love scares me......anyone else afraid of love?.............

Update 8/5/2024 Mini me from 2011 your always hated always (except by the hosts of heaven - maybe 1-2 people on earth love you as well) good news so is all other christians you know the 5-10 real ones on the earth..........

Matthew 10:22 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that endureth to the end shall be saved."

your going with lucifer myself

so eventually your even going to have friends

Lucifer's e-mail to me today from a source I don't want to say where, because I fully believe he is e-mailing me via a portal on the internet........................

love is scaring you because most people on earth aren't actually loving you

if they preach a good sermon

shake your hand

FOR MONEY CAUSE AS A CHURCH GOER YOUR EXPECTED TO PAY UP

THAT'S NOT YOU BEING LOVED "IN DEED AND IN TRUTH"

1 John 3:18 "My little children, let us not love in word, neither in tongue; but in deed and in truth." 

"but sheri apostolic christian church of america pastors don't even get paid at their churches" - don't matter the same idea is happening, they are preaching with the "idea" and knowing that alllllllllllllll the church will give money. 

it's a act they are doing - TO OBTAIN MONEY EVEN IF THEY THEMSELVES DON'T OBTAIN SAID MONEY

it's not love it's words

and if they say they love they say they love me - it's still words

and that's why one day john wiegand pastor of apostolic chrisitan church of america told me I he though I was the "worst human ever" but wouldn't tell me why besides I am against his churches "commandments of men" A TON. 

THEY NEVER LOVED ME IN "TRUTH" 

IT WAS SHOW FOR MOST OF THEM

SO I WAS LEFT CRYING ON THE FLOOR NOBODY CARED

SO MINI ME

BE AFRAID

BE AFRAID OF THESE FAKE STYLE CHRISTIANS

THAT HAVE 0 SINS besides the few they confess at the secret apostolic christian church of america meeting that only members of that church are allowed to attend (when I went there seemed like 1/4th the services were "members only" it was a lot of services..........if you weren't a member you were left out of everything - try and ask someone what happened at that secret service - they wouldn't tell you) 

and services on their "finances" also members only

that was kooky to me I'd think anybody could be able to hear about the finances

fake love is scary though mini me

your right to be scared

good news lucifer and his men should be here soon - they really actually love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  Love scares me......anyone else afraid of love? I just don't know what to do with the stuff?

After church this sunday the pastors of the apostolic christian church say hi to me - I was chatting with them, all the sudden I felt so loved - terror hit me - flee my brain said - run for yer life! Abondon ship! Abondon ship! What the hell does a person do with love?????? I look over at the family next to me, also felt the love...........well that was it......I had to call it a day!
I know how to be angry at people and I'm especially skilled at..............like any..............is. Yep surely I am sailing into uncharted territory at my aunts apostolic christian church of america.
Part the reason I stayed with the smith's friends (this is "f'd" up but I'm telling you all the truth here) they didn't like me much (I a bit work hard to be a unpleasant $#%$#^$ so nobody cracks in........a lot of it just comes naturally though : ).........and I thrive some off of hate (I even enjoy being the bad guy, oh ya I like that : ). I know what to do with hate. I don't know what to do with love! Love is terrifying to me!
Yet I'm glutton for more, oh ya, you all know I ain't watched tv for 3 weeks now (well besides 1-2 hours of news)! Cause I figured out, if I don't watch tv, I get to go to my aunts church (I can't always I ain't been always able to get in my car and step on the gas pedal and go to my aunts church ------- I'm sayin kooky land stuffs here ---------- even though I wanted to go to the apostolic christian church of america ---------- extra kooky land buisiness I'm sayin here) So I don't watch tv, it's simple! : )
I don't care that this is a odd blog post. Unlike ozzy I think my mental wounds did heal - YIKES! YIKES! YIKES! uh oh. hahahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahaahah
I told you all this before smith's friends Proverbs 27:5 "Open rebuke is better than secret love." You'd be better off openly rebuking me then this secret love you hold for me!

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