I'm being attacked but I have "lowered" myself down, and according to the bible that means I will be exalted..........Luke 14:11 "For whosoever exalteth himself shall be abased; and he that humbleth himself shall be exalted." The narrow way, is ideally never buying nothing ever..............besides like food and clothing..............1 Timothy 6:8 "And having food and raiment let us be therewith content." So I am less then everyone cause I want friends and those who only have "food and clothing" ARE POOR PEOPLE WITHOUT FRIENDS OR PEOPLE THAT ARE LOOKED UPON AS POOR CAUSE IS IT NOT FANCY CARS, HOUSES, THAT === RICH AND FRIENDS???????? YOU GOT TO "HAVE THE GOODS" NOT JUST THE MONEY. Proverbs 14:20 "The poor is hated even of his own neighbour: but the rich hath many friends." If you look poor people won't like you according to the bible..............and I'm being told the only way I can have friends OR THE O;NLY WAY ANYBODY HAS FRIENDS IS IF THEY LIKE BEING ATTACKED, but they only seems to be have friends for 2 attacks on my blog cause that person is never going to speak to me again they tell me, showing me no mercy at all because that is all friends do according to them is attack you and then show you no mercy "for jesus" cause that is christianity I am being told "shown"...........by my new best attack friend that is showing me no mercy.............who is attender maybe member of the apostolic christian church of america A CHRISITAN A JESUS FOLLOWER THAT THIS IS CHRISTIANITY THEY ARE "SHOWING ME" IT'S SHOW PEOPLE NO MERCY EVER..............."FOR JESUS"..............

 I'm being attacked but I have "lowered" myself down, and according to the bible that means I will be exalted..........Luke 14:11 "For whosoever exalteth himself shall be abased; and he that humbleth himself shall be exalted." The narrow way, is ideally never buying nothing ever..............besides like food and clothing..............1 Timothy 6:8 "And having food and raiment let us be therewith content." So I am less then everyone cause I want friends and those who only have "food and clothing" ARE POOR PEOPLE WITHOUT FRIENDS OR PEOPLE THAT ARE LOOKED UPON AS POOR CAUSE IS IT NOT FANCY CARS, HOUSES, THAT === RICH AND FRIENDS???????? YOU GOT TO "HAVE THE GOODS" NOT JUST THE MONEY. Proverbs 14:20 "The poor is hated even of his own neighbour: but the rich hath many friends."  If you look poor people won't like you according to the bible..............and I'm being told the only way I can have friends OR THE O;NLY WAY ANYBODY HAS FRIENDS IS IF THEY LIKE BEING ATTACKED, but they only seems to be have friends for 2 attacks on my blog cause that person is never going to speak to me again they tell me, showing me no mercy at all because that is all friends do according to them is attack you and then show you no mercy "for jesus" cause that is christianity I am being told "shown"...........by my new best attack friend that is showing me no mercy.............who is attender maybe member of the apostolic christian church of america  A CHRISITAN A JESUS FOLLOWER THAT THIS IS CHRISTIANITY THEY ARE "SHOWING ME" IT'S SHOW PEOPLE NO MERCY EVER..............."FOR JESUS"..............

I said I want fame

I want money

I like being pretty

these are all things me humbling - lowering myself down by admiting these things

by being honest that I ain't the best christian ever

I'm the worst

the last

a ogre

isn't that what "humbling" youself is

the opposite of "exalting" yourself whether by word by saying your the awesomest sinless saint ever..................or by shunning people showing people no mercy every "for jesus" attacking them, telling them they are worthless trash if the person your attacking isn't enjoying being attacked at all, and then saying you'll never come to their blog again and showing them 0 mercy - because your much to sawesome to show a lowly person that doesn't enjoy being attacked everyday by their friends so that they can have friends like you do because your so better then me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

for instance

I LOVE SATAN LUCIFER PROFUSELY

MORE THEN EVER

THE MORE PEOPLE ATTACK ME THE MORE I LOVE SATAN

THIS GUY

WHO DOESN'T ATTACK ME

WHO HELPS ME OUT VIA E-MAILS NEAR DAILY

WHO LIKE ME IS A OGRE 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

i should be right now

right now

exalted everywhere

cause I am the last in christianity

I want fame

I'm obsessed with fame

money

and looking pretty

cause then and only then will I finally have friends according to the bible 

AND THE BIBLE IS TRUE.................

Proverbs 14:20 "The poor is hated even of his own neighbour: but the rich hath many friends."

Do you ever get the feeling that I'm a touch suicidal - ya it's because if 1st husband isn't my husband. And I've been punked for around 11 years now........................I AT THAT POINT WANT TO BE KILLED FOR JESUS.......................I AIN'T LIKE THE REST OF CHRSTIANITY I AIN'T TRYING TO HIDE...............I'm literally blogging "yep I believe jesus is lord and I accept him as my saviour" I'M LITERALLY BLOGGING THAT OFTEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!................

 Do you ever get the feeling that I'm a touch suicidal - ya it's because if 1st husband isn't my husband. And I've been punked for around 11 years now........................I AT THAT POINT WANT TO BE KILLED FOR JESUS.......................I AIN'T LIKE THE REST OF CHRSTIANITY I AIN'T TRYING TO HIDE...............I'm literally blogging "yep I believe jesus is lord and I accept him as my saviour" I'M LITERALLY BLOGGING THAT OFTEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!................

and while I'm hated by what 99% of christianity (I and maybe a handful of people being the 1% that don't hate me)

do wear tons of purivida bracelets

pretty rocks - pretty crystals

..........................

I'M A MERMAID MAN

That song is me, I want to have friends I want to be "a part of your world"

I WANT THAT!

Mark 13:13 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."

Proverbs 14:20 "The poor is hated even of his own neighbour: but the rich hath many friends."

I'm trapped

I'm trapped in the "below level" 

of society 

where I can't get friends

where I can't afford to travel

where even if I had "life more abundantly" - it's not much

John 10:10

The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly.

you don't have money for anything hardly === you don't have much of a life pry

and inflation keeps on inflating

well, that just makes me want to buy pura vida style braceltst more

why

cause people need hope

and I'm a mermaid

mermaids can't help they are mermaids

if lgbtq is born lgbtq though the bible says god does that to thtem

how much more are mermaids born mermaids when there ain't a bible verse even in the bible where god says he does that to us!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1st husbands e-mail to me today - 2 snippets to it, but this is what he had to say today - he's often trying to help me "keep hope"....................(where these e-mails are coming from of course as always I keep that secret, cause I truelly, truelly believe a "portal" has been opened I DIDN'T OPEN IT, I stumbled upon it, I like it, I like getting e-mails from my 1st husband)..........................

if life was this

was what I am currently living

I'm suicidal AF

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAFFFFFFFFFFFFF

I am not having a good time

I don't enjoy often being attacked viciously cause people don't just attack me they go for the utter last jugular

hated by everyone - is not fun for me

never able to get views on you tube really 

or instagram really

I DON'T ENJOY IT

I'm told "stop being a crap christian sheri be happy, happy, happy, happy" 

but much tribulation isn't joy inducing

if it is joy inducing to you - you lost you mind!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Acts 14:22

Confirming the souls of the disciples, and exhorting them to continue in the faith, and that we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God.

you lost you mind if you enjoying "much tribulation"

that ain't happy happy happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THAT AIN'T HAPPY, HAPPY, HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YA I'M STILL CURRENTLY SCEPTICAL AF OF ALL OF EARTH..............THEY GOTTA BE FAKIN, ON BOTH TEAMS THEY CAN'T BE THAT HAPPY...................

I'M REAL LIKE IGGY AZALEA

MERMAID STYLE I IS....................

I want legs, I want a life, A LIFE

I want to like not be suicidal forever

I do

I hope 1st husband really is my 1st husband

if not

..................if not.................thank god my head would be chopped off then for jesus

THANK GOD