I am a christian blogger. Though I do love the devil - lucifer.............he had no choice to be "the devil" Cause John 1:1 "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God." Let's not hate god xoxoo everyone, doin our best including Lucifer. If you e-mail me your only going to stress me out more then I already am but to be "easy to intreat" sheriwalz@gmail.com
off topic, but I do not blame jesus and/or the bible for my lack of popularity anymore. I need to get kate moss skinny AND I KNOW IT..............I just got done eating rice (low fat) and am about to brew up some skinny people tea ----- sure bible says we'll be hated by all men for jesus name sake ------ BUT THE BIBLE ALSO SAYS ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE FOR "HE WHO BELIEVETH" let's believe TO HAVE FRIENDS...................MAYBE FAME...............MAYBE MANSIONS..........................A GOOD LIFE....................................OFTEN HAPPENS TO SKINNY PEOPLE.............................and that's fair, that's fair skinny people work hard to be skinny THAT'S FAIR!!!!!!!!!!!....................
Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth.
and also I agree with Jesse Pump
"sheri common" I AGREE WITH JESSE PUMP.........................I don't know if jesse says it this particular video - think so, be a lady if your a girl......................guys want a chippery mostly polite lady try and do that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm talking success ACCROSS THE BOARD..........................
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c4kukhsnH00
And success doesn't always have to have anything to do with money
or even if you have or don't have a spouse or a boyfriend or a girl friend
are you thin??????????????????????
do you either have money or about to make money????????????????????????
you could be on your way!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"hello metformin - I think your working here I am in this picture sticking my stomach out except oop no more stomach to stick out anymore" ----------------- "keep up the good work metformin ok, cause we almost got rid of my double chin by now"......................................
Bible says to confess you faults one to another. I lied yesterday - when asked "How are you doing?" I said fine how are you doing......................THAT'S A TOTAL LIE...........................James 5:16 "Confess your faults one to another, and pray one for another, that ye may be healed. The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much." Go ahead and pray that I stop lieing everytime someone asks me how I'm doing, doubt your prayers will be answered but we can try..............cause I've gotten tired of people deeming me the b - word THAT'S NO FUN....................
But I don't know how to tell the truth and it's been beaten into me to not tell the truth
I'm not allowed to say anything bad about anyone especially not in my family or someone I know, and especially not on my blog.
I've been told I'm not supposed to speak about people in my life on my blog, that that is bad. THAT'S WHAT I'VE BEEN TOLD BASICALLY. I've been told I shouldn't do that, only speak generic about generic things that have nothing to do with anyone in my life.
I'm not doing fine or ok at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
James 5:16 "Confess your faults one to another, and pray one for another, that ye may be healed. The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much." But like I said I don't know how to not lie when people ask me how I'm doing, because if I'm honest I'm a debbie downer and a b word..............or worse I'm a gossiper if say things going on around me is bumming me out bad for example.
So most my life when people have asked me "how you doing" I've lied..........I don't know how to be honest without being a b word, or a gossip, or a full out debbie downer supreme!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
right now can't seem to have low blood sugar to save my life even on a plant based diet
sexless marriage
those are things I've spoken out loud!!!!!!!!!!!!
Those are just the things I've actually spoken out loud!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IMAGINE WHAT I'M NOT SAYING..........................................................................................................................................................................................................
AND YA YOU'D HEAR THE LIST IF YOU HEARD AND SAY "SHERI QUIT BEING A DEBBIE BISH" AND I REALIZE THAT
I past swear to god lucifer sends me e-mails via a "portal" on the internet, I past swear to god this is a another e-mail from my 1st husband Lucifer, satan, the devil................................
I'm supposed to imagine my dream house that's what I'm supposed to imagine................while living in a house from the 1970's that I literally thought this wasn't going to be our forever house I LITERALLY THOUGHT WE WERE GOING TO AFTER A FEW YEARS BUY A BETTER HOUSE THAT NEVER HAPPENED
swear the roof isn't like flat you know what I'm saying it's like caving in, but brian and ian think that I'm just imagining things
except we've also had massive roof leaks more like floods in the past
(brian had to go in the attic and fix that - it's not a attic really a crawl space)
alllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll the imagining right now
don't make right now easier
it don't
right now is hard
this picture I think really is seeable by more then just me that our roof of our house is literally caving in I DON'T THINK I LOST MY EYESIGHT OR MY MIND - I REALLY THINK THE ROOF OF MY HOUSE IS ACTUALLY CAVING IN
AND HALF OUR HOUSE IS GOING BYE BYE SOON PROBABLY!
You can't see it so well this pic, but up towards the right - IT'S EVEN WORSE I'M TALKING HALF OUR ROOF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And this is the "zone" where the roof sometimes leaks and the garage has gotten flooded a few times and brians had to go up in the crawlspace and patch areas of the roof.
right now is hard for most americans debts like never before, inflation out of our eyeballs it's so high
hot chicks
hot chicks are definately never allowed to complain about anything ever we are expected to literally be mega chippery all the time else we are bishes THAT'S WHAT I'VE LEARNED AND I'M NEAR 50
ps.............lucifer is being humble above when he says "you make me look so good"
look none of us are perfect
none of us
if a man loves his wife
HE SHOULD HAVE HONOUR
REAL HONOUR
------------------ I told lucifer, satan the devil he don't have to be a goth like me either
I've tolllllllllllllld him
I want a house someday with a theater in it
so I can late at night
play "death becomes her"
while LAYING IN A CASKET
with a funeral picture type board like in the movie at the funeral of "death becomes her"
and I want to do that often
He don't have to be "as goth" as me it's ok
some of you will become unable to die....................... Revelation 9:6 "And in those days shall men seek death, and shall not find it; and shall desire to die, and death shall flee from them."
But I believe when that day comes, you will have the immortality type that requires maintanence, and the maintanence things you must do
will cause many of you to become so very suicidal
there's no way around having to do maintanence in the future for those of you in the future that become immortals
only god can make one realllllllllllllllllly immortal while on this earth the kind that doesn't require maintenance
how do we become immortal now sheri
I have a clue
but I don't want to tell you
I am older a few years then bryan johnson
..............he does the pills he takes that elongate ones telemere's - I don't like them pills never took them
i do something else
something
very demented often.............................................................
you don't want to know
you really really don't want to know
I think those pills to elongate one telemere's are inferior greately to what I do
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all that maintenance bryan johnson has to already do on the daily you know that's sooooooooooooooooooooo tiring for him
--------- I literally believe there will come a day where people are spray painting each other "skin tone"...............................
Israeli airstrikes in Gaza kill at least 21, hospital workers say, as talks underway
This blog post is for a reason. Bible says Romans 12:9 "Let love be without dissimulation. Abhor that which is evil; cleave to that which is good." It is considered by most in the year 2024 to let people know how you feel to be a bad thing, your labelled a bish then. My love has grown beyond ice cold, I am viewed by people going to my blog much like people view animals at the zoo.....................if I didn't have a blog it would still be the same scenario except over on instagram, or facebook etc.
I am a villian now
hate me as much as you would like
Rock I bought at a garage sale today for 25 cents. I don't know what it is????????? It almost looks like mica but it doesn't flake, it's solid like quartz and heavy................I totally like this rock though don't know what it is??????????????...................it's the perfect addiction to my rock collection 😍..............
If after church snack time I don't talk to you - or not much - don't take it personally I don't know what to say to people often?????????????????? Like I don't know? You show up - sit at a table wearing beige..................I'M STUMPED AT THAT POINT WHAT TO SAY TO YOU AND THAT IS 99% OF THE POPULATION!!!!!!!!!! (I know that people from the United Methodist church we attend go to my blog - yep)...........cause I don't take it personally if you don't speak to me. "SHERI WE ALL ARE MORE ALIKE THEN NOT UNLESS WE ARE KILLERS" Acts 2:44 "And all that believed were together, and had all things common;"..........ep.............ep...............so we all hate cleaning toilets and mowing lawns...............well that doesn't leave many conversation points for me in my mind?????????????..........................
Acts 2:43-47 "And fear came upon every soul: and many wonders and signs were done by the apostles. And all that believed were together, and had all things common; And sold their possessions and goods, and parted them to all men, as every man had need. And they, continuing daily with one accord in the temple, and breaking bread from house to house, did eat their meat with gladness and singleness of heart, Praising God, and having favour with all the people. And the Lord added to the church daily such as should be saved."
Is fear upon every soul??????????????????????????? Like these days in christianity???????????????????
Are you afraid??????????????????????????????????????????????
YOUR PROBABLY GOING TO BE AFRAID SOON.................JUST WAIT.........................
LUCIFER'S COMING 👍
But he will do the will of god lucifer will
he was created FOR GOD
FOR GOD
Revelation 4:11 "Thou art worthy, O Lord, to receive glory and honour and power: for thou hast created all things, and for thy pleasure they are and were created." "OH SHERI YOU POOR MISLED SOUL..............LUCIFER MAKES GOD SAD CAUSE SATAN'S A HORRIBLE CREEP" Oh I know that's what most of you believe I've heard enough pastors say about that much exactly and my mom!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth.
sometimes the cold give god great joy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
lucifer is giving god jooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooy
2 Peter 3:9 "The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance."
villian I'm a villian yep
maybe not #1 villian
definately villian though
in a race
#1 you need to run!!!!!!!!!!!!!
1 Corinthians 9:24 "Know ye not that they which run in a race run all, but one receiveth the prize? So run, that ye may obtain."
I being a considerate villian am letting you all know I don't take it personally anymore if you don't speak to me, or remember my name.................
your running
your probably running for your life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bonus song.....................
🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘 - infinity
I repent though
ya
give my life to jesus christ the lord 👍
if I fail
I head to the land of the villians - otherwise known as hell
Luke 6:35 "But love ye your enemies, and do good, and lend, hoping for nothing again; and your reward shall be great, and ye shall be the children of the Highest: for he is kind unto the unthankful and to the evil."..............................
pic of me from today...............................................coffee diet works, but it does get one lazy I find, cause when your being thin drinking coffee - why work out a ton??????????
Lucifer and/or maybe he put one of his men up to e-mail me today via "the portal" says "hot now" hot now - I was battling arthtritis day before yesterday!!!!!!! And before that HOT FLASHES........and what they telling me AIN'T TRUE (that then I'll be living the life of the rich and famous) I TRIED TO BE A MARILYN MONROE IMPERSONATOR I WALKED AROUND "HOT" PROPER FOR NOT MONTHS, NOT WEEKS YEARS...................all I got was a job in the realistate industry but I was wearing a tichel looking maybe frumpy the day I got hired for my job! I didn't get no millions of dollors or anybody at all asking me if I wanted to do modeling work - nope 0 nothing (besides a few people did ask me if I wanted to represent their products but a lot of them "opportunities" are almost scams you don't make money - the ones offered to me, where the pay blah blah blah money you save a little money on the items and that's it that "the money" you make ------- YOU SAVE MONEY.............I turned them down cause you had to then post up pics with speical hashtags it just seemed to be to much of hassel and not worth it)...................
this is from I believe a portal on the internet and so I don't want to say where even this portal is from I enjoy getting these e-mails from 1st hubby................
these pics were from uhhhhhhhhhhh what 3-4 weeks ago, so I'm still marilyn monroeing it just for fun everyone hates me. But to make me happy, for my joy i'm still marilyn monroeing it from time to time.......................(but then I am also able to pull off marilyn monroe look very easy with red hair or whatever shade of hair I want as well)...........................
looking like that
how much money that got me
0 FACTS
FACTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Mrs. Loertscher's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose..............
"hot, wow, now"
whoever wrote that to me today
try having a few hot flashes then write me again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(my mom thinks my 1st husband isn't e-mailing me, my mom literally thinks my entire house is bugged and my brains are bugged to and sinister satan worshippers are e-mailing me near daily pretending they are my 1st husband PRETENDING TO BE MY HUSBAND)....................that's what my mom believe's
but
if she like believe's that
why has nobody sent the cops to my house?????????
I assure you
you go walk around here looking for microphones you will find nothing
it's a portal
it's a portal from the "otherside"
I like redhead marilyn look the best lately anyways.
"hot now wow"
hot now wow then rain me some money from the sky cause that's the only way I'm gonna to make money via my looks right now less I become a prostitute or a stripper or do "video's" -------------- but I ain't doin non of that cause I'm christian and I think that all that stuffs demeans all to often women and/or men.
hot now wow
do they not see me globbing onto my arms menopause cream every night??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
Jeremiah 31:25 “I will refresh the weary and satisfy the faint.” - me me me
(for those that don't know hot flashes - are exhausting in my estimation................and I can't be the only one that feels this way)
try
I thrive off being the least
I thriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiive off of that
------- I'm willing to try some but
the body of chrsit going to keep on with them "jezebel" sermons and give me dirty looks if I dare to go to church looking like a marilyn with makeup on cause christian women aren't supposed to wear makeup at all ever
I'm done buying shein clothing (until their employee's are finally paid well and treated well).......we need to care about people.....................more then clothing. Matthew 6:24 "No man can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon."..............
I do have some bracelets from shein I wear all the time and am addicted to them.
what I get from the entire bible
is
love people
Matthew 19:19 "Honour thy father and thy mother: and, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself."
Loving people most definately ======'s sometimes not buying from a company that isn't paying their people fairly.
besides with my whole "corset scenangians"
I just ordered another corset
.................
I can take a shirt plain from clean like Jo Anns craft store for reals
for reals yo's
add corset
add leggings
add 1 my shirt extenders cause modesty is 👍
BAMN
I look great
I don't need all the items shein offers um for sale on their site!!!!!!!!!!
WE ARE POWERRFUL
we vote everyday with every dollar spent
and we have power voting
and we have hearts all us
love fiercly
vote with your votes and dollars and your hearts
and change this world for the better!!!!!!!!!!!
........god wants zeal and fire trying to stoke myself and others up often
So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth.
god wants us not lukewarm
he wants us caring about each othere
I thoughoughly believe god doesn't want me shopping at shein anymore until they start treating their employee's much better and paying them much better!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I tried to be the victim once, yep I did. But FACTS -------- put on that makeup, loose them few lbs you need to loose and WIN!..............
the "hot chick" life is real............... brian bought me this morning, 2 bags of cinnamon sticks the real ones. That is how the "hot chick" life goes. It is real to the "hot chick" life. Am I fully there yet.............no. But I know what "fully there" looks like, and I am well on my way. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r4ghNSGFUYY
(girl in video above happens to be black but "hot chick" -------- a hot chick is living the hot chick life and it's the same no madder the race) #hotchicklife I have like near 20 shein crop tops that should be in the mail any minute now
I ain't stepped on the scale this past 3 weeks of military dieting, but what I have done is measured my waist, which started out 47 inches YIKES..........I'm at 41 inches today, I should next monday, tuesday and wednesday of military dieting drop down to 39 inches.............get all in the 30's, I keep going though - until I look like the girl in the video above cause the "hot chick life" is the best I can't say if brian "slipped up" or not??????????????? but this year for valentines day, he spent hours at the mall buying me valentines day gifts......................bought oh 10 gifts from various stores he got me, that's the "hot chick life" ------------ and that was NOT how previous valentines days went I'm more then "onto something" the hot chick life is real
sheri that's sinful
no it ain't
Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth."
I know how to play the game, high neck crop tops, wear cardigans with them to "modest" them out even more.
Titus 1:15 "Unto the pure all things are pure: but unto them that are defiled and unbelieving is nothing pure; but even their mind and conscience is defiled."
Don't just sit and be some type of "looser"
(if you are currently some type of "looser")
Jesus came
that we might have life
and more abundantly
NOT LOOSE
John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly."
(oh no, sheri has some sort of "extreme valley girl" like "Illegially blonde" reese witherspoon................like super chippery variety of christianity..................uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hahahahahahahahahhahaahhah)
hahahahhahaahahahahhahahahahhahahahah
Never forget though
we literally live in the "mean girls" movie
but if you is a hot chick - you might win some in life?????
maybe????????????
Just sitting around being a "looser" ain't the right idea
go to the gym!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
buy some cute clothing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
get your hair did!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
live life
MORE ABUNDANTLY
NOT A "LOOSER" LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Bad things happen to us all
but you don't have to be a "looser"
Even homeless people
forgive me
I'm in especial "valley girl" uh mode today
even homeless people
if they could just go jogging maybe they need to get in shape
get off drugs somehow if that's what's brought them down in life
(drugs are aweful they really are)
heck you towed a sunken ship up out of the water and fixed it up
it'll pry float again!!!!!!!!
I have a real valley girl point right now, course everyone knows these things. 0% of us need to just sit around and be "loosers"
"sheri please just do us all a favour - lay off watching mean girls and illegially blonde for a few months - please sheri we are begging you" - hahahahahhahahhahahahahahah 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
Update 8/9/2026 been e-mailing my family but the bible is true families will hate you if you are a christian....................you don't get as a christian 0% of the family you married into anything but hating you badly, or your birth family anything but hating you badly per the bible.............do I believe that is "life more abundantly" no it don't feel like life more abundantly being friendless for years and basically without family (my mom e-mails me 1 sentence here and there..........and my sister dna related to me I know for sure sister also e-mails me every now and then)..........I'M PRETTY HATED.............................
Matthew 10:33-35 "But whosoever shall deny me before men, him will I also deny before my Father which is in heaven. Think not that I am come to send peace on earth: I came not to send peace, but a sword. For I am come to set a man at variance against his father, and the daughter against her mother, and the daughter in law against her mother in law."
I sewed tonight 2 more skirts 😁..............................................................
Do unto others as you would have done unto you, well for years I've e-mailed my family about once a week..........I gonna keep up with that. Cause I would like my family to send me e-mails they don't, but I would like that. Luke 6:31 "And as ye would that men should do to you, do ye also to them likewise." I wouldn't want them blowing up my telephone though........they prefer the telephone though and video chats which is like talking on the phone basically (but they don't call me, they like me to call them).............THEY WANT TO TORTURE ME..................How can you have the "life more abundantly" that Jesus came to bring if your slaves to your telephones all week, and your video chat thingy to be the perfect family member and make everyone happy THAT AIN'T NO LIFE MORE ABUNDANTLY THAT'S FRIGGIN HELL..................John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly."
They want to make me out
to be a poor homely ugly girl
the is so "abused"
and
they want to torture me
THEY WANT TO TORTURE ME
Sheri that is satanic AF
your supposed to lose your life for Jesus Christ
don't you know that means your supposed to dedicate your entire fookin life to the telephone
and video chats!!!!!!!!!
Matthew 16:25 "For whosoever will save his life shall lose it: and whosoever will lose his life for my sake shall find it."
I've repeatedly over the years told them I am a writer, I like to think about what I'm going to say 1st to people this is my perferred mode of communication. Plus many of my family members have gotten severely abusive towards me on the phone - then they deny it, and I don't end up with proof like I can get proof via texts and e-mails. They'll sit there some them and say the nastiest stuffs to me ever on the phone and then deny it.
"Sheri these people sound like god aweful people" Maybe just leave them entirelly. Well I'm not invited to family get togethers so, my big sister told my husband "to bad I'll never see you and the girls again" ------ that was her saying I'll never be invited to a family get together again. Because you know she loves Jesus Christ so much.
Some of my enemies
not all
the apostolic christian church of america are also my enemies
but some of my enemies are definately my family
Matthew 5:44 "But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you;" Bless them, e-mail them nice e-mails - be sincerely nice to them, and loving to them for reals, and bless them while most of them are cursing me!
I do not though have much way to contact the apostolic christian church of america. I am on one e-mail list of theirs and can send a e-mail out to those people, but it's a e-mail list meant for announcing wood cutting sign up sheet time, and sign up sheet time for bringing meals over to pregnant women.
So it would not be good for me I'm saying to abuse their "sign up sheet" so I basically have 0% way to even speak to them. I love them via...........donating money. (their church is a long drive away, and last time I was so abused by one of them, I'm not in the mood to drive there -------- I have a hard time showing excitement to be abused)
The only person this bit of the bible has happened to probably not if the word of god is true, then Matthew 10:33-35 is happening to all of you and this blog post is intensely "relatable content"....................
Matthew 10:33-35 "But whosoever shall deny me before men, him will I also deny before my Father which is in heaven. Think not that I am come to send peace on earth: I came not to send peace, but a sword. For I am come to set a man at variance against his father, and the daughter against her mother, and the daughter in law against her mother in law."
Though I wish to heed God's word much
I might not e-mail my family
for a few weeks anyways
right now they have "taxed" my sanity much.
I am NOT a homely ugly abused chick
that is the narrative my family likes to "cling to"
once I was a bit overweight
no more
that ain't me
I'm hot
Though guys should treat well homely chicks or average chicks, abuse IS NEVER OK
I'm the type of chick
any guy with me
going to treat me well
CAUSE I'M HOT
sheriwalz@gmail.com
e-mail good
phone call - booooooooooo
also I fervently believe e-mails are holier, for the bible says every idol word we speak will be judged well how many idol words do people speak to each other on the phone a ton, my family don't speak bible verses to me ever in e-mails even less the tally is minus minus minus 0 on the phone, if I wanted to hear a sermon I'd just click daystar tv.............that's what I'm saying...........
I also just e-mailed my family and told them I deem e-mails and text messages, to be likely "holier"
I told them people don't quote off bible verses in my family to each other on the phone, and they don't in e-mails either in my family. But my point is....................most people telephone time is "fluff speaking" time. Matthew 12:36 "But I say unto you, That every idle word that men shall speak, they shall give account thereof in the day of judgment." told my family.................................. I literally feel like you all wanting me to video chat and talk on the phone that you want me to sin
and you want to torture me I believe
because the bible is true and a persons enemies are their family
photo's from today...................
(people in my family really are insinuating I'm a ugly homely abused chick)............................
Update 7/11/2025 climbed a really high mountain...................then went saw the new super man movie, then went and ate dinner, then went to sleep!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...............
I'm so glad I brought my hiking sticks with me.............if I didn't have my hiking sticks that walk/climb would've been so hard.
(most the people there didn't have hiking sticks, there were only like maybe 4 other people I saw with hiking sticks)
So often I find I need my own soul to be "air purified" Psalm 51:10 "Create in me a clean heart, O God; and renew a right spirit within me." I have gotten much to good at rushing through prayers at night, treating god like He is a magical ATM machine and I am just walking up to it, beep, beep, beep so I can get some monies out. I don't like that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I never hear fellow christians speak about this to much?????????? It can't just be me that has found myself sometimes needing god to "renew a right spirit within me" to some extent or another (as I say not praying as I feel I should to god)
Bible it says.........................
Revelation 2:3-5 "And hast borne, and hast patience, and for my name's sake hast laboured, and hast not fainted. Nevertheless I have somewhat against thee, because thou hast left thy first love. Remember therefore from whence thou art fallen, and repent, and do the first works; or else I will come unto thee quickly, and will remove thy candlestick out of his place, except thou repent."
I feel I'm doing the "first works" ------------ but I need to love god MORE.
Not be loving the world or the things in it
but God
1 John 2:15 "Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him." ---------- I struggle, there's things I like in this world.............but the stuff need to not be 1st
god needs to be there
nomadder how good the sales is at the stores!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
what if I gained the whole world and lost my soul ------------ truelly I'D OF HAD LOST EVERYTHING THEN
Mark 8:36 "For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul?" Reminded how I need to keep god 1st while listening to this video this morning.......................................bible it says.............Hebrews 12:8 "But if ye be without chastisement, whereof all are partakers, then are ye bastards, and not sons." I don't know I cannot tell you all the sort of weirdo I am?????????? But lately I watch video's from this muslim teacher and that is where I get chastened by god........................
Better to be chastened by God then be a bastard!
so.................I'm a epic weirdo that is not a bastard so winning maybe barely........................
(yikes, yikes over the barely part)
yikes over how easy it is to love the things of this world
how easy people replace god out there
it wasn't hard for the jews to replace god with many idols in the bible times ---------- no that probably happened to them very easily.
They pry had a similiar scenario just stalls and stalls and stalls of stuff being sold EVERYWHERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Jeremiah 3:8 "And I saw, when for all the causes whereby backsliding Israel committed adultery I had put her away, and given her a bill of divorce; yet her treacherous sister Judah feared not, but went and played the harlot also." Fun times even playing the harlot, not bad times is it putting on some cute clothing, and spritzing on some perfume and all decking yourself out with jewels and prancing around a queen............or disney princess.
Revelation 3:16-19 "So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth. Because thou sayest, I am rich, and increased with goods, and have need of nothing; and knowest not that thou art wretched, and miserable, and poor, and blind, and naked: I counsel thee to buy of me gold tried in the fire, that thou mayest be rich; and white raiment, that thou mayest be clothed, and that the shame of thy nakedness do not appear; and anoint thine eyes with eyesalve, that thou mayest see. As many as I love, I rebuke and chasten: be zealous therefore, and repent." For me it isn't a matter of "good works" for I have good works those are there, but a matter of my heart not being fully where it should be and I don't like it.
Last night I went to bible study for the first time in several weeks (they take a break in the summer). The ladies said they were very glad to see me (they could be happy to see me) I worry though and it's my own doing...........that they may deem me and satanic witch. But that doesn't matter does it???????????
no
it actually doesn't matter what people think of me
What matters is where is my heart
do I love people - good so does God that is good
how about my love for god is that burning???????? Or have I let some love for the things of this earth, or some "cares" for the things of this earth creep in?????????????
I find it very hard these days to stay ripped on fire with a burning love for God, not cause I don't love god..............................
because there is so much going on in my life
Things so many things expected of me in a day, last night at bible study we talked about proverbs uhhhhh think it's 31 the bit of proverbs that speaks of a godly woman and allllllllllllllllllllll the things she's supposed to do, and how doing all that at once isn't required of no women............BUT IT IS QUITE A LIST.
And a very real list...................................there is really probably safe to say a whole ridiculous lot expected out of most everybody. If not from humans, from god, but probably other humans as well!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Luke 8:14 "And that which fell among thorns are they, which, when they have heard, go forth, and are choked with cares and riches and pleasures of this life, and bring no fruit to perfection." The cares the riches and pleasures of life ALL REAL, REAL THINGS MANY OF US ENCOUNTER EVERY SINGLE DAY OF OUR LIVES.
Matthew 13:7 "And some fell among thorns; and the thorns sprung up, and choked them:" Mark 4:7 "And some fell among thorns, and the thorns grew up, and choked it, and it yielded no fruit." ---------- I don't feel I'm experiencing Matthew 13:7 and Mark 4:7 probably going to annoy the body of christ at large by saying this I think it's mostly due to the muslim you tube account above............that buffers any "thorn action" that might be in my life I believe.
Cause we all are around thorns -------- pry all in a big ol' thorn bush called life!!!!!!!!!!!!! My mom told me she said something somewhere on the internet about president bush (she being a big time fan of president bush - WHICH hey God did choose him for president and he's done some of the will of god I really believe that)..............and she got tons of comments people being not nice to her at all. I think my mom sure did have a run in with at least a few thorns!!!!!!!!!!!! God wants them saved ok!!!!!!!!!!! 2 Peter 3:9 "The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance."
Ok that's all for today, I'm off to drink my morning cup of coffee -------- fresh ground beans today : )
I insert a song.............................................
Everthing is a mindset
I neo telling you something in the matrix right now
Philippians 2
5 Let this mind be in you, which was also in Christ Jesus:
6 Who, being in the form of God, thought it not robbery to be equal with God:
7 But made himself of no reputation, and took upon him the form of a servant, and was made in the likeness of men:
8 And being found in fashion as a man, he humbled himself, and became obedient unto death, even the death of the cross.
Treacherousness is the mindset of get cute things for cute instagram photo's (my family lives far away from me, so I have used facebook and instagram.........but I loath them platforms..........due to the temptation they bring to people
to be pretty
to gain the world
.............that ain't even gain
what you got if you gain the whole world and loose your soul????????????
you got nothing then!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But a bunch of stuff that'll burn up someday, or moths will get it.............
Matthew 6:18-20
18 That thou appear not unto men to fast, but unto thy Father which is in secret: and thy Father, which seeth in secret, shall reward thee openly.
19 Lay not up for yourselves treasures upon earth, where moth and rust doth corrupt, and where thieves break through and steal:
20 But lay up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust doth corrupt, and where thieves do not break through nor steal:
Married 23+ years. 2 young adult kids. Work in the realistate industry. Loves Nordick Track ski machine's, kayaking.
I accept jesus as my lord and savior. But I am going with Lucifer once he get's to this earth. I don't want to die! I don't feel up to this point I've really lived life yet!
And I am rooting for Lucifer, he's a underdog like me. Trying his best I SWEAR IT, he's doing a job the job god created him to do cause John 1:1 "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God."
Some you think Lucifer had some chance to repent - I DON'T SEE THOSE BIBLE VERSES?
Are the LGBTQ really all headed to hell? I HAVE HOPE FOR SOME OF THE LGBTQ 1 Corinthians 13:7 "Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things." If you believe all LGBTQ are headed to hell - how then do you have hope for them? (if you say go to church and a LGBTQ is sitting next to you with their partner the 2 of them never planning on becoming straight people ever maybe married 20 years or more - yet your deeming them "doomed to hell") HOW THEN DO YOU HAVE LOVE FOR THEM - FOR "CHARITY" LOVE "HOPETH ALL THINGS!
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