have to say for today. And I could use prayer, that if the test comes back that I am diabetic (which it could be 1 or 2, both run in my family)............that I can figure it out. So far I understand that rye bread is good and diabetics need to eat rye bread (so to not get constipated bad I recogn, and it's a healthy carb, some carbs from my understanding are of better quality then others). So I think?????????????? If I am diabetic which it's looking like it.........................keto diet but with rye bread added into the mix, bit more carbs then the keto diet, cause keto will be dangerous for me if I'm diabetic 1 maybe even 2 it would be dangerous.
---------------------- I for months was going to the bathroom 3-4 times A NIGHT, for months this went on and I knew something was wrong with me.............pinpointed oh "insulin resistance" so I went on the keto diet, seemed like that cured me. Well got real tired of the keto diet, and tried to eat non-keto things....................and my liver was in quite some pain not once but on 2 separate occasions recently. (one of those occasions all I did was drink 5-10 ounces of a slurpee............THAT'S IT)
Rye bread will be nice...........................I'm actually looking forward to eating rye bread..............................who knew that day would come???????????????????
Married 23+ years. 2 young adult kids. Work in the realistate industry. Loves Nordick Track ski machine's, kayaking.
I accept jesus as my lord and savior. But I am going with Lucifer once he get's to this earth. I don't want to die! I don't feel up to this point I've really lived life yet!
And I am rooting for Lucifer, he's a underdog like me. Trying his best I SWEAR IT, he's doing a job the job god created him to do cause John 1:1 "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God."
Some you think Lucifer had some chance to repent - I DON'T SEE THOSE BIBLE VERSES?
Are the LGBTQ really all headed to hell? I HAVE HOPE FOR SOME OF THE LGBTQ 1 Corinthians 13:7 "Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things." If you believe all LGBTQ are headed to hell - how then do you have hope for them? (if you say go to church and a LGBTQ is sitting next to you with their partner the 2 of them never planning on becoming straight people ever maybe married 20 years or more - yet your deeming them "doomed to hell") HOW THEN DO YOU HAVE LOVE FOR THEM - FOR "CHARITY" LOVE "HOPETH ALL THINGS!
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