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Showing posts with label free indeed. Show all posts
Showing posts with label free indeed. Show all posts

Wednesday, February 18, 2026

Went to my favorite satanic band last night's concert "Ghost" had the best time. Life is more abundantly when you love people. Bible says don't let the sun go down on your wrath Ephesians 4:26 "Be ye angry, and sin not: let not the sun go down upon your wrath:" love always, loving people ALWAYS IS BETTER for them, for myself................fellow ghost fans are super nice it do look to be VERY EASY TO LOVE, somedays the abundance of living in christ jesus is more noticed by me that's my point...........

Update 4/30/2026 (this blog post is rather popular at the moment so I put update here) fresh hairstyle bun in the back which I prefer in the summertime having my hair mostly up.....................(I don't know the brand of this hair the red that I added to my real hair, but dang it's some good hair, I bought it like a year ago or something like that new at a garage sale for like 50 cents.............it might really be real hair though cause it's soft with a natural curl AND there wasn't much hair in the package usually the fake hair there's quite a bit of hair in the package.....................I didn't have to cut this hair I just installed it and walla...................

goth music playlist I'm listening to today, so far so good..............really relaxing music 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓. You see one of my people aka "the goths" in the wild they look relaxed THIS IS WHY..............
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jwohkg16Xsw

Went to my favorite satanic band last night's concert "Ghost" had the best time. Life is more abundantly when you love people. Bible says don't let the sun go down on your wrath Ephesians 4:26 "Be ye angry, and sin not: let not the sun go down upon your wrath:" love always, loving people ALWAYS IS BETTER for them, for myself................fellow ghost fans are super nice it do look to be VERY EASY TO LOVE, somedays the abundance of living in christ jesus is more noticed by me that's my point...........

course I don't heed the "neither give place to the devil" part of Ephesians 4:25-27 I give place to the devil all day and all night - HE'S MY MAIN SUPPORT SYSTEM!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ephesians 4:25-27 "Wherefore putting away lying, speak every man truth with his neighbour: for we are members one of another. Be ye angry, and sin not: let not the sun go down upon your wrath: Neither give place to the devil."
 Hate or anger, takes away from JOY.................."life more abundantly" is a happy life, "life more abundantly" is a merciful mercy giving life
"life more abundantly" has freedom to be a ghost fan for the rest of my life 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
Luke 6:35 "But love ye your enemies, and do good, and lend, hoping for nothing again; and your reward shall be great, and ye shall be the children of the Highest: for he is kind unto the unthankful and to the evil."
I had the best time last night. 
Ghost's fan's are nice people to. 
I think some of lucifer's people have a "freedom" they do have a joy, the ghost concert was full of happy people I noted that. 
anyways 
on the topic of freedom
the ghost bracelets pictured above - ya I really like em
I'm hoping the methodist church will see the crosses and not notice they are upsidedown.
I LOVE THIS BAND! 
If the Son therefore shall make you free, ye shall be free indeed.
 I love freedom, freedom makes me happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Wednesday, July 30, 2025

I give my life to jesus, jesus is lord and I want to go to heaven. But I am BELIAL and thank god I am belial, what fellowship can concord have with belial - none. Sweet peace and quiet man. I have entered into "rest" as the bible speaks of..............Hebrews 4:3 "For we which have believed do enter into rest, as he said, As I have sworn in my wrath, if they shall enter into my rest: although the works were finished from the foundation of the world." I AM WORSE THEN THE HOUSE OF BEELZEBUB XOXOXOXOX Matthew 10:25 "It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?" Thank you Beelzebub, your pry going to hell I feel bad about that, but thank you......................

ear infection update 7/31/2025 went yet again to the doctor over this ear infection, cause the ear drops they gave me weren't working besides they helped eliviate pain. Now I'm on anti- biotics and am "tentatively" diagnosed with a entire ear infection (before the diagnosis was swimmers ear) The doctor said my ear drum is pink and that isn't how ear infections usually look like, but he cleaned out my other ear which the other doctor didn't look at my other ear for reference, and my other ear drum was a dull grey color. 
well I already took one the antibiotic pills
I'm hearing better, the pain on the side of my face is going away
IT'S WORKING!
Went to my swamp 💓💓💓💓💓 People still very friendly in that town. But city folk I don't hold nothing against them, they all are in debt and they are miserable - THAT'S THE FACTS.

 I give my life to jesus, jesus is lord and I want to go to heaven. But I am BELIAL and thank god I am belial, what fellowship can concord have with belial - none. Sweet peace and quiet man. I have entered into "rest" as the bible speaks of..............Hebrews 4:3 "For we which have believed do enter into rest, as he said, As I have sworn in my wrath, if they shall enter into my rest: although the works were finished from the foundation of the world." I AM WORSE THEN THE HOUSE OF BEELZEBUB XOXOXOXOX Matthew 10:25 "It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?" Thank you Beelzebub, your pry going to hell I feel bad about that, but thank you......................

THEY WANT TO REACH ME

THEY CAN'T

I ESCAPED

didn't need what they need
if the world was a dream, or if the world was a nightmare, or a bit of both...........................................................
🔑
I'm going with lucifer
my mom tried to e-mail me
won't work 
I'm belial
she's a christian according to herself as is my whole family according to them
what fellowship does concord have with belial 
none
2 Corinthians 6:14-16 "Be ye not unequally yoked together with unbelievers: for what fellowship hath righteousness with unrighteousness? and what communion hath light with darkness? And what concord hath Christ with Belial? or what part hath he that believeth with an infidel? And what agreement hath the temple of God with idols? for ye are the temple of the living God; as God hath said, I will dwell in them, and walk in them; and I will be their God, and they shall be my people."
I value freedom
I don't want to be "debted" to anyone
the bible says....................
Romans 13:8-10 "Owe no man any thing, but to love one another: for he that loveth another hath fulfilled the law. For this, Thou shalt not commit adultery, Thou shalt not kill, Thou shalt not steal, Thou shalt not bear false witness, Thou shalt not covet; and if there be any other commandment, it is briefly comprehended in this saying, namely, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself. Love worketh no ill to his neighbour: therefore love is the fulfilling of the law."
I prefer loving my family from far away never talking to them again or seeing them again is my preference............cause they threaten lawsuits. 
bible says as much as it is possible to live at peace with all men
well only way I can live at peace with my family cause they like many of them do to threaten lawsuits........................is far away never speaking to them again, never seeing them again. 
If it be possible, as much as lieth in you, live peaceably with all men.
thank god my family can't "get me back in" to the family I'm saying I'm BELIAL
AND THEY ARE CHRISTIANS ACCORDING TO THEM
and the united methodist church can't fellowship with me either, that's perfect I am belial!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
can't donate to help charities right now to miserable with swimmers ear infection it's still going strong
about to eat garlic and nap though napped for hours already today but what can I do????????????????????????
already put ear drops in the ear
lucifer I'm really ready for you to come to earth and come get me.............you could get me better medical attention for my ear ---------- you really could.
after napping for hours, it's middle of the night now (my ear still is badly off)..........
Gaza Soup Kitchen
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Friday, May 23, 2025

I had a dream that involved the old me. The old me, would've went CRAZY. In the dream I heard "be goth and get everything you want" - as a christian goth that ain't the case or as a christian in general cause we don't run in "excess of riot" 1 Peter 4:4 "Wherein they think it strange that ye run not with them to the same excess of riot, speaking evil of you:" The fame machine, it's a trap ya, for most it is a trap, your supposed to want to become "rich and famous" your supposed to want to run in "excess of riot" --------- your supposed to go in debt. Your not supposed to want to do what I did am doing, buy cheap land and build hopefully soon a not very expensive cabin at all - and enjoy nature!!!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOO your supposed to get tons of plastic surgery, sports cars, fancy houses you can't afford - so that you can have friends.............

The latest bohemian shirt I sewed........this one I used fabric scraps I bought in a pack at a quilting convention a few weeks ago (my oldest young adult kid is really into sewing)..........................
the new sleeves definately add to this shirt - before it was kind of tacky looking..............it's not a very loose fit on me though. But I think I like it like this for sure..............
We have a blackberry bush used to be problem, now the blackberries are quite a good thing.............they provide much goat snacks.
trumps wanting to gaza war to end 👍
https://www.nytimes.com/2025/05/26/world/middleeast/israel-gaza-trump-isolation.html
Gaza's Children
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 I had a dream that involved the old me. The old me, would've went CRAZY. In the dream I heard "be goth and get everything you want" - as a christian goth that ain't the case or as a christian in general cause we don't run in "excess of riot" 1 Peter 4:4 "Wherein they think it strange that ye run not with them to the same excess of riot, speaking evil of you:" The fame machine, it's a trap ya, for most it is a trap, your supposed to want to become "rich and famous" your supposed to want to run in "excess of riot" --------- your supposed to go in debt. Your not supposed to want to do what I did am doing, buy cheap land and build hopefully soon a not very expensive cabin at all - and enjoy nature!!!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOO your supposed to get tons of plastic surgery, sports cars, fancy houses you can't afford - so that you can have friends.............

Same dream I wanted to talk to lucifer. He never shows up in my dreams how he actually looks - DRIVES ME UP THE WALL. He was in this dream a chinese guy. Then my oldest young adult kid woke me up. But I was about to tell him something about the super bowl...............dream me was fitting to make some massive boast to him. 

Then I woke up like what the hell was dream me doing??????????????? I DON'T WANT TO BOAST NOTHING THAT'S DUMB - besides GOD!

Psalm 34:2 "My soul shall make her boast in the Lord: the humble shall hear thereof, and be glad."
Psalm 44:8 "In God we boast all the day long, and praise thy name for ever. Selah."
There have been many a years I was trapped in bondage because of bad doctrines of various christians that I do believe will want to beat me in their churches someday. 
I was told I couldn't wear makeup
I was told I couldn't wear even a wedding ring
but free indeed
is free indeed.................
John 8:36 "If the Son therefore shall make you free, ye shall be free indeed."

but moderation is where it's at!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Philippians 4:4-6 "Rejoice in the Lord always: and again I say, Rejoice. Let your moderation be known unto all men. The Lord is at hand."
  There is a tragedy I guess to moderstaion, cause if you really live a life of moderation you probably won't ever become "rich and famous" ---------- because what get's promoted up high in the world (a world ran by lucifer) are people that do plastic surgery, nad infusions, LOOKS TO BE PUFF DIDDY TIMES YIKES (I've seen footage and heard a few celebrities 2 in particular talking about puff diddy parties they went to - it's damning shiz in my estimation...................and these 2 celebrities don't look like """"""""""""that"""""""""""""" like I'm saying they don't look like orgie having maniacs NO HATE!!!!!!!!!
  But 
hey
I don't claim to know how many of lucifers people are orgie having maniacs????????????????
Ephesians 5:12 "For it is a shame even to speak of those things which are done of them in secret."
all I know is running is "excess of riot" isn't worth it
forget it
forget even fame, or money (though I'll be content "abounding" I like fancy cars and mansions etc. WELL JESUS CAME TO SAVE SINNERS)
all I need
swear to god satan and everyone
my cabin to be built cause that is gonna be so danged nice
sit with a nice cup of coffee, watch the wildlife it's going to be dang nice
I never want to do a orgie them puff daddy parties sound HORRIFIC
baby oil and iv drips to recover...........oh noooooooooooooooooo
no no no
no
I'll just go to my cabin have a nice time drinking a nice cup of coffee
maybe put together a puzzle watching dear walk by??????
though I don't know for sure if there's deer there yet
at my swamp there's deer - they are so cute 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
if your dreaming of fame and wealth
wake up
realize for most us thats not going to happen besides PUFF DIDDY PARTIES DID HAPPEN YIKES THAT EXCESS OF RIOT SHIZ EVIDENTALY GET'S CRAZY
the land is pretty
it's everywhere
god is love
pretty land everywhere coffee pots everywhere birds chirping near everywhere - goats for sale
not mines
no way
my goats are the beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeest






Monday, November 25, 2024

I believe most churches are afraid to fully support the LGBTQ because it's a narrow gate..................if the body of christ allowed everything..............they wouldnt be on the "straight and narrow" But I think the LGBTQ can walk the straight and narrow I BELIEVE IT'S REALLY POSSIBLE. Even the bible says Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth." now that begs the question what is the straight and narrow well I disagree with the apostolic christian church of america that it don't include makeup, or jewelry - INSTEAD MODERATION!!!!!!!!!!!!......................cause as christians we are supposed to be FREE...................................

I believe most churches are afraid to fully support the LGBTQ because it's a narrow gate..................if the body of christ allowed everything..............they wouldnt be on the "straight and narrow"  But I think the LGBTQ can walk the straight and narrow I BELIEVE IT'S REALLY POSSIBLE. Even the bible says Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth." now that begs the question what is the straight and narrow well I disagree with the apostolic christian church of america that it don't include makeup, or jewelry - INSTEAD MODERATION!!!!!!!!!!!!.......................cause as christians we are supposed to be FREE...................................
I don't know if I'm going to manage being vegan I'll pry want to buy some leather shoes or a purse sooner or later, I bestest be plant based, though that's so many more words to say then saying vegan and so that greately inconveniences me. My real "calling in life" is to BE FREE, TO BE THE 1 FOOL ACTUALLY FREE ON EARTH LIKE ELSA IN THE FROZEN MOVIE!!!!!!!!!! (though I think caring about animals is very important and think it's better to not buy leather goods or real fur).......................
 That's the most tragic thing about the body of christ - it's a group of people that claim to be free, even their bible talks about freedom................yet most of them are the most trapped people
most of them can't wear makeup for instance nuh uh or not much makeup - THEY'D BE JEZEBELS THEN!!!!!!!!!!!John 8:36 "If the Son therefore shall make you free, ye shall be free indeed."
IN CONTEXT VERSE ABOVE.............

John 8:31-36 "Then said Jesus to those Jews which believed on him, If ye continue in my word, then are ye my disciples indeed; And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free. They answered him, We be Abraham's seed, and were never in bondage to any man: how sayest thou, Ye shall be made free? Jesus answered them, Verily, verily, I say unto you, Whosoever committeth sin is the servant of sin. And the servant abideth not in the house for ever: but the Son abideth ever. If the Son therefore shall make you free, ye shall be free indeed."

SINS.....................

let's see

copy and pasted from "AI" on google..............The Ten Commandments
False worship, idolatry, misusing God's name, violating the Sabbath, dishonoring parents, murder, adultery, stealing, lying/libel, and coveting
Galatians 5:19-21
Adultery, fornication, uncleanness, lasciviousness, idolatry, witchcraft, hatred, variance, emulations, wrath, strife, seditions, heresies, envyings, murders, drunkenness, revellings


1 Timothy 1:9-10
Sexual immorality, orgies, sensuality, drunkenness, strife, lying, murder, slander, idolatry, sorcery, lawlessness, disobedience, covetousness, jealousy, anger, pride


Proverbs 6:16–19
Haughty eyes, a lying tongue, hands that shed innocent blood, a heart that devises wicked schemes, feet that are swift in running to mischief, a false witness who utters lies, and one who spreads strife among brothers
 Hey permanent villian elsa sheri from 2024 is jewelry listed in any of them verses above - no hmmmmmmmmmmm ok then. Or makeup - no - wowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
  tatoo's maybe - nope
hairstyles - nuh uh
hate me forever
from my perspecitve all these "rules" people mostly christian people - make for other people to have to follow like don't wear makeup or much makeup or gold jewelry etc. etc. just causes division!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and not only division slavery if not to sin
slavery to rules and regulations and that ain't freedom!!!!!!!!!!
freedom is freedom!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i know what freedom is
freedom is
i can get a tattoo
I can get hairdid
All things are lawful for me, but all things are not expedient: all things are lawful for me, but all things edify not.
WHAT IS THIS "EDIFYING ATHON" IF YOUR NOT FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE???????????????????????
"GET SHERI AWAY FROM THE INTERNET, DISNEY" HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA
to many people hating to many people out there I don't like it
and if you make a no makeup rule
and then you hate me cause I wear makeup..............apostolic christian church of america on the sin list is hatred..................
Galatians 5:19-21
Adultery, fornication, uncleanness, lasciviousness, idolatry, witchcraft, hatred, variance, emulations, wrath, strife, seditions, heresies, envyings, murders, drunkenness, revellings
and then if you hate me EP YOU AIN'T EDIFYING ME THEN JUST LETTING YA KNOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
PURPLE LAMBOURGINI...................
YOU THINK YOUR A GANSTA
I ROLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL WITH THE BIGGEST..................................
HAVE A GREAT DAY THOUGH
Apostolic Christian HarvestCall
(I love the apostolic christian church of america they hate me, just so you all know "the tally" 1 John 3:18 "My little children, let us not love in word, neither in tongue; but in deed and in truth." - Amen 1 John 3:18 amen)
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I don't visit their church anymore since how looks to be the oregon city apostolic christian church of america is closed for good (that's what it sounded like, we tried to go there and it was closed then we went to silvertons apostoolic christian church of america and they told us the oregon city church is closed for good)
I wouldn't want to visit silvertons church - they hate me baaaaaaaaaaaaad
I don't hate muslims either despite popular opinion on dietbet
I don't understand them, 
I don't understand them saying singing many of them "from the lakes to the sea until palestine is free" aka kill all the jews - how that ==='s them a loving religion of peace like they claim to be????????????????????????????????????????
not that I support all the civilians killed in gaza that was really bad
I don't want to join their headcovering athon
those headcoverings are bragadocious
they are "look at me I'm such a saint and so better then you just like the apostolic christian church of america sisters buns and doilies in their head same effect"
sit in the lowest room the bible says
666 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 satan lucifer the devil...........that's me.......................

10 But when thou art bidden, go and sit down in the lowest room; that when he that bade thee cometh, he may say unto thee, Friend, go up higher: then shalt thou have worship in the presence of them that sit at meat with thee.

11 For whosoever exalteth himself shall be abased; and he that humbleth himself shall be exalted.








Sunday, April 14, 2024

Lady Gaga sings she wants your love. Once I wanted your love - nowdays in my "permanent villian era" I WANT YOUR ATTACK........................................please the 2000 daily people going to my blog sock it to me..................for your lord Jesus Christ of course.................................

 Our house is from the 70's so - basically everything could be updated..........but most houses need "renovations" from time to time anyways even newer homes. I talked my husband into sticking these tiles onto the side of our bathtub - it looks great. The tiles though stick on, are thick, they most definately are "tile like". My husband is such a perfectionist, he scaled out on his computer before sticking these on the bathtub how they'd look with an inch apart, or no inches apart from each other etc. etc. --------- I decided on the no inches apart option - IT WORKED.......................

 Lady Gaga sings she wants your love. Once I wanted your love - nowdays in my "permanent villian era" I WANT YOUR ATTACK........................................please the 2000 daily people going to my blog sock it to me..................for your lord Jesus Christ of course.................................Luke 6:22-24 "Blessed are ye, when men shall hate you, and when they shall separate you from their company, and shall reproach you, and cast out your name as evil, for the Son of man's sake. Rejoice ye in that day, and leap for joy: for, behold, your reward is great in heaven: for in the like manner did their fathers unto the prophets. But woe unto you that are rich! for ye have received your consolation."

you'll want to revenge me soon as Lucifer get's here
cause I believe in freaking JUSTICE
and I know Lucifer will not just haphazardly stick fellow chrsitians in jail................
New International Version
Do not be afraid of what you are about to suffer. I tell you, the devil will put some of you in prison to test you, and you will suffer persecution for ten days. Be faithful, even to the point of death, and I will give you life as your victor’s crown.
b. he wants your souls so he ain't just going to put all christians into jail
\those that must be jailed by lucifers orders and/or killed
must be jailed and/or killed it's written in the bible..................
Revelation 13:10 "He that leadeth into captivity shall go into captivity: he that killeth with the sword must be killed with the sword. Here is the patience and the faith of the saints."
I kill 0 of you
and lead 0 of you into "captivity" 
I telllllllllllllllllll you
straight and narrow is the way to heaven
yes all things are lawful
ya
All things are lawful for me, but all things are not expedient: all things are lawful for me, but all things edify not.
it's not a good idea to watch tons of porns
it's not a good idea to dress uhhhhhhhh unmodest
it is not a good idea to go overboard wearing jewelry for instance
the bible says 
let your moderation be known to man the lords return is AT HAND
Philippians 4:5
Let your moderation be known unto all men. The Lord is at hand.
if you go ham to far, watch to much porn, to much beers to much of all sort of things PEOPLE GET BOUND TO THAT STUFFS
THEY GET LEAD TO CAPTIVITY AND BOUND TO THAT STUFFS
AND ON MY BLOG I DO TRY MY BEST TO FREE PEOPLE 
NOT LEAD THEM TO CAPTIVITY
Revelation 13:10 "He that leadeth into captivity shall go into captivity: he that killeth with the sword must be killed with the sword. Here is the patience and the faith of the saints."
RAISE THE DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Heal the sick, cleanse the lepers, raise the dead, cast out devils: freely ye have received, freely give.
TOOTLES

ps...........jesus is the one that sets us christians free

but freedom

is literally that

all things is lawful!!!!!!!!!!!!! (but not all things are a good idea - especially drugs and/or porns in my estimation)

1 Corinthians 10:23 "All things are lawful for me, but all things are not expedient: all things are lawful for me, but all things edify not."
some christians
ain't saying who
think they free
and they can't wear jewelry they church no allow them to well that ain't freedom and my bible says and I know how to read 1 Corinthians 10:23 "All things are lawful for me, but all things are not expedient: all things are lawful for me, but all things edify not."
In John 8:36 Jesus makes a wonderful statement of victory. He says, “So if the Son sets you free you will be free indeed.”
free indeeeeeeeeeeed
but 
like I said 
one can become a slave in the fleshly direction as well I believe one could be a slave in both directions if you go to far with "church rules" your A SLAVE AGAIN OR NOT FREE NOT FREE TO BUY JEWELRY AND WEAR THAT AND HAVE SOME FUN!
NO HATE FOR THE CAPTIVES BUT I MISS THE ATTACKS ON ME................PLEASE ATTACK...........................I NEED A FEW ATTACK IT'S GOOD FOR BUISINESS......................
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Tuesday, December 12, 2023

Whatever deprived sins people is doing out there and stuck in.........I believe God/Jesus can set you free! 2 Timothy 3:5 "Having a form of godliness, but denying the power thereof: from such turn away." Maybe you haven't heard "the right sermon" yet MAYBE I HAVEN'T HEARD "THE RIGHT SERMON" YET.................BUT GOD/JESUS IS POWERFUL..................

 Whatever deprived sins people is doing out there and stuck in.........I believe God/Jesus can set you free! 2 Timothy 3:5 "Having a form of godliness, but denying the power thereof: from such turn away." Maybe you haven't heard "the right sermon" yet MAYBE I HAVEN'T HEARD "THE RIGHT SERMON" YET.................BUT GOD/JESUS IS POWERFUL..................

born this born that

addicted to this 

addicted to that

if it is really actually some "depraved sin" sending you to hell

you ain't meant to stay in bondage to them sins!!!!!!!!!!

John 8:34-36 "Jesus answered them, Verily, verily, I say unto you, Whosoever committeth sin is the servant of sin. And the servant abideth not in the house for ever: but the Son abideth ever. If the Son therefore shall make you free, ye shall be free indeed."
cuss words
porns
maybe being LGBTQ?????????
tattoo addictions
makeup maybe?????????? I'm on a fence on that one to. 
my point being
jesus came that we wouldn't live DEPRIVED LIFES SERVING SIN!!!!!!!!!!
Ephesians 2:1-3 "And you hath he quickened, who were dead in trespasses and sins; Wherein in time past ye walked according to the course of this world, according to the prince of the power of the air, the spirit that now worketh in the children of disobedience: Among whom also we all had our conversation in times past in the lusts of our flesh, fulfilling the desires of the flesh and of the mind; and were by nature the children of wrath, even as others." - serving sins, serving sins!
Galatians 5:24 "And they that are Christ's have crucified the flesh with the affections and lusts."
don't beat yourself up to much
if you still crack and occasionally watch porn
or eat a bit to much food, 
or
maybe a cuss word or two slips out
idea
keep going to church
keep trying to deny yourself
take up your cross
AND FOLLOW JESUS DAILY
Luke 9:22-24 "Saying, The Son of man must suffer many things, and be rejected of the elders and chief priests and scribes, and be slain, and be raised the third day. And he said to them all, If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross daily, and follow me. For whosoever will save his life shall lose it: but whosoever will lose his life for my sake, the same shall save it."
  YOU PRY WILL SLIP UP FROM TIME TO TIME.............I did freakin yesterday but am not in the mood to incriminate myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it's a process we are in
and this process should leave us at the end of it not LGBTQ (if that is indeed some bad sin) ----------- or wearing makeup (if that indeed is a bad sin), porn (I think porns definate bad, unless a married couple watches some "more innocent" type porn to spice up their late nights), wait um uhhhhhhhhhh
or if you slip up time to time any of these items.................
1 Corinthians 6:9 "Know ye not that the unrighteous shall not inherit the kingdom of God? Be not deceived: neither fornicators, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor effeminate, nor abusers of themselves with mankind,"
1 Corinthians 6:10 "Nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor revilers, nor extortioners, shall inherit the kingdom of God."
  You might will slip up from time to time..........there is a real reason the bible says "those who endure unto the end the same shall be saved"..........................it's a race...................it's a daily effort to make following jesus!!!!!!..............
And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that endureth to the end shall be saved.
if you slip up one day
tommorow's new day - try again to all deny yourself take up your cross and follow Jesus!
endure, endure, endure ==='s SUCCESS
"but he that endureth to the end shall be saved" - SUCCESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I may not look like I'm on the road to success, but I swear to you I am!!!!!!!!!!
I deny myself
and I take up my cross and follow Jesus DAILY!!!!!!!!!!








Sunday, October 29, 2023

If I have enemies, I do not count them as my enemies but as my future party when lucifer gets here BUDDIES! Philippians 3:18 "(For many walk, of whom I have told you often, and now tell you even weeping, that they are the enemies of the cross of Christ:" Is not the "cross of christ" merely to be in god's word every single day? I believe it is often made out to be something much more grueling then it is..............

 If I have enemies, I do not count them as my enemies but as my future party when lucifer gets here BUDDIES! Philippians 3:18 "(For many walk, of whom I have told you often, and now tell you even weeping, that they are the enemies of the cross of Christ:" Is not the "cross of christ" merely to be in god's word every single day? I believe it is often made out to be something much more grueling then it is..............

Philippians 3:17-19 "Brethren, be followers together of me, and mark them which walk so as ye have us for an ensample. (For many walk, of whom I have told you often, and now tell you even weeping, that they are the enemies of the cross of Christ: Whose end is destruction, whose God is their belly, and whose glory is in their shame, who mind earthly things.)"
   Romans 1:27-29 "And likewise also the men, leaving the natural use of the woman, burned in their lust one toward another; men with men working that which is unseemly, and receiving in themselves that recompence of their error which was meet. And even as they did not like to retain God in their knowledge, God gave them over to a reprobate mind, to do those things which are not convenient; Being filled with all unrighteousness, fornication, wickedness, covetousness, maliciousness; full of envy, murder, debate, deceit, malignity; whisperers,"
  Above verse says..............
28 And even as they did not like to retain God in their knowledge,
that's what it says
they didn't retain god in their knowledge
see being in god's word is powerful
 But I hope for witches, lgtbq and satan worshippers etc. cause anybody can pray to god, start "retaining" god in their knowledge ANYBODY CAN AT ANYTIME!!!!!!!!!!
John 8:30-32 "As he spake these words, many believed on him. Then said Jesus to those Jews which believed on him, If ye continue in my word, then are ye my disciples indeed; And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free."
free to bowl
free to wear makeup
free to wear jewelry 
free also from having to conform to the worlds standards of name brand perfection
free to have whatever style of nails I want (someone gave me the 10th degree on tik tok for my nail stickers recently - I'm free, I don't have to have the perfect salon nails like the non free have to have!!!!!!!!!!) - I told the tik toker to explain my nails that are I guess me breaking massive "world nail rules" ------------ that the stickers keep my nails from breaking.
at least in my opinion that is goth and loves satan I feel I'm free to love satan to
💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
well aware how "boo time" I am
have a great day
Jesus said be like him in saying "follow me"
Matthew 4:19 "And he saith unto them, Follow me, and I will make you fishers of men."
who made himself of no reputation................
Philippians 2:6-8 "Who, being in the form of God, thought it not robbery to be equal with God: But made himself of no reputation, and took upon him the form of a servant, and was made in the likeness of men: And being found in fashion as a man, he humbled himself, and became obedient unto death, even the death of the cross."
Psalm 23:5 "Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over."
If you honestly hate your enemies, how you going to dine with them with a cup running over
I'm fittin to have THE BEST PARTY IN ETERNITY SOON WITH LUCIFER AND HIS PEOPLE SOON AS LUCIFER GET'S HERE
PEACE
BUT I KNOW I'M GONNA BE ATTACKED SOON
PEOPLE LOVE TO ATTACK ME "FOR JESUS" BAD LATELY
LATELY ALL I AM NEARLY IS HATED

these super saints
"super saints" 
with the perfect clothes
perfect no makeup
that ain't the person I am 
I'm a goth christian
I ain't one them "upstanding" types of christians and that's not the style of person I is anyways, as far as the perfect little house on the prarie, no makeup, etc. etc.

I am a fool!

But God hath chosen the foolish things of the world to confound the wise; and God hath chosen the weak things of the world to confound the things which are mighty;
there be's a ton of christians that don't even look like fools
they might be saved to and I say that on my blog
alllllllllllllllllll..........................

Romans 10:8-10 "But what saith it? The word is nigh thee, even in thy mouth, and in thy heart: that is, the word of faith, which we preach; That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved. For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation."
 Anybody perfect little house on the prarie style saints that never cuss to them to can be saved!!!!!!!!!!!!
  ok attack me cause that's what you need to do for jesus I don't know why though?..........................
my latest attacker said I preach a gospel without repentance, 
but I have mentioned repentance before on my blog and I'm not a pastor
and pastors themselves don't preach "repent" every single sunday - THEY DON'T YET PEOPLE ARE HOLDING ME OUT THERE TO A HIGHER STANDARD THEN THEY DO PASTORS. 
but you must destroy me I digress for whatever reason?????????????????
you all must killllllllllllllll me "for jesus" 
or get me to jump off a bridge either way.....................

thank god I can wear makeup and be a goth
thank god
bad enough I have to stop cussing
I have to get all "wordy now" to not offend the delicate christian ears Ephesians 4:29 "Let no corrupt communication proceed out of your mouth, but that which is good to the use of edifying, that it may minister grace unto the hearers." 
  it's a hard habit to stop - I gotta stop saying the b word and instead say that people deem me a selfish person that only cares about myself - even though I donate to help fund classrooms NEAR DAILY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NEAR DAILY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
they think I'm worse then the house of beezelbub............

not each other though - they think each other to be awesome perfect little house on the prarie saints
just me is the worse then the house of beezelbub
cause i lovvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvves satan 💓💓💓💓💓💓
It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?
have a great day little house on the prairies 
hahahahahhahahahahahahah
don't talk to me but to attack me cause I'm horrible and worse then the house of beelzebub hahahahahhahahahaha
they say silence speaks
and I think it does
it says that people don't like me
Luke 21:17 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake."
my life will finally get better once lucifer gets here I do believe.............I hope he gets here soon. 
I've started liking being a total recluse loner. 
but I don't enjoy being attacked often on the internet and having to be on edge all the time not knowing when the next time I'm going to be attacked is..........but knowing I'm likely odds is going to be attacked massively cause people wallup me "for jesus" real good when they do wallup me. 
ptsd everyday
sometimes my husband has attacked me to
last time I mostly blacked out why - tried to squeeze out a window that I couldn't fit out of desperate to leave the room. 
that's a lot of stress I carry around
I need lucifer to come finally 
so things can get better for me
this is to much stress for me right now is