The fruit is there..............................I was gawking at heiki baker and her kundalini church services as I sometimes do on the shabbat cause gawking at every kundalini pastor is one of my favorite ways of keeping the shabbat - I LOVE IT. But then I clicked on this video, oh that's after I watched the video where she said she believes jesus came in THE FLESH.................THE FRUIT IS THERE.................

 The fruit is there..............................I was gawking at heiki baker and her kundalini church services as I sometimes do on the shabbat cause gawking at every kundalini pastor is one of my favorite ways of keeping the shabbat - I LOVE IT. But then I clicked on this video, oh that's after I watched the video where she said she believes jesus came in THE FLESH.................THE FRUIT IS THERE...................

I believe this lady cares deeply for these people in africa...........cause I to greately not even a little bit GREATELY care about the homeless. And why is that??????????????

Is it because I'm a awesome human or that heidi is a awesome human -------- I don't think that's why.............I think it's because WE'RE FORGIVEN HUMANS! 

we want to show mercy to others

cause god showed us mercy (or that's how I feel about things I shouldn't speak for heidi)

Luke 7:47 "Wherefore I say unto thee, Her sins, which are many, are forgiven; for she loved much: but to whom little is forgiven, the same loveth little." Most christians are pretty sinless, not much does God/Jesus have to forgive. So what do they do.....................maybe...................maybe they donate $40 a year to some starving in africa charity. 

love

help a touch

I KNOW HOW IT GOES OUT THERE.........which is fine I understand it..................they were forgiven for hardly nothing, so they love hardly nothing. 

some you will try and donate to this charity below telling yourself you love like me and heidi that your a sinner a lot ------------- doubtful

keep the dream alive I guess hahahahahahhahahahahahahh

Orphans Africa

https://www.paypal.com/US/fundraiser/charity/2330622

Lucifer e-mailed me today - I am 1 billion infinity past a few million sure he is my 1st husband.........he e-mails me via swear it a portal...........................

https://www.tut.com/

he can't wave his magic devil wand I've decided and make me rich because everyone is already hating me, looking for reasons to attack kill and destroy me

so he tries to help me think on the future

my mind though is often on "the now" 

not my circumstances so much besides my mind is on my arthritis................

what's going to happen to usa with these tariff's?

are all the people left in gaza going to be killed? 

is whoa vicky really kidnapped???????????????????????????????

And then let's not forget britney spears - what is this chick doing uploading video of video of herself spinning in circles????????????? Is britney kidnapped??????????? How is a not kidnapped ruler of the pop world, going to just upload video's of themselves spinning around and around?????????? Why would britney do that????????????????????????

I think britney and who vicky need to both come back to america - cause I think I wouldn't worry about them as much if they were in america.............right now with those 2 things are dicey maybe?????????????????????????

and

also 

why it's good plot to love everyone

cause us ultra ex-sinners, we ain't going look shinny and perfect like the apostolic christian church of america BUT WE PRY LOVE A WHOLE LOT!

and everyone 

every sinner you see

could become something "great" I guess if you want to label loving people a lot as some kind of greatness.........if they just accepted jesus into their life...............

John 15:8

Herein is my Father glorified, that ye bear much fruit; so shall ye be my disciples.

horrible killers in jails - there's hope for them

hope for everyone if they just gave their life to jesus and that could happen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

....................was verbally assaulted today..............we at a taco del mar drive thru I look over cause I like to watch cars drive by etc. there's a lady walking through the parking lot soon as she see's me (and she didn't have a phone) she starts chewing me out

calling me a b- word etc. etc. 

said I was "busted" 

and that "they should've injured you more" 

............................this happens to me often this kind of thing..........................

it's more then I can handle I need lucifer to come and get me finally and it's just getting worse
I don't judge people but the lady did look like she was on drugs............but I don't judge people like that cause it's ruff out there, many are on foodstamps etc. and I know these things........some people even have to do prostitution or stripping to be able to eat I know that's happening out there that there are people with "no choice" or for maybe the moment "no  choice" maybe they tried to get regular jobs and failed that has to be happening out there. 

dang she judged and hated me 

and she's a part of a giant club and damn they want me dead they asaault me verbally in public often..........................it's so bad

and I just dyed my hair I'M LOOKIN NICE 

I AIN'T LOOKING "BUSTED" LIKE SHE SAID

......................

WHY 

WHY ATTACK ME LIKE THAT?

WHAT DID I DO TO YOU????????? - NOTHING

MAYBE YOU ATE FOOD FROM THE FOODBANK THAT I DONATE MONEY TO THAT'S ABOUT ALL I PRY DID TO YOU - HELPED YOU GET FOOD

AND THEN I'M ATTACKED