At the end of the day it isn't how much I am loved, or how little I am loved.......................but how much do I myself love the church, and people in general that is what is important at the end of the day!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT I LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!......................

Update 7/29/2023 I'm breathing normal again, and the chest/broncial tube pain went away. My main garage sale finds for this weekend...........surprise I am a "weeb"...........like I'm obsessed with the country of Japan and have been for sometime  now, and I have begun watching the anime "Demon Slayer" the future "demon slayer" of the show didn't want to kill a demon............this anime has some real heart to it 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

I'll pry watch this anime next of this shirt, 

1st I watch all of "Demon Slayer" 👍👍👍👍👍

I bought like 3-4 anime shirts at a garage sale today - the starbucks coffee cup at a garage sale today to

living my weeb dream life 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍

my views are near nothing - but people have been really nice to me in my town lately

my latest attacker that tried to anniliate me view posts around the 7/29/2023 time zone on my blog them comment sections to find one or several people having attempted to utterly destroy me. 

I did bring it on myself in that  I do love lucifer

but I have no regrets

I'm myself these days

my weeb butt self.

(my latest painting)

At the end of the day it isn't how much I am loved, or how little I am loved.......................but how much do I myself love the church, and people in general that is what is important at the end of the day!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT I LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  I'm currently in the process of becoming a member of the apostolic christian church of america and the elder of the church gave me a assignment (we have a talk every month) to pinpoint my "shortcomings" and try and come up with solutions for them. 

  My biggest shortcoming ----------- I've had this problem where if someone wrongs me (I'll blow it up into this galactic thing).

  I'm good at eventually showing mercy, I've always sooner or later been real diligient about that...........Matthew 5:7 "Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy."

   The bible says..............Ephesians 4:30-32 "And grieve not the holy Spirit of God, whereby ye are sealed unto the day of redemption. Let all bitterness, and wrath, and anger, and clamour, and evil speaking, be put away from you, with all malice: And be ye kind one to another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, even as God for Christ's sake hath forgiven you."
 I have came up with a solution to this here shortcoming.............to immediately pray!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! If I think someone wronged me - go pray!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And to jump into the mindset to love them.....................to do good to them. (which I think I've definately have started "employing" this technique a bit)

  I think if I have a problem with someone...........if I'm going to talk to anybody about it..................I should go to the person that wronged me and them alone -------------- like skip the whole "evil speaking" scenario right. Matthew 18:15 "Moreover if thy brother shall trespass against thee, go and tell him his fault between thee and him alone: if he shall hear thee, thou hast gained thy brother." I have since discovered, I do appear to gain more respect that way. 

  Like for now on out...................................if I get upset with someone....................I'm going to take note of that for one.........then go pray, and then do some good - talk with them if I feel I need to (which oh boy..............................................likely a whole bunch of people going to be hearing from me at church often hahahahahahahahahh...................................................................................

way I see it, the bearing of good fruit uh athon right...............................will go along so much more smoothly if I just FORGIVE RIGHT OUT THE GATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Mike one the pastors of my church often talks about the devil wanting people to not get along in the church.

  The devil surely doesn't want a church full of people LOVING EACH OTHER!!!!!!!!!!!! That is the goal though that we do love each other............John 13:35 "By this shall all men know that ye are my disciples, if ye have love one to another." Which I think this is happening right now John 13:25 is!!!!!!! 

  The devil he has a short time on the earth the bible says................Revelation 12:12 "Therefore rejoice, ye heavens, and ye that dwell in them. Woe to the inhabiters of the earth and of the sea! for the devil is come down unto you, having great wrath, because he knoweth that he hath but a short time." I very much believe the devil is hard at work to divide especially churches...........he's not about to be able though to stop John 13:35 from happening!!!!!!!!!!! 

 LOVE

  

The power of thinking on the good.......................

Update 7/27/2023 there was a fire not far away recently, and it potentially burnt chemicals..................THE HORROR. Past few days I've been having a hard time breathing, my husband just came in the room with a oximeter, I'm getting enough oxygen into my system. My like bronchial tube is inflamed, my asthma is so fantastically bad right now ----- hit's off the inhaler do nothing really for me. What has been helping is drinking hot tea, hot coffee's, eating hot foods, and injesting tons of honey...........and not moving much, moving makes it worse.

sheri 2023 is off to take a nap...........says on the internet that an inflamed bronchial tube clears up in 7-10 days........................

there must've been some very bad chemicals in that building..................

(pot holders, and quilted table runners I sewed and am giving to 2 people at church tommorow - this is some the stuffs I sew, I definately have specific items I like to sew)

The power of thinking on the good......................Philippians 4:8 "Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things." Somedays it seems there is no good, and I know this phenomina well................but even then I think there is good to think on.........if only the good that I am doing right now WHICH IS GOOD TO THINK ON!
   We all can bear good fruit...........................which in my estimation is IMMENSE GOOD TO THINK UPON!!!!!!!!! 
That this week I can bear good fruit and etc. etc. all us can do this.........instead of evil speaking work to love one another.............work to bear the good fruit!!!!!!!!!!!
Ephesians 4:30-32 "And grieve not the holy Spirit of God, whereby ye are sealed unto the day of redemption. Let all bitterness, and wrath, and anger, and clamour, and evil speaking, be put away from you, with all malice: And be ye kind one to another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, even as God for Christ's sake hath forgiven you."

  Even if people around me, if they hate me right................I CAN LOVE THEM.....................not render choose not to render evil for evil!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1 Thessalonians 5:15 "See that none render evil for evil unto any man; but ever follow that which is good, both among yourselves, and to all men."

  However you can manage to "ever follow that which is good" BE ABOUT THAT......both among yourselves, and to all men.........DO THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! If that's writting a letter to someone, or sewing them something, or calling them on the phone!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

   God is looking for fruit on this earth.......................it isn't worth sitting around um in some state of woe right cause of the things your enemies have went ahead and done yet again to you this week....................think on the good instead, don't let the evil that is in this world bog you down!!!!!!!!!!!! 

  I want to love people more, I want forgive more, I want to be more like jesus! (maybe some people out there don't want to bear good fruit????????????? BUT I DO!!!!!!!!!!!!) I want to love people and not even have no more evil speaking come from my mouth ever again.............but good things Luke 6:45 "A good man out of the good treasure of his heart bringeth forth that which is good; and an evil man out of the evil treasure of his heart bringeth forth that which is evil: for of the abundance of the heart his mouth speaketh."

  ---------------- that saying is the cup half empty or half full (if it's full of jesus - IT'S FULL!) We can do good, and love one another, and bear good fruit, follow jesus AND BE SAVED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOVE

This world is so ruff to live in. 

sinead o'conner looks to be committed suicide year 2023 when I'm updating this blog post. 

we need to be kinder to one another

not all can even enter the narrow gate I BARELY AM MANAGING IT (getting rid of all my makeup and jewelry) 

Luke 13:24 "Strive to enter in at the strait gate: for many, I say unto you, will seek to enter in, and shall not be able."

 ---- could be their jobs preventing them from being able to enter "at the strait gate"?

--------- could be their REPUTATIONS like high up reputations I'm saying that they don't feel they can afford to loose

it could be some people think they need

worldly tv

and makeup

and maybe for the time being THEY DO FOR THEIR MENTAL HEALTH

such a ruff world we live in

I don't find this world to oftentimes be very "compassionate" oftentimes it can be a really cold place.