I'm taking a break from reading my mom's e-mails for a few days, cause she e-mails me shiz that really stresses me, cause my family has made up various "scenarios" about me and my life for years now - they I have been told actually regularly get together and talk about me have entire family meetings over their "thoughts" about what's going on in my life (they all have lived away from me for years 23+ years) ALL THINGS WORK TOGETHER FOR THE GOOD Romans 8:28 "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose." None of their "scenarios" about me whether true or false MATTER AT ALL..........besides most of my mom's e-mails drive me off a actual cliff in my mind.....................SHIZ WORKS OUT!!!!!!!!!!...............

I'm taking a break from reading my mom's e-mails for a few days, cause she e-mails me shiz that really stresses me, cause my family has made up various "scenarios" about me and my life for years now - they I have been told actually regularly get together and talk about me have entire family meetings over their "thoughts" about what's going on in my life (they all have lived away from me for years 23+ years) ALL THINGS WORK TOGETHER FOR THE GOOD Romans 8:28 "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose." None of their "scenarios" about me whether true or false MATTER AT ALL..........besides most of my mom's e-mails drive me off a actual cliff in my mind.....................SHIZ WORKS OUT!!!!!!!!!!...............

family meeting that my family

about the satan worshiping black sheep of the family

FAMILY MEETING THAT SHIZ MAN

My weight right now is 229...........am at according to science 33.8 obese.........

ya lets see a picture of my obese was chewed out for being so fat and not caring about my health 3 1/2 or so months ago at Kaiser Permanente cause they believe the bmi

they need to go get mental health help

most you do 

cause you believe this picture

is a OBESE CHICK...................

I do have diabeties type 2 currently, that is real

because diabeties runs rampant in my dad's family

so I do need to diet, excersize like never before

but mega overweight

I don't think so 

I think you all that ascribe to BMI need to go get mental health checks your sanity is not doing good especially not the sanity of the doctors of kaiser permanente maybe all the doctors in the usa???????????????????????????????????????????

 Even lazarous...................look at his end..................so much bad things did happen to him.................................but eventually he died...................

Luke 16:15-22 "And he said unto them, Ye are they which justify yourselves before men; but God knoweth your hearts: for that which is highly esteemed among men is abomination in the sight of God. The law and the prophets were until John: since that time the kingdom of God is preached, and every man presseth into it. And it is easier for heaven and earth to pass, than one tittle of the law to fail.

Whosoever putteth away his wife, and marrieth another, committeth adultery: and whosoever marrieth her that is put away from her husband committeth adultery. There was a certain rich man, which was clothed in purple and fine linen, and fared sumptuously every day: And there was a certain beggar named Lazarus, which was laid at his gate, full of sores, And desiring to be fed with the crumbs which fell from the rich man's table: moreover the dogs came and licked his sores. And it came to pass, that the beggar died, and was carried by the angels into Abraham's bosom: the rich man also died, and was buried;"

  My attackers are highly esteemed among men, they never wear makeup or wedding rings most of them, they are mega high in society. But look at lazarus - low in society, lowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

lowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

lowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

you can't get lower then soars all over your body and dogs licking at your soars and you outside a rich mans houses hoping to catch food he's throwing out his window. 

soon as he died "and was carried by the angels into Abraham's bosom"

things worked out eventually for the good

there are 2 types of people on earth

ones that predominately live for this life

and ones the predominately live for the next life

the next life is far more important then this life

does health problems stink ya..................

2 Corinthians 4:16 "For which cause we faint not; but though our outward man perish, yet the inward man is renewed day by day."

I will keep on trying to become not diabetic type 2 anymore

I will not give up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But health sometimes it fails some

our souls 

our future

that's where to set ones "vision"................................

I have horrible nightmares all the time. I relate to Lazarus a ton. And most christians aren't really supposed to be rich or even have nice things happen to them, did you know that??????? Romans 8:36 "As it is written, For thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter." oh this verse IN CONTEXT in this blog post oh ya..........................

 Update 4/25/2024 (these updates are out of order because people hate me so bad that they have stopped clicking on my "highlighted" blog post for the week). 

  Today's e-mail from 1st husband is also highlighting that he isn't a "monster" like he is portraited as being....................

I never say where these e-mails are coming from because I thoroughly believe my 1st husband has e-mailed me FOR YEARS via a "portal" on the internet - from the otherside................................

and he knows I HATE that song "row, row row your boat gently down the stream merrily merrily merrily life is but a dream" -------- NO IT'S BEEN MOSTLY A HELLISH NIGHTMARE FOR ME - NOT A DREAM!!!!!!!!!!

Acts 14:22 "Confirming the souls of the disciples, and exhorting them to continue in the faith, and that we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God." ---- I'm plenty good on the tribulation front God/Jesus, Lucifer and his men!!!!!!!!!! PLENTY GOOD, I'VE HAD ENOUGH THANK YOU!

My latest decor efforts - to make my house look french um I guess french provential they call it with a goth medieval twist - didn't find any plastic swords at the thrift store last night LOOKED HARD..................need halloween to get here sooner......................(I have real swords to - I be going to the medieval fairs 💓💓💓💓💓💓 but plastic and/or fake swords often go well I find next to real ones).......................

all the clutter above this hutch I DIDN'T DO THAT CLUTTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Is now hid via giant gold flowers. 

oh the hideous open bathroom cubbies that my husband likes so much - that clutter now sorta hid by giant gold flowers - THIS IS A WIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 I have horrible nightmares all the time. I relate to Lazarus a ton. And most christians aren't really supposed to be rich or even have nice things happen to them, did you know that??????? Romans 8:36 "As it is written, For thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter." oh this verse IN CONTEXT in this blog post oh ya..........................
Romans 8:34-36 "Who is he that condemneth? It is Christ that died, yea rather, that is risen again, who is even at the right hand of God, who also maketh intercession for us. Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? As it is written, For thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter."

  I know 99% of christians are billiions convinced that "their blessing is coming" they've heard a great many prosperity pastors preach to them - FOR YEARS. 

  But though we can be blessed.  WE ARE ALSO HATED. And romans 8:34 lists out................shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword

  I recogn very few of us should be blessed, most of us should NOT BE BLESSED BE LAZARUS'S HAVIN BAD TIME ON EARTH. 

 "we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter"

You might think "sheri we've been reading your blog for years, we bet right now you are drinking coffee from a coffee shop" -------- wrongo coffee from a gas station 👍👍👍👍👍😁

  Ya I also go off on my love for lucifer on my blog, so maybe I've brought I theorize "bonus blessings" literally on this earth upon myself. 

I have a theory

that if you hate anybody

you maybe are bringing bad kharma upon yourself

---------- it's only a theory

but 

there is a point to my idea I feel is solid

that if you continually

put out loving words to people

and God/Jesus Lucifer and his men

.................

good is slatted to come back to ya

Luke 6:38 "Give, and it shall be given unto you; good measure, pressed down, and shaken together, and running over, shall men give into your bosom. For with the same measure that ye mete withal it shall be measured to you again."

Sheri that's almost the prosperity gospel

I ain't knockin the prosperity gospel in all actuality

it's good to have some hope for some good to happen to you!!!!!!!!!!!

  But I also feel it's good to have in your mind somewhere reality. The reality being that following Jesus isn't supposed to be a 100% total easy cake walk. 

Revelation 2:8-10

8 And unto the angel of the church in Smyrna write; These things saith the first and the last, which was dead, and is alive;

9 I know thy works, and tribulation, and poverty, (but thou art rich) and I know the blasphemy of them which say they are Jews, and are not, but are the synagogue of Satan.

10 Fear none of those things which thou shalt suffer: behold, the devil shall cast some of you into prison, that ye may be tried; and ye shall have tribulation ten days: be thou faithful unto death, and I will give thee a crown of life.

  Revelations 2:8-10 is speaking about a end times I do believe, segment of the body of christ THAT IS POOR

POVERTY VERSE 9 SAYS

BUT LIKE LAZARUS THEY ARE RICH

Luke 16:19-21

19 There was a certain rich man, which was clothed in purple and fine linen, and fared sumptuously every day:

20 And there was a certain beggar named Lazarus, which was laid at his gate, full of sores,

21 And desiring to be fed with the crumbs which fell from the rich man's table: moreover the dogs came and licked his sores.

SO WHAT IS RICHES??????

IS IT MONEY??????????

IS IT HOW POPULAR YOU ARE ON YOU TUBE???????

I GIVE THE ANSWER - IT'S YOUR LOVE FOR GOD/JESUS AND HIS WORD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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I'm though desperately

"tiffany twisted" - it's a crisis

I'm a real barbie

and I need to be a dusty pilgrim more

"dusty pilgrim sheri" - ya

at least my closet is organized nearly....................

😁

ps the have not cause you ask not bible verse. I pray for mansions - that's plural, tons of friends - plural, tons of family - plural, and a awesome life on this earth and eternity - plural and many vacations - pural

James 4:1-3

4 From whence come wars and fightings among you? come they not hence, even of your lusts that war in your members?

2 Ye lust, and have not: ye kill, and desire to have, and cannot obtain: ye fight and war, yet ye have not, because ye ask not.

3 Ye ask, and receive not, because ye ask amiss, that ye may consume it upon your lusts.

 I do ask, and I do need a bigger house. So though you could say - eh sheri asking for mansion is asking for your "lusts" ----------- I need a bigger house, and I need need NEED a vacation home. You can need a bigger house about mansion size exactly - and need a vacation house or a few. Real needs. Relaxation is a need. To be able to have a house big enough that it isn't cluttered everywhere cause your current house is so small you have nowhere to put stuffs anymore --------- needing a mansion size house CAN BE A REAL NEED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

  I believe my prayers will be answered -------- but I do ask, so don't accuse me of not asking God cause I do ask basically every night. 

https://www.donorschoose.org/

Ms. Simons classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose....................

Can the "blessings of God" be fully blocked from hiting someone? Somedays I feel blocked, maybe televangelists are right and I need to donate more money soo.............................

3/5/2025 I have a theory sometimes some of us might be a little "less blessed" cause we to buisy donating to charities --------- THIS IS JUST A THEORY. Though I have a bible verse of some support to this idea...............

Philippians 2:4 "Look not every man on his own things, but every man also on the things of others."
part of philippians 2:4 is looking on "your own" things as well as others!!!!!!!!!!

Today is a anti donation day for me - like anti haul!!!!!!!!! But I'll be hauling today this many bracelets.....................

Can the "blessings of God" be fully blocked from hiting someone? Somedays I feel blocked, maybe televangelists are right and I need to donate more money soo.............................

Romans 12:16 "Be of the same mind one toward another. Mind not high things, but condescend to men of low estate. Be not wise in your own conceits." "Be of the same mind one toward another." Is whether a person is rich or poor, of "low degree" or what???????? 

James 1:9 "Let the brother of low degree rejoice in that he is exalted:"

   Mark 10:29-31 "And Jesus answered and said, Verily I say unto you, There is no man that hath left house, or brethren, or sisters, or father, or mother, or wife, or children, or lands, for my sake, and the gospel's, But he shall receive an hundredfold now in this time, houses, and brethren, and sisters, and mothers, and children, and lands, with persecutions; and in the world to come eternal life. But many that are first shall be last; and the last first."

 So because I'm the actual last only bad things can happen to me???????????????? Is that what "But many that are first shall be last; and the last first." means???????????????

  And what about Lazarus?????????????????

  Luke 16:19-20 "There was a certain rich man, which was clothed in purple and fine linen, and fared sumptuously every day: And there was a certain beggar named Lazarus, which was laid at his gate, full of sores," I love Lazarus but I am not enjoying being Lazarus - this sucks.

I would deem Lazarus the 1st though

over wealthy christians!

It still sucks so many donkey balls being Lazarus aka what I am in a way !!!!!!!!!!!! 🧶🧶🧶🧶🧶🧶

I know people will tell me I'm blessed............I've been told that my whole life. But sometimes, most of the time.........I don't feel blessed. Like tons blessed, like most christians out there seem to be of this ultra blessed super perfect life club.............and uh I can't relate to that.

 Picture above is how our shed soon to be shop looks like right now........with it's new flooring............left side of picture 2 windsurfing boards I never got to use and am having to get rid of.

   Which christians would you all think is 1st?????? The rich ones that God's rained on a ton - or the Lazarus's??????? I think the Lazarus's for sure..............because it's easy to "trust god" when everything is going your way. 

  But when your hated a slew, and poor....................trusting in God can be challenging then. Mark 13:13

"And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved." 

  Lazarus trusted in God, with sores on his body, and complete poverty. Luke 16:21 "And desiring to be fed with the crumbs which fell from the rich man's table: moreover the dogs came and licked his sores." And he ended up in Abraham's busom (that's a big deal). 

 Yep I'm every "prosperity preachers" worst nightmare come true.