I had a dream that involved the old me. The old me, would've went CRAZY. In the dream I heard "be goth and get everything you want" - as a christian goth that ain't the case or as a christian in general cause we don't run in "excess of riot" 1 Peter 4:4 "Wherein they think it strange that ye run not with them to the same excess of riot, speaking evil of you:" The fame machine, it's a trap ya, for most it is a trap, your supposed to want to become "rich and famous" your supposed to want to run in "excess of riot" --------- your supposed to go in debt. Your not supposed to want to do what I did am doing, buy cheap land and build hopefully soon a not very expensive cabin at all - and enjoy nature!!!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOO your supposed to get tons of plastic surgery, sports cars, fancy houses you can't afford - so that you can have friends.............

The latest bohemian shirt I sewed........this one I used fabric scraps I bought in a pack at a quilting convention a few weeks ago (my oldest young adult kid is really into sewing)..........................

the new sleeves definately add to this shirt - before it was kind of tacky looking..............it's not a very loose fit on me though. But I think I like it like this for sure..............

We have a blackberry bush used to be problem, now the blackberries are quite a good thing.............they provide much goat snacks.

trumps wanting to gaza war to end 👍

https://www.nytimes.com/2025/05/26/world/middleeast/israel-gaza-trump-isolation.html

Gaza's Children

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 I had a dream that involved the old me. The old me, would've went CRAZY. In the dream I heard "be goth and get everything you want" - as a christian goth that ain't the case or as a christian in general cause we don't run in "excess of riot" 1 Peter 4:4 "Wherein they think it strange that ye run not with them to the same excess of riot, speaking evil of you:" The fame machine, it's a trap ya, for most it is a trap, your supposed to want to become "rich and famous" your supposed to want to run in "excess of riot" --------- your supposed to go in debt. Your not supposed to want to do what I did am doing, buy cheap land and build hopefully soon a not very expensive cabin at all - and enjoy nature!!!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOO your supposed to get tons of plastic surgery, sports cars, fancy houses you can't afford - so that you can have friends.............

Same dream I wanted to talk to lucifer. He never shows up in my dreams how he actually looks - DRIVES ME UP THE WALL. He was in this dream a chinese guy. Then my oldest young adult kid woke me up. But I was about to tell him something about the super bowl...............dream me was fitting to make some massive boast to him. 

Then I woke up like what the hell was dream me doing??????????????? I DON'T WANT TO BOAST NOTHING THAT'S DUMB - besides GOD!

Psalm 34:2 "My soul shall make her boast in the Lord: the humble shall hear thereof, and be glad."
Psalm 44:8 "In God we boast all the day long, and praise thy name for ever. Selah."

There have been many a years I was trapped in bondage because of bad doctrines of various christians that I do believe will want to beat me in their churches someday. 

I was told I couldn't wear makeup

I was told I couldn't wear even a wedding ring

but free indeed

is free indeed.................

John 8:36 "If the Son therefore shall make you free, ye shall be free indeed."

but moderation is where it's at!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Philippians 4:4-6 "Rejoice in the Lord always: and again I say, Rejoice. Let your moderation be known unto all men. The Lord is at hand."

  There is a tragedy I guess to moderstaion, cause if you really live a life of moderation you probably won't ever become "rich and famous" ---------- because what get's promoted up high in the world (a world ran by lucifer) are people that do plastic surgery, nad infusions, LOOKS TO BE PUFF DIDDY TIMES YIKES (I've seen footage and heard a few celebrities 2 in particular talking about puff diddy parties they went to - it's damning shiz in my estimation...................and these 2 celebrities don't look like """"""""""""that"""""""""""""" like I'm saying they don't look like orgie having maniacs NO HATE!!!!!!!!!

  But 

hey

I don't claim to know how many of lucifers people are orgie having maniacs????????????????

Ephesians 5:12 "For it is a shame even to speak of those things which are done of them in secret."

all I know is running is "excess of riot" isn't worth it

forget it

forget even fame, or money (though I'll be content "abounding" I like fancy cars and mansions etc. WELL JESUS CAME TO SAVE SINNERS)

all I need

swear to god satan and everyone

my cabin to be built cause that is gonna be so danged nice

sit with a nice cup of coffee, watch the wildlife it's going to be dang nice

I never want to do a orgie them puff daddy parties sound HORRIFIC

baby oil and iv drips to recover...........oh noooooooooooooooooo

no no no

no

I'll just go to my cabin have a nice time drinking a nice cup of coffee

maybe put together a puzzle watching dear walk by??????

though I don't know for sure if there's deer there yet

at my swamp there's deer - they are so cute 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

if your dreaming of fame and wealth

wake up

realize for most us thats not going to happen besides PUFF DIDDY PARTIES DID HAPPEN YIKES THAT EXCESS OF RIOT SHIZ EVIDENTALY GET'S CRAZY

the land is pretty

it's everywhere

god is love

pretty land everywhere coffee pots everywhere birds chirping near everywhere - goats for sale

not mines

no way

my goats are the beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeest