I give my life to jesus, jesus is lord and I want to go to heaven. But I am BELIAL and thank god I am belial, what fellowship can concord have with belial - none. Sweet peace and quiet man. I have entered into "rest" as the bible speaks of..............Hebrews 4:3 "For we which have believed do enter into rest, as he said, As I have sworn in my wrath, if they shall enter into my rest: although the works were finished from the foundation of the world." I AM WORSE THEN THE HOUSE OF BEELZEBUB XOXOXOXOX Matthew 10:25 "It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?" Thank you Beelzebub, your pry going to hell I feel bad about that, but thank you......................

ear infection update 7/31/2025 went yet again to the doctor over this ear infection, cause the ear drops they gave me weren't working besides they helped eliviate pain. Now I'm on anti- biotics and am "tentatively" diagnosed with a entire ear infection (before the diagnosis was swimmers ear) The doctor said my ear drum is pink and that isn't how ear infections usually look like, but he cleaned out my other ear which the other doctor didn't look at my other ear for reference, and my other ear drum was a dull grey color. 

well I already took one the antibiotic pills

I'm hearing better, the pain on the side of my face is going away

IT'S WORKING!

Went to my swamp 💓💓💓💓💓 People still very friendly in that town. But city folk I don't hold nothing against them, they all are in debt and they are miserable - THAT'S THE FACTS.

 I give my life to jesus, jesus is lord and I want to go to heaven. But I am BELIAL and thank god I am belial, what fellowship can concord have with belial - none. Sweet peace and quiet man. I have entered into "rest" as the bible speaks of..............Hebrews 4:3 "For we which have believed do enter into rest, as he said, As I have sworn in my wrath, if they shall enter into my rest: although the works were finished from the foundation of the world." I AM WORSE THEN THE HOUSE OF BEELZEBUB XOXOXOXOX Matthew 10:25 "It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?" Thank you Beelzebub, your pry going to hell I feel bad about that, but thank you......................

THEY WANT TO REACH ME

THEY CAN'T

I ESCAPED

didn't need what they need

if the world was a dream, or if the world was a nightmare, or a bit of both...........................................................

🔑

I'm going with lucifer

my mom tried to e-mail me

won't work 

I'm belial

she's a christian according to herself as is my whole family according to them

what fellowship does concord have with belial 

none

2 Corinthians 6:14-16 "Be ye not unequally yoked together with unbelievers: for what fellowship hath righteousness with unrighteousness? and what communion hath light with darkness? And what concord hath Christ with Belial? or what part hath he that believeth with an infidel? And what agreement hath the temple of God with idols? for ye are the temple of the living God; as God hath said, I will dwell in them, and walk in them; and I will be their God, and they shall be my people."

I value freedom

I don't want to be "debted" to anyone

the bible says....................

Romans 13:8-10 "Owe no man any thing, but to love one another: for he that loveth another hath fulfilled the law. For this, Thou shalt not commit adultery, Thou shalt not kill, Thou shalt not steal, Thou shalt not bear false witness, Thou shalt not covet; and if there be any other commandment, it is briefly comprehended in this saying, namely, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself. Love worketh no ill to his neighbour: therefore love is the fulfilling of the law."

I prefer loving my family from far away never talking to them again or seeing them again is my preference............cause they threaten lawsuits. 

bible says as much as it is possible to live at peace with all men

well only way I can live at peace with my family cause they like many of them do to threaten lawsuits........................is far away never speaking to them again, never seeing them again. 

Romans 12:18

If it be possible, as much as lieth in you, live peaceably with all men.

thank god my family can't "get me back in" to the family I'm saying I'm BELIAL

AND THEY ARE CHRISTIANS ACCORDING TO THEM

and the united methodist church can't fellowship with me either, that's perfect I am belial!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

can't donate to help charities right now to miserable with swimmers ear infection it's still going strong

about to eat garlic and nap though napped for hours already today but what can I do????????????????????????

already put ear drops in the ear

lucifer I'm really ready for you to come to earth and come get me.............you could get me better medical attention for my ear ---------- you really could.

after napping for hours, it's middle of the night now (my ear still is badly off)..........

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So I'm like currently my parents "dirty secret" that they even sent me e-mails they don't want people to know that I am their "dirty secret" (they are self professing christians but haven't attended church far as I know for years and years) ------------ is there ever going to be a day where I'm not people's "dirty secret" when my loving god/jesus and satan just BEING MYSELF will be ok????????? Cause I should be loved to I feel, I feel I should - really loved, not be people's "dirty secret"..................

 So I'm like currently my parents "dirty secret" that they even sent me e-mails they don't want people to know that I am their "dirty secret" (they are self professing christians but haven't attended church far as I know for years and years) ------------ is there ever going to be a day where I'm not people's "dirty secret" when my loving god/jesus and satan just BEING MYSELF will be ok????????? Cause I should be loved to I feel, I feel I should - really loved, not be people's "dirty secret"..................

I don't like it

I don't like being everyone's "dirty secret" for the people who's lives I am in. 

I realize I'm the devil

I understand

your all donating 100's and 100's a month

handing meals out to the poor

so much above me

but jesus

never said

in this bit of the bible

you must give 1000 dollars a month to be a christians and make it into heaven.................

Matthew 25

34 Then shall the King say unto them on his right hand, Come, ye blessed of my Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world:

35 For I was an hungred, and ye gave me meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me drink: I was a stranger, and ye took me in:

36 Naked, and ye clothed me: I was sick, and ye visited me: I was in prison, and ye came unto me.

37 Then shall the righteous answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, and fed thee? or thirsty, and gave thee drink?

38 When saw we thee a stranger, and took thee in? or naked, and clothed thee?

39 Or when saw we thee sick, or in prison, and came unto thee?

40 And the King shall answer and say unto them, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me.

satan lucifer the man I do believe is my 1st husband please please come and get me 

I need to be not peoples "dirty little secret" anymore

jesus said above

"Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me." - that could be 1-2 people a month

or a year

idea

make a effort

do good to people I feel that is the idea

help people out!!!!!

CARE

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Video blog post: I spent $30 on a very expensive gift for my mom today to honor my parents so that I live long on the earth. Cause my 1st (two) gifts I bought her her reply was I quote "fertilizer? stickers? plant spikes? I don't know. Really? Oh honey!" - she hasn't seen these gifts and I didn't fully even tell her what they were........

Update 6/12/2026 went to sons college graduation, the backdrop really reminds me of "the wizard of oz" and time and chance does happen to all! But you can tip "time and change" to get it working in your favour I believe! 1 Peter 5:6 "Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time:" Matthew 24:12 "And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold." They build themselves up big, they get "connections" a lot of people do out there, and they do succeed, they go up high on earth without god's help. But for those that humble themselves god is the BEST RAISER UPPER. 

from everything I've seen in my life most people don't go the humble route...........

I spent $30 on a very expensive gift for my mom today to honor my parents so that I live long on the earth. Cause my 1st (two) gifts I bought her her reply was I quote "fertilizer? stickers? plant spikes? I don't know. Really? Oh honey!" - she hasn't seen these gifts and I didn't fully even tell her what they were.......

  For now on out I'm just going to have to send her pics of each gift I buy her and the price tag tell that so that she can better access that it's "good enough" or not. Don't worry people she'll let me know if my gifts aren't good enough. 

  My parents aren't that much like me...........so I struggle with buying gifts for them. I told my mom far as I know all she likes is gardening, and asked her "am I wrong?"

  But I solved the problem cause I spent $30 on this.........

   My mom then e-mailed me.............." Honey, please, I don't want you spending money on me. Please stop. I love you and don't need gifts. I don't. I'm fine. I'm okay. Please stop." My reply - "it is much to late mom I clicked the purchase button."
  Bible says honour your parents else you live a short life looks to be.......................Ephesians 6:1-3" Children, obey your parents in the Lord: for this is right. Honour thy father and mother; which is the first commandment with promise; That it may be well with thee, and thou mayest live long on the earth."

   We should buy our parents "good enough" gifts to honour them.......especially if we directly hear them e-mail us laughing at the gifts we already bought them. Cause after reading my mom saying "fertilizer? stickers? plant spikes? i don't know. Really? Oh honey!" It was clear to me then that none of the gifts I had bought her thus far this christmas were remotedly "good enough" and definately not honoring my mom.............I must spend $30-50 I feel now on out to adequately honor my parents, and I should, I should spend around $200 a year on my parents for gifts for mothers day, fathers day, birthdays..........I will try harder this year. 

I'm not trying to live some short life and get cancer bad and die bad. (my condolences to those with cancer bad and dieing bad right now - that stinks for sure)

   Many people in my mom's side of the family got cancer bad and died mega bad. One of my main childhood memories is going to Mc Donalds outside of a hospital. Because one of my mom's family members was dieing of cancer so spectacularly bad, neither of my parents wanted none of us to "see that" ----------- weekends after weekends late at night...........little mini me..................on a carosel I think sitting on grimaces back I was - grimace was a part of the carosel at any rate????? Hours seemed around and around and around I went sitting on grimaces back. And little mini me, was pretty goth, pretty severely goth truth be known, and I always wanted all the details, how bad was the cancer, was she bloated??????????? Was she turning green??????????????? Was her skin peeling off?????????

   And then I was at my grandma's death bed hours before she died, and she died of cancer baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad - she smoked cigarette's for years. 

   I became determined that I wasn't about to die of cancer bad if I could help it...............that I was going to do allllllllllllllll I could do to not die of cancer bad!

  That one relative of my mom, most my life I had a image of this lady.......dieing of cancer bad.............man little mini me's imagination was something else that's what I going to say. To this day you couldn't tell me ---- one of my mom's family members wasn't like bloated and green, with like skin peeling off. And have me like believe you. Cause little mini me was soooooooooooooooooooooooo sure that was actually what was happening to one of my mom's relatives.  It totally had to of been though ACTUALLY that bad. 

  Update on my husband with covid 19 he's well on his way to recovery 😁👍 - thank you for the prayers. 

   And I filmed myself singing this song like a day or to ago.......................

My rendition of "No tears left to cry" 

by Ariana Grande.................

Have a great day!

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I never felt love like that for myself at a church ever before like I did this sunday at the apostolic christian church of america in silverton.................

honouring my parents........and fresh 12/1/2021 update video.......

My parents christmas gift for this year, because it is very hot in georgia and they need their drinks cool there..........

(this is a double all insulated tumbler set, there were many different color tumbler combo's one was a very nice mermaid color combo but that is girly and my dad isn't the type to want to drink from a girl mug) I do not know if my parents even have double insulated drink thingies?????? But if they don't this will rock their world, cause these things keep cold drinks cold, and hot drinks hot.........they do both. 

(two my latest uh artistic endeavors : ) the wood dolls I painted they are japanese or chinese dolls called "kokeshi" so much fun to make : ) turn em on my lathe, and my latest navajo rug.......ya it's a barbell : ) I've been having a good time : )
  I never felt love like that for myself at a church ever before like I did this sunday at the apostolic christian church of america in silverton.................I like walk into the meeting hall and before I sat down I looked back at the sisters sitting behind me and no joke such love I saw in their eye's for me................the love just shot into me!
   I mean other churches have (present tense) a heart for me........................but I had never ever experienced nothing quite like that before.
   Good for me............gives me lots of motivation to work hard to follow jesus this week! I definately ain't wanting to live for this world lately.....................I'm wanting to live for the "world without end" Ephesians 3:21 "Unto him be glory in the church by Christ Jesus throughout all ages, world without end. Amen"
  This world that we are all living in right now (not all us living for this world though) it's going to pass away!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Jesus's world is without end!!!!!!!!!!!!!
1 John 2:17 "And the world passeth away, and the lust thereof: but he that doeth the will of God abideth for ever."

 1 Corinthians 7:31 "And they that use this world, as not abusing it: for the fashion of this world passeth away." """""""""""FOR THE FASHION OF THIS WORLD PASSETH AWAY"""""""""""""""""" 

LOVE