Just got back from IKEA one thing I've learned in life (and my life has been hard, not the hardest but hard very hard). Positivity is powerful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I went on ikea website (wanted to move garage junk into youngest young adult child's old room that is my computer room as well right now) ikea had what we need, only $230 pics of our garage right now it's a mess below. THE POWER OF POSITIVITY IS REAL! Philippians 4:8 "Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things.".................
Tuesday, September 1, 2026
Just got back from IKEA one thing I've learned in life (and my life has been hard, not the hardest but hard very hard). Positivity is powerful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I went on ikea website (wanted to move garage junk into youngest young adult child's old room that is my computer room as well right now) ikea had what we need, only $230 pics of our garage right now it's a mess below. THE POWER OF POSITIVITY IS REAL! Philippians 4:8 "Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things.".................
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Friday, May 1, 2026
The earthly mind "earthly things" yes. Philippians 3:19 "Whose end is destruction, whose God is their belly, and whose glory is in their shame, who mind earthly things.)" And lucifer I know you are watching my space alien butt type this and I know you know I know what that means..................common fun...............................just a little bit. I would imagine I'd enjoy reading my bible MUCH MORE while on a fancy island vacation I'M JUST SAYING...................BEING THE "GREATEST" CHRISTIAN AIN'T WORTH IT, most you all don't even go worship the apostolic christian church of america they over there suffering galore AND YOU ALL DON'T EVEN GO WORSHIP THEM!.............................your supposed to be going over to the apostolic christian church of america and getting on the ground and bowing to them DIDN'T YOU KNOW THAT??????????? CAUSE THEY ARE THE MOST SINLESS AWESOME PEOPLE ON EARTH..................THATS WHY THEN THE ELDER WAS SAYING I'M THE "WORST EVER" RATHER LOUDLY AND I WAS CRYING ON THE CHURCH FLOOR NOBODY CARED CAUSE THEY ARE SO SINLESS AND AWESOME AND NEEDING YOU TO GO WORSHIP THEM DUHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.........................
The earthly mind "earthly things" yes. Philippians 3:19 "Whose end is destruction, whose God is their belly, and whose glory is in their shame, who mind earthly things.)" And lucifer I know you are watching my space alien butt type this and I know you know I know what that means..................common fun...............................just a little bit. I would imagine I'd enjoy reading my bible MUCH MORE while on a fancy island vacation I'M JUST SAYING...................BEING THE "GREATEST" CHRISTIAN AIN'T WORTH IT, most you all don't even go worship the apostolic christian church of america they over there suffering galore AND YOU ALL DON'T EVEN GO WORSHIP THEM!.............................your supposed to be going over to the apostolic christian church of america and getting on the ground and bowing to them DIDN'T YOU KNOW THAT??????????? CAUSE THEY ARE THE MOST SINLESS AWESOME PEOPLE ON EARTH..................THATS WHY THEN THE ELDER WAS SAYING I'M THE "WORST EVER" RATHER LOUDLY AND I WAS CRYING ON THE CHURCH FLOOR NOBODY CARED CAUSE THEY ARE SO SINLESS AND AWESOME AND NEEDING YOU TO GO WORSHIP THEM DUHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.........................
................they told me I'm a freak cause I'm "childlike" young and they said that at their church people only become childlike when they old
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Wednesday, March 4, 2026
Being hated by everyone like I am and keeping going in life is a cross to take up. Jesus he had a sissy light walk on this earth PEOPLE LIKED HIS BUTT TONS. They were cooking food for him every night bestest believe THE BEST FOOD THEY HAD! Jesus christ had the most easiest - p--------- life on this earth, his life was such a easy p--------------- y life that he HAS TO COME DOWN HERE EYE'S BLEEDING ETC. JUST TO LOOK LIKE HE HAS BALLS STILL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Revelation 1:14 "His head and hair were white like wool, as white as snow, and His eyes like a flame of fire;" I am happy for you lord Jesus Christ you have joined us last ones and went into our ranks - the nutless look wasn't working out for you at all lord Revelation 1:17 "And when I saw Him, I fell at His feet as dead. But He laid His right hand on me, saying to me, “Do not be afraid; I am the First and the Last." Suicidal people's of the last HATED LIFE GOING BAD FOR YOU many of might be homeless fellow lastians KEEP GOING GO TO THE FOOD BANKS PLEASE WE NEED YOU PLEASE KEEP GOING....................
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Monday, May 12, 2025
I want to be humble and lowly, but I do find "sin within" Romans 7:14-15 "For we know that the law is spiritual: but I am carnal, sold under sin. For that which I do I allow not: for what I would, that do I not; but what I hate, that do I." (somewhere in the back of my brains even if it's the slightest whisper is the thoughts "buy this you'll be the coolest then" or "blog this you'll be the holiest then") Romans 7:24-25 "O wretched man that I am! who shall deliver me from the body of this death? I thank God through Jesus Christ our Lord. So then with the mind I myself serve the law of God; but with the flesh the law of sin."...............I take this to mean paul also went shopping at the equivalent of the ancient days malls!!!!!!!!!!!! - yep.............paul was wearing some bc nikes pry!!!!!!!!!! And then feeling bad about it.................I SO RELATE.......................
I want to be humble and lowly, but I do find "sin within" Romans 7:14-15 "For we know that the law is spiritual: but I am carnal, sold under sin. For that which I do I allow not: for what I would, that do I not; but what I hate, that do I." (somewhere in the back of my brains even if it's the slightest whisper is the thoughts "buy this you'll be the coolest then" or "blog this you'll be the holiest then") Romans 7:24-25 "O wretched man that I am! who shall deliver me from the body of this death? I thank God through Jesus Christ our Lord. So then with the mind I myself serve the law of God; but with the flesh the law of sin."...............I take this to mean paul also went shopping at the equivalent of the ancient days malls!!!!!!!!!!!! - yep.............paul was wearing some bc nikes pry!!!!!!!!!! And then feeling bad about it.................I SO RELATE.......................
Proverbs 3:34 "Surely he scorneth the scorners: but he giveth grace unto the lowly."
Proverbs 11:2 "When pride cometh, then cometh shame: but with the lowly is wisdom."
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Saturday, November 30, 2024
So sewage filled my parents basement - I don't know if they got it fixed yet (being snoopy isn't the polite thing to do, so I never know what's happening in anybodies life) I know they moved to the top floor of their triplex and rented a porta potty. Could be the devil attacked them and their town since how it was something that happened to sounds like several houses. This morning I was considering how God and Christians pry are upset and/or mad at Lucifer mostly FOR THINGS HE'S NOT EVEN DONE YET...............and mad at lucifer for everything bad that has happened to them, fact I believe and it looks to be that the entirety of the body of christ "not including myself and I might be headed to hell like for real real real?????????????? cause things don't go as bad for me as they do for the rest of the body of christ" is real mad at lucifer like alllllllllllllllll the time for things he does to them to try and get them "to crack" to quit praising god ---------- my mom who thinks herself to be christian af but doesn't go to church - maybe she is????? Is on a praise god ATHONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN LATELY..........................
1st time I tried to grow moringa tree's I had trouble germinating the seeds (I failed yep)..............this time I clean have moringa tree's growing 😁 - but I'm growing them in small batches.......................once you get them going they are a very sturdy tree.................very healthy................
pre- thing to this blog post
at the methodist church me and my husband attend (ok sheri your considering whether bad things happen to the people around you and what that means that's grim little goth lady sheri quit listening to peeter steele dang).
at the methodist church me and brian go to NOTHING BAD happens to those people far as I can see
they retire they are mostly retired and seems the devil ain' even touching them besides they get sick and sometimes dye but that is normal when you are old to get sick and/or die
but then my parents and evidentally some citizen of montana 19 had bad water for months
and maybe more then that bad sewer bad bad bad sewage problem might still be going
and my parents are retired - they flip houses still but that's a 1 house every 6 months to a year or so so slow rate
at that slow of a rate YOUR BASICALLY RETIRED JOBLESS
though
maybe my parents are making to much money so therefore are a target of the devil????????????????????????????????????????????????????.............................fast forward to the end of this blog post my surmisings on why jesus wasn't attacked by the devil
and you might say "well it's because he is the lord" THERE'S MORE TO IT THOUGH
AND MORE TO THE BIBLE VERSE WHERE JESUS SAYS..............
So sewage filled my parents basement - I don't know if they got it fixed yet (being snoopy isn't the polite thing to do, so I never know what's happening in anybodies life) I know they moved to the top floor of their triplex and rented a porta potty. Could be the devil attacked them and their town since how it was something that happened to sounds like several houses. This morning I was considering how God and Christians pry are upset and/or mad at Lucifer mostly FOR THINGS HE'S NOT EVEN DONE YET...............and mad at lucifer for everything bad that has happened to them, fact I believe and it looks to be that the entirety of the body of christ "not including myself and I might be headed to hell like for real real real?????????????? cause things don't go as bad for me as they do for the rest of the body of christ" is real mad at lucifer like alllllllllllllllll the time for things he does to them to try and get them "to crack" to quit praising god ---------- my mom who thinks herself to be christian af but doesn't go to church - maybe she is????? Is on a praise god ATHONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN LATELY..........................
I likely will never move to this town in montana
cause I couldn't find any articles on some big sewage problem
but did find articles on 19 people in town having to boil their water for many months - yikes
AND..............................
https://www.donorschoose.org/
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Tuesday, January 9, 2024
Do you ever get the feeling that I'm a touch suicidal - ya it's because if 1st husband isn't my husband. And I've been punked for around 11 years now........................I AT THAT POINT WANT TO BE KILLED FOR JESUS.......................I AIN'T LIKE THE REST OF CHRSTIANITY I AIN'T TRYING TO HIDE...............I'm literally blogging "yep I believe jesus is lord and I accept him as my saviour" I'M LITERALLY BLOGGING THAT OFTEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!................
Do you ever get the feeling that I'm a touch suicidal - ya it's because if 1st husband isn't my husband. And I've been punked for around 11 years now........................I AT THAT POINT WANT TO BE KILLED FOR JESUS.......................I AIN'T LIKE THE REST OF CHRSTIANITY I AIN'T TRYING TO HIDE...............I'm literally blogging "yep I believe jesus is lord and I accept him as my saviour" I'M LITERALLY BLOGGING THAT OFTEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!................
and while I'm hated by what 99% of christianity (I and maybe a handful of people being the 1% that don't hate me)
do wear tons of purivida bracelets
pretty rocks - pretty crystals
..........................
I'M A MERMAID MAN
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Tuesday, November 7, 2023
Fellow "not good enough" for most christians, christians out there I'M NOT TALKING TO JUST A HANDFUL OF CHRISTIANS I'm talking to most of us! Don't go kill yourselves with depression please, look, look there's positivity to think on, not only joining peloton like I am - GYMS IN GENERAL OFTEN POSITIVE PLACES............hell grocery stores - you know the ones that still have good deals : ) Matthew 24:12 "And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold."........................
Fellow "not good enough" for most christians, christians out there I'M NOT TALKING TO JUST A HANDFUL OF CHRISTIANS I'm talking to most of us! Don't go kill yourselves with depression please, look, look there's positivity to think on, not only joining peloton like I am - GYMS IN GENERAL OFTEN POSITIVE PLACES............hell grocery stores - you know the ones that still have good deals : ) Matthew 24:12 "And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold."........................
Matthew 24:11-13 "And many false prophets shall rise, and shall deceive many. And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold. But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."Revelation 9
9 And the fifth angel sounded, and I saw a star fall from heaven unto the earth: and to him was given the key of the bottomless pit.
2 And he opened the bottomless pit; and there arose a smoke out of the pit, as the smoke of a great furnace; and the sun and the air were darkened by reason of the smoke of the pit.
3 And there came out of the smoke locusts upon the earth: and unto them was given power, as the scorpions of the earth have power.
4 And it was commanded them that they should not hurt the grass of the earth, neither any green thing, neither any tree; but only those men which have not the seal of God in their foreheads.
5 And to them it was given that they should not kill them, but that they should be tormented five months: and their torment was as the torment of a scorpion, when he striketh a man.
6 And in those days shall men seek death, and shall not find it; and shall desire to die, and death shall flee from them.
7 And the shapes of the locusts were like unto horses prepared unto battle; and on their heads were as it were crowns like gold, and their faces were as the faces of men.
8 And they had hair as the hair of women, and their teeth were as the teeth of lions.
9 And they had breastplates, as it were breastplates of iron; and the sound of their wings was as the sound of chariots of many horses running to battle.
10 And they had tails like unto scorpions, and there were stings in their tails: and their power was to hurt men five months.
11 And they had a king over them, which is the angel of the bottomless pit, whose name in the Hebrew tongue is Abaddon, but in the Greek tongue hath his name Apollyon.
........................the scorpion kings let me tell you THEY LOVE GOD
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