The flesh IS the "yoke of bondage" having to work 8 hours a day SO YOU CAN BUY STUFFS. (though people in usa have to work 8 hours a day usually BOTH husband and wife just to be able to afford to live here) But native american's once they like traded jewelry and corn and deer meat............they weren't slaves............they weren't stuck 8 hour days at jobs they didn't like I TELLING YOU THE TRUTH....................BABYLON IS A STINKY DEAL......................

 The flesh IS the "yoke of bondage" having to work 8 hours a day SO YOU CAN BUY STUFFS. (though people in usa have to work 8 hours a day usually BOTH husband and wife just to be able to afford to live here) But native american's once they like traded jewelry and corn and deer meat............they weren't slaves............they weren't stuck 8 hour days at jobs they didn't like I TELLING YOU THE TRUTH....................THE LUSTS OF THE FLESH IS A STINKY DEAL......................

 ((((((((my mom says I'm not a joke to her))))))))))) - but I feel I must be a miserable failure in her eye's at least, for surely I am not a supermodel, and I am not like my brother a college professor - I am merely a realistate sign installer. 
Galatians 5:1-3

5 Stand fast therefore in the liberty wherewith Christ hath made us free, and be not entangled again with the yoke of bondage.

2 Behold, I Paul say unto you, that if ye be circumcised, Christ shall profit you nothing.

3 For I testify again to every man that is circumcised, that he is a debtor to do the whole law.

 Before you accuse me of heeding the law............I ain't "circumcised" like the Apostolic Christian Church of America is. I wear Jewelry and makeup. YOU WEAR JEWELRY AND MAKEUP YOU ARE NOT CIRCUMSIZED. If you are like the apostolic christian church of america, and you have your hair in buns, (now the men can finally have beards) but for long time they were forbidden to wear beards.....................that super no jewelry, no makeup, that CLEANESS.............that's circumcision (for the ladies at any rate I do estimate -------- THEY DON'T HAVE TATTOO'S AT THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA EITHER.............but "circumcision" if you ain't a man..............

I feel if you ain't a man

circumcision CAN STILL HAPPEN

 Being a Jew isn't hingent upon your race. NOPE. Or how you look......................

Romans 2:29 "But he is a Jew, which is one inwardly; and circumcision is that of the heart, in the spirit, and not in the letter; whose praise is not of men, but of God."

  The apostolic christian church of america, is ran by men aka the "patriarchy" and so they will keep on with their "commandments of men" (their version of being "circumsized") but I'm telling you all the TRUTH. Your a Jew when instead of buying some frivilous buisiness --------- you give money to a homeless person, or charity. YOUR A JEW WHEN YOU LOVE PEOPLE!

Ezekiel 36:26 "A new heart also will I give you, and a new spirit will I put within you: and I will take away the stony heart out of your flesh, and I will give you an heart of flesh."

Romans 8:1-3

8 There is therefore now no condemnation to them which are in Christ Jesus, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit.

2 For the law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus hath made me free from the law of sin and death.

3 For what the law could not do, in that it was weak through the flesh, God sending his own Son in the likeness of sinful flesh, and for sin, condemned sin in the flesh:

   Jesus Christ the Lord

didn't want us having to work no 8 hours days

barely ecking by

John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly."

  I was I think made fun of a few days ago by BOTH 

my brother and my super model sister

my super model sister took jabs at my being a diliquent of sorts in high school

skipping class a lot and a graduating from high school gpa of 2.0

SHE NO MENTION THAT THEN I PROCEEDED TO 

WORK MY BUTT OFF AND GET 2 COLLEGE DEGREE'S

Why would she mention that it's make fun of me time. 

And then she made fun of me at the funeral to her friends

of all my anti aging regiments, and health regiments

NEGLECTING THE FACT THAT I AM HEALTHY

and I am 5 years older then my super model sister

and I have significantly less wrinkles then her

my crazy methods ARE WORKING

(I 100% my brother either also made fun of me a few days ago or joined in the laughter????????)

But all these designer purses my sister slaves away to own

and designer clothing as well that she slaves away to own

your life is LESS ABUNDANTLY

when you have to - work, work, work, work, work

to afford these things

I'm talking OVERTIME right now

not mere 8 hour days, cause everyone nearly in USA has to work 8 hour days just to afford their insurance and their rent and/or home payment

THAT BACK CRUSHING "EXTRA" PEOPLE PUT IN OUT THERE

THAT YOKE OF BONDAGE UPON THEM 

SO THAT THEY CAN WALK AROUND CARRYING DESIGNER PURSES

FOR MY BROTHER IT'S SO HE CAN HAVE MANY CARS

Galatians 5:1-3

5 Stand fast therefore in the liberty wherewith Christ hath made us free, and be not entangled again with the yoke of bondage.

REAL BONDAGE

MANY ARE "YOKED UP" IN

I know why I am a joke. 

oh I know why I am a joke in my family

they "winning" big time

big time's in this world

they esteemed mega high in this world

they either own nice houses

or nice purses

or nice cars

big big big times

so I'm a "joke" 

Matthew 5:11-13

Blessed are ye, when men shall revile you, and persecute you, and shall say all manner of evil against you falsely, for my sake. Rejoice, and be exceeding glad: for great is your reward in heaven: for so persecuted they the prophets which were before you. Ye are the salt of the earth: but if the salt have lost his savour, wherewith shall it be salted? it is thenceforth good for nothing, but to be cast out, and to be trodden under foot of men.

THAT STUFF - THE STUFFS OF THE WORLD

OH EVEN THE LAW

EVEN WHAT A PERSON COULD GAIN HEEDING THE LAW

IS DUNG!

Philippians 3:8

Yea doubtless, and I count all things but loss for the excellency of the knowledge of Christ Jesus my Lord: for whom I have suffered the loss of all things, and do count them but dung, that I may win Christ,

LOVE NOT THE WORLD

NEITHER THE DESIGNER PURSES AND THINGS IN THE WORLD

1 John 2:15

Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him.

.........................PAUSE OF SILENCE FOR MY ENTIRE FAMILY THAT BELIEVES I WORSHIP SATAN BECAUSE I LOVE LUCIFER AS WELL AS JESUS BECAUSE I HAVE A "DIFFERENT VIEW" OF ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL OF GOD'S CREATION THEN MOST. Revelation 4:11 "Thou art worthy, O Lord, to receive glory and honour and power: for thou hast created all things, and for thy pleasure they are and were created." While most of you HATE me and judge me for loving the devil, why are you hating the devil....................when he was created as were all the fallen angels which I swear to you many of them have gone crazy ----------------- but they are actually nice at the core. They've been forced into the role they are playing. 

why hate what god has created FOR HIS PLEASURE?

INSTEAD LOVE

GOD IS LOVE

No greater love has a man that he lay down his life for his friends........the things of this world AREN'T WHAT'S VALUABLE...............friends are valuable, uh God/Jesus is valuable...............

Update 4/4/2024 I think this bible verse STINKS Matthew 19:29 "And every one that hath forsaken houses, or brethren, or sisters, or father, or mother, or wife, or children, or lands, for my name's sake, shall receive an hundredfold, and shall inherit everlasting life." Matthew 19:29 is literally saying leave your family "for jesus" and then you'll be rich. 

my parents moved away from me 22 or so years ago (pry more then that) they now own a house and 2 rental units above it................so richish

my brother also moved away from me 22 or so years ago - he's a college teacher - richish

my sister also moved away from me about 22 years ago - she's a model but married into the jaxheimer family - so richish

My probably not dna related to me sister and her family NO LONGER INVITE ME TO FAMILY GET TOGETHERS MY FAMILY IS STILL HAVING FAMILY GET TOGETHERS JUST WITHOUT ME BECAUSE I LOVE LUCIFER - SO THEY ARE ON THEIR WAY TO BEING RICH

  All this being abandoned, hasn't left me with "life more abundantly" that I can see??????????????????????????? John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly."

  And my husband family is also working on becoming rich, cause lately most em, aren't around much at the family get togethers, they'll like show up for a few minutes and then like go. THEY ARE ON THEIR WAY TO BEING RICH. 

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Original post that is getting slews of traffic.....................

  No greater love has a man that he lay down his life for his friends........the things of this world AREN'T WHAT'S VALUABLE...............friends are valuable, uh God/Jesus is valuable...............
    I think some of us battle being able to see where the real treasure is.
This world makes the things of the world look like they are treasure BUT THEY ARE NOT

  Last night I watch a play, I think it's called "Puffs" Harry Potterish play. In the play like um I shouldn't say what all happened I'll just say at one point in the play, someone said "you'll be ok, cause you have the most valuable thing" 

and I forget which harry potter character, um one of them said "what" 

and he pointed at his heart and said "your heart" (agree I agree) 

I took a pic of the set before the play started 💓

My husband bought me a pretend harry potter house pin 👍

Matthew 6:31-33 "Therefore take no thought, saying, What shall we eat? or, What shall we drink? or, Wherewithal shall we be clothed? (For after all these things do the Gentiles seek:) for your heavenly Father knoweth that ye have need of all these things. But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you."

  The world makes it seem like the things that are valuable is "the stuff" and it ain't "the stuff" it's really the bible God/Jesus, friends, family what family you have left. 

  My neice has said she disowns me forever cause I didn't invite myself over to her house over the years and am not pychic and she hardly went to family get togethers so I recogned she just didn't want to have much to do with her aunt (I still don't think she wanted ever to have to do with her aunt, not the way she attacked me for days and days and days in private text messages). 

I never sat there with some plot of 

"ha ha ha I will not hang around me neice and really po her"

I was being in the word of god

I was buisy seeking 1st the kingdom of heaven

Matthew 19:29 "And every one that hath forsaken houses, or brethren, or sisters, or father, or mother, or wife, or children, or lands, for my name's sake, shall receive an hundredfold, and shall inherit everlasting life."

  Matthew 19:29 the word "forsake" it often is associated with something bad. But it ain't necessarily something bad. 

I'm the villian of my family 

make no mistake about it

I no doubt am supposed to be inviting myself to family members houses all of the time

and only seeking their needs

and putting the middle finger up to God

(even my brother and he refuses to give me his address cause he's afraid his ex-wife will destroy his life) But I am supposed to inevitably invite myself over to his own in this blog post and then spend a ton of money to hire a private investigator to find his house or else I'm just a horrible sister

and human being

Luke 2:49 "And he said unto them, How is it that ye sought me? wist ye not that I must be about my Father's business?"

  amen jesus

that's right

I knowwwwwwwwww that's right

I swear in a real sense Jesus Christ the Lord is the only person I relate to in eternity. 

Jesus wasn't about wipping all of his families butt's with charmin TP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Make me rich please do..........

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Tonight this verse convicted me a slew........1 Kings 18:21 "And Elijah came unto all the people, and said, How long halt ye between two opinions? if the Lord be God, follow him: but if Baal, then follow him. And the people answered him not a word."

Update 1/12/2024 Just got back from Lowe's this is the plant I bought today 😁 On sale so only $4...........well there's one dead and one dieing leaf on this plant............you want to know why??? It's because it's outgrown the pot it's in. Ya. That's it. That's the big reason it's on sale for $4. At this point if you buy a plant in this scenario you have 2 options oftentimes, I can either plant this plant in a larger pot...........or...............and this is the option I'm choosing...........break this plant into 2 plants. 

2 plants 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍

(my latest painting, I would light shabbat candles myself cause I like the idea of it, I like the idea of acknowledging the sabbath day as holy via this jewish tradition -------- but it does appear very much to be jewish law, and I'm staying away from the law -------- cause my parents they done nagged me most my life telling me if I heeded one bit of the law I'd be guilty of all of it --------- I need to stay in the "grace of god" bad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) So this painting will have to be enough for me!..........it's pretty good!

Tonight this verse convicted me a slew........1 Kings 18:21 "And Elijah came unto all the people, and said, How long halt ye between two opinions? if the Lord be God, follow him: but if Baal, then follow him. And the people answered him not a word." So many days I think like the world a bit, I think to myself "oh, I'll go on you tube watch some makeup tutorials figure out how to use this glitter or whatever"...........it's kinda of glitter flecks of glitter in a primer item I got recently.
THE WORLDS OPINION IS WEAR MAKEUP IT'S FUN, NO HARM IN THAT! 
GO DANCING NO HARM IN THAT!
ETC. ETC.
 The world has a real "opinion" that is very real, I think many of us all to often likely without even knowing it ARE SOMETIMES HALTING BETWEEN TWO OPINIONS!
 And what does "halt" mean ya it means we are stuck, unable to be of use to god!!!!!!!!!!!!
2 Timothy 2:20-22 "But in a great house there are not only vessels of gold and of silver, but also of wood and of earth; and some to honour, and some to dishonour. If a man therefore purge himself from these, he shall be a vessel unto honour, sanctified, and meet for the master's use, and prepared unto every good work."

Are you halting between two opinions today?

Lately I've thought much about the jews (I am of jewish heritage myself) they went after other gods............gods of silver or gold of earthly things, maybe gods of honour, of pride - they went after the things they saw people going after around them in the bible Deuteronomy 8:19 "And it shall be, if thou do at all forget the Lord thy God, and walk after other gods, and serve them, and worship them, I testify against you this day that ye shall surely perish."

 Luke 6:49 "But he that heareth, and doeth not, is like a man that without a foundation built an house upon the earth; against which the stream did beat vehemently, and immediately it fell; and the ruin of that house was great."

I want to live!

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Ms. Harmon's classroom is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose....................

firefighters go into the fire to pull someone out, I think us christians should to...............

update 9/11/2022 it's wildfire season right now, and the air quality where I live is very bad, so I planted some plants........

And back in 2013 I was all upset that I wasn't being much paid attention to in a church with only like 20 people in it. But the apostolic christian church of america they do send me their spam e-mails and they do send food to their pregnant members (after they have the baby), and chop wood for their senior citizen members, so they are loving on people just I wasn't of the people they were loving on. And that's the scoop. They doin their thing. I doin mine below helping prisoners get bibles...................at bottom of page............

The words "May we flee when they appear" clearly visible in the hymnal that I sang from at the apostolic christian church of america for years.

firefighters go into the fire to pull someone out ----- I think we should to! Jude 1:22-23 "And of some have compassion, making a difference: And others save with fear, pulling them out of the fire; hating even the garment spotted by the flesh."
  My dislike of song 127 in the current edition used in the apostolic christian church of america IS ENTIRE. Cause I'd want christians to have "compassion, making a difference" on me!!!!!!!!!!!!! Like if I was like so "off the mark" I wouldn't want them fleeing from me like what is written in song 127 of the current edition used at the apostolic christian church of america.
   Song 127 just isn't good for me anyways, cause like there was like 1 sunday where it was sang..................all that was there at the portland apostolic christian church of america that that song could've been aimed at..................was me my husband, the guy that helped pearls husband bob I pretty sure is his name into church ------- THAT WAS IT.
  That and one sunday, one the pastors from silverton said "sometimes we have a problem in the church" and he looked right at me (course he was right I was "a problem" cause I didn't believe in the "commandments of men" like they do).
   I'd be more comfortable if they didn't sing that song..................or not so often!!!!!!!!!!!!
   Nobody wants to feel like they are a freaking disease to run from!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But being the scirge of the earth has been good for me, I've gained a lot of compassion for a lot of people out there ------------ THAT MAYBE NOT MANY CHRISTIANS WOULD HAVE COMPASSION ON.............some the zion harp 127 flee from them types.
  If you are going to church, and you are actively working hard to follow jesus PEOPLE SHOULD HAVE COMPASSION ON YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
   I'm not about to give up or draw back FAR FROM THAT! Eventually god will stablish, strengthen and settle me and perfect me.............I just gotta keep suffering in the flesh don't be buying stuffs.......................be denying myself taking up my cross and following jesus daily! Eventually god will step in.......................He will strengthen, stablish, settle and perfect me...................1 Peter 5:10 "But the God of all grace, who hath called us unto his eternal glory by Christ Jesus, after that ye have suffered a while, make you perfect, stablish, strengthen, settle you."
  The thing with this world is, is it isn't something to love..............the things that people idolize and worship out there in this world MAN THEY AIN'T GREAT THEY AIN'T REALLY GOOD THEY AIN'T OF ANY REAL SUBSTANCE...................I'm saying the things of the earth ARE DUNG.......................the worth everything of value is in jesus!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  1 John 2:15 "Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him." The world isn't worth loving it's not.

   I don't like song 127 and it's been making me feel uncomfortable much at church, but I am determined to definately keep following jesus, keep at it..................I DON'T WANT TO BE A FRIEND WITH THIS WORLD, I don't want to love the world or the things of it ----------- I WANT MY HEART TO BE WITH GOD/JESUS!

  And love the brethren.......................look...............I love them, I not sure if they love me, maybe they do????????????????????

I was telling mike, ron and john aka 3 pastors of the church I ((((used to)))) e-mail every day. I was tellin them.................madonna's fire might be hard to put out......................she clean sings in the song "girl gone wild" that no on can put out her fiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiire................................(the fire is the lusts of her flesh ------------ it's a real fire Galatians 5:24 "And they that are Christ's have crucified the flesh with the affections and lusts.")

LOVE

"You were from a perfect world

a world that

threw me away today" - Marilyn Manson

(my rendition of "Coma White" by Marilyn Manson)

Matthew 25:36 "Naked, and ye clothed me: I was sick, and ye visited me: I was in prison, and ye came unto me.".........

 To me Mattew 25:36 is about caring about the prisoners

we can "come unto the prisoners" many ways

via paying for bibles to be sent to them

or writing them letters

many ways

we should care

especially if we are proclaiming to be christians I believe

LsOSsss

I never felt love like that for myself at a church ever before like I did this sunday at the apostolic christian church of america in silverton.................

honouring my parents........and fresh 12/1/2021 update video.......

My parents christmas gift for this year, because it is very hot in georgia and they need their drinks cool there..........

(this is a double all insulated tumbler set, there were many different color tumbler combo's one was a very nice mermaid color combo but that is girly and my dad isn't the type to want to drink from a girl mug) I do not know if my parents even have double insulated drink thingies?????? But if they don't this will rock their world, cause these things keep cold drinks cold, and hot drinks hot.........they do both. 

(two my latest uh artistic endeavors : ) the wood dolls I painted they are japanese or chinese dolls called "kokeshi" so much fun to make : ) turn em on my lathe, and my latest navajo rug.......ya it's a barbell : ) I've been having a good time : )
  I never felt love like that for myself at a church ever before like I did this sunday at the apostolic christian church of america in silverton.................I like walk into the meeting hall and before I sat down I looked back at the sisters sitting behind me and no joke such love I saw in their eye's for me................the love just shot into me!
   I mean other churches have (present tense) a heart for me........................but I had never ever experienced nothing quite like that before.
   Good for me............gives me lots of motivation to work hard to follow jesus this week! I definately ain't wanting to live for this world lately.....................I'm wanting to live for the "world without end" Ephesians 3:21 "Unto him be glory in the church by Christ Jesus throughout all ages, world without end. Amen"
  This world that we are all living in right now (not all us living for this world though) it's going to pass away!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Jesus's world is without end!!!!!!!!!!!!!
1 John 2:17 "And the world passeth away, and the lust thereof: but he that doeth the will of God abideth for ever."

 1 Corinthians 7:31 "And they that use this world, as not abusing it: for the fashion of this world passeth away." """""""""""FOR THE FASHION OF THIS WORLD PASSETH AWAY"""""""""""""""""" 

LOVE