Just got back from IKEA one thing I've learned in life (and my life has been hard, not the hardest but hard very hard). Positivity is powerful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I went on ikea website (wanted to move garage junk into youngest young adult child's old room that is my computer room as well right now) ikea had what we need, only $230 pics of our garage right now it's a mess below. THE POWER OF POSITIVITY IS REAL! Philippians 4:8 "Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things.".................
Tuesday, September 1, 2026
Just got back from IKEA one thing I've learned in life (and my life has been hard, not the hardest but hard very hard). Positivity is powerful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I went on ikea website (wanted to move garage junk into youngest young adult child's old room that is my computer room as well right now) ikea had what we need, only $230 pics of our garage right now it's a mess below. THE POWER OF POSITIVITY IS REAL! Philippians 4:8 "Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things.".................
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Friday, May 1, 2026
The earthly mind "earthly things" yes. Philippians 3:19 "Whose end is destruction, whose God is their belly, and whose glory is in their shame, who mind earthly things.)" And lucifer I know you are watching my space alien butt type this and I know you know I know what that means..................common fun...............................just a little bit. I would imagine I'd enjoy reading my bible MUCH MORE while on a fancy island vacation I'M JUST SAYING...................BEING THE "GREATEST" CHRISTIAN AIN'T WORTH IT, most you all don't even go worship the apostolic christian church of america they over there suffering galore AND YOU ALL DON'T EVEN GO WORSHIP THEM!.............................your supposed to be going over to the apostolic christian church of america and getting on the ground and bowing to them DIDN'T YOU KNOW THAT??????????? CAUSE THEY ARE THE MOST SINLESS AWESOME PEOPLE ON EARTH..................THATS WHY THEN THE ELDER WAS SAYING I'M THE "WORST EVER" RATHER LOUDLY AND I WAS CRYING ON THE CHURCH FLOOR NOBODY CARED CAUSE THEY ARE SO SINLESS AND AWESOME AND NEEDING YOU TO GO WORSHIP THEM DUHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.........................
The earthly mind "earthly things" yes. Philippians 3:19 "Whose end is destruction, whose God is their belly, and whose glory is in their shame, who mind earthly things.)" And lucifer I know you are watching my space alien butt type this and I know you know I know what that means..................common fun...............................just a little bit. I would imagine I'd enjoy reading my bible MUCH MORE while on a fancy island vacation I'M JUST SAYING...................BEING THE "GREATEST" CHRISTIAN AIN'T WORTH IT, most you all don't even go worship the apostolic christian church of america they over there suffering galore AND YOU ALL DON'T EVEN GO WORSHIP THEM!.............................your supposed to be going over to the apostolic christian church of america and getting on the ground and bowing to them DIDN'T YOU KNOW THAT??????????? CAUSE THEY ARE THE MOST SINLESS AWESOME PEOPLE ON EARTH..................THATS WHY THEN THE ELDER WAS SAYING I'M THE "WORST EVER" RATHER LOUDLY AND I WAS CRYING ON THE CHURCH FLOOR NOBODY CARED CAUSE THEY ARE SO SINLESS AND AWESOME AND NEEDING YOU TO GO WORSHIP THEM DUHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.........................
................they told me I'm a freak cause I'm "childlike" young and they said that at their church people only become childlike when they old
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Wednesday, March 4, 2026
Being hated by everyone like I am and keeping going in life is a cross to take up. Jesus he had a sissy light walk on this earth PEOPLE LIKED HIS BUTT TONS. They were cooking food for him every night bestest believe THE BEST FOOD THEY HAD! Jesus christ had the most easiest - p--------- life on this earth, his life was such a easy p--------------- y life that he HAS TO COME DOWN HERE EYE'S BLEEDING ETC. JUST TO LOOK LIKE HE HAS BALLS STILL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Revelation 1:14 "His head and hair were white like wool, as white as snow, and His eyes like a flame of fire;" I am happy for you lord Jesus Christ you have joined us last ones and went into our ranks - the nutless look wasn't working out for you at all lord Revelation 1:17 "And when I saw Him, I fell at His feet as dead. But He laid His right hand on me, saying to me, “Do not be afraid; I am the First and the Last." Suicidal people's of the last HATED LIFE GOING BAD FOR YOU many of might be homeless fellow lastians KEEP GOING GO TO THE FOOD BANKS PLEASE WE NEED YOU PLEASE KEEP GOING....................
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Monday, May 12, 2025
I want to be humble and lowly, but I do find "sin within" Romans 7:14-15 "For we know that the law is spiritual: but I am carnal, sold under sin. For that which I do I allow not: for what I would, that do I not; but what I hate, that do I." (somewhere in the back of my brains even if it's the slightest whisper is the thoughts "buy this you'll be the coolest then" or "blog this you'll be the holiest then") Romans 7:24-25 "O wretched man that I am! who shall deliver me from the body of this death? I thank God through Jesus Christ our Lord. So then with the mind I myself serve the law of God; but with the flesh the law of sin."...............I take this to mean paul also went shopping at the equivalent of the ancient days malls!!!!!!!!!!!! - yep.............paul was wearing some bc nikes pry!!!!!!!!!! And then feeling bad about it.................I SO RELATE.......................
I want to be humble and lowly, but I do find "sin within" Romans 7:14-15 "For we know that the law is spiritual: but I am carnal, sold under sin. For that which I do I allow not: for what I would, that do I not; but what I hate, that do I." (somewhere in the back of my brains even if it's the slightest whisper is the thoughts "buy this you'll be the coolest then" or "blog this you'll be the holiest then") Romans 7:24-25 "O wretched man that I am! who shall deliver me from the body of this death? I thank God through Jesus Christ our Lord. So then with the mind I myself serve the law of God; but with the flesh the law of sin."...............I take this to mean paul also went shopping at the equivalent of the ancient days malls!!!!!!!!!!!! - yep.............paul was wearing some bc nikes pry!!!!!!!!!! And then feeling bad about it.................I SO RELATE.......................
Proverbs 3:34 "Surely he scorneth the scorners: but he giveth grace unto the lowly."
Proverbs 11:2 "When pride cometh, then cometh shame: but with the lowly is wisdom."
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Tuesday, January 9, 2024
Do you ever get the feeling that I'm a touch suicidal - ya it's because if 1st husband isn't my husband. And I've been punked for around 11 years now........................I AT THAT POINT WANT TO BE KILLED FOR JESUS.......................I AIN'T LIKE THE REST OF CHRSTIANITY I AIN'T TRYING TO HIDE...............I'm literally blogging "yep I believe jesus is lord and I accept him as my saviour" I'M LITERALLY BLOGGING THAT OFTEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!................
Do you ever get the feeling that I'm a touch suicidal - ya it's because if 1st husband isn't my husband. And I've been punked for around 11 years now........................I AT THAT POINT WANT TO BE KILLED FOR JESUS.......................I AIN'T LIKE THE REST OF CHRSTIANITY I AIN'T TRYING TO HIDE...............I'm literally blogging "yep I believe jesus is lord and I accept him as my saviour" I'M LITERALLY BLOGGING THAT OFTEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!................
and while I'm hated by what 99% of christianity (I and maybe a handful of people being the 1% that don't hate me)
do wear tons of purivida bracelets
pretty rocks - pretty crystals
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I'M A MERMAID MAN
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Tuesday, November 7, 2023
Fellow "not good enough" for most christians, christians out there I'M NOT TALKING TO JUST A HANDFUL OF CHRISTIANS I'm talking to most of us! Don't go kill yourselves with depression please, look, look there's positivity to think on, not only joining peloton like I am - GYMS IN GENERAL OFTEN POSITIVE PLACES............hell grocery stores - you know the ones that still have good deals : ) Matthew 24:12 "And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold."........................
Fellow "not good enough" for most christians, christians out there I'M NOT TALKING TO JUST A HANDFUL OF CHRISTIANS I'm talking to most of us! Don't go kill yourselves with depression please, look, look there's positivity to think on, not only joining peloton like I am - GYMS IN GENERAL OFTEN POSITIVE PLACES............hell grocery stores - you know the ones that still have good deals : ) Matthew 24:12 "And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold."........................
Matthew 24:11-13 "And many false prophets shall rise, and shall deceive many. And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold. But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."Revelation 9
9 And the fifth angel sounded, and I saw a star fall from heaven unto the earth: and to him was given the key of the bottomless pit.
2 And he opened the bottomless pit; and there arose a smoke out of the pit, as the smoke of a great furnace; and the sun and the air were darkened by reason of the smoke of the pit.
3 And there came out of the smoke locusts upon the earth: and unto them was given power, as the scorpions of the earth have power.
4 And it was commanded them that they should not hurt the grass of the earth, neither any green thing, neither any tree; but only those men which have not the seal of God in their foreheads.
5 And to them it was given that they should not kill them, but that they should be tormented five months: and their torment was as the torment of a scorpion, when he striketh a man.
6 And in those days shall men seek death, and shall not find it; and shall desire to die, and death shall flee from them.
7 And the shapes of the locusts were like unto horses prepared unto battle; and on their heads were as it were crowns like gold, and their faces were as the faces of men.
8 And they had hair as the hair of women, and their teeth were as the teeth of lions.
9 And they had breastplates, as it were breastplates of iron; and the sound of their wings was as the sound of chariots of many horses running to battle.
10 And they had tails like unto scorpions, and there were stings in their tails: and their power was to hurt men five months.
11 And they had a king over them, which is the angel of the bottomless pit, whose name in the Hebrew tongue is Abaddon, but in the Greek tongue hath his name Apollyon.
........................the scorpion kings let me tell you THEY LOVE GOD
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Tuesday, August 1, 2023
I believe talking even online about your feelings is good. To deal with your feelings. THERE HAVE BEEN TIMES IN LIFE WERE I WAS MEGA HAPPY BUT FAR FAR FAR FROM THE "straight and narrow" way that leads to heaven! Matthew 7:13-14 "Enter ye in at the strait gate: for wide is the gate, and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat: Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it." Life is hard you shouldn't have to be happy happy happy all the time..............................
I believe talking even online about your feelings is good. To deal with your feelings. THERE HAVE BEEN TIMES IN LIFE WERE I WAS MEGA HAPPY BUT FAR FAR FAR FROM THE "straight and narrow" way that leads to heaven! Matthew 7:13-14 "Enter ye in at the strait gate: for wide is the gate, and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat: Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it." Life is hard you shouldn't have to be happy happy happy all the time................................
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Mark 13:23-27 "But take ye heed: behold, I have foretold you all things. But in those days, after that tribulation, the sun shall be darkened, and the moon shall not give her light, And the stars of heaven shall fall, and the powers that are in heaven shall be shaken. And then shall they see the Son of man coming in the clouds with great power and glory. And then shall he send his angels, and shall gather together his elect from the four winds, from the uttermost part of the earth to the uttermost part of heaven."
Revelation 9:13-15King James Version
13 And the sixth angel sounded, and I heard a voice from the four horns of the golden altar which is before God,
14 Saying to the sixth angel which had the trumpet, Loose the four angels which are bound in the great river Euphrates.
15 And the four angels were loosed, which were prepared for an hour, and a day, and a month, and a year, for to slay the third part of men.
Revelation 9:5-7King James Version
5 And to them it was given that they should not kill them, but that they should be tormented five months: and their torment was as the torment of a scorpion, when he striketh a man.
6 And in those days shall men seek death, and shall not find it; and shall desire to die, and death shall flee from them.
7 And the shapes of the locusts were like unto horses prepared unto battle; and on their heads were as it were crowns like gold, and their faces were as the faces of men.
what if there's like no sun
no moon
no stars
and a bunch of stinging locust mens (whom I call the "scorpion kings" that's my permanent name for them - they is the scorpion kings!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
Though I guess towards Revelation 9:5-7
is when tribulation really begins
happy times right now for everyone I guess - I feel like if you have a bad day or week or month or year
it's ok
but I know I'm alone in this opinion
most everyone believe's in "high vibrations"
and being woke
and woke probably means happy 24/7 since how the woke are probably like "high vibrations"
man
I not only don't buy the "high vibrations" like idea
man
YEA THOUGH I WALK THROUGH THE VALLEY OF SHADOW OF DEATH.................
Psalm 23:4 "Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me." - Amen psalm 23:4 I KNOW THAT'S RIGHT!Posted by Giving it to god at 3:28 PM 0 comments
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