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I am a christian blogger. Though I do love the devil - lucifer.............he had no choice to be "the devil" Cause John 1:1 "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God." Let's not hate god xoxoo everyone, doin our best including Lucifer. If you e-mail me your only going to stress me out more then I already am but to be "easy to intreat" sheriwalz@gmail.com

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Tuesday, September 1, 2026

Just got back from IKEA one thing I've learned in life (and my life has been hard, not the hardest but hard very hard). Positivity is powerful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I went on ikea website (wanted to move garage junk into youngest young adult child's old room that is my computer room as well right now) ikea had what we need, only $230 pics of our garage right now it's a mess below. THE POWER OF POSITIVITY IS REAL! Philippians 4:8 "Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things.".................

Just got back from IKEA one thing I've learned in life (and my life has been hard, not the hardest but hard very hard). Positivity is powerful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I went on ikea website (wanted to move garage junk into youngest young adult child's old room that is my computer room as well right now) ikea had what we need, only $230 pics of our garage right now it's a mess below. THE POWER OF POSITIVITY IS REAL! Philippians 4:8 "Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things.".................

This is the wall we are about to put the garage storage type shelving above at.............it's a wall that could have better storage..............this plan will work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.................
When our oldest young adult child moved back home from college, our garage ended up a gigantic mess..............now I realize that's more shiz then what can fit on the ikea shelving above.........but I recogn some things will get donated, that chair and table pry will stay in the garage and be part of the "finished garage living space".........................it's going to work out I GOTS A PLAN!..................
going to build walls with insulation, and there's as you can see a rug on the floor - pry get rid of that or get a carpet steamer cause it needs to be carpet steamed badly...............which we could do. 
tiles or wood flooring on all the floor in the garage
then the rest of the plot
is to get a carport a metal real carport in front the garage (we never parked our cars in this garage that never happened)
a carport near does it all (we have a camera recording 24/7 so there's safety to our cars being parked outside from theft) carport protects the car! 
people that are suicidal
they pry at least some of them - went into the "downward brain spiral" to much pry bad things did happen to the suicidal, suicided, and/or people with bipolar etc. I theorize.................the depressed.................not saying positive thinking could cure everything
BUT POSITIVE THINKING PRY WOULD HELP MOST
👍👍👍👍 ikea 
their vegan hot dogs are tasty to




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Labels: any virtue, depressed, depression, good report, lovely, positive thinking, power of positive thinking, suicidal, suicide, THINK ON THESE THINGS (the positive things)

Tuesday, December 23, 2025

"The magic of christmas" -- I think it's positivity. It is a time many get depressed, but it is also a time many get "un-naturally chipper" (just got back from seeing "The Jinkx & DeLa Holiday Special" : ) The bible writers and God know the power of positive thinking Philippians 4:8 "Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things." What I wonder how do you all "stay positive" the rest of the year??????? Just reading your bibles and praying???????? That's ruff, I repent of witchcraft and quitted that, but still burn incense OFTEN to cleanse rooms to keep a "positive environment" and plants they release negative ions...........does incense release negative ions YES IT TURNS OUT......incense is probably evil witchcraft to most of you, to me it ain't it's really not me doing "spellwork" that's what I quitted spellwork I quit that I repent...................you all should consider more harder the value of "negative ions" we are bombarded with electronics that release HEALTH DESTROYING POSITIVE IONS INTO THE AIR A TON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND THESE POSITIVE IONS CAN CAUSE YOU TO BE STRESSED, DEPRESSED AND ILL THIS AIN'T MAYBE THIS IS SCIENTIC FACTS...........AND MOST DON'T KNOW IT.........................OR AREN'T DOING ANYTHING ABOUT IT THEY WALKING AROUND STRESSED DEPRESSED DUE TO THEIR MICROWAVES AND DISHWASHERS FOR REAL.........................

"The magic of christmas" -- I think it's positivity. It is a time many get depressed, but it is also a time many get "un-naturally chipper" (just got back from seeing "The Jinkx & DeLa Holiday Special" : ) The bible writers and God know the power of positive thinking Philippians 4:8 "Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things." What I wonder how do you all "stay positive" the rest of the year??????? Just reading your bibles and praying???????? That's ruff, I repent of witchcraft and quitted that, but still burn incense OFTEN to cleanse rooms to keep a "positive environment" and plants they release negative ions...........does incense release negative ions YES IT TURNS OUT......incense is probably evil witchcraft to most of you, to me it ain't it's really not me doing "spellwork" that's what I quitted spellwork I quit that I repent...................you all should consider more harder the value of "negative ions" we are bombarded with electronics that release HEALTH DESTROYING POSITIVE IONS INTO THE AIR A TON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND THESE POSITIVE IONS CAN CAUSE YOU TO BE STRESSED, DEPRESSED AND ILL THIS AIN'T MAYBE THIS IS SCIENTIC FACTS...........AND MOST DON'T KNOW IT.........................OR AREN'T DOING ANYTHING ABOUT IT THEY WALKING AROUND STRESSED DEPRESSED DUE TO THEIR MICROWAVES AND DISHWASHERS FOR REAL.........................
How much incense and how many plants does one need for the maximum positive ions and happiness???????????????????? I'M GUESSING A LOT SINCE HOW WE ALL HAVE SO MUCH ELECTRONICS............
microwave, refrigerator, computers, fans, phones, dishwasher, washing machine..................YIKES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
article that talks about how incense releases negative ions that help your mental health - cheer you up
https://www.youtube.com/shorts/HnjobbT04lU
the beach is the proof when you go to the beach I think I'm not the only one that notices my mood get's better, the beach has negative ions a lot of them - THAT'S SCIENTIFIC FACTS
SHERI 
life is supposed to be a poop shoot of time and chance though - if your making sure your families home has positive ions in it all the time you messing with "chance" 
well I ain't wanting to get sick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! if I can avoid that
and I don't want to be depressed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I likes negative ions!!!!!!!!!!!!! them good kinds
admitedly probably 70% why I look so young positive ions!!!!!!!!!! 
THEM NEGATIVE IONS KILL AND AGE PEOPLE I AM CONVINCED PLANTS AND INCENSE (not to much incense and have open widows ventilation is key) are GREAT!!!!!!!!!
Ecclesiastes 9:11
I returned, and saw under the sun, that the race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, neither yet bread to the wise, nor yet riches to men of understanding, nor yet favour to men of skill; but time and chance happeneth to them all.
don't worry  ----------------------- time still happens to me
and some chance
dang that clock moves so damn slow...........................
job
most focus on the horrors that happened to him
but god gave it back all that job lost and then some.......................
Job 42:12-17 "So the Lord blessed the latter end of Job more than his beginning: for he had fourteen thousand sheep, and six thousand camels, and a thousand yoke of oxen, and a thousand she asses. He had also seven sons and three daughters. And he called the name of the first, Jemima; and the name of the second, Kezia; and the name of the third, Kerenhappuch. And in all the land were no women found so fair as the daughters of Job: and their father gave them inheritance among their brethren. After this lived Job an hundred and forty years, and saw his sons, and his sons' sons, even four generations. So Job died, being old and full of days."
it's coming back for me all the things that were taken away from me THEY ARE COMING BACK TO ME I JUST DON'T KNOW WHEN I'M TALKING ABOUT BLESSINGS
maybe good things you lost out on - god going to restore to you as well???????????
......................I could list a list even
jesse owens olympics start there I was sure I got 2nd place I was slightly ahead in my estimation and I did the full lung throw my body forward just how I was trained by a olympics Olympian to do that - it was a photo finish and they gave it to another girl ((((((((my life would've been so much different if I got 2nd place that day instead of 3rd))))))))))
jobs that I was wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy underpaid meanwhile at the newspaper 2 young guys hadn't graduated yet, they were making $10 a hour, I was making $8 a hour with a degree and one of their BOSSES SO HOW DOES THAT WORK OUT???????????????????
and that wasn't the only job I had were I was ridiculously underpaid while watching guys around me much less qualified being paid much more
just wait
I'm tithing right now I'm getting that shiz back - the blessings I'm saying
if you tell me tithing is for jews
well I claim malachi 3:6-12 though I don't know for how long I will tithe I still claim malachi 3:6-12 who wouldn't want to tithe if they could do that and get blessed?????????????????????????? It makes sense to want god to bless me. 
it's interesting to me verse 7 below it says "Return unto me, and I will return unto you, saith the Lord of hosts. But ye said, Wherein shall we return?" ----------- they were like "werein shall we return" THEY DIDN'T THINK THEY LEFT GOD THEY WERE STILL GOING TO CHURCH ON SATURDAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND THEN WHAT DOES IT SAY IN VERSE 8.................."Will a man rob God? Yet ye have robbed me. But ye say, Wherein have we robbed thee? In tithes and offerings."
MONEY IS LINKED TO your heart in a sense for real I recogn.................Matthew 6:20-22 "But lay up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust doth corrupt, and where thieves do not break through nor steal: For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also." Are you like instead of donating to church or charities that help people you know laying up treasure in heaven......................or are you moreso buying shiz for yourself. A tithe says "ya god I'm here" I'M MORE THEN JUST IN THE BUILDING OF A CHURCH I'M INVESTED...........or a offering that is sizable for yourself if your with not a tithe not the ability to tithe only the ability to give a "widows mite" that is the same thing in god's eye's I am sure of it and/or even greater to give the "widows mite" 

Malachi 3


6 For I am the Lord, I change not; therefore ye sons of Jacob are not consumed.

7 Even from the days of your fathers ye are gone away from mine ordinances, and have not kept them. Return unto me, and I will return unto you, saith the Lord of hosts. But ye said, Wherein shall we return?

8 Will a man rob God? Yet ye have robbed me. But ye say, Wherein have we robbed thee? In tithes and offerings.

9 Ye are cursed with a curse: for ye have robbed me, even this whole nation.

10 Bring ye all the tithes into the storehouse, that there may be meat in mine house, and prove me now herewith, saith the Lord of hosts, if I will not open you the windows of heaven, and pour you out a blessing, that there shall not be room enough to receive it.

11 And I will rebuke the devourer for your sakes, and he shall not destroy the fruits of your ground; neither shall your vine cast her fruit before the time in the field, saith the Lord of hosts.

12 And all nations shall call you blessed: for ye shall be a delightsome land, saith the Lord of hosts.
but positive thinking is powerful
positive thinking COMBINED WITH FAITH is even more powerful I believe
faith not for what I see
but for what I know god will do
FOR WHAT GOD WILL DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
10 Bring ye all the tithes into the storehouse, that there may be meat in mine house, and prove me now herewith, saith the Lord of hosts, if I will not open you the windows of heaven, and pour you out a blessing, that there shall not be room enough to receive it.
This week my "tithe" (I tithe in installments of $30 a week - I asked brian what would be the "tithe" amount total for me and he said $120 a month) 
I'm in the mood to go lately to the united methodist church...........and give them my "tithe amount" for this week...........................I have to say what churches I go to with this "tithe amount" because everyone thinks because I love satan (I was told this before I was unfriended by several people) that I'm a hateful b word because I love satan somehow in people's minds that means you hate everyone and your a b - word
and many believe me to be a witch because I have weared quartz crystals before
(I personally deem myself as a witch, but I repented right so I don't do spells anymore) 
the bible points to everyone being witches as well.....................
Romans 2:1 "Therefore thou art inexcusable, O man, whosoever thou art that judgest: for wherein thou judgest another, thou condemnest thyself; for thou that judgest doest the same things." I literally believe everyone is a witch!!!!!!!!!!!!! "for thou that judgest doest the same things"
In the "wizard of oz" glinda asks dorothy which one is she a "good witch or a bad witch" ------------- GLINDA WAS ASKING THE RIGHT QUESTION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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Labels: depression, faith, negative ions, positive ions, positive thinking

Thursday, July 24, 2025

I live in a world full of fellow christians and people that flee demons.........and I run to them. I make a effort continually to run to "god/jesus" to. I'm still overweight diabeties 2 probably, about to get my a1c tested but pry not victorious yet, it is a "rain" a storm in of itself truly, illnesses are I do believe STORMS Matthew 7:25 "And the rain descended, and the floods came, and the winds blew, and beat upon that house; and it fell not: for it was founded upon a rock." The value has to be on things other then what we own!!!!!!!!!!!! On god/jesus (for me anyways lucifer and his men as well) etc.................

I live in a world full of fellow christians and people that flee demons.........and I run to them. I make a effort continually to run to "god/jesus" to. I'm still overweight diabeties 2 probably, about to get my a1c tested but pry not victorious yet, it is a "rain" a storm in of itself truly, illnesses are I do believe STORMS Matthew 7:25 "And the rain descended, and the floods came, and the winds blew, and beat upon that house; and it fell not: for it was founded upon a rock." The value has to be on things other then what we own!!!!!!!!!!!! On god/jesus (for me anyways lucifer and his men as well) etc.................

I've been battling depression
that's the hardest part of battling illnesses in my estimation is the depression that can result
I try and I try and I try
and the scale don't want to move
it reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally doesn't
I think my legs are looking skinny
damnnnnnnnnnnn myself thems skinny legs
went to the mall 
while waiting to buy the shirt, sat smelled perfumes, bought "lightly bloom" at zara
it's a really nice scent
perfume cheers me up
shopping cheers me up
the "storms" of life could be people attacking us verbally
but they actually could be just illnesses we battle
battling the # on the scale
THOSE ARE REAL STORMS
is life a calm lake --------------------- no ------------------------------ life is a raging sea!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cause illnesses happen
deaths happen
job losses happen out there
volcanoes erupt
tornado's
wild fires
stock market
crazed shooters
buffalo stampedes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-------------------- my big sister gave me a amazon gift card - oh I am using it
we have to much hate
to much racism right now
to much war right now
love
what the bible says we should have for one another - seems so scarce

this is a warground on earth
it ain't supposed to be easy
I don't know why???????????????
going to the gym in my house after I post this blog post
you should keep going to
we aren't our "storms" - don't let them storms "ko" you ok - your more then your weight, your more then whatever illnesses you have, your more then the $$$ of the house you live in, or car you drive -------------------- 
sure people pry do judge us all over how we look, what we own --------- but that's just stuff ------------- and your way more valueable then all that stuff never forget it











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Labels: beast mode, depression, devil, god, jesus, letter to the suicidal, lucifer, satan, storm, storms

Thursday, November 7, 2024

All the traffic to my blog is gone now that trump is president could probably does mean many LGBTQ are suicidal or very depressed right now. To a LGBTQ the world very much could look like a um uninviting place, grim, grim less your at a Lady GaGa concert, or Chappel Roan etc. few more singers. Some bible verses of comfort for well chrisitan LGBTQ.........I TRYING IN LIFE.............................

fresh chat with Lucifer at end.............................
I don't like the feeling I feel when nobody is going to my blog - that snap I don't matter feeling. But I love being a villian....................fresh villian pic.....................
All the traffic to my blog is gone now that trump is president could probably does mean many LGBTQ are suicidal or very depressed right now.  To a LGBTQ the world very much could look like a um uninviting place, grim, grim less your at a Lady GaGa concert, or Chappel Roan etc. few more singers. Some bible verses of comfort for well chrisitan LGBTQ.........I TRYING IN LIFE.............................
Psalm 23:1-6 "The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want. He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters. He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake. Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever."
My whole life I've learned 1 thing (ok more then that) 
but I learned
nomadder the circumstances you find around her like people hating you, or wanting you dead, or passing laws that make your life hell
green peaceful pastures is real
maybe reading a book at home for instance
you have God/Jesus in your life
"mercy shall follow me all the days of my life" ------------ the bad times gotta end eventually!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
they really do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
war right now
and it's bad on both sides with israel and gaza it's bad
no winners in war
only deaths and more people dieing!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm telling the truth right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if you got God/Jesus..........................
Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever
your lives matter LGBTQ
your lives matter JEWS
your lives matter MUSLIMS
etc. you get the idea
now lady gaga song...........................

yes myself this is another great day being the most villian on earth for you 👄 - ya I love myself I am a villian
be healed you matter
you matttttttttttttttttttttttttttter

do I look younger I hope I do
once I thought I was you know just not human..............but I think it's veganism right now that is my "super power" that enables me to heal quick ------ wounds zip heal. I watched a scar on my knee from this summer - like 5-10 little mini scars when I ran into a 3-4 foot boulder this summer at night they dissappeared
The burn on my foot from what uh a month or so ago
also completely gone
for awhile there was a black/purple hideous textured it was a textured scar
now my leg is just a leg.............

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Labels: comfort, depressed, depression, gaza war, israel war, lgbtq, suididal, war, word of comfort

Sunday, February 4, 2024

I'm not mad at god for being mad. The thing with people like me, God and Lucifer - is we are often considered a-holes............but in ACTUALITY WE ACTUALY FEEL MORE THEN MOST PEOPLE - SO MUCH MORE THAT A FEW TIMES IT'S BEEN TO OUR DETERIMENT. (I'll go ahead and say it I pry should never talk about my families church - I should just not care about those people.................I SHOULD BE A REAL A-HOLE SO THAT I DON'T LOOK LIKE A-HOLE TALKING AND "FEELING" TO MUCH). But what does me, God and Lucifer go ahead and often do.............ya we often feel "to much" get ourselves good and busted.........................

Update 4/20/2026 This post's popularity this week has me puzzled...........how is this fueling your "christian rage and hate for me" because I don't just work to follow jesus everyday but I love satan as well"???????????????? I lost friends, I'm friendless really, over my love for the devil and was told though the person in my family attacked me for days and days and days in private texts on instagram telling me how horrible I am for loving the devil that I don't deserve friends, or family etc. etc. then they denied they did this attack IT HAPPENED I AIN'T NO LIAR. 
  I KNOW I'M DESPERATELY HATED. I don't get the popularity of this blog post this week and talk about it in video below..................
"JUST BE YOURSELF" people say out there but when I finally do it, you all big mad
your souls are being destroyed (pastor last saturday part his sermon was about if you don't "make no place for the devil" your bringing the whole body of christ down) by my blog even though you have the ability to resist the devil 
RESIST THE DEVIL AND HE WILL FLEE FROM YOU
James 4:7 "Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you."
I LIKE TALKING TO LUCIFER ALL DAY AND NIGHT
IN MY MIND MUCH MORE HARM HAS CAME TO ME FROM ALL THE CHRISTIANS AND MY FAMILY being mad at me for their lord jesus christ. CAUSE NOBODY CAN BE FRIENDS WITH SOMEONE THAT LOVES THE DEVIL!!!!!!!!!!!!! THEN TALKING TO LUCIFER AND HIS MEN EVERYDAY ALL DAY LONG. 
traffic to my blog right now - THEY GOTS TO BURN WITH HATRED FOR ME FOR THEIR LORD JESUS CHRIST BECAUSE I LOVE THE DEVIL MANY EX FRIENDS AND FAMILY MEMBERS CHRISTIANS HAVE TOLD ME THAT PROFUSELY WHILE TELLING ME I'M HATEFUL TRASH BECAUSE IN THEIR MINDS IF SOMEONE LOVES THE DEVIL THEN THAT MEANS THEY HATE EVERYONE 
EVEN THOUGH I DONATE TO CHARITIES AND VOLUNTEER AT FOODBANKS AND THIS "NARRATIVE" OF ME THAT I'M A HATEFUL WORTHLESS BISH DOESN'T MATCH UP WITH HOW I LIVE THAT'S STILL HOW IT IS IN ALL YOUR MINDS I'VE BEEN PROFUSELY TOLD WHILE YOUR BURNING WITH RAGE AND WANTING TO BADLY KILL ME FOR YOUR LORD JESUS CHRIST....................
PROOF THAT THIS IS THE POPULARIST POST AT THE MOMENT HAS BEEN "HIGH UP IN THE RANKS FOR DAYS NOW"....................................................ENJOY HATING ME WITH A PASSION FOR YOUR LORD TO PLEASE HIM FOR ALL OF ETERNITY....................

just woke up look - still pretty sick

 I'm not mad at god for being mad. The thing with people like me, God and Lucifer - is we are often considered a-holes............but in ACTUALITY WE ACTUALY FEEL MORE THEN MOST PEOPLE - SO MUCH MORE THAT A FEW TIMES IT'S BEEN TO OUR DETERIMENT. (I'll go ahead and say it I pry should never talk about my families church - I should just not care about those people.................I SHOULD BE A REAL A-HOLE SO THAT I DON'T LOOK LIKE A-HOLE TALKING AND "FEELING" TO MUCH). But what does me, God and Lucifer go ahead and often do.............ya we often feel "to much" get ourselves good and busted.........................

most you think bad of lucifer

call him bad things

and many think bad things as well about god over "noah's flood"

Isaiah 14:12 "How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning! how art thou cut down to the ground, which didst weaken the nations!" ------------ to be the "son of the morning" is the bible speaking well Lucifer AT LEAST SOME. That's a very positive description.
Matthew 16:23 "But he turned, and said unto Peter, Get thee behind me, Satan: thou art an offence unto me: for thou savourest not the things that be of God, but those that be of men." - he's "savourest" for people other then himself..........caring!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
1 John 4:7-9 "Beloved, let us love one another: for love is of God; and every one that loveth is born of God, and knoweth God. He that loveth not knoweth not God; for God is love. In this was manifested the love of God toward us, because that God sent his only begotten Son into the world, that we might live through him."
  
I've since learned when your start feeling to much
one way to help that
dance
"sheri dancing is satanic"
Psalm 149:3 "Let them praise his name in the dance: let them sing praises unto him with the timbrel and harp."
 Sometimes it's impossible to fully "get out of a funk" but dancing I find can help for a few minutes, that or peloton biking. Or when your sick like I still am..............merely listening to some music 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍
Fell on Black Days
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Whatsoever I've feared has come to life
And whatsoever I've fought off became my life
Just when everyday seemed to greet me with a smile
Sunspots have faded, now I'm doing time
Now I'm doing time
'Cause I fell on black days
I fell on black days
Whomsoever I've cured, I've sickened now
And whomsoever I've cradled, I've put you down
I'm a search light soul they say
But I can't see it in the night
I'm only faking when I get it right
When I get it right
'Cause I fell on black days
I fell on black days
How would I know
That this could be my fate?
How would I know
That this could be my fate? Yeah
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
So what you wanted to see good
Has made you blind
And what you wanted to be yours
Has made it mine
So don't you lock up something
That you wanted to see fly
Hands are for shaking
No, not tying, no, not tying
I sure don't mind a change
I sure don't mind a change
Yeah, I sure don't mind, sure don't mind a change
I sure don't mind a change
'Cause I fell on black days
I fell on black days
How would I know
That this could be my fate?
How would I know
That this could be my fate?
How would I know
That this could be my fate?
How would I know
That this could be my fate?
I sure don't mind a change
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same many black days
that hand shake if I have anything to say about anything is forever
(ya with lucifer)
you'll understand when he get's to this earth






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Labels: blues, depressed, depressing days, depression, fell on black days, fell onnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn black days (soundgarden song), funk, sad, sadness

Sunday, October 1, 2023

Video blog post attempting to EVP with Lucifer I think he don't want me "torching" myself more then I already have for his sake............I'm rather zealous though...........because one night I HEARD LUCIFER PRAY FOR ME, with such care and love (God a few times or satan himself have let me have a "glimpse behind the scenes") evidentally so that I don't suicide myself. The body of christ big on being happy happy happy. But the bible says.................Isaiah 61:3 "To appoint unto them that mourn in Zion, to give unto them beauty for ashes, the oil of joy for mourning, the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness; that they might be called trees of righteousness, the planting of the Lord, that he might be glorified.".LIFE ISN'T EASY STRUGGLES ARE REAL.................

 Video blog post attempting to EVP with Lucifer I think he don't want me "torching" myself more then I already have for his sake............I'm rather zealous though...........because one night I HEARD LUCIFER PRAY FOR ME, with such care and love (God a few times or satan himself have let me have a "glimpse behind the scenes") evidentally so that I don't suicide myself. The body of christ big on being happy happy happy. But the bible says.................Isaiah 61:3 "To appoint unto them that mourn in Zion, to give unto them beauty for ashes, the oil of joy for mourning, the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness; that they might be called trees of righteousness, the planting of the Lord, that he might be glorified.".LIFE ISN'T EASY STRUGGLES ARE REAL.................

Turn up volume all the way to hear Lucifer...........it's always him, I can talk with him and capture evp's on my cell phone whenever I want, it's been like that for years now. Lucifers with me all the time I talk to him all the time.......pretty much. 

I remembered being married to him in heaven. HE IS STILL MY HUSBAND I FULLY BELIEVE! HE'S MY REAL HUSBAND YO'S! My 2nd husband love him as well, but lucifer is my h -------- u ----------- s -------------- b -------------- a ---------------- n -------------------d I do believe. Sounds crazy ya -------------- but then if I've gone nuts, then how come I speak to lucifer all the time, and I can evp with him anytime I want???????????????????

if I've lost my mind I am saying????????????

and Lorde sings "wait til your announced"
I don't know what I'm supposed to wait for????????????????
it's not like my blog has any traffic to it most the time
I'm nothing to people out there
which is depressing I think people do want to matter
but to people I don't matter and "it is what it is"
these happy happy happy style christians boggle me..........................
Acts 14:22 "Confirming the souls of the disciples, and exhorting them to continue in the faith, and that we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God."

Life's been freaking grueling for me!

my sister for years called me "sher bear" - sher b---ch is what that translate's to cause I often complained to my family. 

ya they don't like me

but I just could do this "fake happy" shiz that I've seen people in the body of christ doing and they must be lieing some cause everyone "goes through it" in life sometime or another!!!!!!!!!!!!

tootles



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Tuesday, August 1, 2023

I believe talking even online about your feelings is good. To deal with your feelings. THERE HAVE BEEN TIMES IN LIFE WERE I WAS MEGA HAPPY BUT FAR FAR FAR FROM THE "straight and narrow" way that leads to heaven! Matthew 7:13-14 "Enter ye in at the strait gate: for wide is the gate, and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat: Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it." Life is hard you shouldn't have to be happy happy happy all the time..............................

I believe talking even online about your feelings is good. To deal with your feelings. THERE HAVE BEEN TIMES IN LIFE WERE I WAS MEGA HAPPY BUT FAR FAR FAR FROM THE "straight and narrow" way that leads to heaven!  Matthew 7:13-14 "Enter ye in at the strait gate: for wide is the gate, and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat: Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it." Life is hard you shouldn't have to be happy happy happy all the time................................

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us christians probably are in tribulation RIGHT NOW!
Acts 14:22 "Confirming the souls of the disciples, and exhorting them to continue in the faith, and that we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God."

Then we going to go through EVEN MORE TRIBULATION.................................

Mark 13:23-27 "But take ye heed: behold, I have foretold you all things. But in those days, after that tribulation, the sun shall be darkened, and the moon shall not give her light, And the stars of heaven shall fall, and the powers that are in heaven shall be shaken. And then shall they see the Son of man coming in the clouds with great power and glory. And then shall he send his angels, and shall gather together his elect from the four winds, from the uttermost part of the earth to the uttermost part of heaven."
   I believe in a "post tribulation rapture" but I feel that Mark 13:23-27 AT LEAST points to a "mid-tribulation" rapture...........
look
the sun shall be darkened 
and the moon shall not give her light
and the stars of the heaven shall fall
......................
...................................................
that is a lot of tribulation I feel
then 
I guess like um............................
like jesus like glowing right.................................
will come and reign for 1000's years or whatever um lighting the world???????????
Revelation 20:4
And I saw thrones, and they sat upon them, and judgment was given unto them: and I saw the souls of them that were beheaded for the witness of Jesus, and for the word of God, and which had not worshipped the beast, neither his image, neither had received his mark upon their foreheads, or in their hands; and they lived and reigned with Christ a thousand years.
now if there is a second rapture...............
1 Thessalonians 4:17 "Then we which are alive and remain shall be caught up together with them in the clouds, to meet the Lord in the air: and so shall we ever be with the Lord." Real question I have ------- then how do you know that there are 2 rapture's of believers????????? Cause the elect of god ARE BELIEVERS from Mark 13:23-27. Are you all sure there is a 1 Thessalonians 4-17 1st rapture where all the non-elect of god mediocre christians are raptured before the tribulation according to most christians. 
  And then the "elect of god" big guns...........ain't raptured until the sun don't have light, moon ain't giving off light, the stars of the sky all fall out..............
dang then god's holy elect is all super human!!!!!!!! 👍👍👍
but are you all really sure this "mediocre christian" 1st rapture that is before the tribulation is really real???????? AND WHERE IS YOUR PROOF??????????????
please somebody give me your "mediocre christian pre-tribulation bible rapture proof"..................
so like 1000 years.................jesus will keep a section of the earth lighted with his light
and like um you know at that point at least 1/3rd the earth is like dead
so they can all like gather you know near israel to have light n'stuff
like any second now....................................

Revelation 9:13-15
King James Version

13 And the sixth angel sounded, and I heard a voice from the four horns of the golden altar which is before God,

14 Saying to the sixth angel which had the trumpet, Loose the four angels which are bound in the great river Euphrates.

15 And the four angels were loosed, which were prepared for an hour, and a day, and a month, and a year, for to slay the third part of men.

And you might think sheri that's the 2nd rapture Mark 13:23-27 is
well if that's the 2nd rapture if a 2nd rapture is even a thing
then where the heck is the 1st rapture??????????????????
if your thinking I must be on drugs
I'm meanwhile thinking the christians that believe in a "pre-trib" rapture is ON DRUGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
uhhhhhhhhhh
like ummmmmmmmmmmm
the sun and the moon and the stars is gonna go bye bye
and 
and
eventually we have suicidal like not able to die people all over the earth

Revelation 9:5-7
King James Version

5 And to them it was given that they should not kill them, but that they should be tormented five months: and their torment was as the torment of a scorpion, when he striketh a man.

6 And in those days shall men seek death, and shall not find it; and shall desire to die, and death shall flee from them.

7 And the shapes of the locusts were like unto horses prepared unto battle; and on their heads were as it were crowns like gold, and their faces were as the faces of men.

what if there's like no sun

no moon

no stars

and a bunch of stinging locust mens (whom I call the "scorpion kings" that's my permanent name for them - they is the scorpion kings!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

Though I guess towards Revelation 9:5-7

is when tribulation really begins

happy times right now for everyone I guess - I feel like if you have a bad day or week or month or year

it's ok

but I know I'm alone in this opinion 

most everyone believe's in "high vibrations" 

and being woke

and woke probably means happy 24/7 since how the woke are probably like "high vibrations" 

man

I not only don't buy the "high vibrations" like idea

man

YEA THOUGH I WALK THROUGH THE VALLEY OF SHADOW OF DEATH.................

Psalm 23:4 "Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me."  - Amen psalm 23:4 I KNOW THAT'S RIGHT!
people with no game
people that ain't playa's in some way shape or form
I no understanding them
you shooting a hoop
or you just firing round?
if ya just firing round?
what ya doin???????????
I know what I'm doin
I'm a playa (ya if when I can get a mansion and/or fame I GONNA LIKE THAT ---------- I ain't one them mega saint types wants to suffer suffer suffer suffer - naw if I can fly in private jets, and take bubble baths in a jazzi everynight whilst drinkin a little champain 👍👍👍👍👍👍)
I get rid of my jewelry and my makeup - get swish on the net straight and narrow is the way to heaven....................
Matthew 7:13-14
Enter ye in at the strait gate: for wide is the gate, and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat: Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it.
swish
people be's perplexing me so hard
2 Corinthians 4:8 "We are troubled on every side, yet not distressed; we are perplexed, but not in despair;"



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Wednesday, March 8, 2023

When your a nobody like me and nobody cares about you and you basically have no family cause they don't e-mail you much or talk to you much. Cause your like me a bit fat PROBABLY THAT'S WHY. HAVE SOMETHING POSITIVE TO LOOK FORWARD TO IF YOU CAN IS MY ADVICE...............if that's weightloss goals being met.............a shopping trip etc. You might say sheri christianity is supposed to be about suffering in the flesh.............JESUS CAME THAT WE MIGHT HAVE LIFE MORE ABUDNANTLY, if you depressed and alone and lonely and sad SAD..............that ain't life more abundantly................. do something FOR YOU, go get a new hobby...............don't let this world that wants to tell me and you that we are of no value DON'T LET THIS WORLD CONVINCE US OF THAT.....................cause that ain't true.........................

 When your a nobody like me and nobody cares about you and you basically have no family cause they don't e-mail you much or talk to you much. Cause your like me a bit fat PROBABLY THAT'S WHY. HAVE SOMETHING POSITIVE TO LOOK FORWARD TO IF YOU CAN IS MY ADVICE...............if that's weightloss goals being met.............a shopping trip etc. You might say sheri christianity is supposed to be about suffering in the flesh.............JESUS CAME THAT WE MIGHT HAVE LIFE MORE ABUDNANTLY, if you depressed and alone and lonely and sad SAD..............that ain't life more abundantly................. do something FOR YOU, go get a new hobby...............don't let this world that wants to tell me and you that we are of no value DON'T LET THIS WORLD CONVINCE US OF THAT.....................cause that ain't true......................

  Matthew 24:11-13" And many false prophets shall rise, and shall deceive many. And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold. But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved." The "inquity" has abounded everywhere in the church outside the church all over the place. 
Matthew 10:31 "Fear ye not therefore, ye are of more value than many sparrows."
I'm a goth - did you think my valley girl barbie marilyn monroe lookin self was joking 
them things I no joke about
322
💀
John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly."
 ------------ you depressed, suicidal, THAT ISN'T LIFE MORE ABUNDANTLY. 
  I recommend so much get a hobby. Find a good bible study to go to -------- good luck with that churches stink where I live, they pry stink where you live to inquity has ABOUNDED EVERYWHERE!!!!!!!!!!
  If you cross and skullbones, hey you can be saved yo's.............
dead
dead is the main idea of the bible
Romans 6:4 "Therefore we are buried with him by baptism into death: that like as Christ was raised up from the dead by the glory of the Father, even so we also should walk in newness of life."
I am proof you can give you life to Jesus
and 
and
322 it!!!!!!!!!!!!
I jumpsuit 24/7
322 it on a full tank
24/7
(a few ruff days but not as many life has gotten easier
dieing
via dieing life has gotten easier
dieing to the idea that people must like me
dieing to the idea that "I am the most fascinating person ever"
killing my ego
cause life
is more then 
how popular we are
or how unpopular we are
it is how our soul is doing
and it is
IT IS
about how clean our house is or isn't how abundant our life is
how healthy our diet is
abundant life
is a healthy life
or mostly healthy life
PRETTY HEALTHY
(I'm saying even if you dieing in the hospital........if you eating well you life is "more abundantly") 
mc donalds ain't really where it's at
taco bell ain't where it's at
burger king ain't where it's at
where's it at sheri??????????????????.....................

via GIPHY

Matthew 17:20 "And Jesus said unto them, Because of your unbelief: for verily I say unto you, If ye have faith as a grain of mustard seed, ye shall say unto this mountain, Remove hence to yonder place; and it shall remove; and nothing shall be impossible unto you."
I will be glamourous
and I believe I BELIEVE I will have mansions plural
(I really believe that)
and travel everywhere
and everyone will love me
I believe that
and I will be fabulous

I will be fabulous
for the lord though
ya 
for the lord I'll be fabulous
FOREVER
so bestest already hand me your mansions
and fancy cars that you don't need since how your so "christian"
👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍
I will
I will be fabulous
watch me
or don't watch me as the case is right now
I don't care
won't be stopped

I ain't here to live a life "less abundantly"
sheri this blog post is satanic - then give me your mansions and fancy cars thank you
I'm of the last of the body of christ
I don't want to be like "most people" 
naw
this isn't where I belong in life
I'm of the "fabulous gang" 
and it is real
and some of it is christian
hate that, hate me all day
fine hell
call me worse then the house of beezlebub
Matthew 10:25
It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?
2 years 0 family get togethers in my family
cause I'm considered such beelzebub trash filth 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓infinity

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link list of a bad bish that is satan's but I do accept Jesus as my lord, and savior................

  • Vancouver Heights UMC (CLICK HERE TO GO TO SEE THEIR SERVICES) sheri interjecting.........everything I say or do is considered hatred and warmongering, donating to charities or to church that isn't me loving people. That is me being a hateful warmongering bish in peoples minds I CAN'T WIN.........I literally can't win, this is why people suicide themselves in case you all didn't know that...
  • I am not a pastor never want to be. I don't have friends really, my husband is dangerous to speak about the bible to cause he so bashed me after getting excited about a bible verse one day and he was sure I was "preaching" to him he bashed me so hard I tried desperately to climb out the bathroom window and escape. But it's "been like that" this whole marriage he ain't interested in the bible and I KNOW IT. Neither are my kids right now. Well look if your going to love god with all your heart mind and soul THE BIBLE IS GOING TO BE IMPORTANT TO YOU Matthew 22:37 "Jesus said unto him, Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind." My mom got onto me one day about my blog she said "all you care about is your blog" I LIVED MY WHOLE LIFE READING THE BIBLE THAT SAYS LOVE GOD WITH ALL YOUR HEART, MIND AND SOUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.......
  • Before you sue me, let me know where I mentioned you and you don't like it and I will remove it I prefer that instead of being sued..................... sheriwalz@gmail.com
  • Imagine Dragons - Sharks [1 Hour/Lyrics] I listen to this song for hours and hours and hours. I need lucifer to come and get me, I need him NOMADDER IF MY MEMORIES ARE REAL OR NOT - I need the devil to be in my corner. I'm to ganged up on in life, and I need lucifer in my corner, on this earth. Doing what he can to make my life better. I'm for sure going with lucifer once he gets here, brian will find another chick I'm sure he'll be fine. I need a break for the rest of eternity of being judged, WHETHER I'M GUILTY OR NOT I JUST NEED TO BE LOVED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (and that shouldn't be me asking to much in life)
  • truth: it doesn't matter if Satan Lucifer has treated me well over the years. LOVE NEVER ENDS. Love doesn't keep a record of wrongs. LOVE FORGIVES. Maybe he is a bad devil (he ain't your all wrong but if you were right)??????? BUT ARE ANY OF US PERFECT?????????????? Some people they are toxic, and your better off loving them from far away. But some people YOU NEED IN YOUR LIFE, I would fully contend I need LUCIFER SATAN IN MY LIFE!!!!! He's to valuable to not fully forgive!!!!!!!!!!...............
  • Tame Impala - Loser (Official Video) - sheri interjecting love lucifer forever even if my memories are somehow faked????? (though don't know how that could happen since they are my memories - post some amnesia concerning my past) Lucifer has been there and is there for me (jesus lives in me to and that is helpful his peace is). Aren't we all "losers" in some way???????????? I'll never understand the rest of the body of christ's hatred for lucifer, satan, the devil?????????????????? YOUR BADLY NEEDED AND WANTED BY ME LUCIFER - COME ON DOWN TO MY HOUSE MAN................................(brian will be ok, he needs to be rid of me so he can make friends and have his family back)........................

100% always add to my featured posts (maybe a craft item I'm showing off, art, video etc.)........

Many people on tik tok I've watched mention that they believe this earth is hell "the good place" tv show. But I tell you the truth..........Romans 2:9 "Tribulation and anguish, upon every soul of man that doeth evil, of the Jew first, and also of the Gentile;" And you might think "oh well non of us do evil" that is where you might be wrong.................James 4:17 "Therefore to him that knoweth to do good, and doeth it not, to him it is sin." If your "sinning" because you know to do good and you ain't doing it ---------- YOU ARE DOING EVIL THEN ACCORDING TO THE BIBLE.......................

 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓.................................. Update 10/27/2026 I'll reap from doing good my last 3 months of life at this rate ma...

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  • It's ok I'm not "valued" it don't look to be by other christians Luke 17:21 "Neither shall they say, Lo here! or, lo there! for, behold, the kingdom of God is within you." IT'S WITHIN MAN IT'S WITHIN. (I'm saying I don't have to fear being hated by maybe absolutely everyone, I'm not going to spiritually ko and die over, I PRAY, I READ THE BIBLE, most the time I merely listen to sermons - THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN IS WITHIN US)...............
    Update 10/30/2026 the fundraising bunco night was super fun : ) (that's why I didn't tithe...........brian says "he goes throug...
  • I love you christians, and non-christians (they sang a if you don't have love you tingle like a cymbal song at church today and didn't ring the bells again when I got out the car ((what they used to do all the time)) --------- I feel alone and neglected more then ever...................brian always sits with old people at the post church lunch time and I was polite while they showed their family and vacation pics to each other) does it sound aweful? Ya for me it's aweful.....................donating money to vancouver heights united methodist church in doing that "loving in deed and in truth" NOT A CLANG CYMBAL.........................they have a lot of old people that vacation a lot I can't relate to them at all me and brian maybe go on 1-2 vacations a year that's it and they aren't ever the "relaxing kind"...................and the younger people there in their minds I'm likely to old for them it's a real "scenario" not in my favour and then it looks to be I get blaimed for not loving them.............................
     me at church proof I was at church indeed...............I'm big on "receipts" while everyone is hating on me for their lord j...
  • not tithing this week (but determined to put money in the collection plate at church CAUSE IT'S EMPTY OFTEN). Instead reading bible, working to shabbat better. Prosperity preachers got us near all convinced "blessings" money money is the thing to gain IT AIN'T. We got things wrong in usa, it's not supposed to be tithe so you can be rich...............seek ye 1st the kingdom of god....................Matthew 6:33 "But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you." God don't care about our money, he cares about our hearts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!................................
      Update 10/28/2026 me doing photography again 😊................... not tithing this week (but determined to put money in the collection pl...
  • Confession I am aware how hated muslims are, and I admire many of them. They keep going, and so I keep going - I also being of a "minority" aka not white much..................mostly native american (I believe my grandpa on my dad's side of the family who says I'm part hispanic and a jew proper as well - I BELIEVE MY GRANDPA).........................HONOUR ALL MEN THE BIBLE SAYS!!!!!!! All gaza destroyed at the moment basically and they are giving back the Israel hostages THEY ARE GIVING BACK THE HOSTAGES (some them dead, but still they are giving them back)...............................
    pink native american braids day today 😀💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓........ my hair is really growing long to since I quitted being blonde (that bl...
  • pps.............I will defend lucifer, satan, the devil til the day I die that's going off the idea that I'm a normal person, and you know, old and no longer valuable etc. etc. Cause I know the truth.............even if I die, I will die defending lucifer...............
    Buttercups horns are all dinged up these days. Do people put pool noodles on their goats horns???????????? I pry shouldn't even type in ...
  • I swear, back and up and down the street, crystals can heal people - CHURCHES NEVER HEAL ME..........NEVER. You all know that quartz is piezoelectric well today I saw a video where a guy said OUR BONES ARE ALSO piezoeletric...............I believe humans need to be cleansed like rocks I sure do............if you hear cussing that's impurifying you - for instance.....................
      I swear, back and up and down the street, crystals can heal people - CHURCHES NEVER HEAL ME..........NEVER. You all know that quartz is  p...
  • Lucifer says to trust my insight that I have a "gift" and that I'm plugged in. Well I do believe people do care. But often times starving go hungry etc. because people have to many bills, or not enough time..........but that they do care about people other then themselves most people do. That is what my "gift" and "insight" is telling me. And the bible says.............Proverbs 21:2-3 "Every way of a man is right in his own eyes, But the LORD weighs the hearts. To do righteousness and justice Is more acceptable to the LORD than sacrifice."..................
    I been using red light therapy a lot, and am getting thinner, it's real slow going.............. Lucifer says to trust my insight that I...
  • I agree with Dr. Charles Stanley "How To Stay Young And Useful All Your Life"........................
    Cone guy was making stupid faces last night hahahahahhahahahahha 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 marshy went to the doctor and he's healing up well he...
  • Not donating for awhile got to confident "in the flesh" real humility isn't sitting around being like a pharisee look at all I do god. Philippians 3:3 "For we are the circumcision, which worship God in the spirit, and rejoice in Christ Jesus, and have no confidence in the flesh." Multiple video's this blog post - I'm very sick need all the prayers for my ears both of them YIKES to heal, filmed how bad one my ears is to BAD....................pry going to the doctor though I still am not feeling good with a fever, going to wear mask, my ears are falling off a cliff right now it's real bad...........................
     Not donating for awhile got to confident "in the flesh" real humility isn't sitting around being like a pharisee look at all ...

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