Well the day has came, I'm going back on tiktok. For my mental health, cause tiktok for my anyways is often A VERY POSITIVE PLACE. Who cares if my blog or any of my social media is doing good or not or even if EVEN IF I'm doing good following jesus or not ---------- MENTAL HEALTH IS SO IMPORTANT..............WHAT GOOD IS ANY OF US TO GOD/JESUS OR ALLAH IF WE FOLLOW ALLAH ETC. IF WE DEAD IF WE DONE WENT AND KILLED OURSELVES CAUSE OUR MENTAL HEALTH IS SO BAD?????? Philippians 4:8 "Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things."..................

 Well the day has came, I'm going back on tiktok. For my mental health, cause tiktok for my anyways is often A VERY POSITIVE PLACE. Who cares if my blog or any of my social media is doing good or not or even if EVEN IF I'm doing good following jesus or not ---------- MENTAL HEALTH IS SO IMPORTANT..............WHAT GOOD IS ANY OF US TO GOD/JESUS OR ALLAH IF WE FOLLOW ALLAH ETC. IF WE DEAD IF WE DONE WENT AND KILLED OURSELVES CAUSE OUR MENTAL HEALTH IS SO BAD??????  Philippians 4:8 "Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things."..................

need to wear your hair down for your mental health sake - do that

need to wear it up in a headcovering for your mental health sake - do that

I

I been listening to chrissy salem a guy who sings

up your look

up you bag (I think he uses the word bag for money)

up the way you carry yourself

...............there's a "recipe" to this song he sings IT'S POSITIVITY................if you down and beaten all the time (maybe cause you dont got views etc.) how you going to feel confident?

you will carry yourself beaten down then

I watch the mega popular people - I do

I ain't actually that different from them

they are always happy

happy and they are always thinking high of themselves

good deeds can also help your look how you feel

chrissy singing about how you outwardly look

which I think in this world - matters

and for christians it's gotta matter how we look

it effects how people view us

jobs we get

just try and not to wear expensive super super expensive clothing mostly

I think some expensive clothing is ok

we gotta be competitive - keep up!

1 Timothy 2:8-10 "I will therefore that men pray every where, lifting up holy hands, without wrath and doubting. In like manner also, that women adorn themselves in modest apparel, with shamefacedness and sobriety; not with broided hair, or gold, or pearls, or costly array; But (which becometh women professing godliness) with good works."
Acts 24:1-3 "And after five days Ananias the high priest descended with the elders, and with a certain orator named Tertullus, who informed the governor against Paul. And when he was called forth, Tertullus began to accuse him, saying, Seeing that by thee we enjoy great quietness, and that very worthy deeds are done unto this nation by thy providence, We accept it always, and in all places, most noble Felix, with all thankfulness."

  "good works" loving in particular your enemies. Is upping how you carry yourself what chrissy salem sings in one of his songs. 

 But also so is being HAPPY, BEING THANKFUL. 

  to be in a continual state of happiness, and thankfulness is challenging.....................cause a lot of bad stuff happens out there ------------ many right now are mega depressed because Donald Trump won - that put many into such a slump I heard some even killed themselves over Donald Trump becoming president again (I heard this like on instagram it might not be true who knows - but probably I WOULDN'T BE SURPRISED) 

  And I'm not going to say instagram bums me out

or facebook bums me out

but they just don't "do it for me" like Tik Tok and You Tube

and that's just how it is!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this blog post I'm donating to..................

Muslim Community Mosque

"To meet the growing needs of the Muslim community in Phoenix by building a new mosque that is accessible, can accommodate approximately 1,000 worshipers, and offers supporting services that include a part-time Islamic school"

https://www.paypal.com/us/fundraiser/charity/2181126

My advice for 2019: Instead of looking for the faults in one another......let's think about what is "right" what is going good with one another............................I agree with sheri 2019 but that isn't how people are on earth, they don't show mercy (or worse they hate you behind the scenes and show you pretend mercy ----------- that's what always happens to me basically) YOU DO ONE THING WRONG BAMN YOUR CANCELED FOREVER - BUT THEY'LL PRETEND THEY DIDN'T CANCEL YOU AND THEY LOVE YOU SO BADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD...........................

Bought this at a garage sale this weekend for $2 and am about to make rose water in it hopefully today 😊.......it's going to look so nice with water it in and mini roses floating around...................

UPDATE 5/5/2026 since this blog post is popular in video dealing with the topic of this blog post...............whilst ice bathing...................

verses mentioned in video above.................

John 15:2 "Every branch in me that beareth not fruit he taketh away: and every branch that beareth fruit, he purgeth it, that it may bring forth more fruit."

Luke 6:27 "But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you,"

obervations I have.......................

most of the world does not opperate by principals in the bible, they judge, they hate, they condemn Luke 6:37 "Judge not, and ye shall not be judged: condemn not, and ye shall not be condemned: forgive, and ye shall be forgiven:" THEY CANCEL PEOPLE! 

  But all these things also are going on in the church, and not only in the church I'VE TWICE BUT REALY THREE TIMES CAUSE, THERE WERE TWO CHURCHES I HAD NOT LIKED THINGS GOING ON ONE OF SAID CHURCHES WAS USING THE CHURCH MEMBERS FOR FREE LABOR AND I DIDN'T LIKE IT............AND THEN THE YOUTH PASTOR OF THAT CHURCH BASICALLY CONDEMNED ME. They had to make me out to be the "bad guy" so that they wouldn't look like the "bad guys" to each other both those churches had to do that. Cause either I was right and having your church members do free labor on their weekends so that you can fund fancy buildings for like years I'm saying this going on is bad not it.................or the other option is I'm a crazy lady "bad guy" and that's the option the earth went with. the other church had commandments of men, which bible says is bad,, but again if I'm made out to be the "bad guy" or as the elder while I was on the church floor crying kept saying again and again and again that I'm "the worst ever" well then I'm the problem and commandments of men all the sudden are 👍👍👍👍👍👍 In the apostolic christian church of america's minds and THAT'S HOW IT WENT DOWN. But my point being the bible is dramatically "different" in the mo described in it compared to the "mo" of the world which is most of the time...........judging, condemning, not showing mercy. 

and those churches that condemned me might change

probably not though - it's been years now

don't matter I'm supposed to love them do good to them which I HAVE MADE A EFFORT WITH BOTH THEM CHURCHES

It's not about what any "condemners" of me do 

it's what am I going to do

am I going to join the masses both in the church and outside of the church as well

and condemn

judge

don't show mercy

or am I going to be like jesus forgive 

yes I still talk about it

well my life is destroyed

I haven't had friends for years

my life is destroyed

there's no way around that

but also I still talk about what happened in the past with churches being horrible to me

BECAUSE THAT IMPACTED ME TO WANT TO LOVE MORE

DO BETTER

BE BETTER THEN I ONCE WAS

MICHAEL JACKSON SANG I'M LOOKING AT THE MAN IN THE MIRROR I'M ASKING HIM TO MAKE A CHANGE

i NEED TO LOVE MY ENEMIES

I NEED TO LOVE MORE AS A REAL CHRISTIAN

I NEED TO BEAR MORE FRUIT!!!!!!!!!!!!! THEY PRY DON'T NEED TO BEAR MORE FRUIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CHURCHES ARE SO ABLE TO ATTACK ME AND THEN FORGET ABOUT ME WELL THEY DON'T HAVE ANY NEED TO BEAR FRUIT THAT'S PRY WHY THAT'S THEM I NEED TO BEAR FRUIT I NEED TO DO GOOD TO MY ENEMIES WHICH HAPPENS TO BE A FEW CHURCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

HAPPENS TO BE A FEW CHURCHES - YIKES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm still updating blog posts cause there is still a lot of traffic to my blog..............

Update 2/2/2025 I'm keeping tabs on all the muslims being killed by israeli soldiers - I don't even know what muslim charity to donate to anymore..................I just pick one ok......................(admittedly I don't keep every smack day tabs cause I'll be depressed).................it's grim all the muslims being killed................

Israeli military blows up buildings in West Bank refugee camp

https://www.reuters.com/world/middle-east/israeli-military-blows-up-several-buildings-west-banks-jenin-palestinian-news-2025-02-02/

Muslims4Mercy, INC.

https://www.paypal.com/US/fundraiser/charity/2459789

My advice for 2019: Instead of looking for the faults in one another......let's think about what is "right" what is going good with one another............................(I just borrowed this idea here from "the daily audio bible" for January 08, 2019 https://player.dailyaudiobible.com/dab/108534 --- I just totally agree with this idea of instead of looking for the faults looking for the good in each other)
   I must struggle with judging people, cause man oh man oh man have people judged me. But I've gotten better at looking for the good in people. Luke 6:37 "Judge not, and ye shall not be judged: condemn not, and ye shall not be condemned: forgive, and ye shall be forgiven:"

   Today I have been considering madonna some. 

  You could look at madonna and maybe judge her, think you "know" her.............but do you???????????????? Is not god the only one that can see deep within a persons heart???????????? 1 Samuel 16:7 "But the Lord said unto Samuel, Look not on his countenance, or on the height of his stature; because I have refused him: for the Lord seeth not as man seeth; for man looketh on the outward appearance, but the Lord looketh on the heart."
1 Corinthians 4:5 "Therefore judge nothing before the time, until the Lord come, who both will bring to light the hidden things of darkness, and will make manifest the counsels of the hearts: and then shall every man have praise of God." ------------ god knows these "counsels of the hearts" we do not know............

  Madonna might be like paul, who "made himself" 1 Corinthians 9:22 "To the weak became I as weak, that I might gain the weak: I am made all things to all men, that I might byall means save some." I might add this is certainly something that only just apostles can do 1 Cornithians 9:22. I'm hopefully about to go to a goth um shin dig 😁which not only should 100% be AWESOME and so fun..................without preaching right..............just people seeing jesus in us. This can make a impact, without even saying a word. Fact I been told again and again and again that words are cheap. That what people are looking for is actions......................a smile, a door held open, that can be simple things. I still like blogging soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.....................but blogging nor should "ministries" in general ever EVER ever ever ever ever just be words. 

you can be goth for jesus

you can be emo for jesus

you can be heavy metal for jesus

etc. etc. which is lots of fun 😀

  I would like to bring up this verse as well today, that love "hopeth all things" is it not better to hope good things for one another??????? Then to judge, then to be "gossips" potentially etc. etc.

1 Corinthians 13:7 "Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth allthings, endureth all things."

   yes charity will endure my wearing black jelly bracelets much like madonna did in the 1980's......................

I got's that "blonde ambition" 👄👍💓

Have a great week earth!

The power of thinking on the good.......................

Update 7/27/2023 there was a fire not far away recently, and it potentially burnt chemicals..................THE HORROR. Past few days I've been having a hard time breathing, my husband just came in the room with a oximeter, I'm getting enough oxygen into my system. My like bronchial tube is inflamed, my asthma is so fantastically bad right now ----- hit's off the inhaler do nothing really for me. What has been helping is drinking hot tea, hot coffee's, eating hot foods, and injesting tons of honey...........and not moving much, moving makes it worse.

sheri 2023 is off to take a nap...........says on the internet that an inflamed bronchial tube clears up in 7-10 days........................

there must've been some very bad chemicals in that building..................

(pot holders, and quilted table runners I sewed and am giving to 2 people at church tommorow - this is some the stuffs I sew, I definately have specific items I like to sew)

The power of thinking on the good......................Philippians 4:8 "Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things." Somedays it seems there is no good, and I know this phenomina well................but even then I think there is good to think on.........if only the good that I am doing right now WHICH IS GOOD TO THINK ON!
   We all can bear good fruit...........................which in my estimation is IMMENSE GOOD TO THINK UPON!!!!!!!!! 
That this week I can bear good fruit and etc. etc. all us can do this.........instead of evil speaking work to love one another.............work to bear the good fruit!!!!!!!!!!!
Ephesians 4:30-32 "And grieve not the holy Spirit of God, whereby ye are sealed unto the day of redemption. Let all bitterness, and wrath, and anger, and clamour, and evil speaking, be put away from you, with all malice: And be ye kind one to another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, even as God for Christ's sake hath forgiven you."

  Even if people around me, if they hate me right................I CAN LOVE THEM.....................not render choose not to render evil for evil!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1 Thessalonians 5:15 "See that none render evil for evil unto any man; but ever follow that which is good, both among yourselves, and to all men."

  However you can manage to "ever follow that which is good" BE ABOUT THAT......both among yourselves, and to all men.........DO THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! If that's writting a letter to someone, or sewing them something, or calling them on the phone!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

   God is looking for fruit on this earth.......................it isn't worth sitting around um in some state of woe right cause of the things your enemies have went ahead and done yet again to you this week....................think on the good instead, don't let the evil that is in this world bog you down!!!!!!!!!!!! 

  I want to love people more, I want forgive more, I want to be more like jesus! (maybe some people out there don't want to bear good fruit????????????? BUT I DO!!!!!!!!!!!!) I want to love people and not even have no more evil speaking come from my mouth ever again.............but good things Luke 6:45 "A good man out of the good treasure of his heart bringeth forth that which is good; and an evil man out of the evil treasure of his heart bringeth forth that which is evil: for of the abundance of the heart his mouth speaketh."

  ---------------- that saying is the cup half empty or half full (if it's full of jesus - IT'S FULL!) We can do good, and love one another, and bear good fruit, follow jesus AND BE SAVED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOVE

This world is so ruff to live in. 

sinead o'conner looks to be committed suicide year 2023 when I'm updating this blog post. 

we need to be kinder to one another

not all can even enter the narrow gate I BARELY AM MANAGING IT (getting rid of all my makeup and jewelry) 

Luke 13:24 "Strive to enter in at the strait gate: for many, I say unto you, will seek to enter in, and shall not be able."

 ---- could be their jobs preventing them from being able to enter "at the strait gate"?

--------- could be their REPUTATIONS like high up reputations I'm saying that they don't feel they can afford to loose

it could be some people think they need

worldly tv

and makeup

and maybe for the time being THEY DO FOR THEIR MENTAL HEALTH

such a ruff world we live in

I don't find this world to oftentimes be very "compassionate" oftentimes it can be a really cold place.