Low vibrational people is a real thing (bible calls it "their worm dieth not") THEY DON'T WANT THEIR WORM TO DIE, they want you gossiping hating people etc. HAVING A WORM LIKE THEM! Mark 9:44 "Where their worm dieth not, and the fire is not quenched." As christians hello we ain't supposed to want to have anything to do with our worm, we supposed to want that DEAD.............................

 Low vibrational people is a real thing (bible calls it "their worm dieth not") THEY DON'T WANT THEIR WORM TO DIE, they want you gossiping hating people etc. HAVING A WORM LIKE THEM! Mark 9:44 "Where their worm dieth not, and the fire is not quenched." As christians hello we ain't supposed to want to have anything to do with our worm, we supposed to want that DEAD.............................

Also if your looking "chippery"

but cursing me

your worm ain't died

(maybe you don't even done care if your worm died)

and you ain't "high vibrational"

not if your cursing me

no mam

no sir

James 3:10 "Out of the same mouth proceedeth blessing and cursing. My brethren, these things ought not so to be."

  

Drugs are horrible

truelly horrible

maybe I vibe to high for them

I've heard that - I've heard that if your vibbing to high even beer will taste abysmal to you. 

but this song - relatable content

even bible says.............

Philippians 4:8 "Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things."

It's fine to be sad somedays

have a bad time somedays

----- it's gossip that's the thing to avoid

and "evil speakings" 

and I feel it's the thing to not hang around people 

that like "gossip" 

and "evil speakings" 

and cursing people 

You evil speaking and cursing people, that's low vibrational shiz...........in my family that shiz is considered cool they like to make fun of me, and 0% of them have apologized. 

  Some people's worms

will never die

this is serious

Mark 9:44 "Where their worm dieth not, and the fire is not quenched." 

They'll just keep on hating people, gossiping, "evil speaking"

Ephesians 4:31-32 "Let all bitterness, and wrath, and anger, and clamour, and evil speaking, be put away from you, with all malice: And be ye kind one to another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, even as God for Christ's sake hath forgiven you."

I'd be willing to forgive my family

but so far all I've heard is 

big sister's not apology that my mom fully accepted as a apology

I ain't wanting to go to a family get together

where I'm made fun of 

where I'm the joke there. 

I shouldn't be forced to be in that "situation" by my family either. 

I feel they are trying to force me "into that"

I'm wanting to vibe high 

and not be drug down by the people in my family 

that like to tell me

"go on meds" 

"sher bear" - sher b-tch

I want to just like vibe high man

my family been harshing my gig so hard

I need to like float 

Is that loud enough???????????????

👨‍🚀👨‍🚀👨‍🚀👨‍🚀👨‍🚀👨‍🚀👨‍🚀👨‍🚀👨‍🚀👨‍🚀

only wanna float

x

for the lord

To all my family members

hey only high vibe's

don't bring me down

don't laugh at me

or tell me 

"go on meds" 

"sher bear"

.......for reals my family should only have me to a family get together after they've smoked a few bowls cause I think they love to this day making fun of me that I am a joke and I ain't wanting to be around all that "low vibrational frequency" uh buisiness.

----------- according to my mom there hasn't beena family get together since my neices baby shower that started this whole thing because they were doing illegial activity at the baby shower - not wearing facemasks - I live a state away did not know about that states "mask mandate" -------- So I put up baby shower photo's family pics.................big sister and neice chew me out...........I when posting the photo's said that I was worried about pregnant neice not wearing mask in the back room of a not venilated well buisiness. (most people there weren't wearing masks) 

  It seems they are refusing to have family get togethers until I go to one, or want to go to a family get together full of people that deem me according to my neice as a satan worshipper, and they on her page were laughing at me, that I think I am christian and I love satan at the same time they think that is really funny. 

  I don't think that's funny. I am serious. 
 

If there are reptilians WE ARE ALL REPTILLIANS...........either our worm dies (reptile part of us) following Jesus or it don't I believe.................Mark 9:44 "Where their worm dieth not, and the fire is not quenched." But some people I theorize could be "reptile" glitching ---- maybe cause they don't have Jesus in their lives?????? My point is judging is bad, loving good (though being noteful of potential reptile glitches I think there is no harm in being noteful that "something might be going on" out there)...........But we view ourselves as "not the reptiles" most of us, and I think that is a false sense of pride that most of the body of christ would be better off without.................

 If there are reptilians WE ARE ALL REPTILLIANS...........either our worm dies (reptile part of us) following Jesus or it don't I believe.................Mark 9:44 "Where their worm dieth not, and the fire is not quenched." But some people I theorize could be "reptile" glitching ---- maybe cause they don't have Jesus in their lives?????? My point is judging is bad, loving good (though being noteful of potential reptile glitches I think there is no harm in being noteful that "something might be going on" out there)...........But we view ourselves as "not the reptiles" most of us, and I think that is a false sense of pride that most of the body of christ would be better off without.................

  The pharisee never forget in the bible the pharisee was like..............Luke 18:9-14 "And he spake this parable unto certain which trusted in themselves that they were righteous, and despised others: (me sheri interecting here - THAT DESPISED THE REPTILLIAN SHAPESHIFTERS) Two men went up into the temple to pray; the one a Pharisee, and the other a publican.The Pharisee stood and prayed thus with himself, God, I thank thee, that I am not as other men are, extortioners, unjust, adulterers, or even as this publican. I fast twice in the week, I give tithes of all that I possess. And the publican, standing afar off, would not lift up so much as his eyes unto heaven, but smote upon his breast, saying, God be merciful to me a sinner. I tell you, this man went down to his house justified rather than the other: for every one that exalteth himself shall be abased; and he that humbleth himself shall be exalted."
   If any of us see's a reptillian shapeshifter, none of us should want to be like any pharisee's hating on them, or judgeing them...........nuh uhhhhhhhhh............salute them ya cause bible says do that..........wave high basically or smile nice not judgy at them, and love them. And love our neighbors which maybe some them maybe reptillian shapeshifters ------- so what?????????

 My like reptillian shapeshifter in my body cause we are all reptillian shapeshifters if there is any real reptillian shapeshifters cause we all have a worm inside us that needs to die!

  Mark 9:47-49 "And if thine eye offend thee, pluck it out: it is better for thee to enter into the kingdom of God with one eye, than having two eyes to be cast into hell fire: Where their worm dieth not, and the fire is not quenched. For every one shall be salted with fire, and every sacrifice shall be salted with salt."

Romans 8:13 "For if ye live after the flesh, ye shall die: but if ye through the Spirit do mortify the deeds of the body, ye shall live."

 This blog post is inspired by this you tube channel. (sometimes if I put up a video from a you tube channel they delete it, ok pretty often if I put up a you tube video that isn't a rock song by the rock artist themself.........the video get's deleted or changed etc.) 

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCKN4ROwUFPka38WMJvXyNaA/featured

  I was watching the video's on the above channel tonight on reptillian shapeshifters. Many, many, many, people believe that reptillian shapeshifters are real. Maybe they are???????? But if they are we all have a worm inside us that needs to die!

 We should not look at any people and be like "oooooooo these people ick" Every person is a person god loves. Every person is a person god wishes would repent. 

2 Peter 3:9 "The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance."

  I include a song......................

Have a great day!

Me the executioner, executing me the worm!.....................

Update 8/22/2024 this blog post was before I became a goth and came into a healthy "grip" of myself that's how I'm wording that. And we all do have a worm inside us that's supposed to eventually die, that worm that comes up every now and then when we are very grouchy!!!!!!! THAT ONE!!!!!!!!! 

Jesus didn't complain and whine like a baby when he was crucified - he totally didn't. 

Luke 23:34 "Then said Jesus, Father, forgive them; for they know not what they do. And they parted his raiment, and cast lots."

  I kept getting bad into the occult in a bad way - cause I hadn't figured out "oh I'm literally not a normie" I'm a little different. But now I have figured that out. 

  And it has nothing to do with this bible verse, cause I don't like it when people are raped, or killed, or molested ------------- dark shiz ------------- I don't like when people are gossiped about, hated ----------------- also dark shiz. I merely honest to god, enjoy the screech of bats at night, flying overhead while I walk around a lake I like, I literally enjoy soaking in the moonlight at night, spending time in cemetaries relaxing etc. not the bad shiz of "darkness"

John 3:19 "And this is the condemnation, that light is come into the world, and men loved darkness rather than light, because their deeds were evil." I used to beat myself up for being actually myself that ridiculous. But we all do have a worm. Maybe less we've been in the word of god enough it's now dead???????????????????????????????

Isaiah 1:17-18 "Learn to do well; seek judgment, relieve the oppressed, judge the fatherless, plead for the widow. Come now, and let us reason together, saith the Lord: though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they be red like crimson, they shall be as wool."

Pic I took yesterday

we live in a "red light" world - where everything is bad and a sin

but that ain't the world I live in................THAT'S LIKELY THE WORLD YOU LIVE IN THOUGH, YOU POOR THING....................Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth." 

me the executioner: Any last words worm?


me the worm: I love the darkness so much I've clean ran from god and now I see my fool ways, for I hid the truth from myself that's why god told me to tell the apostolic christian church what was said of timotheus........1 Corinthians 16:9-11 "For a great door and effectual is opened unto me, and there are many adversaries. Now if Timotheus come, see that he may be with you without fear: for he worketh the work of the Lord, as I also do. Let no man therefore despise him: but conduct him forth in peace, that he may come unto me: for I look for him with the brethren."

me the executioner: so uh wait there what you and timotheus been up to?

me the worm: fun, I mean micheif!

me the executioner: So that means you plead guilty?

Me the worm: RIDICULOUSLY guilty sir.

me the executioner: ok then, pulling the noose release uh thingy mabob

Me the worm the final hours: ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh lord I love you more then ALL THE DARKNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

See when you work for god, ya satan can come and attack ok but................. Job 42:2 “I know that you can do all things; no purpose of yours can be thwarted.
  to quote the beyonce song on the previous post jesus............."your kiss got me hoping you save me right now" Right now lord please. I want you!

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Philippians 3:10 "That I may know him,....." that's why to deny yourself and take up your cross and follow jesus daily that you may know him....................

  Blessed Be Apostolic Christian Church of America 

may Jesus Christ our Lord accept your repentances 

and usher you into his beloved and may you dwell in green pastures for all the days of your lives. 

This is the verse that spoke to me at church today Philippians 3:10 "That I may know him, and the power of his resurrection, and the fellowship of his sufferings, being made conformable unto his death;" Especially the words "that I may know him" that's why I deny myself and take up my cross and follow jesus everyday "that I may know him" And also the reverse is true that he may know me! Matthew 7:23 "And then will I profess unto them, I never knew you: depart from me, ye that work iniquity." There are going to be people jesus is going to tell them that he never knew them! Their worms didn't die!!!!!!!!!!!! Isaiah 66:24
"And they shall go forth, and look upon the carcases of the men that have transgressed against me: for their worm shall not die, neither shall their fire be quenched; and they shall be an abhorring unto all flesh."
   Also today pastors talked about haman Esther 3:5 "And when Haman saw that Mordecai bowed not, nor did him reverence, then was Haman full of wrath." Pride is a worm!!!!!!!! A worm that needs to DIE! I recommend hating pride like in yourselves like in ourselves hate that WORM that it might die while we are on this earth that we not go to hell where "their worm shall not die"  Proverbs 8:13 "The fear of the LORD is to hate evil: pride, and arrogancy, and the evil way, and the froward mouth, do I hate."
   Oh anyways, ya I've done gone the idiot haman route before : ) better to be humble! God'll hear your prayers better if you are humble it all goes so much smoother - trust me on this one.
   Anyways, today at my aunt's apostolic christian church of america (that's a mouthful : ) I enjoyed watching the brothers and sisters work in the kitchen and clean the tables after lunch time...........I've figured out that they've kept this lunch time thing going cause they so zealous to serve each other (don't be's all thinking with yourselves there ain't no saints that have kooky ideas cracked in their heads to love and serve each other on this earth - oooooooooooo they exist ok : ) Galatians 6:10 "As we have therefore opportunity, let us do good unto all men, especially unto them who are of the household of faith." I get a real kick out of watching them clean, one'll tidy up all the napkins and condiment containers, one'll inch over some the cups, nother will come by and pick up those cups ------------------ trust me it's entertaining : ) And man the brother that cleans the tables, the mc donalds employee's need to watch this brother in action (sometime's at mc donalds woefully the tables are less then stellar --------- it's always like mayonaise and buisiness and I don't want to have anything to do with somebody elses mayonaise - just sayin ------ even if you wipe the mayonaise with a napkin the trace elements of another persons mayonaisse is still on that table!) Gotta get the bleach water, do it up real good, wipe a table 2 times 3 times so it's good and clean!
   And uh have a great week earth : ) I feel bad for the smith's friends, the www.brunstad.org church in my haman athon, they didn't kiss my butt juuuuuuuuuussssssssstt right that is some of my entire reason for my entire huff - RIDICULOUSNESS on my part. I'm way better off in the lowly place. Well geez I'm the fool with the fool logic that has decided I'm my aunt's churches cookie king for the rest of my stay on this earth ------- cause fool logic fools we like to figure out and impliment the least amount of effort of saintly effort to uh you know make god happy : ) which is completely foolish of me, I should want to be all doing like many many spectacularly saintly stuffs! That'd be smart! That'd be the bestest way to play it. Who I foolin, like I'd even know how to serve god's people that much.
   A blog and some ya get cookies : ) hahahahahahah hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahaahahahahahaahah hahahahahahahaahahahahahaaha hahahahahahahaahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahaahahahahah
   But uh you know long as my like worm dies n'stuff, dead worm is a dead worm, not a stupid idiot haman athon one, dead one, dead worm. That's the idea. yep. dead with jesus. dead with jesus. Romans 6:8
"Now if we be dead with Christ, we believe that we shall also live with him:" oh yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa oh yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa dead worm : ) dead fool worm : ) dead worm : )
  Having pizza tonight : )