I'm taking a break from reading my mom's e-mails for a few days, cause she e-mails me shiz that really stresses me, cause my family has made up various "scenarios" about me and my life for years now - they I have been told actually regularly get together and talk about me have entire family meetings over their "thoughts" about what's going on in my life (they all have lived away from me for years 23+ years) ALL THINGS WORK TOGETHER FOR THE GOOD Romans 8:28 "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose." None of their "scenarios" about me whether true or false MATTER AT ALL..........besides most of my mom's e-mails drive me off a actual cliff in my mind.....................SHIZ WORKS OUT!!!!!!!!!!...............

I'm taking a break from reading my mom's e-mails for a few days, cause she e-mails me shiz that really stresses me, cause my family has made up various "scenarios" about me and my life for years now - they I have been told actually regularly get together and talk about me have entire family meetings over their "thoughts" about what's going on in my life (they all have lived away from me for years 23+ years) ALL THINGS WORK TOGETHER FOR THE GOOD Romans 8:28 "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose." None of their "scenarios" about me whether true or false MATTER AT ALL..........besides most of my mom's e-mails drive me off a actual cliff in my mind.....................SHIZ WORKS OUT!!!!!!!!!!...............

family meeting that my family

about the satan worshiping black sheep of the family

FAMILY MEETING THAT SHIZ MAN

My weight right now is 229...........am at according to science 33.8 obese.........

ya lets see a picture of my obese was chewed out for being so fat and not caring about my health 3 1/2 or so months ago at Kaiser Permanente cause they believe the bmi

they need to go get mental health help

most you do 

cause you believe this picture

is a OBESE CHICK...................

I do have diabeties type 2 currently, that is real

because diabeties runs rampant in my dad's family

so I do need to diet, excersize like never before

but mega overweight

I don't think so 

I think you all that ascribe to BMI need to go get mental health checks your sanity is not doing good especially not the sanity of the doctors of kaiser permanente maybe all the doctors in the usa???????????????????????????????????????????

 Even lazarous...................look at his end..................so much bad things did happen to him.................................but eventually he died...................

Luke 16:15-22 "And he said unto them, Ye are they which justify yourselves before men; but God knoweth your hearts: for that which is highly esteemed among men is abomination in the sight of God. The law and the prophets were until John: since that time the kingdom of God is preached, and every man presseth into it. And it is easier for heaven and earth to pass, than one tittle of the law to fail.

Whosoever putteth away his wife, and marrieth another, committeth adultery: and whosoever marrieth her that is put away from her husband committeth adultery. There was a certain rich man, which was clothed in purple and fine linen, and fared sumptuously every day: And there was a certain beggar named Lazarus, which was laid at his gate, full of sores, And desiring to be fed with the crumbs which fell from the rich man's table: moreover the dogs came and licked his sores. And it came to pass, that the beggar died, and was carried by the angels into Abraham's bosom: the rich man also died, and was buried;"

  My attackers are highly esteemed among men, they never wear makeup or wedding rings most of them, they are mega high in society. But look at lazarus - low in society, lowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

lowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

lowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

you can't get lower then soars all over your body and dogs licking at your soars and you outside a rich mans houses hoping to catch food he's throwing out his window. 

soon as he died "and was carried by the angels into Abraham's bosom"

things worked out eventually for the good

there are 2 types of people on earth

ones that predominately live for this life

and ones the predominately live for the next life

the next life is far more important then this life

does health problems stink ya..................

2 Corinthians 4:16 "For which cause we faint not; but though our outward man perish, yet the inward man is renewed day by day."

I will keep on trying to become not diabetic type 2 anymore

I will not give up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But health sometimes it fails some

our souls 

our future

that's where to set ones "vision"................................

Update me and my mom are getting along again so that's good. My super model sisters best friend told me I was having a mental breakdown and then instead of being a friend to me she blocked me from many of her social media's. But THIS HAS RENEWED MY ART CAREER!.....................cause her art doesn't sell much and her career was bumming me out so badly, I had just stopped doing art. Romans 8:28 "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose."..............

Update 8/17/2026 This all only made me stronger all the shiz this blog post is about............lightened my hair........................💓💓

still in my 50's that's with a s, bamn back to like what 20 something..................

song I'm digging 8/17/2026.................

I had to be left though by my friends and family.

I had to. 

it's part of "it"

Update me and my mom are getting along again so that's good. My super model sisters best friend told me I was having a mental breakdown and then instead of being a friend to me she blocked me from many of her social media's. But THIS HAS RENEWED MY ART CAREER!.....................cause her art doesn't sell much and her career was bumming me out so badly, I had just stopped doing art. Romans 8:28 "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose."..............

my super model sisters best friend said.....................

she doesn't want to know how I feel about anything

she don't care if I have a entire mental breakdown

 ------------ not a real friend ----------- 1-2 days before she claimed to be my friend

Luke 6:21-23 "Blessed are ye that hunger now: for ye shall be filled. Blessed are ye that weep now: for ye shall laugh. Blessed are ye, when men shall hate you, and when they shall separate you from their company, and shall reproach you, and cast out your name as evil, for the Son of man's sake. Rejoice ye in that day, and leap for joy: for, behold, your reward is great in heaven: for in the like manner did their fathers unto the prophets."

maybe I only sell 1 piece of art

but I am 100% that this alllllllllllllllllllllllll happened for a reason

My freshly opened Society 6 shop................

https://society6.com/sheriwalz638ea23a42692

pps................I would love to still be friends with my little sisters best friend if she ever wanted to be friends with me again, or my not dna related to me older sister and also not dna related to me neice. (they ain't dna related to me so...............like I totally saw my big sisters DNA results). I really upset some people in my life when I said "I love lucifer"

   I still love Jesus and accept him fully as my lord and savior

people say "be yourself" 

people are LIEING A LOT OF THEM ABOUT THAT PHRASE

when they say "be yourself" many people mean that fake version of you that they like!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The fake version of you that they like that is pretending to hate Lucifer

even though your a total goth or I am anyways

I love this song so bad. 

Matthew 5:7 "Blessed are the merciful:

 for they shall obtain mercy."