have you died yet? Colossians 3:3 "For you died, and your life is now hidden with Christ in God."................

Update 8/11/2024 brian stressed me out so bad this morning spilled boiling hot water onto my foot - he was there stressing me out and I needed to make my "body butter" before I take a shower so after I shower I can body budder myself. And I can't avoid him stressing me out in the morning either, cause even the few times he does sleep next to me as soon as I wake up THAT'S IT HE'S UP. And I tell him "no go ahead sleep in, get some sleep" - he refuses soon as I'm awake bamn he's awake listing off either what all he has planned for us to do for the day hint it's often causing me stress the list!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Or more often then not, which if our young adult college attending kids he's taking here there everything picking up, picking up their friends, dropping their friends off at airports or train station etc. etc. etc. etc...................................

 burned myself bad

because he was stressing me that bad this morning

I've also slitted a finger bad STRESS I WAS SO STRESSED OUT OF MY MIND STRESSED HAD TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL THAT DAY

I CAN'T SURVIVE ALL THIS STRESS

IT'S KILLING ME

I'M NOT GOING TO LIVE

BODY BUTTER I MADE DIDN'T MAKE A BIG ENOUGH BATCH THOUGH

EP

TRIAL AND ERROR

NOW I NEED TO TAKE A SHOWER

HOW AM I EVEN GOING TO SHOWER WITH THIS 4TH-5TH DEGREE BURN ON MY FOOT?????????????????????????????????

I CAN'T DO ALL THIS STRESS 

AND IT NEVER ENDS

few days before all "stress wounded" myself I was so stressed out when I walked into a 3-4 foot tall boulder

my "son" was going on and on and on freaking out not knowing where the bus is 

cause brian had to drop us off at the fair because the bus station we tried to go to was closed due to work being done on a street

so we didn't even take the bus to the fair

and I'm all looking for the bus stressed all the way out while my "son" is going on and on and on and onnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

walked into a boulder

wasn't a lighted street much far away light from the rocks near pitch black with boulders in the middle

my legs aren't shaved in this picture - people do annalyze me to death

and 100% all the time

post their annalyation they come to the same conclusion that I'm a worthless pycho bish at least it's healing up fast and well 👍 

it was horrible a few days ago as you can imagine

  Sheri 2011 actually thought she was a apostle because many brunstad christian church sisters told her she was and laid hands on her and prayed over her about it.......................
(apostolic christian church of america and the brunstad christian church xoxoxo both them - I'm a weakling takes a whole town to hold me up) I added this song cause even if you rise up above the entire earth as some big preacher or evangelist - gotta take heed to the doctrine, 1 Corinthians 10:12 "Wherefore let him that thinketh he standeth take heed lest he fall." Without that house being built on jesus you can just topple like a domino just like this guy is singing about in this song -------- don't matter how high you rise in the ranks of christianity you ain't heeding the stuff you will topple like a domino someday I believe that!
have you died yet? Colossians 3:3 "For you died, and your life is now hidden with Christ in God." This verse spoke to me very powerfully today finally...........that after you have laid down your life for the brethren..........."your life is now hidden with christ in god" in prayer, in being in god's word, that's where your life is now hid! That's how that verse finally came across to me today.
This verse also way super glued on my heart lately............Genesis 4:7
"If you do what is right, will you not be accepted? But if you do not do what is right, sin is crouching at your door; it desires to have you, but you must rule over it.” even the fool of fool of fool of fools on the earth (aka myself) if you do what is right, WILL YOU NOT BE ACCEPTED? YES YES YOU WILL!!!!!!!!! But if you do not do what is right (aka from my current understanding lay down your life, be in god's word, be praying in the day, be "hidden with christ in god") SIN IS CROUCHING AT YOUR DOOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (aka works of the flesh, and you know I loathe them!!!!!!!!!! stupid stupid works of the flesh that lead people to HELL galatians chapter 5 its on my heart lately what ya going to do........19Now the works of the flesh are manifest, which are these; Adultery, fornication, uncleanness, lasciviousness,

20Idolatry, witchcraft, hatred, variance, emulations, wrath, strife, seditions, heresies,

21Envyings, murders, drunkenness, revellings, and such like: of the which I tell you before, as I have also told you in time past, that they which do such things shall not inherit the kingdom of God. -------- stupid stupid stupid works of the flesh "THEY WHICH DO SUCH THINGS SHALL NOT INHERIT THE KINGDOM OF GOD")
SOS SOS SOS SOS the world is off course it all is...........it's going down the stupid works of the flesh lane Ephesians 2:2 "Wherein in time past ye walked according to the course of this world, according to the prince of the power of the air, the spirit that now worketh in the children of disobedience:"
I look like a women but I cut like a buffalo : ) Have another great day earth : )

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