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Thursday, February 27, 2020

Jesus and his word is saving me from being a "bitter person"...............Hebrews 2:3 "How shall we escape, if we neglect so great salvation; which at the first began to be spoken by the Lord, and was confirmed unto us by them that heard him;"...........

update 9/18/2025 the skirt I sewed today...........making a effort to not be a bad influence upon public anymore and please god and dress like a girl..................
Deuteronomy 22:5 "The woman shall not wear that which pertaineth unto a man, neither shall a man put on a woman's garment: for all that do so are abomination unto the Lord thy God." I've corrupted how many trans people are there um what 20% of society and I'm determined to do better!!!!!!!!!! Ignore my slides on my feet, and get the marilyn monroe sash on the side "vision".........................
Jesus and his word is saving me from being a "bitter person"...............Hebrews 2:3 "How shall we escape, if we neglect so great salvation; which at the first began to be spoken by the Lord, and was confirmed unto us by them that heard him;"
  I told this to brothers and sisters at the bible study me and my husband have been going to this week, and I thought to myself it is a "great salvation" jesus brought. Cause I really was heading down a "path" of being "bitter" very maybe even angry, and you can get a "feel" for that on some my older blog posts.   What I didn't tell my bible study, is I went to a old fashion holy spirit like tent revival type service (but like in a church) and I heard god speak to the pastor at this church, like before he walked up to me ---- he was prophesying over some of the people that showed up to this thing.
  I wasn't told my "entire" future..........but I was definately given some sort of vision........of where god wanted to take me in life.
Not where I wanted to take me in life
(where I'd want to take me in life is pry more "fleshly vented" that's my estimation anyways)
 Few blog posts earlier I spoke about "carnality" 
1 Corinthians 3 "And I, brethren, could not speak unto you as unto spiritual, but as unto carnal, even as unto babes in Christ. I have fed you with milk, and not with meat: for hitherto ye were not able to bear it, neither yet now are ye able. For ye are yet carnal: for whereas there is among you envying, and strife, and divisions, are ye not carnal, and walk as men?"
  That's the direction I was headed, when your living in the flesh...........it becomes about "me" I find. 
Instead of "oh I need to pray for these people" etc. 
  But also there's a end to that "path".................though the end of "carnality" is different for different people...........it often pry plays out badly.  (of people maybe wanting to "sue" each other for instance, and being very "bitter" inside their hearts towards various people)
God's ways are the best, 
not the ways I sometimes think I'd like to take me. 
 Even if you are a "grafted in" gentile and not a jew these verses are um important cause there is this thing called "God's ways" that aren't our ways (or not our ways naturally I don't recogn).................................
Deuteronomy 5:33 "Ye shall walk in all the ways which the Lord your God hath commanded you, that ye may live, and that it may be well with you, and that ye may prolong your days in the land which ye shall possess."
Deuteronomy 8:6 "Therefore thou shalt keep the commandments of the Lord thy God, to walk in his ways, and to fear him."
Deuteronomy 10:12 "And now, Israel, what doth the Lord thy God require of thee, but to fear the Lord thy God, to walk in all his ways, and to love him, and to serve the Lord thy God with all thy heart and with all thy soul,"
Deuteronomy 11:22 "For if ye shall diligently keep all these commandments which I command you, to do them, to love the Lord your God, to walk in all his ways, and to cleave unto him;"
Deuteronomy 19:9 "If thou shalt keep all these commandments to do them, which I command thee this day, to love the Lord thy God, and to walk ever in his ways; then shalt thou add three cities more for thee, beside these three:"
Deuteronomy 26:17 "Thou hast avouched the Lord this day to be thy God, and to walk in his ways, and to keep his statutes, and his commandments, and his judgments, and to hearken unto his voice:"
  If I were to just walk in "my ways" like all the time, like let's say I just walked in the flesh all the time..........................I don't think I'd EVER, get victory over my sinful nature that would want me to "not forgive" that would want me to "gossip" that would want me to "evil speak" etc. 
  Philippians 3:12 "Not as though I had already attained, either were already perfect: but I follow after, if that I may apprehend that for which also I am apprehended of Christ Jesus."
- me to Paul!
If you like me, 
"after you get what you want you don't want it" 
- I'm talking about the lusts of the flesh. --- most the stuffs we buy when we think we need that so bad - don't we just sell that stuffs at a garage sale later on in the year or donate that stuffs all to often?
Can I just say it, I think being carnal is a stinky deal. If carnality leads to all kinds of fighting, which I think it does........it's a stinky deal..............
1 Corinthians 3 "And I, brethren, could not speak unto you as unto spiritual, but as unto carnal, even as unto babes in Christ. I have fed you with milk, and not with meat: for hitherto ye were not able to bear it, neither yet now are ye able. For ye are yet carnal: for whereas there is among you envying, and strife, and divisions, are ye not carnal, and walk as men?"
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Monday, September 9, 2019

This post is very popular right now - so I'm rewriting it BETTER..................yes I was stalked not once, but twice, oh and in high school one of my best friends dad had a crush on me (I had to tell him HANDS OFF)......I LOOK UBBER GREAT OFTEN EVEN WITHOUT MAKEUP------- even hijab/tichel wouldn't really help me.....................guys notice EVERYTHING you got a butt THEY'LL NOTICE AND MAYBE "PREY UPON YOU" etc.............................

 I might have to order more ivy vines. They hide cords, make ugly shelves look better, ivy can do so much to help the look of a place...................
This post is very popular right now - so I'm rewriting it BETTER..................yes I was stalked not once, but twice, oh and in high school one of my best friends dad had a crush on me (I had to tell him HANDS OFF)......I LOOK UBBER GREAT OFTEN EVEN WITHOUT MAKEUP------- even hijab/tichel wouldn't really help me.....................guys notice EVERYTHING you got a butt THEY'LL NOTICE AND MAYBE "PREY UPON YOU" etc.............................
be careful ladies it's dangerous out there
men
supposedly the stronger sex
supposedly
1 Peter 3:7 "Likewise, ye husbands, dwell with them according to knowledge, giving honour unto the wife, as unto the weaker vessel, and as being heirs together of the grace of life; that your prayers be not hindered."
LADIES AIN'T FAIR YOU SAY???????????
where's the strength to resist the lusts of the flesh that the bible claims all you guys have???????????????????????????????????
I ain't saying fully that 1 Peter 3:7 is lies
but I ain't seen any evidence yet of 1 Peter 3:7 being true
one of my stalkers was at the bus every morning waiting for the bus
there was a van tinted windows
and I noticed there was someone IN THE BACK OF THAT VAN
and I even think I saw the guy driving it once
well 
eventually my parenst believed me
and so I was driven to school
------------ 
and then a few weeks later
the same guy with van was caught by the cops he tried to abduct some jr. high kids
-----------
next time I was stalked
was at the house we were renting in the country
\by one of my husbands family members
(he was years later arrested for molesting a few of his grandkids - he's not allowed to most family get togethers anymore) 
he would often pop up around a corner while I was walking outside
SCARE ME TO DEATH
and he was at the property - which was out in the middle of the country middle of nowhere which made the whole scenario even terrifyinger
told my husband
my husband didn't believe me or didn't think it was anything at all to be worried about
he was the "property manager" of this farm that we were renting a place on
that's how we got the rental cause it became available and we got 1st dibs basically
anyways
he was always there
always
always
and there wasn't that much to do
there was grass to mow once a week
that's basically it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but my husbands uncle was there 3-4-5 times a week EASY!

I never understand this
girls wear tons of clothing no makeup no nothing to make yourselves look nice............
when the bible says men are the stronger sex.....................
1 Peter 3:7 "Likewise, ye husbands, dwell with them according to knowledge, giving honour unto the wife, as unto the weaker vessel, and as being heirs together of the grace of life; that your prayers be not hindered."

I'M NEVER LUSTING AFTER NONE OF YOU GUYS
NO WAYYYYYYYYY
MOST YOU TO ---------------------
and even if you walked around shirtless
fact
pretty 100% if you all walked around shirtless - I'd be even less likely to even glance at you for 1 second because most you are really scrawny
and/or you have ugly pecs
I don't want to look at no ugly pecs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tootles
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Thursday, November 27, 2014

I believe jesus came that we could own things.....have life more abundantly. I believe god wants us to be happy and he loves us........................

Update 10/3/2023 my "extreme asthma" was worse working out on the treadmill last night. Put all my zebra isopods in their new Ikea bin 😁 (it was $4.99) and then I'm also going to have a bin hopefully soon of cow Isopods, and maybe even some Panda's 😁..................
At the moment I am watching "Reptillian" think it's called on Netflix............seems to be a cult in this movie and/or show not sure which, that meet at a church and they are lizard people......................or that's what I'm estimating. NO HATE FOR LIZARD PEOPLE -------- if lizard people are real. We all space aliens in my estimation. 
 I believe jesus came that we could own things.....have life more abundantly. I believe god wants us to be happy and he loves us.
 At the portland apostolic christian church of america today the "guest pastor" mentioned that he sometimes puts value to money (but I ain't sure if that is always bad if you are saving up to do good..................you could save up money to do good in countless ways.)
  And also.......................there is a problem with being "city" I find, if you are a city dweller, all there is to save up your money for in a "earthly sense" if you know your going by actual objects.................
cars
boats
lawn mowers maybe riding lawn mowers
  I told my husband on the drive home, god made us to be cowgirls and cowboys...........................this "city" buisiness, people's be's involved in these days...................................
god made cows, pigs, sheep, goats, chickens...........stuffs to make rope to rope a goat or sheep or a bull......................
the devil wants to steal kill and destroy from you...................he don't want you owning 0 or even being able to dream to buy 0
in reality......................
you need this..........................(I'm joking some people I know don't have that much of a sense of humour so I bestest put in this claus)
you need this.................(still joking)
ya sheep and chickens : ) 
Your lives might be stinky and diminished right now...................
But I am here to proclaim to you on this here day of thanksgiving that jesus came that you would have life and more abundantly................
John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly."
Not like buy as much as solomon that was preached today....(this isn't the exact verse mentioned today just one highlighting all the buisiness solomon owned...........this cowgirl is pretty well saying hey few chickens and a hopefully owning a sheep soon  I AIN'T NO SOLOMON YET)...
1 Kings 4:21-23 "And Solomon reigned over all kingdoms from the river unto the land of the Philistines, and unto the border of Egypt: they brought presents, and served Solomon all the days of his life. And Solomon's provision for one day was thirty measures of fine flour, and threescore measures of meal, Ten fat oxen, and twenty oxen out of the pastures, and an hundred sheep, beside harts, and roebucks, and fallow deer, and fatted fowl."
I ain't even sure god had a issue with all solomons goods!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..........1 Kings 11:9-11 "And the Lord was angry with Solomon, because his heart was turned from the Lord God of Israel, which had appeared unto him twice, And had commanded him concerning this thing, that he should not go after other gods: but he kept not that which the Lord commanded. Wherefore the Lord said unto Solomon, Forasmuch as this is done of thee, and thou hast not kept my covenant and my statutes, which I have commanded thee, I will surely rend the kingdom from thee, and will give it to thy servant."
   Seems to me it was more solomons heart that he stopped putting god 1st in his life, and he went and he chased after...........other things "his heart was turned from the lord god of isreal".
  The things of life they did take a premenince in solomons life, and surely that "danger" of accumulating worldly goods is there...........I think you'd have to buy a lot though, you'd have to own a lot, like I ain't no where near owning all solomon did...................."ten fat oxen" you know how hard it would be to take care of "ten fat oxen" ------------------ forget that! I'M A COWGIRL BUT I DIDN'T DONE LOOSE MY MIND!
   But I don't think the way to play things in life is to be like.............."ok now I won't buy nothing and give all my money to the poor, so that I never get to being like solomon"
I believe jesus wants us to have things in life some things.............not to many pry. If you going to have "life more abundantly" for reals.............................your pry going to own some things of this world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Some sheep and chickens probably!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
   It's bestest none us buy a boat right a big ridiculous expensive boat..................that's "pride of life" buisiness. There are things on this earth that I believe god clean wants us to have!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  The devil don't want me buyin a sheep!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But this cowgirl sure does believe god does!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 What I made and put on my pinterest today, don't know if anyone has done this before?????????? They might of?????????...............I enjoy recycling stuffs and saving it from the landfill (I spray painted the outside the container, then modge podged on old sheet music, spliced a tube and glued it to the top, and glued on flowers walla cute container --------- I'M TOTALLY DOING THIS AGAIN)
Happy Thanksgiving Earth! 
I clean know I'm blessed by god a slew and I am definately thankful. 
LOVE
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I not smiling in this pic but was tired and it was like 1 a.m. or later when this pic was taken (I like working out late at night).........................

Saturday, November 22, 2014

I know many people out there love money and are enthusiastic to earn lots of it -------- I don't love money at all, I don't have the excitment many out there do to get lots of denaro........................

  Update 10/2/2023 I don't love money, but I have a perfume collection and am in my permanent "villian era" -------------- serve god, but dang if everyone is going to hate you like they appear to hate and love attacking me "for jesus" --------- BE HAPPY is my advice. 
cause I tell you what haters 
they attack cause they want you miserable
they ignore you cause they want you miserable
if they wanted you happy they'd compliment you - they'd be nice to you they don't want that
Psalm 144:14-15 "That our oxen may be strong to labour; that there be no breaking in, nor going out; that there be no complaining in our streets. Happy is that people, that is in such a case: yea, happy is that people, whose God is the Lord."
   At one point yesterday me sheri in her permanent "villian era" (cause I love satan for those new to my blog - and God/Jesus) I was layered in 2 perfumes proper, and one body spray 😁😂💓💓💓💓💓💓 I sat at my computer my villian butt did just ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh in the MOST happy "smell bubble" 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓  
(Getting a larger encloser for my zebra isopods..................I have at least 50 zebra's right now, pry more - they love celery)
 I know many people out there love money and are enthusiastic to earn lots of it -------- I don't love money at all, I don't have the excitment many out there do to get lots of denaro. 1 Timothy 6:10 "For the love of money is the root of all evil: which while some coveted after, they have erred from the faith, and pierced themselves through with many sorrows."
  I have recently applied for 2 jobs, one a graphics design work from home job, the other one, a front desk person at a gym............only because my parents continually pressure me to get a job. My husband says that they need me to have a job so they look good, they live in a fancy house and our concerned with how they appear --------- MANY PEOPLE ARE OUT THERE ------------ there's a word for this phenomina it's called "the pride of life"................1 John 2:16 "For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world."
  I cannot say for 100% my parents do have the "pride of life" but what I can attest is that indeed whenever I don't have a job............they pressure me a lot often to get a job.
  Lot's and lots of pressure has been put on me to get a job. Money is useful, though I completely don't love money in fact I near have a hate relationship with money. To help the poor and do good, do more good is the only reason I'd like money, and that is what I plan on doin if/when pry when I get a job!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 I ain't about to be all going to the mall buying lots of pretty clothing.......that whole putting on apparel thing is the worlds thing (fashion is the worlds thing)........1 Peter 3:3 "Whose adorning let it not be that outward adorning of plaiting the hair, and of wearing of gold, or of puttingon of apparel;"
  It's ok for all us to go to the store or mall every now and then but don't be about "fashion" THAT IS THE WORLDS THING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
   I'm pretty well these days into wearing clothes til they are worn out, then I go buy some more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  I don't want to have 0 to do with the "pride of life" I really don't. (people buy things to maintain, and hold onto their "pride of life" ------------- people buy big houses to hold onto their "pride of life" they buy boats, they buy new cars.......................I'm not into that stuffs at all)
  That stuffs if you are chasing after that stuffs it is temporal, it is all going to pass away!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
1 Corinthians 7:31 "And they that use this world, as not abusing it: for the fashion of this world passeth away."
  My latest painting which my mom said I could sell for money (it's of yo-yo's if that's hard to tell.........the yo-yo's have christmas treats in them.............to represent how people often do eat christmas treats during the holiday but you can "bounce back" in the spring when it get's sunnier by going for walks/jogs/gym), and I get told this all the time...........people just ain't pieced together in their minds yet I guess that I COMPLETELY DO NOT CARE ABOUT MONEY LIKE THE REST THIS WORLD DOES....................I completely do not love money NOT AT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Have a great week earth! 
LOVE
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Saturday, August 31, 2013

firefighters go into the fire to pull someone out, I think us christians should to...............

update 9/11/2022 it's wildfire season right now, and the air quality where I live is very bad, so I planted some plants........
And back in 2013 I was all upset that I wasn't being much paid attention to in a church with only like 20 people in it. But the apostolic christian church of america they do send me their spam e-mails and they do send food to their pregnant members (after they have the baby), and chop wood for their senior citizen members, so they are loving on people just I wasn't of the people they were loving on. And that's the scoop. They doin their thing. I doin mine below helping prisoners get bibles...................at bottom of page............
The words "May we flee when they appear" clearly visible in the hymnal that I sang from at the apostolic christian church of america for years.
firefighters go into the fire to pull someone out ----- I think we should to! Jude 1:22-23 "And of some have compassion, making a difference: And others save with fear, pulling them out of the fire; hating even the garment spotted by the flesh."
  My dislike of song 127 in the current edition used in the apostolic christian church of america IS ENTIRE. Cause I'd want christians to have "compassion, making a difference" on me!!!!!!!!!!!!! Like if I was like so "off the mark" I wouldn't want them fleeing from me like what is written in song 127 of the current edition used at the apostolic christian church of america.
   Song 127 just isn't good for me anyways, cause like there was like 1 sunday where it was sang..................all that was there at the portland apostolic christian church of america that that song could've been aimed at..................was me my husband, the guy that helped pearls husband bob I pretty sure is his name into church ------- THAT WAS IT.
  That and one sunday, one the pastors from silverton said "sometimes we have a problem in the church" and he looked right at me (course he was right I was "a problem" cause I didn't believe in the "commandments of men" like they do).
   I'd be more comfortable if they didn't sing that song..................or not so often!!!!!!!!!!!!
   Nobody wants to feel like they are a freaking disease to run from!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But being the scirge of the earth has been good for me, I've gained a lot of compassion for a lot of people out there ------------ THAT MAYBE NOT MANY CHRISTIANS WOULD HAVE COMPASSION ON.............some the zion harp 127 flee from them types.
  If you are going to church, and you are actively working hard to follow jesus PEOPLE SHOULD HAVE COMPASSION ON YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
   I'm not about to give up or draw back FAR FROM THAT! Eventually god will stablish, strengthen and settle me and perfect me.............I just gotta keep suffering in the flesh don't be buying stuffs.......................be denying myself taking up my cross and following jesus daily! Eventually god will step in.......................He will strengthen, stablish, settle and perfect me...................1 Peter 5:10 "But the God of all grace, who hath called us unto his eternal glory by Christ Jesus, after that ye have suffered a while, make you perfect, stablish, strengthen, settle you."
  The thing with this world is, is it isn't something to love..............the things that people idolize and worship out there in this world MAN THEY AIN'T GREAT THEY AIN'T REALLY GOOD THEY AIN'T OF ANY REAL SUBSTANCE...................I'm saying the things of the earth ARE DUNG.......................the worth everything of value is in jesus!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  1 John 2:15 "Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him." The world isn't worth loving it's not.
   I don't like song 127 and it's been making me feel uncomfortable much at church, but I am determined to definately keep following jesus, keep at it..................I DON'T WANT TO BE A FRIEND WITH THIS WORLD, I don't want to love the world or the things of it ----------- I WANT MY HEART TO BE WITH GOD/JESUS!
  And love the brethren.......................look...............I love them, I not sure if they love me, maybe they do????????????????????
I was telling mike, ron and john aka 3 pastors of the church I ((((used to)))) e-mail every day. I was tellin them.................madonna's fire might be hard to put out......................she clean sings in the song "girl gone wild" that no on can put out her fiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiire................................(the fire is the lusts of her flesh ------------ it's a real fire Galatians 5:24 "And they that are Christ's have crucified the flesh with the affections and lusts.")
LOVE
"You were from a perfect world
a world that
threw me away today" - Marilyn Manson
(my rendition of "Coma White" by Marilyn Manson)
Matthew 25:36 "Naked, and ye clothed me: I was sick, and ye visited me: I was in prison, and ye came unto me.".........
 To me Mattew 25:36 is about caring about the prisoners
we can "come unto the prisoners" many ways
via paying for bibles to be sent to them
or writing them letters
many ways
we should care
especially if we are proclaiming to be christians I believe


LsOSsss

Saturday, March 16, 2013

F satan's "fantasy factory"...................

  Update video 12/26/2021...............
F satan's "fantasy factory"...................I watch this tv show every now and then by rob dyrdek called "fantasy factory" and this is the shows theme song THAT'S WHAT SATAN WANTS FOR YOU ALL HE WANTS YOU FAR FROM THE WORD OF GOD IN A FANTASY FACTORY IN A FANTASY LAND..................
Revelation 12:9 "And the great dragon was cast out, that old serpent, called the Devil, and Satan, which deceiveth the wholeworld: he was cast out into the earth, and his angels were cast out with him." Satan has a great deal of this world shopping shopping shopping FAR FROM THE WORD OF GOD, in a "fantasy life" ya EXPERIENCING THE "PRIDE OF LIFE" 1 John 2:16 "For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world" SATAN DOES NOT HAVE YOUR BEST INTERESTS IN MIND EARTH!!!!!!!!!!
  Bestest we all go to the malls less, and get to loving each other more and reaching out to the poor - just throwing ideas out there. (so convinced I am that the devil is not our friend nor the demons, they do not have our bestest in mind ------------ satan has steered this world WRONG) 
  I don't want to live satan's "fantasy life" I want to be humble I want to be in the word of god everyday, pray everyday, love everyday ya! 
  AND NOT WALK IN THE FLESH NOT GIVE THE DEVIL ANY VICTORY AT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Romans 8:1 "There is therefore now no condemnation to them which are in Christ Jesus, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit." SATAN IS NOT OUR FRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!! 
Romans 8:13 "For if ye live after the flesh, ye shall die: but if ye through the Spirit do mortify the deeds of the body, ye shall live."
if you live after the flesh YE SHALL DIE
the "fantasy life" kills!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
satan has lied to you earth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
You ask me we need to love each other...................and love jesus!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
LOVE
Proverbs 28:27 "He that giveth unto the poor shall not lack: but he that hideth his eyes shall have many a curse."


Thursday, February 28, 2013

Dear world I wish to not walk around a hot piece of ---- like many you do I promise.............................I want to be not conformed to this world but transformed by the renewing of my mind....................2021 plot twist me without makup in 2021, looking great sometimes "God has plans for you"........

 Small update video 12/3/2021.....................
This verse below verse 17 where Jesus says "none good but one, that is, God" thats the verse I was referencing at the end of the video above................
Matthew 19
17 And he said unto him, Why callest thou me good? there is none good but one, that is, God: but if thou wilt enter into life, keep the commandments.

18 He saith unto him, Which? Jesus said, Thou shalt do no murder, Thou shalt not commit adultery, Thou shalt not steal, Thou shalt not bear false witness,

19 Honour thy father and thy mother: and, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself.

20 The young man saith unto him, All these things have I kept from my youth up: what lack I yet?

21 Jesus said unto him, If thou wilt be perfect, go and sell that thou hast, and give to the poor, and thou shalt have treasure in heaven: and come and follow me.
  Bible actually says to be perfect, but it also says  "there is none good but one, that is, God"
we supposed to love everyone................Matthew 5:45-48 "That ye may be the children of your Father which is in heaven: for he maketh his sun to rise on the evil and on the good, and sendeth rain on the just and on the unjust. For if ye love them which love you, what reward have ye? do not even the publicans the same? And if ye salute your brethren only, what do ye more than others? do not even the publicans so? Be ye therefore perfect, even as your Father which is in heaven is perfect." So basically we are supposed to love everyone. But my take away from all these verses is, love everyone, but we all do stupid shiz from time to time "there is none good but one, that is, God:" Now there are members of the body of christ and its the bulk of them as far as I can see - walking around looking mightely perfect..........not owning up to 0% of any faults............but still "there is none good but one, that is, God:"
Forgive me for this stupid blog post
I thought I was a apostle back in the year 2013 because several people told me I was a apostle and laid their hands on me and prayed for me...........................(so I was acting like one)...............forgive me.............................
i am not a hot piece of ------- no i will wear a bun and no makeup and nobody can stop me from not lookin hot
i am determined to not look hot for jesus
(YOU KNOW NOT LOOK HOT NOT SO JESUS WOULDN'T DESIRE ME AS HIS BRIDE - BUT SO THAT I AM DESIRABLE AS HIS BRIDE)
Dear world I wish to not walk around a hot piece of ---- like many you do I promise.............................I want to be not conformed to this world but transformed by the renewing of my mind.......e-mail I sent 3 pastors on this here topic (though I bodybuild and do have some pics on my bodyspace BY NO MEANS DO I WISH TO WALK AROUND A HOT PIECE OF ------------------- LIKE THE REST OF THE WORLD..................well technically I would like to walk around a hot piece --------- but I am in jesus jail and am determined to behave) hahahahahhahahah
   1 Thessalonians 4:5 "Not in the lust of concupiscence, even as the Gentiles which know not God:" I do not know what the exact dictionary defintion of "concupiscence" is but I greatly suspect and the word "lust" tips me off, that this verse is saying to walk around a flaming hot piece of -----. Wait I will go look up that word...................Concupiscence (from the Latin: con-, with + cupi, cupid - desire + -escere - suffix denoting beginning of a process or state) is often defined as an ardent, usually sensual, longing.[1] The concept is most commonly encountered in Christian theology, where it also receives the name "Fomes peccati", as the selfish human desire for an object, person, or experience.[2] For Christians, concupiscence refers to what they understand as the orientation, inclination or innate tendency of human beings to long for fleshly appetites, often associated with a desire to do things which are proscribed.http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Concupiscence
   Because that is how the world is they walk around a hot piece of -------- THAT'S HOW THEY IS A LOT EM!!!!!!!!!!! And we are supposed to be not conformed to this world that is walking around a hot piece of ---- but transformed by the renewing of our minds.
 I know I need to not walk around a hot piece of ----, and I been mostly besides like the day before what yesterday, I been working real hard to not walk around a hot piece of --- no more. (still a battle for me, a battle front for sure)
I NOT HOT FORGET IT NOT HOT WORLD
I WEAR BUN MOST DAYS AND NO NO NO NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO TIGHT NOTHING NO NO NO LONG SKIRTS NOT MUCH MAKEUP NO HOT HERE NO NO NO NO NO NO NO
LOVE
ps...................for the women that are big on the eye makeup zebra eyelids - not a good idea!!!!!!!!!! Don't listen to the devil women zebra eyelids is not a good idea.............
(in my estimation all women look the 
prettiest with the natural look)
Galatians 6:10 "As we have therefore opportunity, let us do good unto all men, especially unto them who are of the household of faith."


Friday, April 27, 2012

1 John 2:16 "for all that is in the world, the lusts of the flesh,..................IS OF THE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"........................

 At the end of this commerical he says "stay thirsty my friends" the latest of this beer commerical really really hit me that he was saying stay thirsty to like you know sins, the lusts of the flesh, to me it's like he's saying "stay thirsty my friends" to all that (not to mention the xx on that beer bottle is 66, x's often do = 6, especially considering the rest of the art around that beer bottle very satanic) Told mike, john, and ron, some my pastor friends (sheri 2021 interjecting, ya they hate me bad, yep elder of that church said I was basically abominable filth and chewed me out to the point I was suicidal on the floor of the churches bathroom) I like pry drive up the wall bats out of the minds weekly..................this commercial makes me un-thirsty for um the things this world is like into.......................1 John 2:16 "For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and thepride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world." This verse super ultra stood out to me today............anybody with eyeballs in their heads can I do believe clearly see this verse is saying "the lust of the flesh" ----------- is NOT of the father, BUT IS OF THE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YIKES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DON'T STAY THIRSTY FOR THE LUSTS OF THE FLESH NO NO NO STAY THIRSTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NO THIRST FOR THAT STUFFS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Besides you don't have to sin a lot and walk in the flesh a lot to be "the most interesting man in the world" or woman...........................I think I'm pretty fascinating!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I mean I am a character : )
Luke 6:27 "But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you,"............................
being popular it ain't worth it
Luke 9:25 "For what is a man advantaged, if he gain the whole world, and lose himself, or be cast away?" Sheri 2021 that is a senior citizen, off to take a epsom salt bath. Have a great day. 
(2021 senior citizen me selfie........................off to take a senior citizen bath :) 
really I'm crusty old
ollllllllllllllllllllllld
the joints is creaky
epsom salt 👍




Tuesday, September 27, 2011

A man's thoughts on headcoverings in the USA. He says he don't want to live a monotonous life, that he loves women (I BELIEVE HIM) and he needs to see hair and hot chicks faces hopefully they are all really good looking, kill all the men leave 7 women to 1 guy ratio left on earth. He says he's not even tempted? Not weak at all, not a weak dog like all the rest of mens.....................(I like this guy, but he's backfiring his point, I believe FANTASTICALLY - that women wearing modest attire etc. isn't a needed thing) IT'S NEEDED......................

A man's thoughts on headcoverings in the USA. He says he don't want to live a monotonous life, that he loves women (I BELIEVE HIM) and he needs to see hair and hot chicks faces hopefully they are all really good looking, kill all the men leave 7 women to 1 guy ratio left on earth. He says he's not even tempted? Not weak at all, not a weak dog like all the rest of mens.....................(I like this guy, but he's backfiring his point, I believe FANTASTICALLY - that women wearing modest attire etc. isn't a needed thing) IT'S NEEDED......................
original video if it still is online............
The brother in the video above which people delete their video's so safe to say that video pry will be deleted and probably soon! This brother has really read his bible cause he mentions this verse............and says if he was married he wouldn't let a guy chop his wifes hand off --- I agree with him don't let someone chop your wives hand off!!!!!!!!!..................
Deuteronomy 25:11-12 “When men fight with one another and the wife of the one draws near to rescue her husband from the hand of him who is beating him and puts out her hand and seizes him by the private parts, then you shall cut off her hand. Your eye shall have no pity."
why is a mosque or whatever on the temple mount?
why has god allowed this?
I mean
that was allowed by god
that actually happened
course it's not going to last
the temple will be rebuilt RIGHT THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!
2 Thessalonians 2:3 "Let no one deceive you in any way. For that day will not come, unless the rebellion comes first, and the man of lawlessness[a] is revealed, the son of destruction,[b] 4 who opposes and exalts himself against every so-called god or object of worship, so that he takes his seat in the temple of God, proclaiming himself to be God."
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If you want to be blessed
bless israel
bless the jews 
Genesis 12:3 "And I will bless them that bless thee, and curse him that curseth thee: and in thee shall all families of the earth be blessed."
For all that is in the world—the desires of the flesh and the desires of the eyes and pride of life—is not from the Father but is from the world.
the desires of the eye's - the hair of the ladies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
the hair of the ladies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
brother in the above video is telling you how pretty hair is and ladies faces, and their long arms only long arms it looks to be............................even short arms if they push their sleeves up cause that's "really sexy when women push their sleeves up"...................
woooooooooooooooooo hubba bubba
hahahahhahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahhahahaahhahahahahahahahahahha
hubbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbba
bubbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbba
hahahahhahahahahahahahhahahahahah
no hate for anyone
over here being "noteful"
ladies
realize
your arms are sexxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxy
even your arms
imagine what your face and hair does to guys.................................................................




Tuesday, March 22, 2011

have you died yet? Colossians 3:3 "For you died, and your life is now hidden with Christ in God."................

Update 8/11/2024 brian stressed me out so bad this morning spilled boiling hot water onto my foot - he was there stressing me out and I needed to make my "body butter" before I take a shower so after I shower I can body budder myself. And I can't avoid him stressing me out in the morning either, cause even the few times he does sleep next to me as soon as I wake up THAT'S IT HE'S UP. And I tell him "no go ahead sleep in, get some sleep" - he refuses soon as I'm awake bamn he's awake listing off either what all he has planned for us to do for the day hint it's often causing me stress the list!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Or more often then not, which if our young adult college attending kids he's taking here there everything picking up, picking up their friends, dropping their friends off at airports or train station etc. etc. etc. etc...................................
 burned myself bad
because he was stressing me that bad this morning
I've also slitted a finger bad STRESS I WAS SO STRESSED OUT OF MY MIND STRESSED HAD TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL THAT DAY
I CAN'T SURVIVE ALL THIS STRESS
IT'S KILLING ME
I'M NOT GOING TO LIVE
BODY BUTTER I MADE DIDN'T MAKE A BIG ENOUGH BATCH THOUGH
EP
TRIAL AND ERROR
NOW I NEED TO TAKE A SHOWER
HOW AM I EVEN GOING TO SHOWER WITH THIS 4TH-5TH DEGREE BURN ON MY FOOT?????????????????????????????????
I CAN'T DO ALL THIS STRESS 
AND IT NEVER ENDS
few days before all "stress wounded" myself I was so stressed out when I walked into a 3-4 foot tall boulder
my "son" was going on and on and on freaking out not knowing where the bus is 
cause brian had to drop us off at the fair because the bus station we tried to go to was closed due to work being done on a street
so we didn't even take the bus to the fair
and I'm all looking for the bus stressed all the way out while my "son" is going on and on and on and onnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
walked into a boulder
wasn't a lighted street much far away light from the rocks near pitch black with boulders in the middle
my legs aren't shaved in this picture - people do annalyze me to death
and 100% all the time
post their annalyation they come to the same conclusion that I'm a worthless pycho bish at least it's healing up fast and well 👍 
it was horrible a few days ago as you can imagine
  Sheri 2011 actually thought she was a apostle because many brunstad christian church sisters told her she was and laid hands on her and prayed over her about it.......................
(apostolic christian church of america and the brunstad christian church xoxoxo both them - I'm a weakling takes a whole town to hold me up) I added this song cause even if you rise up above the entire earth as some big preacher or evangelist - gotta take heed to the doctrine, 1 Corinthians 10:12 "Wherefore let him that thinketh he standeth take heed lest he fall." Without that house being built on jesus you can just topple like a domino just like this guy is singing about in this song -------- don't matter how high you rise in the ranks of christianity you ain't heeding the stuff you will topple like a domino someday I believe that!
have you died yet? Colossians 3:3 "For you died, and your life is now hidden with Christ in God." This verse spoke to me very powerfully today finally...........that after you have laid down your life for the brethren..........."your life is now hidden with christ in god" in prayer, in being in god's word, that's where your life is now hid! That's how that verse finally came across to me today.
This verse also way super glued on my heart lately............Genesis 4:7
"If you do what is right, will you not be accepted? But if you do not do what is right, sin is crouching at your door; it desires to have you, but you must rule over it.” even the fool of fool of fool of fools on the earth (aka myself) if you do what is right, WILL YOU NOT BE ACCEPTED? YES YES YOU WILL!!!!!!!!! But if you do not do what is right (aka from my current understanding lay down your life, be in god's word, be praying in the day, be "hidden with christ in god") SIN IS CROUCHING AT YOUR DOOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (aka works of the flesh, and you know I loathe them!!!!!!!!!! stupid stupid works of the flesh that lead people to HELL galatians chapter 5 its on my heart lately what ya going to do........19Now the works of the flesh are manifest, which are these; Adultery, fornication, uncleanness, lasciviousness,

20Idolatry, witchcraft, hatred, variance, emulations, wrath, strife, seditions, heresies,

21Envyings, murders, drunkenness, revellings, and such like: of the which I tell you before, as I have also told you in time past, that they which do such things shall not inherit the kingdom of God. -------- stupid stupid stupid works of the flesh "THEY WHICH DO SUCH THINGS SHALL NOT INHERIT THE KINGDOM OF GOD")
SOS SOS SOS SOS the world is off course it all is...........it's going down the stupid works of the flesh lane Ephesians 2:2 "Wherein in time past ye walked according to the course of this world, according to the prince of the power of the air, the spirit that now worketh in the children of disobedience:"
I look like a women but I cut like a buffalo : ) Have another great day earth : )
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