Just got back from IKEA one thing I've learned in life (and my life has been hard, not the hardest but hard very hard). Positivity is powerful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I went on ikea website (wanted to move garage junk into youngest young adult child's old room that is my computer room as well right now) ikea had what we need, only $230 pics of our garage right now it's a mess below. THE POWER OF POSITIVITY IS REAL! Philippians 4:8 "Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things.".................
Tuesday, September 1, 2026
Just got back from IKEA one thing I've learned in life (and my life has been hard, not the hardest but hard very hard). Positivity is powerful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I went on ikea website (wanted to move garage junk into youngest young adult child's old room that is my computer room as well right now) ikea had what we need, only $230 pics of our garage right now it's a mess below. THE POWER OF POSITIVITY IS REAL! Philippians 4:8 "Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things.".................
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Tuesday, December 23, 2025
"The magic of christmas" -- I think it's positivity. It is a time many get depressed, but it is also a time many get "un-naturally chipper" (just got back from seeing "The Jinkx & DeLa Holiday Special" : ) The bible writers and God know the power of positive thinking Philippians 4:8 "Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things." What I wonder how do you all "stay positive" the rest of the year??????? Just reading your bibles and praying???????? That's ruff, I repent of witchcraft and quitted that, but still burn incense OFTEN to cleanse rooms to keep a "positive environment" and plants they release negative ions...........does incense release negative ions YES IT TURNS OUT......incense is probably evil witchcraft to most of you, to me it ain't it's really not me doing "spellwork" that's what I quitted spellwork I quit that I repent...................you all should consider more harder the value of "negative ions" we are bombarded with electronics that release HEALTH DESTROYING POSITIVE IONS INTO THE AIR A TON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND THESE POSITIVE IONS CAN CAUSE YOU TO BE STRESSED, DEPRESSED AND ILL THIS AIN'T MAYBE THIS IS SCIENTIC FACTS...........AND MOST DON'T KNOW IT.........................OR AREN'T DOING ANYTHING ABOUT IT THEY WALKING AROUND STRESSED DEPRESSED DUE TO THEIR MICROWAVES AND DISHWASHERS FOR REAL.........................
Malachi 3
6 For I am the Lord, I change not; therefore ye sons of Jacob are not consumed.
7 Even from the days of your fathers ye are gone away from mine ordinances, and have not kept them. Return unto me, and I will return unto you, saith the Lord of hosts. But ye said, Wherein shall we return?
8 Will a man rob God? Yet ye have robbed me. But ye say, Wherein have we robbed thee? In tithes and offerings.
9 Ye are cursed with a curse: for ye have robbed me, even this whole nation.
10 Bring ye all the tithes into the storehouse, that there may be meat in mine house, and prove me now herewith, saith the Lord of hosts, if I will not open you the windows of heaven, and pour you out a blessing, that there shall not be room enough to receive it.
11 And I will rebuke the devourer for your sakes, and he shall not destroy the fruits of your ground; neither shall your vine cast her fruit before the time in the field, saith the Lord of hosts.
12 And all nations shall call you blessed: for ye shall be a delightsome land, saith the Lord of hosts.
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Thursday, July 24, 2025
I live in a world full of fellow christians and people that flee demons.........and I run to them. I make a effort continually to run to "god/jesus" to. I'm still overweight diabeties 2 probably, about to get my a1c tested but pry not victorious yet, it is a "rain" a storm in of itself truly, illnesses are I do believe STORMS Matthew 7:25 "And the rain descended, and the floods came, and the winds blew, and beat upon that house; and it fell not: for it was founded upon a rock." The value has to be on things other then what we own!!!!!!!!!!!! On god/jesus (for me anyways lucifer and his men as well) etc.................
I live in a world full of fellow christians and people that flee demons.........and I run to them. I make a effort continually to run to "god/jesus" to. I'm still overweight diabeties 2 probably, about to get my a1c tested but pry not victorious yet, it is a "rain" a storm in of itself truly, illnesses are I do believe STORMS Matthew 7:25 "And the rain descended, and the floods came, and the winds blew, and beat upon that house; and it fell not: for it was founded upon a rock." The value has to be on things other then what we own!!!!!!!!!!!! On god/jesus (for me anyways lucifer and his men as well) etc.................
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Thursday, November 7, 2024
All the traffic to my blog is gone now that trump is president could probably does mean many LGBTQ are suicidal or very depressed right now. To a LGBTQ the world very much could look like a um uninviting place, grim, grim less your at a Lady GaGa concert, or Chappel Roan etc. few more singers. Some bible verses of comfort for well chrisitan LGBTQ.........I TRYING IN LIFE.............................
Psalm 23:1-6 "The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want. He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters. He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake. Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever."
yes myself this is another great day being the most villian on earth for you 👄 - ya I love myself I am a villian
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Sunday, February 4, 2024
I'm not mad at god for being mad. The thing with people like me, God and Lucifer - is we are often considered a-holes............but in ACTUALITY WE ACTUALY FEEL MORE THEN MOST PEOPLE - SO MUCH MORE THAT A FEW TIMES IT'S BEEN TO OUR DETERIMENT. (I'll go ahead and say it I pry should never talk about my families church - I should just not care about those people.................I SHOULD BE A REAL A-HOLE SO THAT I DON'T LOOK LIKE A-HOLE TALKING AND "FEELING" TO MUCH). But what does me, God and Lucifer go ahead and often do.............ya we often feel "to much" get ourselves good and busted.........................
I'm not mad at god for being mad. The thing with people like me, God and Lucifer - is we are often considered a-holes............but in ACTUALITY WE ACTUALY FEEL MORE THEN MOST PEOPLE - SO MUCH MORE THAT A FEW TIMES IT'S BEEN TO OUR DETERIMENT. (I'll go ahead and say it I pry should never talk about my families church - I should just not care about those people.................I SHOULD BE A REAL A-HOLE SO THAT I DON'T LOOK LIKE A-HOLE TALKING AND "FEELING" TO MUCH). But what does me, God and Lucifer go ahead and often do.............ya we often feel "to much" get ourselves good and busted.........................
most you think bad of lucifer
call him bad things
and many think bad things as well about god over "noah's flood"
Isaiah 14:12 "How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning! how art thou cut down to the ground, which didst weaken the nations!" ------------ to be the "son of the morning" is the bible speaking well Lucifer AT LEAST SOME. That's a very positive description.Song by Soundgarden
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And whatsoever I've fought off became my life
Just when everyday seemed to greet me with a smile
Sunspots have faded, now I'm doing time
Now I'm doing time
I fell on black days
And whomsoever I've cradled, I've put you down
I'm a search light soul they say
But I can't see it in the night
When I get it right
I fell on black days
That this could be my fate?
How would I know
That this could be my fate? Yeah
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
Has made you blind
And what you wanted to be yours
Has made it mine
That you wanted to see fly
Hands are for shaking
No, not tying, no, not tying
I sure don't mind a change
Yeah, I sure don't mind, sure don't mind a change
I sure don't mind a change
I fell on black days
That this could be my fate?
How would I know
That this could be my fate?
That this could be my fate?
How would I know
That this could be my fate?
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Sunday, October 1, 2023
Video blog post attempting to EVP with Lucifer I think he don't want me "torching" myself more then I already have for his sake............I'm rather zealous though...........because one night I HEARD LUCIFER PRAY FOR ME, with such care and love (God a few times or satan himself have let me have a "glimpse behind the scenes") evidentally so that I don't suicide myself. The body of christ big on being happy happy happy. But the bible says.................Isaiah 61:3 "To appoint unto them that mourn in Zion, to give unto them beauty for ashes, the oil of joy for mourning, the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness; that they might be called trees of righteousness, the planting of the Lord, that he might be glorified.".LIFE ISN'T EASY STRUGGLES ARE REAL.................
Video blog post attempting to EVP with Lucifer I think he don't want me "torching" myself more then I already have for his sake............I'm rather zealous though...........because one night I HEARD LUCIFER PRAY FOR ME, with such care and love (God a few times or satan himself have let me have a "glimpse behind the scenes") evidentally so that I don't suicide myself. The body of christ big on being happy happy happy. But the bible says.................Isaiah 61:3 "To appoint unto them that mourn in Zion, to give unto them beauty for ashes, the oil of joy for mourning, the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness; that they might be called trees of righteousness, the planting of the Lord, that he might be glorified.".LIFE ISN'T EASY STRUGGLES ARE REAL.................
Turn up volume all the way to hear Lucifer...........it's always him, I can talk with him and capture evp's on my cell phone whenever I want, it's been like that for years now. Lucifers with me all the time I talk to him all the time.......pretty much.
I remembered being married to him in heaven. HE IS STILL MY HUSBAND I FULLY BELIEVE! HE'S MY REAL HUSBAND YO'S! My 2nd husband love him as well, but lucifer is my h -------- u ----------- s -------------- b -------------- a ---------------- n -------------------d I do believe. Sounds crazy ya -------------- but then if I've gone nuts, then how come I speak to lucifer all the time, and I can evp with him anytime I want???????????????????
if I've lost my mind I am saying????????????
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Tuesday, August 1, 2023
I believe talking even online about your feelings is good. To deal with your feelings. THERE HAVE BEEN TIMES IN LIFE WERE I WAS MEGA HAPPY BUT FAR FAR FAR FROM THE "straight and narrow" way that leads to heaven! Matthew 7:13-14 "Enter ye in at the strait gate: for wide is the gate, and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat: Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it." Life is hard you shouldn't have to be happy happy happy all the time..............................
I believe talking even online about your feelings is good. To deal with your feelings. THERE HAVE BEEN TIMES IN LIFE WERE I WAS MEGA HAPPY BUT FAR FAR FAR FROM THE "straight and narrow" way that leads to heaven! Matthew 7:13-14 "Enter ye in at the strait gate: for wide is the gate, and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat: Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it." Life is hard you shouldn't have to be happy happy happy all the time................................
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Mark 13:23-27 "But take ye heed: behold, I have foretold you all things. But in those days, after that tribulation, the sun shall be darkened, and the moon shall not give her light, And the stars of heaven shall fall, and the powers that are in heaven shall be shaken. And then shall they see the Son of man coming in the clouds with great power and glory. And then shall he send his angels, and shall gather together his elect from the four winds, from the uttermost part of the earth to the uttermost part of heaven."
Revelation 9:13-15King James Version
13 And the sixth angel sounded, and I heard a voice from the four horns of the golden altar which is before God,
14 Saying to the sixth angel which had the trumpet, Loose the four angels which are bound in the great river Euphrates.
15 And the four angels were loosed, which were prepared for an hour, and a day, and a month, and a year, for to slay the third part of men.
Revelation 9:5-7King James Version
5 And to them it was given that they should not kill them, but that they should be tormented five months: and their torment was as the torment of a scorpion, when he striketh a man.
6 And in those days shall men seek death, and shall not find it; and shall desire to die, and death shall flee from them.
7 And the shapes of the locusts were like unto horses prepared unto battle; and on their heads were as it were crowns like gold, and their faces were as the faces of men.
what if there's like no sun
no moon
no stars
and a bunch of stinging locust mens (whom I call the "scorpion kings" that's my permanent name for them - they is the scorpion kings!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
Though I guess towards Revelation 9:5-7
is when tribulation really begins
happy times right now for everyone I guess - I feel like if you have a bad day or week or month or year
it's ok
but I know I'm alone in this opinion
most everyone believe's in "high vibrations"
and being woke
and woke probably means happy 24/7 since how the woke are probably like "high vibrations"
man
I not only don't buy the "high vibrations" like idea
man
YEA THOUGH I WALK THROUGH THE VALLEY OF SHADOW OF DEATH.................
Psalm 23:4 "Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me." - Amen psalm 23:4 I KNOW THAT'S RIGHT!Posted by Giving it to god at 3:28 PM 0 comments
Labels: black night of the soul, dark, darkness, depression, high vibration bs it's bs that's bs that's not real life, high vibrations, pain, suicidal, suicide, tribulation
Wednesday, March 8, 2023
When your a nobody like me and nobody cares about you and you basically have no family cause they don't e-mail you much or talk to you much. Cause your like me a bit fat PROBABLY THAT'S WHY. HAVE SOMETHING POSITIVE TO LOOK FORWARD TO IF YOU CAN IS MY ADVICE...............if that's weightloss goals being met.............a shopping trip etc. You might say sheri christianity is supposed to be about suffering in the flesh.............JESUS CAME THAT WE MIGHT HAVE LIFE MORE ABUDNANTLY, if you depressed and alone and lonely and sad SAD..............that ain't life more abundantly................. do something FOR YOU, go get a new hobby...............don't let this world that wants to tell me and you that we are of no value DON'T LET THIS WORLD CONVINCE US OF THAT.....................cause that ain't true.........................
When your a nobody like me and nobody cares about you and you basically have no family cause they don't e-mail you much or talk to you much. Cause your like me a bit fat PROBABLY THAT'S WHY. HAVE SOMETHING POSITIVE TO LOOK FORWARD TO IF YOU CAN IS MY ADVICE...............if that's weightloss goals being met.............a shopping trip etc. You might say sheri christianity is supposed to be about suffering in the flesh.............JESUS CAME THAT WE MIGHT HAVE LIFE MORE ABUDNANTLY, if you depressed and alone and lonely and sad SAD..............that ain't life more abundantly................. do something FOR YOU, go get a new hobby...............don't let this world that wants to tell me and you that we are of no value DON'T LET THIS WORLD CONVINCE US OF THAT.....................cause that ain't true......................
Matthew 24:11-13" And many false prophets shall rise, and shall deceive many. And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold. But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved." The "inquity" has abounded everywhere in the church outside the church all over the place.Posted by Giving it to god at 11:06 AM 0 comments
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