Confession I've tried to imagine myself as a lesbian - FAILED, cause there is at times a wholesomeness about the lgbtq. They gots things going for them. They about body positivity a slew - THAT'S A GOOD THING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!............they are into being inclusive, inclusive to various races and types of people...........................I don't think they want to kill me unless they go to church then they in the future will want to kill me, church going christians are going to be KILLERS IN THE NEAR FUTURE........................they gonna killllllllllllllllllllllllll.....................

Update 6/27/2025 todays look is so "giving" I might not even need to wear my corset today.............

this look is full slay 👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏

LGBTQ Freedom Fund

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"LGBTQ Freedom Fund pays bail to secure the safety and liberty of individuals in jail and immigration detention. We also work to raise awareness of the disproportionately high rate and harm of jailing on LGBTQ individuals -- a tangle of discrimination and poverty fuels this problem. LGBTQ people are three times more likely to be jailed than other individuals."

 Confession I've tried to imagine myself as a lesbian - FAILED, cause there is at times a wholesomeness about the lgbtq. They gots things going for them. They about body positivity a slew - THAT'S A GOOD THING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!............they are into being inclusive, inclusive to various races and types of people......................................

I think they only going to end up killers the lgbtq are if they go to church...........if they go to church then I am convinced they are doomed to beat people and probably kill them eventually........................

Matthew 10:17 "But beware of men: for they will deliver you up to the councils, and they will scourge you in their synagogues;"
Mark 13:9 "But take heed to yourselves: for they shall deliver you up to councils; and in the synagogues ye shall be beaten: and ye shall be brought before rulers and kings for my sake, for a testimony against them."
Luke 21:12 "But before all these, they shall lay their hands on you, and persecute you, delivering you up to the synagogues, and into prisons, being brought before kings and rulers for my name's sake."

John 16:2 "They shall put you out of the synagogues: yea, the time cometh, that whosoever killeth you will think that he doeth God service." - the real christians the real thing are going to be "put you out of the synagogues" THE CHURCHES......................."whosoever killeth you will think that he doeth god a service"

tramatically uncomfortable moment..................maybe I am satan's

maybe I live to much of a "cushy life" 

but 

for real though

for real

I am in pain all day long lately

and I've been battling real bad arthritis for YEARS

spine arthritis flare ups so bad I spent months doing ice baths I MOSTLY HATE ICE BATHS (not completely - mostly there's been a few times were I enjoyed a ice bath) 

few times 

I was in a bad mood 

in tons of pain

went in the ice bath

awesome mood from then on out - 0% pain no more

I pry should ice bath more..........................................

I basically know I should........................................................................

but then

I go back to a idea that everyone should receive some mercy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ecclesiastes 9:11

I returned, and saw under the sun, that the race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, neither yet bread to the wise, nor yet riches to men of understanding, nor yet favour to men of skill; but time and chance happeneth to them all.

did I ever say to god/jesus christ the lord "please please, give me no friends on the earth and no really means to make friends even cause I'm often in to much pain --------- less I ice bath damn it

so then I did maybe buy few earthly goods to many, "creature comforts" otherwise known as ----------- not with wooooooooo ha ha intent to feel better

even quartz crystals which I know thems makes many want to stake kill me for jesus.....................you have arthritis as bad as me............YOU MIGHT WOULD TRY ANYTHING

IT'S SO EASY TO JUDGE AND PEOPLE DO

BUT WHAT ABOUT MERCY???????????

Matthew 5:7 "Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy."

I never want to kill or beat nobody in a church so churches bestest get to killing and beating me, cause I ain't going to kill or beat people I don't wannu

I like showing people mercy

I've had baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad arthritis long time

need to ice bath more

pry am going to ice bath more 

my back in killing me right now (and I already sauna'd today - bad arthritis days the sauna ain't cutting it for me.............

often the sauna does "cut it" 

often the sauna get's rid of all the pain for the whole day or most of it close enough

today though.............................................................................wa wa waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

I ain't seeing lgbtq like the rest of most of the body of christ who are evidentally seeing them as horrendous vile sinners

they seem real positive peppy, 

they seem like a episode of barney I'd enjoy the lgbtq do to me.

I might even get a tattoo

not 100 I will

but rules and regulations don't matter

loves all that mattered ever

Mark 12:30-32 "And thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind, and with all thy strength: this is the first commandment. And the second is like, namely this, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself. There is none other commandment greater than these. And the scribe said unto him, Well, Master, thou hast said the truth: for there is one God; and there is none other but he:"

maybe not all synagogues will beat people

you'd hope it only be like 10 if that in the whole world

that's really horrible beating people

you could like not even be going to church ever they going to "deliver you up to the councils" and you get beated.........could be minding your own buisiness skateboarding down the street...........

Matthew 10:17 "But beware of men: for they will deliver you up to the councils, and they will scourge you in their synagogues;" beating people ain't you loving them

that ain't you loving them

and beating people ain't mercy 

how is this even going to happen?????????????

how is there any churches/synagogues that sick or about to be that sick???????????????

but that they going to harp on hairstyles

tattoo's

a persons sexual orientation 

the outward appearances

what was never important that was never important

it's always been our hearts do we love

do we care about the homeless all over the streets suffering - I DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!

do we care about the people being killed and starving in gaza - I DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

ETC.