I'm not mad at god for being mad. The thing with people like me, God and Lucifer - is we are often considered a-holes............but in ACTUALITY WE ACTUALY FEEL MORE THEN MOST PEOPLE - SO MUCH MORE THAT A FEW TIMES IT'S BEEN TO OUR DETERIMENT. (I'll go ahead and say it I pry should never talk about my families church - I should just not care about those people.................I SHOULD BE A REAL A-HOLE SO THAT I DON'T LOOK LIKE A-HOLE TALKING AND "FEELING" TO MUCH). But what does me, God and Lucifer go ahead and often do.............ya we often feel "to much" get ourselves good and busted.........................

Update 4/20/2026 This post's popularity this week has me puzzled...........how is this fueling your "christian rage and hate for me" because I don't just work to follow jesus everyday but I love satan as well"???????????????? I lost friends, I'm friendless really, over my love for the devil and was told though the person in my family attacked me for days and days and days in private texts on instagram telling me how horrible I am for loving the devil that I don't deserve friends, or family etc. etc. then they denied they did this attack IT HAPPENED I AIN'T NO LIAR. 

  I KNOW I'M DESPERATELY HATED. I don't get the popularity of this blog post this week and talk about it in video below..................

"JUST BE YOURSELF" people say out there but when I finally do it, you all big mad

your souls are being destroyed (pastor last saturday part his sermon was about if you don't "make no place for the devil" your bringing the whole body of christ down) by my blog even though you have the ability to resist the devil 

RESIST THE DEVIL AND HE WILL FLEE FROM YOU

James 4:7 "Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you."

I LIKE TALKING TO LUCIFER ALL DAY AND NIGHT

IN MY MIND MUCH MORE HARM HAS CAME TO ME FROM ALL THE CHRISTIANS AND MY FAMILY being mad at me for their lord jesus christ. CAUSE NOBODY CAN BE FRIENDS WITH SOMEONE THAT LOVES THE DEVIL!!!!!!!!!!!!! THEN TALKING TO LUCIFER AND HIS MEN EVERYDAY ALL DAY LONG. 

traffic to my blog right now - THEY GOTS TO BURN WITH HATRED FOR ME FOR THEIR LORD JESUS CHRIST BECAUSE I LOVE THE DEVIL MANY EX FRIENDS AND FAMILY MEMBERS CHRISTIANS HAVE TOLD ME THAT PROFUSELY WHILE TELLING ME I'M HATEFUL TRASH BECAUSE IN THEIR MINDS IF SOMEONE LOVES THE DEVIL THEN THAT MEANS THEY HATE EVERYONE 

EVEN THOUGH I DONATE TO CHARITIES AND VOLUNTEER AT FOODBANKS AND THIS "NARRATIVE" OF ME THAT I'M A HATEFUL WORTHLESS BISH DOESN'T MATCH UP WITH HOW I LIVE THAT'S STILL HOW IT IS IN ALL YOUR MINDS I'VE BEEN PROFUSELY TOLD WHILE YOUR BURNING WITH RAGE AND WANTING TO BADLY KILL ME FOR YOUR LORD JESUS CHRIST....................

PROOF THAT THIS IS THE POPULARIST POST AT THE MOMENT HAS BEEN "HIGH UP IN THE RANKS FOR DAYS NOW"....................................................ENJOY HATING ME WITH A PASSION FOR YOUR LORD TO PLEASE HIM FOR ALL OF ETERNITY....................

just woke up look - still pretty sick

 I'm not mad at god for being mad. The thing with people like me, God and Lucifer - is we are often considered a-holes............but in ACTUALITY WE ACTUALY FEEL MORE THEN MOST PEOPLE - SO MUCH MORE THAT A FEW TIMES IT'S BEEN TO OUR DETERIMENT. (I'll go ahead and say it I pry should never talk about my families church - I should just not care about those people.................I SHOULD BE A REAL A-HOLE SO THAT I DON'T LOOK LIKE A-HOLE TALKING AND "FEELING" TO MUCH). But what does me, God and Lucifer go ahead and often do.............ya we often feel "to much" get ourselves good and busted.........................

most you think bad of lucifer

call him bad things

and many think bad things as well about god over "noah's flood"

Isaiah 14:12 "How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning! how art thou cut down to the ground, which didst weaken the nations!" ------------ to be the "son of the morning" is the bible speaking well Lucifer AT LEAST SOME. That's a very positive description.

Matthew 16:23 "But he turned, and said unto Peter, Get thee behind me, Satan: thou art an offence unto me: for thou savourest not the things that be of God, but those that be of men." - he's "savourest" for people other then himself..........caring!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

1 John 4:7-9 "Beloved, let us love one another: for love is of God; and every one that loveth is born of God, and knoweth God. He that loveth not knoweth not God; for God is love. In this was manifested the love of God toward us, because that God sent his only begotten Son into the world, that we might live through him."

  

I've since learned when your start feeling to much

one way to help that

dance

"sheri dancing is satanic"

Psalm 149:3 "Let them praise his name in the dance: let them sing praises unto him with the timbrel and harp."

 Sometimes it's impossible to fully "get out of a funk" but dancing I find can help for a few minutes, that or peloton biking. Or when your sick like I still am..............merely listening to some music 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍

Fell on Black Days
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Whatsoever I've feared has come to life
And whatsoever I've fought off became my life
Just when everyday seemed to greet me with a smile
Sunspots have faded, now I'm doing time
Now I'm doing time

'Cause I fell on black days
I fell on black days

Whomsoever I've cured, I've sickened now
And whomsoever I've cradled, I've put you down
I'm a search light soul they say
But I can't see it in the night

I'm only faking when I get it right
When I get it right

'Cause I fell on black days
I fell on black days

How would I know
That this could be my fate?
How would I know
That this could be my fate? Yeah

Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh

So what you wanted to see good
Has made you blind
And what you wanted to be yours
Has made it mine

So don't you lock up something
That you wanted to see fly
Hands are for shaking
No, not tying, no, not tying

I sure don't mind a change
I sure don't mind a change
Yeah, I sure don't mind, sure don't mind a change
I sure don't mind a change

'Cause I fell on black days
I fell on black days

How would I know
That this could be my fate?
How would I know
That this could be my fate?

How would I know
That this could be my fate?
How would I know
That this could be my fate?

I sure don't mind a change

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same many black days

that hand shake if I have anything to say about anything is forever

(ya with lucifer)

you'll understand when he get's to this earth