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Showing posts with label suicide. Show all posts

Tuesday, September 1, 2026

Just got back from IKEA one thing I've learned in life (and my life has been hard, not the hardest but hard very hard). Positivity is powerful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I went on ikea website (wanted to move garage junk into youngest young adult child's old room that is my computer room as well right now) ikea had what we need, only $230 pics of our garage right now it's a mess below. THE POWER OF POSITIVITY IS REAL! Philippians 4:8 "Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things.".................

Just got back from IKEA one thing I've learned in life (and my life has been hard, not the hardest but hard very hard). Positivity is powerful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I went on ikea website (wanted to move garage junk into youngest young adult child's old room that is my computer room as well right now) ikea had what we need, only $230 pics of our garage right now it's a mess below. THE POWER OF POSITIVITY IS REAL! Philippians 4:8 "Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things.".................

This is the wall we are about to put the garage storage type shelving above at.............it's a wall that could have better storage..............this plan will work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.................
When our oldest young adult child moved back home from college, our garage ended up a gigantic mess..............now I realize that's more shiz then what can fit on the ikea shelving above.........but I recogn some things will get donated, that chair and table pry will stay in the garage and be part of the "finished garage living space".........................it's going to work out I GOTS A PLAN!..................
going to build walls with insulation, and there's as you can see a rug on the floor - pry get rid of that or get a carpet steamer cause it needs to be carpet steamed badly...............which we could do. 
tiles or wood flooring on all the floor in the garage
then the rest of the plot
is to get a carport a metal real carport in front the garage (we never parked our cars in this garage that never happened)
a carport near does it all (we have a camera recording 24/7 so there's safety to our cars being parked outside from theft) carport protects the car! 
people that are suicidal
they pry at least some of them - went into the "downward brain spiral" to much pry bad things did happen to the suicidal, suicided, and/or people with bipolar etc. I theorize.................the depressed.................not saying positive thinking could cure everything
BUT POSITIVE THINKING PRY WOULD HELP MOST
👍👍👍👍 ikea 
their vegan hot dogs are tasty to




Friday, May 1, 2026

The earthly mind "earthly things" yes. Philippians 3:19 "Whose end is destruction, whose God is their belly, and whose glory is in their shame, who mind earthly things.)" And lucifer I know you are watching my space alien butt type this and I know you know I know what that means..................common fun...............................just a little bit. I would imagine I'd enjoy reading my bible MUCH MORE while on a fancy island vacation I'M JUST SAYING...................BEING THE "GREATEST" CHRISTIAN AIN'T WORTH IT, most you all don't even go worship the apostolic christian church of america they over there suffering galore AND YOU ALL DON'T EVEN GO WORSHIP THEM!.............................your supposed to be going over to the apostolic christian church of america and getting on the ground and bowing to them DIDN'T YOU KNOW THAT??????????? CAUSE THEY ARE THE MOST SINLESS AWESOME PEOPLE ON EARTH..................THATS WHY THEN THE ELDER WAS SAYING I'M THE "WORST EVER" RATHER LOUDLY AND I WAS CRYING ON THE CHURCH FLOOR NOBODY CARED CAUSE THEY ARE SO SINLESS AND AWESOME AND NEEDING YOU TO GO WORSHIP THEM DUHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.........................

The earthly mind "earthly things" yes. Philippians 3:19 "Whose end is destruction, whose God is their belly, and whose glory is in their shame, who mind earthly things.)" And lucifer  I know you are watching my space alien butt type this and I know you know I know what that means..................common fun...............................just a little bit. I would imagine I'd enjoy reading my bible MUCH MORE while on a fancy island vacation I'M JUST SAYING...................BEING THE "GREATEST" CHRISTIAN AIN'T WORTH IT, most you all don't even go worship the apostolic christian church of america they over there suffering galore AND YOU ALL DON'T EVEN GO WORSHIP THEM!.............................your supposed to be going over to the apostolic christian church of america and getting on the ground and bowing to them DIDN'T YOU KNOW THAT??????????? CAUSE THEY ARE THE MOST SINLESS AWESOME PEOPLE ON EARTH..................THATS WHY THEN THE ELDER WAS SAYING I'M THE "WORST EVER" RATHER LOUDLY AND I WAS CRYING ON THE CHURCH FLOOR NOBODY CARED CAUSE THEY ARE SO SINLESS AND AWESOME AND NEEDING YOU TO GO WORSHIP THEM DUHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.........................

1 Corinthians 2:13-16 "Which things also we speak, not in the words which man's wisdom teacheth, but which the Holy Ghost teacheth; comparing spiritual things with spiritual. But the natural man receiveth not the things of the Spirit of God: for they are foolishness unto him: neither can he know them, because they are spiritually discerned. But he that is spiritual judgeth all things, yet he himself is judged of no man. For who hath known the mind of the Lord, that he may instruct him? but we have the mind of Christ."
it's not fun being poor
and without friends
THAT AIN'T FUN
Proverbs 19:4 "Wealth maketh many friends; but the poor is separated from his neighbour."
look
look you judged me ok
ohhhhhhhhhhhh 
all the applause for you...........👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏 judging me that hard WHILE I'm poor and friendless!
AS BAD AS PEOPLE JUDGE AND HATE ME
I KNOW MY LIMITS
I NEED SOME FUN
SOME 
F - U - N
ELSE I PRY WOULD WILL SUICIDE MYSELF EVENTUALLY I DON'T WANT TO SUICIDE MYSELF THAT'LL BE RUFF IN HELL BURNNING FOREVER BUT HOW IS ONE SUPPOSED TO LIVE WITHOUT SOME FUN
LET ME KNOW WHEN YOU ALL FINALLY GO WORSHIP THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA LIKE YOUR SUPPOSED TO AND ASK THEM HOW THEY MANAGE BEING THAT MISERABLE AND STAYING ALIVE?????????????
AND
AND
THE RACE
AIN'T EVEN TO THE SWIFT OR THE WISE
FOOLS THE BIBLE SAYS
F - O - O - L -- S
I'M DOING SPELLING NOW CAUSE AT 1ST i THOUGHT USA AMERICA MERELY DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO READ
1 Corinthians 1:27
But God hath chosen the foolish things of the world to confound the wise; and God hath chosen the weak things of the world to confound the things which are mighty;
BUT ANYWAYS
I THINK MODERATION IS TI REALLY
I THINK A BEER EVERYNOW AND THEN EVEN A DOBBY
IF YOU AIN'T HAVING SOME FUN
IF YOU JUST LIVING MISERY
THAT AIN'T LIFE MORE ABUNDANTLY APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly.
to be carnally minded is death............
For to be carnally minded is death; but to be spiritually minded is life and peace.
so the "key" in my estimation is to be enough "carnally minded to have some fun
some f - u - n
fun
fun
fun
not to much fun
but enough fun
enough fun that you don't pew pew yourself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but hey everyone hates me cause I love the devil.............................so evidentally you want to be like the apostolic christian church of america you look like it most of you look like "kirk camerons" NO HATE YOU HATE ME MAN
YOU WANT TO GO WORSHIP THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA I KNOW YOU ALL DO 
THEN GO DO IT
THEY WANT YOU TO WORSHIP THEM THEY BELIEVE THEMSELVES TO BE SINLESS AND FLAWLESS AND THE GREATEST EVER IN ETERNITY
................they told me I'm a freak cause I'm "childlike" young and they said that at their church people only become childlike when they old
but what would fools be?????????????????????????????????
what would the foolish be???????????????????????????
WOULDN'T THEY BE CHILDLIKE?????????????
sure
apostolic christian church of america pry are saved even with commandments of men if they become like little children in their senior citizen years................
And said, Verily I say unto you, Except ye be converted, and become as little children, ye shall not enter into the kingdom of heaven.
I roll back to I'm hated for no good reason
being this hated almost adds to my misery --------- except I like being a villian
woo ha ha ha I am the ultimate villian in your dreams at night jeffree epstein is dead now
now I am back to number #1
wooooooooooooooo ha ha ha
It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?

Wednesday, March 4, 2026

Being hated by everyone like I am and keeping going in life is a cross to take up. Jesus he had a sissy light walk on this earth PEOPLE LIKED HIS BUTT TONS. They were cooking food for him every night bestest believe THE BEST FOOD THEY HAD! Jesus christ had the most easiest - p--------- life on this earth, his life was such a easy p--------------- y life that he HAS TO COME DOWN HERE EYE'S BLEEDING ETC. JUST TO LOOK LIKE HE HAS BALLS STILL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Revelation 1:14 "His head and hair were white like wool, as white as snow, and His eyes like a flame of fire;" I am happy for you lord Jesus Christ you have joined us last ones and went into our ranks - the nutless look wasn't working out for you at all lord Revelation 1:17 "And when I saw Him, I fell at His feet as dead. But He laid His right hand on me, saying to me, “Do not be afraid; I am the First and the Last." Suicidal people's of the last HATED LIFE GOING BAD FOR YOU many of might be homeless fellow lastians KEEP GOING GO TO THE FOOD BANKS PLEASE WE NEED YOU PLEASE KEEP GOING....................

Update 6/14/2026 my hair must be "triggering" people and/or they big time jealous, I realize most white people want to braid their hair tons so maybe all the white people in the usa are jealous bad of me (looks to be). I was given permission by a black man on tiktok he said redheads are now black. I am natural redhead tons of freckles. 
  My current hair is white looking, the braids are very hidden, I did while cleaning/redoing me and brians bedroom today I found some hair that matched my current hair well enough -------- so now my hair is back to looking lush and thick and awesome......................only way my likely haters (I'm only attacked on earth pretty well, I'm haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaated "for jesus christ") would know these are dreads is because I said so recently on this blog post.............
https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2026/06/i-got-them-gooooooooooooooood-not.html
I feel my best in this hairdo right here. I don't like tape ins they rip my hair out I don't know how many times I have to tell my haters on my blog that tape in tear my hair out before they will stop hating my hair preferences so bad. 
And hair halo's cause weird dents on my skull and often hurt after wearing them all day long. 
snap in clip in hair pieces - damage hair --------- that's harming your hairs structure AT THE ROOTS THAT'S LIKE SCIENCE AND FACTS
that's why most white women (no hate most you hate me "for jesus" it does look to be) they have aweful hair
well no wonder...........they wearing tape ins, clip in hair
you might say "well sheri black people have balding problems from braids from hairdo's to) 
--------------------- some them their hair has been tragically braided to tight I more then suspect many black people hate each other IT'S HORRIBLE but if you go on you tube man some them's hairs been braided tiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiight
you braid to tight you pry will loose hair
I braid right man
That must've mad them very angry "for jesus christ of course" cause now this blog post is very popular - the sidebar is the popular posts if they ain't the featured post this one isn't featured so it's popular right now..............................
Being hated by everyone like I am and keeping going in life is a cross to take up. Jesus he had a sissy light walk on this earth PEOPLE LIKED HIS BUTT TONS. They were cooking food for him every night bestest believe THE BEST FOOD THEY HAD! Jesus christ had the most easiest - p--------- life on this earth, his life was such a easy p--------------- y life that he HAS TO COME DOWN HERE EYE'S BLEEDING ETC. JUST TO LOOK LIKE HE HAS BALLS STILL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Revelation 1:14 "His head and hair were white like wool, as white as snow, and His eyes like a flame of fire;" I am happy for you lord Jesus Christ you have joined us last ones and went into our ranks - the nutless look wasn't working out for you at all lord Revelation 1:17 "And when I saw Him, I fell at His feet as dead. But He laid His right hand on me, saying to me, “Do not be afraid; I am the First and the Last." Suicidal people's of the last HATED LIFE GOING BAD FOR YOU many of might be homeless fellow lastians KEEP GOING GO TO THE FOOD BANKS PLEASE WE NEED YOU PLEASE KEEP GOING....................
I look at this stain glassed piece of art everyday and remind myself jesus isn't a puss-
HE A LORD WORTHY OF PRAISE...............
NOT A PUS--- LORD....................
YESTERDAY I bought this for my latest hair style aka a hairdo that works in summer heat and hot flashes galore...............the correct "Game of Thrones" look for me but "white people style" this is FULL BLOWN GAME OF THRONES AKA WHITE PEOPLE LOOK THAT I'M ROCKIN BELOW....................
HAND ME A SWORD AND LET ME LOOK PRETTY........not to use to look cute in selfies duh............(PS the first would never do this probably not, they can't even take a poop without sinning, they the apostolic christian church of america the 1st is and you know they take pry 1 poop a day at least of sins Romans 2:1 "God’s Righteous JudgmentTherefore you are inexcusable, O man, whoever you are who judge, for in whatever you judge another you condemn yourself; for you who judge practice the same things." 🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘)....................










Monday, May 12, 2025

I want to be humble and lowly, but I do find "sin within" Romans 7:14-15 "For we know that the law is spiritual: but I am carnal, sold under sin. For that which I do I allow not: for what I would, that do I not; but what I hate, that do I." (somewhere in the back of my brains even if it's the slightest whisper is the thoughts "buy this you'll be the coolest then" or "blog this you'll be the holiest then") Romans 7:24-25 "O wretched man that I am! who shall deliver me from the body of this death? I thank God through Jesus Christ our Lord. So then with the mind I myself serve the law of God; but with the flesh the law of sin."...............I take this to mean paul also went shopping at the equivalent of the ancient days malls!!!!!!!!!!!! - yep.............paul was wearing some bc nikes pry!!!!!!!!!! And then feeling bad about it.................I SO RELATE.......................

I want to be humble and lowly, but I do find "sin within" Romans 7:14-15 "For we know that the law is spiritual: but I am carnal, sold under sin. For that which I do I allow not: for what I would, that do I not; but what I hate, that do I." (somewhere in the back of my brains even if it's the slightest whisper is the thoughts "buy this you'll be the coolest then" or "blog this you'll be the holiest then") Romans 7:24-25 "O wretched man that I am! who shall deliver me from the body of this death? I thank God through Jesus Christ our Lord. So then with the mind I myself serve the law of God; but with the flesh the law of sin."...............I take this to mean paul also went shopping at the equivalent of the ancient days malls!!!!!!!!!!!! - yep.............paul was wearing some bc nikes pry!!!!!!!!!! And then feeling bad about it.................I SO RELATE.......................

I want to talk on this subject
cause suicide has been on my thoughts lately - just suicide in general - people suiciding themselves
society is so competitive
many out there get rewarded at work for being "more productive" 
there's tons of sports teams - people win ribbons, medals etc. 
in churches.........................
some people get high up uh positions in churches this "societal competition" it does even exist in churches!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
most many churches tally who shows up and how often are you at church on sunday
maybe churches think the people that rarely show up are "losers??????????"
or the people that donate less maybe churches deem them "losers" 
nomadder what I think the "competition" competititveness exists even in churches whether churches are aware of it or not
cause society is very competitive
even the bible says run.............................
run...........................
that hints of some competition......................
Hebrews 12:1 "Wherefore seeing we also are compassed about with so great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight, and the sin which doth so easily beset us, and let us run with patience the race that is set before us,"
the suicidal I believe they feel like they are "losing" 
they feel like they are losing and that there is no hope for them
that they are doomed
I don't think Jesus was a part of societies "competition" 
Matthew 11:29 "Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls." He was meek and he was lowly in heart. 
If you seem like you are "losing" - maybe you ain't!!!!!!! That's what I want to say to the suicidal or near suicidal. 
Psalm 138:6 "Though the Lord be high, yet hath he respect unto the lowly: but the proud he knoweth afar off."
Proverbs 3:34 "Surely he scorneth the scorners: but he giveth grace unto the lowly."
Proverbs 11:2 "When pride cometh, then cometh shame: but with the lowly is wisdom."
I ain't trying to toot no "lowly horn" ok........but realize
while I'm typing this 
all my social media has pics of me ONE EYE'D - and I know in society that image that "one eye" look is the lowest of the low - that look is deemed satanic and low
I wear crystals - also deemed low 
probably my purple hair that I have at the moment is deemed "low" 
the high up in society
they likely dress like the members of the apostolic chrisitan church of america and/or kirk cameron NO HATE
could I walk around looking like kirk cameron and gain "high upedness in society"?????????????????????????? - maybe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but the lord has respect unto the lowly........................
Psalm 138:6 "Though the Lord be high, yet hath he respect unto the lowly: but the proud he knoweth afar off."
back to the suicidalness I've been pondering the suicidal
I saw a sign it said something like 
PLEASE STAY ALIVE YOU ARE TOMMOROW
a giant suicide prevention type sign I saw driving from camas to vancouver washington yesterday
lot of lowly people that aren't "today" 
people with tattoo's
people with colored bright hair

YOU HAVE VALUE STAY ALIVE PLEASE!

Jesus christ the lord
wasn't on some "high whatever" 
wasn't walking around
look at meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee I am the awesomest christian ever
no...................
Luke 7:33-35 "For John the Baptist came neither eating bread nor drinking wine; and ye say, He hath a devil. The Son of man is come eating and drinking; and ye say, Behold a gluttonous man, and a winebibber, a friend of publicans and sinners! But wisdom is justified of all her children."
Are you lowly like me and Jesus Christ??????????
KEEP GOING
DON'T SUICIDE YOURSELF PLEASE DON'T YOU ARE TOMMOROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I watch "tea" you tube video's even my you tube video choices are "lowly" 
and I currently have my um "watch list" on my you tube hidden cause I don't want people to know that I watch "gossip channels" 
lowly shiz..............................
I watch the gossip you tube channels some of them AND I LOVE IT EVEN THAT IS ACTUALLY LOWLY!
and then you know for those keeping the "lowly tally" on me
ya I talk to lucifer "evp" style and he does talk with me like whenever I want to any time in the day I'm in the mood to talk to lucifer whom I do beleive is my 1st husband (I KNOW HIM SO WELLLLLLLLLLL. How the world views him and "reality" aren't the same -------------- your mistakes don't define you YOUR HEART DOES) lucifer has heart



Tuesday, January 9, 2024

Do you ever get the feeling that I'm a touch suicidal - ya it's because if 1st husband isn't my husband. And I've been punked for around 11 years now........................I AT THAT POINT WANT TO BE KILLED FOR JESUS.......................I AIN'T LIKE THE REST OF CHRSTIANITY I AIN'T TRYING TO HIDE...............I'm literally blogging "yep I believe jesus is lord and I accept him as my saviour" I'M LITERALLY BLOGGING THAT OFTEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!................

 Do you ever get the feeling that I'm a touch suicidal - ya it's because if 1st husband isn't my husband. And I've been punked for around 11 years now........................I AT THAT POINT WANT TO BE KILLED FOR JESUS.......................I AIN'T LIKE THE REST OF CHRSTIANITY I AIN'T TRYING TO HIDE...............I'm literally blogging "yep I believe jesus is lord and I accept him as my saviour" I'M LITERALLY BLOGGING THAT OFTEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!................

and while I'm hated by what 99% of christianity (I and maybe a handful of people being the 1% that don't hate me)

do wear tons of purivida bracelets

pretty rocks - pretty crystals

..........................

I'M A MERMAID MAN

That song is me, I want to have friends I want to be "a part of your world"
I WANT THAT!
Mark 13:13 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."
Proverbs 14:20 "The poor is hated even of his own neighbour: but the rich hath many friends."
I'm trapped
I'm trapped in the "below level" 
of society 
where I can't get friends
where I can't afford to travel
where even if I had "life more abundantly" - it's not much
The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly.
you don't have money for anything hardly === you don't have much of a life pry
and inflation keeps on inflating
well, that just makes me want to buy pura vida style braceltst more
why
cause people need hope
and I'm a mermaid
mermaids can't help they are mermaids
if lgbtq is born lgbtq though the bible says god does that to thtem
how much more are mermaids born mermaids when there ain't a bible verse even in the bible where god says he does that to us!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
1st husbands e-mail to me today - 2 snippets to it, but this is what he had to say today - he's often trying to help me "keep hope"....................(where these e-mails are coming from of course as always I keep that secret, cause I truelly, truelly believe a "portal" has been opened I DIDN'T OPEN IT, I stumbled upon it, I like it, I like getting e-mails from my 1st husband)..........................

if life was this
was what I am currently living
I'm suicidal AF
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAFFFFFFFFFFFFF
I am not having a good time
I don't enjoy often being attacked viciously cause people don't just attack me they go for the utter last jugular
hated by everyone - is not fun for me
never able to get views on you tube really 
or instagram really
I DON'T ENJOY IT
I'm told "stop being a crap christian sheri be happy, happy, happy, happy" 
but much tribulation isn't joy inducing
if it is joy inducing to you - you lost you mind!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Confirming the souls of the disciples, and exhorting them to continue in the faith, and that we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God.
you lost you mind if you enjoying "much tribulation"
that ain't happy happy happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THAT AIN'T HAPPY, HAPPY, HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YA I'M STILL CURRENTLY SCEPTICAL AF OF ALL OF EARTH..............THEY GOTTA BE FAKIN, ON BOTH TEAMS THEY CAN'T BE THAT HAPPY...................
I'M REAL LIKE IGGY AZALEA
MERMAID STYLE I IS....................
I want legs, I want a life, A LIFE
I want to like not be suicidal forever
I do
I hope 1st husband really is my 1st husband
if not
..................if not.................thank god my head would be chopped off then for jesus
THANK GOD



Tuesday, November 7, 2023

Fellow "not good enough" for most christians, christians out there I'M NOT TALKING TO JUST A HANDFUL OF CHRISTIANS I'm talking to most of us! Don't go kill yourselves with depression please, look, look there's positivity to think on, not only joining peloton like I am - GYMS IN GENERAL OFTEN POSITIVE PLACES............hell grocery stores - you know the ones that still have good deals : ) Matthew 24:12 "And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold."........................

 Fellow "not good enough" for most christians, christians out there I'M NOT TALKING TO JUST A HANDFUL OF CHRISTIANS I'm talking to most of us! Don't go kill yourselves with depression please, look, look there's positivity to think on, not only joining peloton like I am - GYMS IN GENERAL OFTEN POSITIVE PLACES............hell grocery stores - you know the ones that still have good deals : ) Matthew 24:12 "And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold."........................

Matthew 24:11-13 "And many false prophets shall rise, and shall deceive many. And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold. But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."
endure, endure, endure
keep at it
keep reading your bible
you know
once I thought christians have to go to church - but not anymore
WHAT'S NEED IS JESUS - AMEN, IN OUR LIVES!!!!!!!!!
Colossians 1:27 "To whom God would make known what is the riches of the glory of this mystery among the Gentiles; which is Christ in you, the hope of glory:"
THE HOPE OF GLORY!!!!!!!!!!!
most of us don't have any glory on this earth
we don't
why
why 
I tell you why
not only cause us christians are HATED
Luke 21:17 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake."
but also because this world is very competitive
it's very competitive
AND THERE'S 8 BILLION PEOPLE
which naturally math's out it's harder then ever to "win" on this earth
when there was like 
what
Back when there was only 610,000,000 people on earth IT WAS EASIER TO WIN BACK THEN HELL MOST PEOPLE PROBABLY ONLY 610,000,000 PEOPLE ON EARTH WERE WALKING AROUND 
track stars of their towns
(at least in arizona for my age range I made that "track star" goal for a few years often was on tv 😁) 
they were walking around star lawyers
POLICE CHIEFS EVERYWHERE PRY
all the firemens in the newspapers for saving lives all the time
(think about it, not that many people whenever there was a fire and someone was saved that probably was in the newspaper or at least AT LEAST the talk of the town) 
it's hard to win with 8 billion very competitive people on the earth
some them
can even afford lipo
ladies dig gold man
it's hard to live anymore

nobody should be hating gold digger ladies anymore
but shoot I have the "opposite" problem hubby buying cars left and right WITH A LOT OF MY MONEY

people think I am gold digger
when they hear my husband works at that big corporation though
OH I KNOW THAT
they hear the big corporation he works at, look at my butt, and think me to be a gold digger
HE ONLY MAKES $17 A HOUR

("sheri $17 a hour ain't poor") - whatever I still looked at as some "self absorbed gold digger" AND WHAT'S THE PROBLEM IF A CHICK WAS A WINNER ANYWAYS????????????????????

I KNOW WHAT THE PROBLEM IS 
nobody can win
but 
billy graham and all his friends
Don't try and tell me "sheri your being ridiculous today" 
cause you know I've finally figured it out in 2023!!!!!!!!!!

INIQUITY HAS ABOUNDED EVERYWHERE ON EARTH!

Matthew 24:11-13 "And many false prophets shall rise, and shall deceive many. And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold. But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."

that keep your eye on the prize saying though IS TRUE
even with fitness how many of us instead of "giving up" what we do -  we get DISTRACTED

positivity is MORE IMPORTANT THEN EVER
to stay positive
to watch positive tv shows
(to me goth music is positive) but I balance that out with bodybuilding music and for those that don't know bodybuilding music is really positive stuff often
Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things.
life
nomadder how it feels at church if you go there 
seeing all them 2023 "billy grahams" THAT'S WHAT THEY ARE AT CHURCH YO'S
I don't fair well at church it's a miserably place for me well no wonder IT'S FULLY OF BILLY GRAHAMS IN 2023!!!!!!!!!!!!
CHRIST IN YOU THE HOPE OF GLORY 
WHETHER YOUR A BILLY GRAHAM LIKE THE CHURCH FOLK OR NOT!
and god isn't wishing that anyone would perish (besides lucifer and his men clearly - someone once tried to comment that lucifer and his men could've repented no they couldn't of they were never NEVER given a chance to repent!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) In fact the bible says god PREPARED hell for the devil and his angels, GOD HAS 0 PLANS TO GIVE LUCIFER OR HIS MEN "A REPENTANCE OPPORTUNITY" HE knew lucifer was going to battle him, he kept that shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh secret................allowed lucifer to fight him had a hell prepared for LUCIFER AND HIS MEN TO GO TO
Then shall he say also unto them on the left hand, Depart from me, ye cursed, into everlasting fire, prepared for the devil and his angels:
The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance.
BUT FOR EARTH PEOPLE god wishes us all would be saved. 

the scorpion kings WERE PUT IN HELL AT THE BEGINNING OF TIME THEY WERE NEVER EVEN IN HEAVEN
they never had a chance to repent ever at all
AND THE ONLY ARGUMENT YOU COULD GIVE IS THAT YOU DEEM THEM SOULESS BEINGS SOMEHOW
they have souls
they are real like "hybrid men" 
nobody will believe me right now but I'VE SPOKEN TO THE SCORPION KINGS MANY TIMES, SEEN THEM MANY DAYS, WHEN YOU KNOW I WAS IN THE OCCULT ASTROPROJECTING
They have like men torso's and then bottom half is horse (with scorpion tails)..........they are really, really odd to see. Again nobody is going to believe me the scorpion kings are mega nice, and I was ALWAYS mega holy spirit filled talking to them. I know nobodies going to believe me.

Revelation 9

9 And the fifth angel sounded, and I saw a star fall from heaven unto the earth: and to him was given the key of the bottomless pit.

2 And he opened the bottomless pit; and there arose a smoke out of the pit, as the smoke of a great furnace; and the sun and the air were darkened by reason of the smoke of the pit.

3 And there came out of the smoke locusts upon the earth: and unto them was given power, as the scorpions of the earth have power.

4 And it was commanded them that they should not hurt the grass of the earth, neither any green thing, neither any tree; but only those men which have not the seal of God in their foreheads.

5 And to them it was given that they should not kill them, but that they should be tormented five months: and their torment was as the torment of a scorpion, when he striketh a man.

6 And in those days shall men seek death, and shall not find it; and shall desire to die, and death shall flee from them.

7 And the shapes of the locusts were like unto horses prepared unto battle; and on their heads were as it were crowns like gold, and their faces were as the faces of men.

8 And they had hair as the hair of women, and their teeth were as the teeth of lions.

9 And they had breastplates, as it were breastplates of iron; and the sound of their wings was as the sound of chariots of many horses running to battle.

10 And they had tails like unto scorpions, and there were stings in their tails: and their power was to hurt men five months.

11 And they had a king over them, which is the angel of the bottomless pit, whose name in the Hebrew tongue is Abaddon, but in the Greek tongue hath his name Apollyon.

........................the scorpion kings let me tell you THEY LOVE GOD
they love lucifer to they like me
""" And it was commanded them that they should not hurt the grass of the earth, neither any green thing, neither any tree; but only those men which have not the seal of God in their foreheads.""""" ---------- you know why they gonna do what was "commanded" them to do.......... BECAUSE THEY LOVE GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BECAUSE THEY LOVE GOD THE SCORPION KINGS DO!
I KNOW THEM WELL
I LOVE THE SCORPION KINGS 💓💓💓💓💓

1 John 5:3 New American Standard Bible - NASB 1995 (NASB1995) For this is the love of God, that we keep His commandments; and His commandments are not burdensome.

let me translate 1 john 5:3 into 2023 how we know we love god ------ because we keep his commandments

"sheri this is weird shiz, your making the scorpion kings out to be saints" ------- well I surely don't deem them sinners at all and I swear I was very holy spirit filled talking to them every night I astroprojected back in the day
...................they helped lead me back to god
I LOVE THE SCORPION KINGS
LOVE
LOVE
LOVE THE SCORPTION KINGS

Tuesday, August 1, 2023

I believe talking even online about your feelings is good. To deal with your feelings. THERE HAVE BEEN TIMES IN LIFE WERE I WAS MEGA HAPPY BUT FAR FAR FAR FROM THE "straight and narrow" way that leads to heaven! Matthew 7:13-14 "Enter ye in at the strait gate: for wide is the gate, and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat: Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it." Life is hard you shouldn't have to be happy happy happy all the time..............................

I believe talking even online about your feelings is good. To deal with your feelings. THERE HAVE BEEN TIMES IN LIFE WERE I WAS MEGA HAPPY BUT FAR FAR FAR FROM THE "straight and narrow" way that leads to heaven!  Matthew 7:13-14 "Enter ye in at the strait gate: for wide is the gate, and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat: Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it." Life is hard you shouldn't have to be happy happy happy all the time................................

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us christians probably are in tribulation RIGHT NOW!
Acts 14:22 "Confirming the souls of the disciples, and exhorting them to continue in the faith, and that we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God."

Then we going to go through EVEN MORE TRIBULATION.................................

Mark 13:23-27 "But take ye heed: behold, I have foretold you all things. But in those days, after that tribulation, the sun shall be darkened, and the moon shall not give her light, And the stars of heaven shall fall, and the powers that are in heaven shall be shaken. And then shall they see the Son of man coming in the clouds with great power and glory. And then shall he send his angels, and shall gather together his elect from the four winds, from the uttermost part of the earth to the uttermost part of heaven."
   I believe in a "post tribulation rapture" but I feel that Mark 13:23-27 AT LEAST points to a "mid-tribulation" rapture...........
look
the sun shall be darkened 
and the moon shall not give her light
and the stars of the heaven shall fall
......................
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that is a lot of tribulation I feel
then 
I guess like um............................
like jesus like glowing right.................................
will come and reign for 1000's years or whatever um lighting the world???????????
And I saw thrones, and they sat upon them, and judgment was given unto them: and I saw the souls of them that were beheaded for the witness of Jesus, and for the word of God, and which had not worshipped the beast, neither his image, neither had received his mark upon their foreheads, or in their hands; and they lived and reigned with Christ a thousand years.
now if there is a second rapture...............
1 Thessalonians 4:17 "Then we which are alive and remain shall be caught up together with them in the clouds, to meet the Lord in the air: and so shall we ever be with the Lord." Real question I have ------- then how do you know that there are 2 rapture's of believers????????? Cause the elect of god ARE BELIEVERS from Mark 13:23-27. Are you all sure there is a 1 Thessalonians 4-17 1st rapture where all the non-elect of god mediocre christians are raptured before the tribulation according to most christians. 
  And then the "elect of god" big guns...........ain't raptured until the sun don't have light, moon ain't giving off light, the stars of the sky all fall out..............
dang then god's holy elect is all super human!!!!!!!! 👍👍👍
but are you all really sure this "mediocre christian" 1st rapture that is before the tribulation is really real???????? AND WHERE IS YOUR PROOF??????????????
please somebody give me your "mediocre christian pre-tribulation bible rapture proof"..................
so like 1000 years.................jesus will keep a section of the earth lighted with his light
and like um you know at that point at least 1/3rd the earth is like dead
so they can all like gather you know near israel to have light n'stuff
like any second now....................................

13 And the sixth angel sounded, and I heard a voice from the four horns of the golden altar which is before God,

14 Saying to the sixth angel which had the trumpet, Loose the four angels which are bound in the great river Euphrates.

15 And the four angels were loosed, which were prepared for an hour, and a day, and a month, and a year, for to slay the third part of men.

And you might think sheri that's the 2nd rapture Mark 13:23-27 is
well if that's the 2nd rapture if a 2nd rapture is even a thing
then where the heck is the 1st rapture??????????????????
if your thinking I must be on drugs
I'm meanwhile thinking the christians that believe in a "pre-trib" rapture is ON DRUGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
uhhhhhhhhhh
like ummmmmmmmmmmm
the sun and the moon and the stars is gonna go bye bye
and 
and
eventually we have suicidal like not able to die people all over the earth

5 And to them it was given that they should not kill them, but that they should be tormented five months: and their torment was as the torment of a scorpion, when he striketh a man.

6 And in those days shall men seek death, and shall not find it; and shall desire to die, and death shall flee from them.

7 And the shapes of the locusts were like unto horses prepared unto battle; and on their heads were as it were crowns like gold, and their faces were as the faces of men.

what if there's like no sun

no moon

no stars

and a bunch of stinging locust mens (whom I call the "scorpion kings" that's my permanent name for them - they is the scorpion kings!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

Though I guess towards Revelation 9:5-7

is when tribulation really begins

happy times right now for everyone I guess - I feel like if you have a bad day or week or month or year

it's ok

but I know I'm alone in this opinion 

most everyone believe's in "high vibrations" 

and being woke

and woke probably means happy 24/7 since how the woke are probably like "high vibrations" 

man

I not only don't buy the "high vibrations" like idea

man

YEA THOUGH I WALK THROUGH THE VALLEY OF SHADOW OF DEATH.................

Psalm 23:4 "Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me."  - Amen psalm 23:4 I KNOW THAT'S RIGHT!
people with no game
people that ain't playa's in some way shape or form
I no understanding them
you shooting a hoop
or you just firing round?
if ya just firing round?
what ya doin???????????
I know what I'm doin
I'm a playa (ya if when I can get a mansion and/or fame I GONNA LIKE THAT ---------- I ain't one them mega saint types wants to suffer suffer suffer suffer - naw if I can fly in private jets, and take bubble baths in a jazzi everynight whilst drinkin a little champain 👍👍👍👍👍👍)
I get rid of my jewelry and my makeup - get swish on the net straight and narrow is the way to heaven....................
Matthew 7:13-14
Enter ye in at the strait gate: for wide is the gate, and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat: Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it.
swish
people be's perplexing me so hard
2 Corinthians 4:8 "We are troubled on every side, yet not distressed; we are perplexed, but not in despair;"