"Jesus take the wheel" man jesus bestest come over do a full demonic possession of me if I ain't foaming at the mouth how I going to survive???????????????????......................

 "Jesus take the wheel" man jesus bestest come over do a full demonic possession of me if I ain't foaming at the mouth how I going to survive???????????????????......................

  I can't literally say what is going on in my family right now it's so danged bad. And it's "all the time" it's alllllll the time anymore I can't talk about it. 

 But before Jessena's boyfriend surprise broke up with her and told her he's moving out of the apartment (knowing that meant jessena would also have to move) surprise less then 2 weeks before his move into his new apartment date..................

the aftermath of that...........................

Romans 5:3 "And not only so, but we glory in tribulations also: knowing that tribulation worketh patience;"

 Is there some patience I'm supposed to be uh gaining???????????????? 

?????????????????????????????????????????

I don't know how to like 

stay sober sometimes???????????????

I know

I knoooooooooooooooooooowwwwwwwwwwwwww

I'm supposed to always be sober and happy that's what the bible says "glory in tribulations"

1 Peter 5:8 "Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour:" - My week life has gotten real bad..........GET A SNACK LUCIFER PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I feel like I need like jesus to demonic possess me

or demons to demoic possess me

or something like that

how I going to "make it"??????

it's 1:56 a.m. right now my child was in the bathroom throwing up a few minutes ago crying and this has became "the norm around here" 

it's so much

I'm a mellow hippy that hugs and kisses my pet goats everyday

I don't have the stress coaping mechanisms I need

I don't

unless I'm possessed or on drugs or both

(only love for lucifer and his men, and jesus christ the lord to if he wants to demonic possess me that'd be great 👍👍👍👍 make my week much easier "all things are possible for he who believeth lord" Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth.")

  Pets at a farm um feed store......................................very cute, not as cute as my goats but my goats are Mr. America's so -- my goats set the bar real high..........................

ps though

I never see fellow christians rejoicing all the time much like how much the bible says they supposed to be crazy happy all the time

lot of the time

they look beat down

but

people are beat down out there

they GOING THROUGH IT

inflation in usa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

.............................I'll never "get" the glory in tribulation bible verse

or the "be sober" ones either

it's like god expects us to be demolition derby cars!!!!!!!!!!!

I AIN'T A DEMOLITION DERBY CAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'M THE FOOL.....................

THE FOOL

that got bitted by my kids hamster a few years back

started hypervennilating cause I'm a germaphobe

and I swear the hamsters germs from his body went into my veins like hamster venom

which for us germaphobes that's like the worst hell that could happen to us

...............I was rolling on the floor

hyperventilating

called brian he was at work that day

couldn't even make the words I wanted to say

..................I sometimes stub my toe - don't recover for several minutes

in my mind only way I can be a demolition derby car is if I'm high or possessed or both pry both

patience?????????????????????????????????????

what I supposed to do zen out so bad while my child is throwing up in the bathroom at 1 a.m. I die instantly from "zen"????????????????????

Romans 5:3 "And not only so, but we glory in tribulations also: knowing that tribulation worketh patience;"

well if your reading this you stink at following jesus to then cause you are breathing still FYI