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Showing posts with label bitterness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label bitterness. Show all posts

Thursday, February 27, 2020

Jesus and his word is saving me from being a "bitter person"...............Hebrews 2:3 "How shall we escape, if we neglect so great salvation; which at the first began to be spoken by the Lord, and was confirmed unto us by them that heard him;"...........

update 9/18/2025 the skirt I sewed today...........making a effort to not be a bad influence upon public anymore and please god and dress like a girl..................
Deuteronomy 22:5 "The woman shall not wear that which pertaineth unto a man, neither shall a man put on a woman's garment: for all that do so are abomination unto the Lord thy God." I've corrupted how many trans people are there um what 20% of society and I'm determined to do better!!!!!!!!!! Ignore my slides on my feet, and get the marilyn monroe sash on the side "vision".........................
Jesus and his word is saving me from being a "bitter person"...............Hebrews 2:3 "How shall we escape, if we neglect so great salvation; which at the first began to be spoken by the Lord, and was confirmed unto us by them that heard him;"
  I told this to brothers and sisters at the bible study me and my husband have been going to this week, and I thought to myself it is a "great salvation" jesus brought. Cause I really was heading down a "path" of being "bitter" very maybe even angry, and you can get a "feel" for that on some my older blog posts.   What I didn't tell my bible study, is I went to a old fashion holy spirit like tent revival type service (but like in a church) and I heard god speak to the pastor at this church, like before he walked up to me ---- he was prophesying over some of the people that showed up to this thing.
  I wasn't told my "entire" future..........but I was definately given some sort of vision........of where god wanted to take me in life.
Not where I wanted to take me in life
(where I'd want to take me in life is pry more "fleshly vented" that's my estimation anyways)
 Few blog posts earlier I spoke about "carnality" 
1 Corinthians 3 "And I, brethren, could not speak unto you as unto spiritual, but as unto carnal, even as unto babes in Christ. I have fed you with milk, and not with meat: for hitherto ye were not able to bear it, neither yet now are ye able. For ye are yet carnal: for whereas there is among you envying, and strife, and divisions, are ye not carnal, and walk as men?"
  That's the direction I was headed, when your living in the flesh...........it becomes about "me" I find. 
Instead of "oh I need to pray for these people" etc. 
  But also there's a end to that "path".................though the end of "carnality" is different for different people...........it often pry plays out badly.  (of people maybe wanting to "sue" each other for instance, and being very "bitter" inside their hearts towards various people)
God's ways are the best, 
not the ways I sometimes think I'd like to take me. 
 Even if you are a "grafted in" gentile and not a jew these verses are um important cause there is this thing called "God's ways" that aren't our ways (or not our ways naturally I don't recogn).................................
Deuteronomy 5:33 "Ye shall walk in all the ways which the Lord your God hath commanded you, that ye may live, and that it may be well with you, and that ye may prolong your days in the land which ye shall possess."
Deuteronomy 8:6 "Therefore thou shalt keep the commandments of the Lord thy God, to walk in his ways, and to fear him."
Deuteronomy 10:12 "And now, Israel, what doth the Lord thy God require of thee, but to fear the Lord thy God, to walk in all his ways, and to love him, and to serve the Lord thy God with all thy heart and with all thy soul,"
Deuteronomy 11:22 "For if ye shall diligently keep all these commandments which I command you, to do them, to love the Lord your God, to walk in all his ways, and to cleave unto him;"
Deuteronomy 19:9 "If thou shalt keep all these commandments to do them, which I command thee this day, to love the Lord thy God, and to walk ever in his ways; then shalt thou add three cities more for thee, beside these three:"
Deuteronomy 26:17 "Thou hast avouched the Lord this day to be thy God, and to walk in his ways, and to keep his statutes, and his commandments, and his judgments, and to hearken unto his voice:"
  If I were to just walk in "my ways" like all the time, like let's say I just walked in the flesh all the time..........................I don't think I'd EVER, get victory over my sinful nature that would want me to "not forgive" that would want me to "gossip" that would want me to "evil speak" etc. 
  Philippians 3:12 "Not as though I had already attained, either were already perfect: but I follow after, if that I may apprehend that for which also I am apprehended of Christ Jesus."
- me to Paul!
If you like me, 
"after you get what you want you don't want it" 
- I'm talking about the lusts of the flesh. --- most the stuffs we buy when we think we need that so bad - don't we just sell that stuffs at a garage sale later on in the year or donate that stuffs all to often?
Can I just say it, I think being carnal is a stinky deal. If carnality leads to all kinds of fighting, which I think it does........it's a stinky deal..............
1 Corinthians 3 "And I, brethren, could not speak unto you as unto spiritual, but as unto carnal, even as unto babes in Christ. I have fed you with milk, and not with meat: for hitherto ye were not able to bear it, neither yet now are ye able. For ye are yet carnal: for whereas there is among you envying, and strife, and divisions, are ye not carnal, and walk as men?"
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Saturday, April 19, 2014

The power of thinking on the good.......................

Update 7/27/2023 there was a fire not far away recently, and it potentially burnt chemicals..................THE HORROR. Past few days I've been having a hard time breathing, my husband just came in the room with a oximeter, I'm getting enough oxygen into my system. My like bronchial tube is inflamed, my asthma is so fantastically bad right now ----- hit's off the inhaler do nothing really for me. What has been helping is drinking hot tea, hot coffee's, eating hot foods, and injesting tons of honey...........and not moving much, moving makes it worse.
sheri 2023 is off to take a nap...........says on the internet that an inflamed bronchial tube clears up in 7-10 days........................
there must've been some very bad chemicals in that building..................
(pot holders, and quilted table runners I sewed and am giving to 2 people at church tommorow - this is some the stuffs I sew, I definately have specific items I like to sew)
The power of thinking on the good......................Philippians 4:8 "Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things." Somedays it seems there is no good, and I know this phenomina well................but even then I think there is good to think on.........if only the good that I am doing right now WHICH IS GOOD TO THINK ON!
   We all can bear good fruit...........................which in my estimation is IMMENSE GOOD TO THINK UPON!!!!!!!!! 
That this week I can bear good fruit and etc. etc. all us can do this.........instead of evil speaking work to love one another.............work to bear the good fruit!!!!!!!!!!!
Ephesians 4:30-32 "And grieve not the holy Spirit of God, whereby ye are sealed unto the day of redemption. Let all bitterness, and wrath, and anger, and clamour, and evil speaking, be put away from you, with all malice: And be ye kind one to another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, even as God for Christ's sake hath forgiven you."
  Even if people around me, if they hate me right................I CAN LOVE THEM.....................not render choose not to render evil for evil!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1 Thessalonians 5:15 "See that none render evil for evil unto any man; but ever follow that which is good, both among yourselves, and to all men."
  However you can manage to "ever follow that which is good" BE ABOUT THAT......both among yourselves, and to all men.........DO THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! If that's writting a letter to someone, or sewing them something, or calling them on the phone!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
   God is looking for fruit on this earth.......................it isn't worth sitting around um in some state of woe right cause of the things your enemies have went ahead and done yet again to you this week....................think on the good instead, don't let the evil that is in this world bog you down!!!!!!!!!!!! 
  I want to love people more, I want forgive more, I want to be more like jesus! (maybe some people out there don't want to bear good fruit????????????? BUT I DO!!!!!!!!!!!!) I want to love people and not even have no more evil speaking come from my mouth ever again.............but good things Luke 6:45 "A good man out of the good treasure of his heart bringeth forth that which is good; and an evil man out of the evil treasure of his heart bringeth forth that which is evil: for of the abundance of the heart his mouth speaketh."
  ---------------- that saying is the cup half empty or half full (if it's full of jesus - IT'S FULL!) We can do good, and love one another, and bear good fruit, follow jesus AND BE SAVED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOVE
This world is so ruff to live in. 
sinead o'conner looks to be committed suicide year 2023 when I'm updating this blog post. 
we need to be kinder to one another
not all can even enter the narrow gate I BARELY AM MANAGING IT (getting rid of all my makeup and jewelry) 
Luke 13:24 "Strive to enter in at the strait gate: for many, I say unto you, will seek to enter in, and shall not be able."
 ---- could be their jobs preventing them from being able to enter "at the strait gate"?
--------- could be their REPUTATIONS like high up reputations I'm saying that they don't feel they can afford to loose
it could be some people think they need
worldly tv
and makeup
and maybe for the time being THEY DO FOR THEIR MENTAL HEALTH
such a ruff world we live in
I don't find this world to oftentimes be very "compassionate" oftentimes it can be a really cold place.