Me the executioner, executing me the worm!.....................

Update 8/22/2024 this blog post was before I became a goth and came into a healthy "grip" of myself that's how I'm wording that. And we all do have a worm inside us that's supposed to eventually die, that worm that comes up every now and then when we are very grouchy!!!!!!! THAT ONE!!!!!!!!! 

Jesus didn't complain and whine like a baby when he was crucified - he totally didn't. 

Luke 23:34 "Then said Jesus, Father, forgive them; for they know not what they do. And they parted his raiment, and cast lots."

  I kept getting bad into the occult in a bad way - cause I hadn't figured out "oh I'm literally not a normie" I'm a little different. But now I have figured that out. 

  And it has nothing to do with this bible verse, cause I don't like it when people are raped, or killed, or molested ------------- dark shiz ------------- I don't like when people are gossiped about, hated ----------------- also dark shiz. I merely honest to god, enjoy the screech of bats at night, flying overhead while I walk around a lake I like, I literally enjoy soaking in the moonlight at night, spending time in cemetaries relaxing etc. not the bad shiz of "darkness"

John 3:19 "And this is the condemnation, that light is come into the world, and men loved darkness rather than light, because their deeds were evil." I used to beat myself up for being actually myself that ridiculous. But we all do have a worm. Maybe less we've been in the word of god enough it's now dead???????????????????????????????

Isaiah 1:17-18 "Learn to do well; seek judgment, relieve the oppressed, judge the fatherless, plead for the widow. Come now, and let us reason together, saith the Lord: though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they be red like crimson, they shall be as wool."

Pic I took yesterday

we live in a "red light" world - where everything is bad and a sin

but that ain't the world I live in................THAT'S LIKELY THE WORLD YOU LIVE IN THOUGH, YOU POOR THING....................Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth." 

me the executioner: Any last words worm?


me the worm: I love the darkness so much I've clean ran from god and now I see my fool ways, for I hid the truth from myself that's why god told me to tell the apostolic christian church what was said of timotheus........1 Corinthians 16:9-11 "For a great door and effectual is opened unto me, and there are many adversaries. Now if Timotheus come, see that he may be with you without fear: for he worketh the work of the Lord, as I also do. Let no man therefore despise him: but conduct him forth in peace, that he may come unto me: for I look for him with the brethren."

me the executioner: so uh wait there what you and timotheus been up to?

me the worm: fun, I mean micheif!

me the executioner: So that means you plead guilty?

Me the worm: RIDICULOUSLY guilty sir.

me the executioner: ok then, pulling the noose release uh thingy mabob

Me the worm the final hours: ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh lord I love you more then ALL THE DARKNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

See when you work for god, ya satan can come and attack ok but................. Job 42:2 “I know that you can do all things; no purpose of yours can be thwarted.
  to quote the beyonce song on the previous post jesus............."your kiss got me hoping you save me right now" Right now lord please. I want you!

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