Lost the storage unit I really wanted, cause brian didn't want to spend that much money, problem it was filled with stuff - there's no way on hell or heaven he'd spend retail for that stuff..............so I'm stuck with a mediocre christmas again.....................

Heal Palestine inc. their um food distribution thing in gaza soup kitchen looks to be is finally back up and running 😁👍💓💓💓💓💓💓

Heal Palestine Inc.

https://www.paypal.com/US/fundraiser/charity/4792046

 Lost the storage unit I really wanted, cause brian didn't want to spend that much money, problem it was filled with stuff - there's no way on hell or heaven he'd spend retail for that stuff..............so I'm stuck with a mediocre christmas again.....................

it beyond wears on me 

being trapped living mega cheap not because I want to live mega cheap I HAVE TO

Ephesians 5:22 "Wives, submit yourselves unto your own husbands, as unto the Lord."
Colossians 3:18 "Wives, submit yourselves unto your own husbands, as it is fit in the Lord."

going for a walk
meanwhile --- I'm expected to be super happy all the time

I think I might like christmas if I was for 1 year having real christmas decor, not trailer trash decor I'm talking real decor

but no 

brian would neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeever spend that much money in his life

I'M ONLY ALLOWED TO BE TRAILER TRASH
John 10:10
The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly.
.....................................
trying to bid on another storage unit but it's a junky style one, and it's going to be a mess to clean but that's the only type in brian's "price range"
And me and him also having no friends since how he goes through what I go through or this is what he tells me that it is all my fault we don't have friends I'm a worthless bish. 
--------- he e-mails 2 his best friends that don't live far away he's just refusing to hang out with them
..................
honest
I think I'd literally have more friends living in a actual trailer park
where I live is so snobby and they hate me
Got back walking (recently on tik tok like nelly furtado she like gained a lot of weight - she's like near menopause or in menopause somewhere around my age sounds like.........people are being so cruel to her on the internet AND SHE EVEN GAVE THEM A FEW GOOD SONGS) 
GOT BACK FROM MY WALK CAUSE GOTTA WORK OUT THIS IS A CRUEL CHRISTIAN WORLD.............ACCORDING TO YOU KNOW AMERICANS IN AMERICA ACCORDING TO THEM MOST THEM IS CHRISTIAN.............




nelly's gots some hits..........................
let nelly be!!!!!!!!!!..................




ridiculous cruel world nelly furtado should get to be whatever size she wants 
this is beyoooooooooooooooooooooond


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Ok usa I believe you your mostly christian, cause this country is sooooooooooooooooooo tribulated Acts 14:22 "Confirming the souls of the disciples, and exhorting them to continue in the faith, and that we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God." The usa is so tribulated most of them have to go to church and praise god to feel "alright".........................brian's wincing around the house in pain right now passing another kidney stone (he has a army of like i think 8 kidney stones FOR REAL he needs to pass right now) and I've spent the entire day holding a sock full of rice to my ear - finally put a pain relieving ear drop in my ear it helped - I'm headed to the doctor tommorow..............

 Ok usa I believe you your mostly christian, cause this country is sooooooooooooooooooo tribulated Acts 14:22 "Confirming the souls of the disciples, and exhorting them to continue in the faith, and that we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God." The usa is so tribulated most of them have to go to church and praise god to feel "alright".........................brian's wincing around the house in pain right now passing another kidney stone (he has a army of like I think 8 kidney stones FOR REAL he needs to pass right now) and I've spent the entire day holding a sock full of rice to my ear - finally put a pain relieving ear drop in my ear it helped - I'm headed to the doctor tommorow..............

I'm like bryan johnson

into health a lot

drank beet juice today (putting in extra effort to try and up my immune system) - and I've decided I love beet juice....................I'm determined to make drinking a glass a day of beet juice my permanent mo

wheatgrass 💓💓💓💓💓💓

and bone broth I also drank today

............................after drinking all of that I am feeling better (especially the beet juice, I'm anemic and beet juice just brings me back to life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

usa is a ironic place

they put most emphasis on blessings --- pretty well all of the entirety of the usa they think that if your blessed with lots of money and cars etc. etc. that that's proof your godly

but the bible literally says below "godliness with contentment is great gain" not a thing "hingent" upon how "blessed you is".................

1 Timothy 6:5-7

5 Perverse disputings of men of corrupt minds, and destitute of the truth, supposing that gain is godliness: from such withdraw thyself.

6 But godliness with contentment is great gain.

7 For we brought nothing into this world, and it is certain we can carry nothing out.

I've witnessed people being content thankful even, living in cars, in the usa, living in storage units in the usa.............................the wealthy are "propped up" in this country - NO HATE 

but the poor man they have testimonies in this country

the bible ironic thing it is

cause you read "much tribulation" sounds horrible

but then when you live it

and you get some victory in some area in your life

and you have praise to god

you realize

ok

me picking a bible verse at randomn...............

Genesis 29:35

And she conceived again, and bare a son: and she said, Now will I praise the Lord: therefore she called his name Judah; and left bearing.

  genesis 29:25 is about a lady maybe she had problems having a kid.................but then see when she has a child --------------------------- it's even better then if she just had 20 kids easy...................cause now she's full of praise to god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well my new hijab, tichel, headcovering arrived - turns out it wasn't one piece, but I'm feelin this style of tyeing it on 👍👍👍👍👍

Dear body of christ I know the gates of hell are coming up against you all.............and you think I have it easy. (with 2 unbaptized, not going to church 20+ year old kids, a husband with no libido he ain't concerned about that - 100% sure he believes in "semen rentention") With a ear infection so bad - it's 2 days long right now - but brian and ian think it's a allergy ear infection I ain't done sure........it's baaaaaaaaaaad..................and we won't get rid of any cats, nope and I've had many ear problems since we have 3 cats............I'm supposed to just suffer suffer suffer...................

 Dear body of christ I know the gates of hell are coming up against you all.............and you think I have it easy. (with 2 unbaptized, not going to church 20+ year old kids, a husband with no libido he ain't concerned about that - 100% sure he believes in "semen rentention") With a ear infection so bad - it's 2 days long right now - but brian and ian think it's a allergy ear infection I ain't done sure........it's baaaaaaaaaaad..................and we won't get rid of any cats, nope and I've had many ear problems since we have 3 cats............I'm supposed to just suffer suffer suffer...................

I am aware you are all naked in garages and/or basement gagged right now

I KNOW

hopefully you can get to phones and call 911

I know when lucifer get's here, your alllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll going to unleash finally loooooooooooooooooooooong woes me diabtribes

but will you find mercy???????????????????????????????

will you find mercy???????????????????????

Matthew 5:7 "Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy."

I accept jesus as my lord and savior but maybe a little "hail satan" coming from me...............................

ep...............hopefully my ear will get better

I'm about to take a shower, and maybe go for a little walk maybe that'll help me the fresh air????????????????????????????

I'm getting somewhere with this..........................

we need to care about others!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO THAT WE ALSO WILL FIND MERCY........................

ALL CARE ABOUT CHRISTIANS OUR ENEMIES EVERYONE

AS WE HAVE CHANCE THE BIBLE SAYS................

Galatians 6:10

As we have therefore opportunity, let us do good unto all men, especially unto them who are of the household of faith.

"Jesus take the wheel" man jesus bestest come over do a full demonic possession of me if I ain't foaming at the mouth how I going to survive???????????????????......................

 "Jesus take the wheel" man jesus bestest come over do a full demonic possession of me if I ain't foaming at the mouth how I going to survive???????????????????......................

  I can't literally say what is going on in my family right now it's so danged bad. And it's "all the time" it's alllllll the time anymore I can't talk about it. 

 But before Jessena's boyfriend surprise broke up with her and told her he's moving out of the apartment (knowing that meant jessena would also have to move) surprise less then 2 weeks before his move into his new apartment date..................

the aftermath of that...........................

Romans 5:3 "And not only so, but we glory in tribulations also: knowing that tribulation worketh patience;"

 Is there some patience I'm supposed to be uh gaining???????????????? 

?????????????????????????????????????????

I don't know how to like 

stay sober sometimes???????????????

I know

I knoooooooooooooooooooowwwwwwwwwwwwww

I'm supposed to always be sober and happy that's what the bible says "glory in tribulations"

1 Peter 5:8 "Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour:" - My week life has gotten real bad..........GET A SNACK LUCIFER PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I feel like I need like jesus to demonic possess me

or demons to demoic possess me

or something like that

how I going to "make it"??????

it's 1:56 a.m. right now my child was in the bathroom throwing up a few minutes ago crying and this has became "the norm around here" 

it's so much

I'm a mellow hippy that hugs and kisses my pet goats everyday

I don't have the stress coaping mechanisms I need

I don't

unless I'm possessed or on drugs or both

(only love for lucifer and his men, and jesus christ the lord to if he wants to demonic possess me that'd be great 👍👍👍👍 make my week much easier "all things are possible for he who believeth lord" Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth.")

  Pets at a farm um feed store......................................very cute, not as cute as my goats but my goats are Mr. America's so -- my goats set the bar real high..........................

ps though

I never see fellow christians rejoicing all the time much like how much the bible says they supposed to be crazy happy all the time

lot of the time

they look beat down

but

people are beat down out there

they GOING THROUGH IT

inflation in usa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

.............................I'll never "get" the glory in tribulation bible verse

or the "be sober" ones either

it's like god expects us to be demolition derby cars!!!!!!!!!!!

I AIN'T A DEMOLITION DERBY CAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'M THE FOOL.....................

THE FOOL

that got bitted by my kids hamster a few years back

started hypervennilating cause I'm a germaphobe

and I swear the hamsters germs from his body went into my veins like hamster venom

which for us germaphobes that's like the worst hell that could happen to us

...............I was rolling on the floor

hyperventilating

called brian he was at work that day

couldn't even make the words I wanted to say

..................I sometimes stub my toe - don't recover for several minutes

in my mind only way I can be a demolition derby car is if I'm high or possessed or both pry both

patience?????????????????????????????????????

what I supposed to do zen out so bad while my child is throwing up in the bathroom at 1 a.m. I die instantly from "zen"????????????????????

Romans 5:3 "And not only so, but we glory in tribulations also: knowing that tribulation worketh patience;"

well if your reading this you stink at following jesus to then cause you are breathing still FYI

Goodness and mercy is on it's way for me, I just don't know when!........................it could be on the way for you to!!!!!!!!!!!!! STAY ALIVE................WAIT................WAIT 1 Peter 5:6 "Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time:"..........................................

Goodness and mercy is on it's way for me, I just don't know when!........................it could be on the way for you to!!!!!!!!!!!!! STAY ALIVE................WAIT................WAIT 1 Peter 5:6 "Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time:"..........................................

suzie kenedy proclaimed christian look at all the mercy and goodness that pursues her 

that's great evidentally she is a christian

and no goodnessesesses right now are pursueing me

----------- I give my life to jesus for reals and also am not going back on my handshake with lucifer  rain will hit me eventually - I mean "goodness and mercy" eventually it will hit me

Most you appear to have "it easy" you have family you have friends - yes life is that song for you "row, row, row your boat gently down the stream merely merely merely merely life is but a dream" NOT FOR ME Acts 14:22 "Confirming the souls of the disciples, and exhorting them to continue in the faith, and that we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God." Ya it's because I shook hands with the devil and I ain't going back on it...............

but sheri your looking the "realist" 

well that is THE MOST quality handshake I made with lucifer in eternity that day

chrisitans living "at ease" those of your that are and I have more then reason to believe there are plenty of you "row row rowing your boats gently down the stream"

not so much tribulation

enjoy

please do

think about lucifer today fondly, BUT NOT TO FONDLY today

I believe

I've suffered double

for both kingdoms

lazarus a person you'd all think was damned to hell...............

Luke 16:24-25 "And he cried and said, Father Abraham, have mercy on me, and send Lazarus, that he may dip the tip of his finger in water, and cool my tongue; for I am tormented in this flame. But Abraham said, Son, remember that thou in thy lifetime receivedst thy good things, and likewise Lazarus evil things: but now he is comforted, and thou art tormented."

If your christian

and your suffering

least we gots heaven if we's gots Jesus 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍

but for christians

and to some extent non-christians cause god is good to all

Matthew 5:45 "That ye may be the children of your Father which is in heaven: for he maketh his sun to rise on the evil and on the good, and sendeth rain on the just and on the unjust."

Goodness

and Mercy

should pursue us

all the days of our lives...................

Psalm 23:5-6 "Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever."

we ain't supposed to stay for good on this earth lazeruses with dogs licking our wounds

Right now the meek don't run this earth

but we will!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Matthew 5:5 "Blessed are the meek: for they shall inherit the earth."

we won't stay lazeruses with our wounds being licked by dogs!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I mean actual dogs. 

goodness and mercy is on it's way!

I just don't know when!

yes most christians will probably die soon I know that...........but before they die, goodness and mercy should theorectically happen to them. (it might be a "slow die athon" - looks to be it's going to be slow.................Revelation 6:11 "And white robes were given unto every one of them; and it was said unto them, that they should rest yet for a little season, until their fellowservants also and their brethren, that should be killed as they were, should be fulfilled.")

theorectically goodness and mercy is chasing after ALL CHRISTIANS

Revelation 2:10 "Fear none of those things which thou shalt suffer: behold, the devil shall cast some of you into prison, that ye may be tried; and ye shall have tribulation ten days: be thou faithful unto death, and I will give thee a crown of life." From where I'm sitting looks to be "Goodness and mercy" is chasing after most chrisitans very hard, and successfuly.

until lucifer get's here of course!!!!!!!

👿👿👿👿👿👿👿👿👿👿👿👿👿👿 infnity I'm the premiere #1 villian #1...................

(donated to maybe muslim orphans today - IT'S MUSLIM CHARITY MIGHT BE MUSLIM ORPHANS??????) This world they do this thing - if your poor, or without friends - they tell you (I mean church pastors do, people in general do to they both do) that it's something either you did or you didn't go enough of aka donate money. But FOR SOME OF US - WE SITTING NEXT TO A EMPTY SEAT GOD JUST AIN'T FILLED YET.............................not everything can be "my fault" I KNOW YOU ALL BELIEVE EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENS TO ME IS MY FAULT...............it literally can't be all my fault...................

(donated to maybe muslim orphans today - IT'S MUSLIM CHARITY MIGHT BE MUSLIM ORPHANS??????) This world they do this thing - if your poor, or without friends - they tell you (I mean church pastors do, people in general do to they both do) that it's something either you did or you didn't go enough of aka donate money. But FOR SOME OF US - WE SITTING NEXT TO A EMPTY SEAT GOD JUST AIN'T FILLED YET.............................not everything can be "my fault" I KNOW YOU ALL BELIEVE EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENS TO ME IS MY FAULT...............it literally can't be all my fault...................

i didn't have 0 to do with any of the gaza war and I hate war

I hate allllllllllllllllllll of war!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(some charities have a "leave a note" option I left a note saying that not all us Jews hate the muslims - I believe my grandpa but I the only one that does - when he said I'm part Jew) 

This is the good thing about being able to donate to charities we don't have to sit and just let people die (whether via war or starvation or both) - WE CAN DONATE MONEY TO HELP PEOPLE LIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1ST OFF EVERYTHING BAD HAPPENING TO YOU PRY AIN'T YOUR FAULT NOT ALL IT, especially if your a christian but even non-christians bad things happen............it ain't always your fault..............if you for instance are starving in africa right now TO MUCH SUN HIT YOUR TOWN THAT AIN'T YOUR FAULT MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....................

John 16:33 "These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world."

I realize I'm a nobody right now

and honest lately I'm starting to believe some I'm a nobody (at times - I have the worst luck ever, most all the time) 

until weird dreams happen to me

and by weird I mean weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiird

buckle your seatbelts..............

I was at a arena

and I knew people were going to die in this dream

I'm the 1st one allowed to walk into the arena seating (meaning I'm not one of the people that's about to be killed, I'm just watching the whole thing) 

I walk past 

ELABORATE seats made out of full skeletons

like each one was DIFFERENT

to almost the very end of the like 1st aisle of these "skeleton seats" cause there were more normal seats to down below

I find one that looks super comfy like it was custom made for me

I sit there

very goth looking seat

I sit there notice how comfy it is

like a little "bone seat cacoon" 

and a blanket comes out from nowhere

very cute mermaid style black goth blanket - had them mermaid scales on it

covers my legs so I'm EVEN MORE SNUG AND WARM

and I look over to the chair I walked past - the one right next to me

and THERE'S A JESTERS HAT ABOVE IT

AND IT CLEARLY MATCHES THE CHAIR I WAS SITTING ON IN THE DREAM and it was empty

then the dream ended

me sitting in this chair

WAITING

Genesis 22:3-4 "And Abraham rose up early in the morning, and saddled his ass, and took two of his young men with him, and Isaac his son, and clave the wood for the burnt offering, and rose up, and went unto the place of which God had told him. Then on the third day Abraham lifted up his eyes, and saw the place afar off."

oftentimes in life we only maybe can see where we are headed "afar off"

nomadder if your christian

not christian

wanting change for the better is a thing a lot of us want

so most of us need to make a "leap of faith" let's do that - let's let people know WE CARE

Do you ever get the feeling that I'm a touch suicidal - ya it's because if 1st husband isn't my husband. And I've been punked for around 11 years now........................I AT THAT POINT WANT TO BE KILLED FOR JESUS.......................I AIN'T LIKE THE REST OF CHRSTIANITY I AIN'T TRYING TO HIDE...............I'm literally blogging "yep I believe jesus is lord and I accept him as my saviour" I'M LITERALLY BLOGGING THAT OFTEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!................

 Do you ever get the feeling that I'm a touch suicidal - ya it's because if 1st husband isn't my husband. And I've been punked for around 11 years now........................I AT THAT POINT WANT TO BE KILLED FOR JESUS.......................I AIN'T LIKE THE REST OF CHRSTIANITY I AIN'T TRYING TO HIDE...............I'm literally blogging "yep I believe jesus is lord and I accept him as my saviour" I'M LITERALLY BLOGGING THAT OFTEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!................

and while I'm hated by what 99% of christianity (I and maybe a handful of people being the 1% that don't hate me)

do wear tons of purivida bracelets

pretty rocks - pretty crystals

..........................

I'M A MERMAID MAN

That song is me, I want to have friends I want to be "a part of your world"

I WANT THAT!

Mark 13:13 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."

Proverbs 14:20 "The poor is hated even of his own neighbour: but the rich hath many friends."

I'm trapped

I'm trapped in the "below level" 

of society 

where I can't get friends

where I can't afford to travel

where even if I had "life more abundantly" - it's not much

John 10:10

The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly.

you don't have money for anything hardly === you don't have much of a life pry

and inflation keeps on inflating

well, that just makes me want to buy pura vida style braceltst more

why

cause people need hope

and I'm a mermaid

mermaids can't help they are mermaids

if lgbtq is born lgbtq though the bible says god does that to thtem

how much more are mermaids born mermaids when there ain't a bible verse even in the bible where god says he does that to us!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1st husbands e-mail to me today - 2 snippets to it, but this is what he had to say today - he's often trying to help me "keep hope"....................(where these e-mails are coming from of course as always I keep that secret, cause I truelly, truelly believe a "portal" has been opened I DIDN'T OPEN IT, I stumbled upon it, I like it, I like getting e-mails from my 1st husband)..........................

if life was this

was what I am currently living

I'm suicidal AF

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAFFFFFFFFFFFFF

I am not having a good time

I don't enjoy often being attacked viciously cause people don't just attack me they go for the utter last jugular

hated by everyone - is not fun for me

never able to get views on you tube really 

or instagram really

I DON'T ENJOY IT

I'm told "stop being a crap christian sheri be happy, happy, happy, happy" 

but much tribulation isn't joy inducing

if it is joy inducing to you - you lost you mind!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Acts 14:22

Confirming the souls of the disciples, and exhorting them to continue in the faith, and that we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God.

you lost you mind if you enjoying "much tribulation"

that ain't happy happy happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THAT AIN'T HAPPY, HAPPY, HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YA I'M STILL CURRENTLY SCEPTICAL AF OF ALL OF EARTH..............THEY GOTTA BE FAKIN, ON BOTH TEAMS THEY CAN'T BE THAT HAPPY...................

I'M REAL LIKE IGGY AZALEA

MERMAID STYLE I IS....................

I want legs, I want a life, A LIFE

I want to like not be suicidal forever

I do

I hope 1st husband really is my 1st husband

if not

..................if not.................thank god my head would be chopped off then for jesus

THANK GOD

Video blog post attempting to EVP with Lucifer I think he don't want me "torching" myself more then I already have for his sake............I'm rather zealous though...........because one night I HEARD LUCIFER PRAY FOR ME, with such care and love (God a few times or satan himself have let me have a "glimpse behind the scenes") evidentally so that I don't suicide myself. The body of christ big on being happy happy happy. But the bible says.................Isaiah 61:3 "To appoint unto them that mourn in Zion, to give unto them beauty for ashes, the oil of joy for mourning, the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness; that they might be called trees of righteousness, the planting of the Lord, that he might be glorified.".LIFE ISN'T EASY STRUGGLES ARE REAL.................

 Video blog post attempting to EVP with Lucifer I think he don't want me "torching" myself more then I already have for his sake............I'm rather zealous though...........because one night I HEARD LUCIFER PRAY FOR ME, with such care and love (God a few times or satan himself have let me have a "glimpse behind the scenes") evidentally so that I don't suicide myself. The body of christ big on being happy happy happy. But the bible says.................Isaiah 61:3 "To appoint unto them that mourn in Zion, to give unto them beauty for ashes, the oil of joy for mourning, the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness; that they might be called trees of righteousness, the planting of the Lord, that he might be glorified.".LIFE ISN'T EASY STRUGGLES ARE REAL.................

Turn up volume all the way to hear Lucifer...........it's always him, I can talk with him and capture evp's on my cell phone whenever I want, it's been like that for years now. Lucifers with me all the time I talk to him all the time.......pretty much. 

I remembered being married to him in heaven. HE IS STILL MY HUSBAND I FULLY BELIEVE! HE'S MY REAL HUSBAND YO'S! My 2nd husband love him as well, but lucifer is my h -------- u ----------- s -------------- b -------------- a ---------------- n -------------------d I do believe. Sounds crazy ya -------------- but then if I've gone nuts, then how come I speak to lucifer all the time, and I can evp with him anytime I want???????????????????

if I've lost my mind I am saying????????????

and Lorde sings "wait til your announced"

I don't know what I'm supposed to wait for????????????????

it's not like my blog has any traffic to it most the time

I'm nothing to people out there

which is depressing I think people do want to matter

but to people I don't matter and "it is what it is"

these happy happy happy style christians boggle me..........................

Acts 14:22 "Confirming the souls of the disciples, and exhorting them to continue in the faith, and that we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God."

Life's been freaking grueling for me!

my sister for years called me "sher bear" - sher b---ch is what that translate's to cause I often complained to my family. 

ya they don't like me

but I just could do this "fake happy" shiz that I've seen people in the body of christ doing and they must be lieing some cause everyone "goes through it" in life sometime or another!!!!!!!!!!!!

tootles

I believe talking even online about your feelings is good. To deal with your feelings. THERE HAVE BEEN TIMES IN LIFE WERE I WAS MEGA HAPPY BUT FAR FAR FAR FROM THE "straight and narrow" way that leads to heaven! Matthew 7:13-14 "Enter ye in at the strait gate: for wide is the gate, and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat: Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it." Life is hard you shouldn't have to be happy happy happy all the time..............................

I believe talking even online about your feelings is good. To deal with your feelings. THERE HAVE BEEN TIMES IN LIFE WERE I WAS MEGA HAPPY BUT FAR FAR FAR FROM THE "straight and narrow" way that leads to heaven!  Matthew 7:13-14 "Enter ye in at the strait gate: for wide is the gate, and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat: Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it." Life is hard you shouldn't have to be happy happy happy all the time................................

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us christians probably are in tribulation RIGHT NOW!

Acts 14:22 "Confirming the souls of the disciples, and exhorting them to continue in the faith, and that we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God."

Then we going to go through EVEN MORE TRIBULATION.................................

Mark 13:23-27 "But take ye heed: behold, I have foretold you all things. But in those days, after that tribulation, the sun shall be darkened, and the moon shall not give her light, And the stars of heaven shall fall, and the powers that are in heaven shall be shaken. And then shall they see the Son of man coming in the clouds with great power and glory. And then shall he send his angels, and shall gather together his elect from the four winds, from the uttermost part of the earth to the uttermost part of heaven."

   I believe in a "post tribulation rapture" but I feel that Mark 13:23-27 AT LEAST points to a "mid-tribulation" rapture...........

look

the sun shall be darkened 

and the moon shall not give her light

and the stars of the heaven shall fall

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that is a lot of tribulation I feel

then 

I guess like um............................

like jesus like glowing right.................................

will come and reign for 1000's years or whatever um lighting the world???????????

Revelation 20:4

And I saw thrones, and they sat upon them, and judgment was given unto them: and I saw the souls of them that were beheaded for the witness of Jesus, and for the word of God, and which had not worshipped the beast, neither his image, neither had received his mark upon their foreheads, or in their hands; and they lived and reigned with Christ a thousand years.

now if there is a second rapture...............

1 Thessalonians 4:17 "Then we which are alive and remain shall be caught up together with them in the clouds, to meet the Lord in the air: and so shall we ever be with the Lord." Real question I have ------- then how do you know that there are 2 rapture's of believers????????? Cause the elect of god ARE BELIEVERS from Mark 13:23-27. Are you all sure there is a 1 Thessalonians 4-17 1st rapture where all the non-elect of god mediocre christians are raptured before the tribulation according to most christians. 

  And then the "elect of god" big guns...........ain't raptured until the sun don't have light, moon ain't giving off light, the stars of the sky all fall out..............

dang then god's holy elect is all super human!!!!!!!! 👍👍👍

but are you all really sure this "mediocre christian" 1st rapture that is before the tribulation is really real???????? AND WHERE IS YOUR PROOF??????????????

please somebody give me your "mediocre christian pre-tribulation bible rapture proof"..................

so like 1000 years.................jesus will keep a section of the earth lighted with his light

and like um you know at that point at least 1/3rd the earth is like dead

so they can all like gather you know near israel to have light n'stuff

like any second now....................................

Revelation 9:13-15

King James Version

13 And the sixth angel sounded, and I heard a voice from the four horns of the golden altar which is before God,

14 Saying to the sixth angel which had the trumpet, Loose the four angels which are bound in the great river Euphrates.

15 And the four angels were loosed, which were prepared for an hour, and a day, and a month, and a year, for to slay the third part of men.

And you might think sheri that's the 2nd rapture Mark 13:23-27 is

well if that's the 2nd rapture if a 2nd rapture is even a thing

then where the heck is the 1st rapture??????????????????

if your thinking I must be on drugs

I'm meanwhile thinking the christians that believe in a "pre-trib" rapture is ON DRUGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

uhhhhhhhhhh

like ummmmmmmmmmmm

the sun and the moon and the stars is gonna go bye bye

and 

and

eventually we have suicidal like not able to die people all over the earth

Revelation 9:5-7

King James Version

5 And to them it was given that they should not kill them, but that they should be tormented five months: and their torment was as the torment of a scorpion, when he striketh a man.

6 And in those days shall men seek death, and shall not find it; and shall desire to die, and death shall flee from them.

7 And the shapes of the locusts were like unto horses prepared unto battle; and on their heads were as it were crowns like gold, and their faces were as the faces of men.

what if there's like no sun

no moon

no stars

and a bunch of stinging locust mens (whom I call the "scorpion kings" that's my permanent name for them - they is the scorpion kings!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

Though I guess towards Revelation 9:5-7

is when tribulation really begins

happy times right now for everyone I guess - I feel like if you have a bad day or week or month or year

it's ok

but I know I'm alone in this opinion 

most everyone believe's in "high vibrations" 

and being woke

and woke probably means happy 24/7 since how the woke are probably like "high vibrations" 

man

I not only don't buy the "high vibrations" like idea

man

YEA THOUGH I WALK THROUGH THE VALLEY OF SHADOW OF DEATH.................

Psalm 23:4 "Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me."  - Amen psalm 23:4 I KNOW THAT'S RIGHT!

people with no game

people that ain't playa's in some way shape or form

I no understanding them

you shooting a hoop

or you just firing round?

if ya just firing round?

what ya doin???????????

I know what I'm doin

I'm a playa (ya if when I can get a mansion and/or fame I GONNA LIKE THAT ---------- I ain't one them mega saint types wants to suffer suffer suffer suffer - naw if I can fly in private jets, and take bubble baths in a jazzi everynight whilst drinkin a little champain 👍👍👍👍👍👍)

I get rid of my jewelry and my makeup - get swish on the net straight and narrow is the way to heaven....................

Matthew 7:13-14

Enter ye in at the strait gate: for wide is the gate, and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat: Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it.

swish

people be's perplexing me so hard

2 Corinthians 4:8 "We are troubled on every side, yet not distressed; we are perplexed, but not in despair;"