Video blog post: I spent $30 on a very expensive gift for my mom today to honor my parents so that I live long on the earth. Cause my 1st (two) gifts I bought her her reply was I quote "fertilizer? stickers? plant spikes? I don't know. Really? Oh honey!" - she hasn't seen these gifts and I didn't fully even tell her what they were........

Update 6/12/2026 went to sons college graduation, the backdrop really reminds me of "the wizard of oz" and time and chance does happen to all! But you can tip "time and change" to get it working in your favour I believe! 1 Peter 5:6 "Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time:" Matthew 24:12 "And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold." They build themselves up big, they get "connections" a lot of people do out there, and they do succeed, they go up high on earth without god's help. But for those that humble themselves god is the BEST RAISER UPPER. 

from everything I've seen in my life most people don't go the humble route...........

I spent $30 on a very expensive gift for my mom today to honor my parents so that I live long on the earth. Cause my 1st (two) gifts I bought her her reply was I quote "fertilizer? stickers? plant spikes? I don't know. Really? Oh honey!" - she hasn't seen these gifts and I didn't fully even tell her what they were.......

  For now on out I'm just going to have to send her pics of each gift I buy her and the price tag tell that so that she can better access that it's "good enough" or not. Don't worry people she'll let me know if my gifts aren't good enough. 

  My parents aren't that much like me...........so I struggle with buying gifts for them. I told my mom far as I know all she likes is gardening, and asked her "am I wrong?"

  But I solved the problem cause I spent $30 on this.........

   My mom then e-mailed me.............." Honey, please, I don't want you spending money on me. Please stop. I love you and don't need gifts. I don't. I'm fine. I'm okay. Please stop." My reply - "it is much to late mom I clicked the purchase button."
  Bible says honour your parents else you live a short life looks to be.......................Ephesians 6:1-3" Children, obey your parents in the Lord: for this is right. Honour thy father and mother; which is the first commandment with promise; That it may be well with thee, and thou mayest live long on the earth."

   We should buy our parents "good enough" gifts to honour them.......especially if we directly hear them e-mail us laughing at the gifts we already bought them. Cause after reading my mom saying "fertilizer? stickers? plant spikes? i don't know. Really? Oh honey!" It was clear to me then that none of the gifts I had bought her thus far this christmas were remotedly "good enough" and definately not honoring my mom.............I must spend $30-50 I feel now on out to adequately honor my parents, and I should, I should spend around $200 a year on my parents for gifts for mothers day, fathers day, birthdays..........I will try harder this year. 

I'm not trying to live some short life and get cancer bad and die bad. (my condolences to those with cancer bad and dieing bad right now - that stinks for sure)

   Many people in my mom's side of the family got cancer bad and died mega bad. One of my main childhood memories is going to Mc Donalds outside of a hospital. Because one of my mom's family members was dieing of cancer so spectacularly bad, neither of my parents wanted none of us to "see that" ----------- weekends after weekends late at night...........little mini me..................on a carosel I think sitting on grimaces back I was - grimace was a part of the carosel at any rate????? Hours seemed around and around and around I went sitting on grimaces back. And little mini me, was pretty goth, pretty severely goth truth be known, and I always wanted all the details, how bad was the cancer, was she bloated??????????? Was she turning green??????????????? Was her skin peeling off?????????

   And then I was at my grandma's death bed hours before she died, and she died of cancer baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad - she smoked cigarette's for years. 

   I became determined that I wasn't about to die of cancer bad if I could help it...............that I was going to do allllllllllllllll I could do to not die of cancer bad!

  That one relative of my mom, most my life I had a image of this lady.......dieing of cancer bad.............man little mini me's imagination was something else that's what I going to say. To this day you couldn't tell me ---- one of my mom's family members wasn't like bloated and green, with like skin peeling off. And have me like believe you. Cause little mini me was soooooooooooooooooooooooo sure that was actually what was happening to one of my mom's relatives.  It totally had to of been though ACTUALLY that bad. 

  Update on my husband with covid 19 he's well on his way to recovery 😁👍 - thank you for the prayers. 

   And I filmed myself singing this song like a day or to ago.......................

My rendition of "No tears left to cry" 

by Ariana Grande.................

Have a great day!

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It's ok to be offended, and live who you are...............such great advice I heard today from Mark Bajerski......................(sheri 2025 interjecting, I'm not offended because I wear crystals other people are offended badly Matthew 18:7 "Woe unto the world because of offences! for it must needs be that offences come; but woe to that man by whom the offence cometh!" I very much believe and probably know they are offended so bad they have sent their souls to hell - and that is woe). At least it's probably like a whole gigantic committee by now and you won't be alone. You'll get to hang out with the members of the Apostolic Christian church of America forever, saunaing forever while being mad at me THAT'LL BE AWESOME 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍..............

It's ok to be offended, and live who you are...............such great advice I heard today from Mark Bajerski......................(sheri 2025 interjecting, I'm not offended because I wear crystals other people are offended badly Matthew 18:7 "Woe unto the world because of offences! for it must needs be that offences come; but woe to that man by whom the offence cometh!" I very much believe and probably know they are offended so bad they have sent their souls to hell - and that is woe). At least it's probably like a whole gigantic committee by now and you won't be alone. You'll get to hang out with the members of the Apostolic Christian church of America forever, saunaing forever while being mad at me THAT'LL BE AWESOME 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍..............

   I maybe tanking myself, trying to be extra "true" to who I am.
   I am a natural witch, that info could tank me. Thing is, I could not wear the stone jewelry that protects me...........and be like pretending right that I am not a "natural witch" even though I'd still be a natural witch, just to make other christians happy.
  But that'd be bad for me, emf's are real, I'm protecting myself...........................you all might gonna die via 5g????????????????? Link to what the FCC is saying.................................The FCC people......................if you ain't "natural witches" you'll be able to protect yourself some if you wear tourmaline, or shungite...............I recommend tiny bit of quartz with that to to amplify things...............
https://ecfsapi.fcc.gov/file/1053072081009/5G%20Radiation%20Dangers%20-%2011%20Reasons%20To%20Be%20Concerned%20_%20ElectricSense.pdf
   I gonna be like more protected then most allllllllllll  you all, cause I'm a natural witch. And you can't even make happen for  yourselves what I can most you all.

Don't hate the player that wants to keep her eyeballs!

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  It is horrible apparently to offend any of us that are Jesus Christ's but offences they must come Matthew 18:6-7 "But whoso shall offend one of these little ones which believe in me, it were better for him that a millstone were hanged about his neck, and that he were drowned in the depth of the sea. Woe unto the world because of offences! for it must needs be that offences come; but woe to that man by whom the offence cometh!"

   But anyways, I agree with Mark that people are super easy offended these days, I really like his video above I think what he all said in that video is "well said". I agree with Mark as well that feeling is good, to feel is good. Jesus he overturned the money changers table, god wants us TO FEEL............don't all pc out just to make people happy.....................

  John 2:14-16 "And found in the temple those that sold oxen and sheep and doves, and the changers of money sitting: And when he had made a scourge of small cords, he drove them all out of the temple, and the sheep, and the oxen; and poured out the changers' money, and overthrew the tables; And said unto them that sold doves, Take these things hence; make not my Father's house an house of merchandise."

  We are living in a society that increasingly is about only saying x x x words in schools so that they "don't offend" Jesus Christ the Lord - OFFENDED!

  That's all I want to say for today. 

Have a great day. 

Peace to all. 

Be you!

Be-you-tiful!

(unless you is harming yourself or others or thinking about harming yourself or others, then go to rehab or counseling)

LOVE

Jesus he died for us............I think he went through heaps of pain because he loves us..........................growht spiritual growth happens I think from "feeling" from even allowing yourself to love the unloveables............it's good to feel I believe........................

https://www.donorschoose.org/

I believe most this world is under a spell REALLY I REALLY DO........

  I counted cards but it's not illegial...........

https://www.freep.com/story/entertainment/nightlife/2016/04/05/mark-pilarski-casinos-counting-cards/82538428/

Blog post where my niece meanly tells me "someone's off their meds" even though they all know I am not on medication. My family thinks being mean to people with "mental disabilities" is fun and plenty ok to do. After my niece made fun of me like that my mom wanted me to apologize to my niece but when I ask "for what" she had no reply. 

https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2021/06/i-destroyed-my-family-by-taking-and.html

If there are any people "on medication" out there - your not broken either. Being on medication is no different then if say you were missing a limb and so you wear a prostetic limb........

That your on medication is something you can't do anything about that you find yourself "in that spot" in life. 

It's not something to make fun of people about....though in my families minds it is.........but it ain't.

(update 2021 the video of madonna's that I used for this post has been taken down from you tube so, you'll just have to imagine many likely photo's of madonna in various "fashions") I sat there watching all those pics of madonna in the latest fashions in this video and I used to worship that  buisiness, but if that's all you live for ------------ AND THAT'S IT THAT IS YOUR GLORY =================== SAD
Last night listening to christian radio, the pastor made mention of the harlots "sorceries" or like the spell the harlot has on the earth..............and that's what it hits me as it being "a spell" like a galactic earthwide spell that most the earth is like under. (like I'm saying a lot of the earth is bewitched!!!!!!!!!!! I really believe it!!!!!!!!!!!!) I don't know where that verse is that that pastor was talking about late last night but I believe most the earth is under some kind of spell!!!!!!!!!! I REALLY BELIEVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!! Isaiah 47:12 "Stand now with thine enchantments, and with the multitude of thy sorceries, wherein thou hast laboured from thy youth; if so be thou shalt be able to profit, if so be thou mayest prevail."
    I'm not going to say marilyn monroe was outright a sorceress.........but it would be possible to dress in a way to act in a way to cast some kind of spell on everyone, but she was pry "enchanted" herself............being "enchanted" you don't even know it's done happened to you.  People on this earth under some massive spell aren't even aware of.
   Real glory I believe comes from following christ! This world's "glory" isn't really glory at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Romans 2: 7-9 "To them who by patient continuance in well doing seek for glory and honour and immortality, eternal life: But unto them that are contentious, and do not obey the truth, but obey unrighteousness, indignation and wrath, Tribulation and anguish, upon every soul of man that doeth evil, of the Jew first, and also of the Gentile;"
I want the glory that I can get from following jesus!

These days I play suduko........there is even "mega suduko" and it does satisfy my "counting needs"

there are "other things" I count but I only speak about that "counting" to a select few people........because like memorizing 50-60 hands of video poker...........I count something that is online that someone should NOT be able to count and beat like that. It's a little to extreme of counting for me to even speak about it. 

Have a great day!