I am a christian blogger. Though I do love the devil - lucifer.............he had no choice to be "the devil" Cause John 1:1 "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God." Let's not hate god xoxoo everyone, doin our best including Lucifer. If you e-mail me your only going to stress me out more then I already am but to be "easy to intreat" sheriwalz@gmail.com
If you no mercy show me, because I am a lesbian (I'm straight I just making a point), or a muslim, or black, or oriental etc. THAT AIN'T THE WAY IN LIFE IF YOU BE'S A CHRISTIAN OR A JEW I BELIEVE..............Romans 9:18 "Therefore hath he mercy on whom he will have mercy, and whom he will he hardeneth." I love my family they ain't e-mailing me lately (I'm really hated in my family thought of a satan worshipping garbage I KNOW I AM) and the apostolic christian church of america elder that told me I am "the worst ever" and could never be a member of their church --------- GOD HARDENS HEARTS OF WHOLE CHURCHES THESE DAYS IT'S WHOLE ENTIRE CHURCHES............jesus said "they know not what they do" they don't their hearts are HARDENED BY GOD!..................
I billions believe some the israel soldiers and nethyaho however his name is spelled their hearts many of them have been hardened by god THEY HAVE TO BE VERY HARDENED BY GOD RIGHT NOW
CAN GOD SOFTEN HEARTS YA
LET'S HOPE HE DOES CAUSE YIKES
I believe in being merciful I believe in that..............I really do.....................
Psalm 37:25-27 "I have been young, and now am old; yet have I not seen the righteous forsaken, nor his seed begging bread. He is ever merciful, and lendeth; and his seed is blessed. Depart from evil, and do good; and dwell for evermore."
love your enemies
do good to those who spitefully use you................ Matthew 5:44 "But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you;"
I returned, and saw under the sun, that the race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, neither yet bread to the wise, nor yet riches to men of understanding, nor yet favour to men of skill; but time and chance happeneth to them all.
I'm cancelled ya
hardly no traffic to my blog anymore
we can imagine why.................................................................
they need money not to repent most them don't need god/jesus/salvation - they need money
don't we all
don't we all.......................
could be just a song
either way
...............................cause sometimes showing mercy can be really, really sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet
proof of how my blog don't have traffic anymore - I'm that hated...............
just said to my family............
I edited out names...............................I derived much inspiration from a mystery christian author, my ministry and blog is wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy different then their books - but I was greately inspired. (I bet nobody would figure out what author in billions of years - you never would)
I also greatly added to what the mystery author not 2025 said in his books. But because I'm a girl - ignored
Bob Joyce's (probably elvis) sermon tonight he's right! We find mercy from god, cause we ARE MERCIFUL. That's why to forgive a brother!!!!!!!!!!! That we, that I be forgiven BY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Matthew 6:14 "For if ye forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you:" I once complained a lot...........you notice I don't complain so much - let it gooooooooooooo, let it gooooooooooooo...............I let it gooooooooooooo.......................................
bob joyce sermon I'm listening to tonight...........
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OcJAylVUOyk
taylor swift sings "shake it off"!!!!!!!!!!!!
Matthew 6:15 "But if ye forgive not men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses." Let it goooooooooooooooo. I recommend focusing instead on something positive around you.
Philippians 4:8 "Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things."
For me a lot of that is diet, pilates, the bible is positive mostly I feel. Today I did pilates though my right knee is conking out on me again.
people might get mad hearing this
but I really enjoyed the black moon last night
I woke up so refreshed (my knee is in pain, but other then that I feel great!!!!!!!!!!!)
that black moon was soooooooooooooooo relaxing
tootles
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brian's going to massage my knee - who knows if that'll help?????????
I read this verse tonight clearly a allegory cause if you only pluck out one eye, you have one eye left......for me the eye to imaginarily pluck out is the one of offense.............Matthew 18:9 "And if thine eye offend thee, pluck it out, and cast it from thee: it is better for thee to enter into life with one eye, rather than having two eyes to be cast into hell fire." I haven't been attacked online for what maybe 3 months????? But I'm going to be likely attacked violently potentially by many many more christians (it's always christians attacking me bad) That's probably going to happen.......................
From my experience people only want to attack, and stalk you and wait to attack you "for jesus" FOR JESUS THIS IS CHRISTIANS DOING THIS.............Psalm 71:10 "For mine enemies speak against me; and they that lay wait for my soul take counsel together,"................... Matthew 18:6-7 "But whoso shall offend one of these little ones which believe in me, it were better for him that a millstone were hanged about his neck, and that he were drowned in the depth of the sea.Woe unto the world because of offences! for it must needs be that offences come; but woe to that man by whom the offence cometh!"
Matthew 18:6--7 says woe to those whom offenses come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
If you don't forgive
god sends you into some hell..........I guess on earth............
offenses lead to unforgiveness cause your "offended"
your and mine attackers our christian likely attackers WANT US TO BE OFFENDED AND UNFORGIVING AND WANT OUR SOULS TO GO TO HELL Psalm 71:10
Matthew 18:31-35 "So when his fellowservants saw what was done, they were very sorry, and came and told unto their lord all that was done. Then his lord, after that he had called him, said unto him, O thou wicked servant, I forgave thee all that debt, because thou desiredst me: Shouldest not thou also have had compassion on thy fellowservant, even as I had pity on thee? And his lord was wroth, and delivered him to the tormentors, till he should pay all that was due unto him. So likewise shall my heavenly Father do also unto you, if ye from your hearts forgive not every one his brother their trespasses."
"oh sheri now you've gone one eye'd satan worshipping"
for 1
bible says................
Matthew 10:25 "It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?" for two man I tell you all not letting people offend you is the way to go in life if you can manage that cause even if you or I was biffing life - or biffing following jesus 100%.................. Matthew 10:30-32 "But the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Fear ye not therefore, ye are of more value than many sparrows. Whosoever therefore shall confess me before men, him will I confess also before my Father which is in heaven."
I have value
you also have value
it doesn't matter how many christians attack us we have value
Matthew 10:30-32 and let god be true AND EVERY ATTACKING CHRSITIAN A LIAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
God forbid: yea, let God be true, but every man a liar; as it is written, That thou mightest be justified in thy sayings, and mightest overcome when thou art judged.
Did you all know that with your words you could become guilty - but even after speaking things that'd make you guilty - with your words YOU COULD ALSO MAKE YOURSELF INNOCENT!!!!!!!!!!! Matthew 12:37 "For by thy words thou shalt be justified, and by thy words thou shalt be condemned." - I don't dig holes for myself anymore or try not to, just undig. psssssssssssss undig by loving people that's how you do it 1 Peter 4:8 "And above all things have fervent charity among yourselves: for charity shall cover the multitude of sins." Those poor suffering beige clothed christians that likely hate me with a passion a eternal burning passion...........well why wouldn't they burn with hatred for me for all of eternity since how clearly I am not suffering tons of beige clothing like those poor christians have to FOREVER (cause they are suffering for Jesus straight and narrow a lot)............................
there's a way out of that................................
Matthew 12:36-37 "But I say unto you, That every idle word that men shall speak, they shall give account thereof in the day of judgment. For by thy words thou shalt be justified, and by thy words thou shalt be condemned."
"cough sheri in your permanent villian era - um tim tim - tim sheri tim - we saw you few blog posts do full out alchemy in a way we've never seen a sorceror do, or a witch, or a warlock, or a freemason NEVER WE'VE NEVER SEEN ALCHEMY ON THAT LEVEL - ARE YOU THE DEVIL SHERI" ARE YOU THE DEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEVIL
👿 - I do claim myself to be 50% of lucifer
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IN THE 1ST GRADE I STUCK LUCIFER, SATAN, THE DEVILS HEART AND SOUL IN A BOX AND BURRIED IT IN THE GROUND SO HE'D BE MINE FOREVER
GOOD THINKING MINI ME
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I GIVE MY LIFE TO JESUS
I NO WATCH PORN
NO DO DRUGS
I DO FRANKINCENSE NOW INSTEAD FOR ARTHRITIS
AND I SUFFER FOR JESUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm ready to get airborn though......................
READ THIS IN MY BIBLE TODAY...................
Matthew 18:32-35 "Then his lord, after that he had called him, said unto him, O thou wicked servant, I forgave thee all that debt, because thou desiredst me: Shouldest not thou also have had compassion on thy fellowservant, even as I had pity on thee? And his lord was wroth, and delivered him to the tormentors, till he should pay all that was due unto him. So likewise shall my heavenly Father do also unto you, if ye from your hearts forgive not every one his brother their trespasses." ----------- tormentors seems to give credence to the idea of temporary hell that catholics pretty sure believe in.
Cause like if god delivered you to tormentors at like judgement day cause you didn't forgive a few people "from you heart" ------------------- well angels in heaven angels proper they just ain't in the tormenting people buisiness - THEY AIN'T
(you need the special angels in hell for that) 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
if you ain't really gonna launch off with wings
hey even imaginary wings
you gonna fly better having showed people real mercy
👽👽👽👽👽👽👽👽👽👽 we already here THE INVASION HAS ALREADY HAPPENED
My mom telling me forgive everyone which I have......they don't forgive me for being a babylon jewelry and makeup wearing hoar, naw I'm hated on every day of my life and treated very badly and nobody cares on this earth. LUCIFER IS HIS OWN PERSON and I ain't even going to be bothered by most the usa of christianity being stuck in jail soon as lucifer get's here if he does decide to jail most of christian usa aka most of america!!!!!!!! Revelation 2:10 "Fear none of those things which thou shalt suffer: behold, the devil shall cast some of you into prison, that ye may be tried; and ye shall have tribulation ten days: be thou faithful unto death, and I will give thee a crown of life." I gonna be just fine with that......................nobody done caring about me that I can see?????????????.......................
I mean it's the most basic bible verse
whatever you wish did to you
do unto others
Luke 6:31"And as ye would that men should do to you, do ye also to them likewise."
I do give f's about people so don't say I don't
I help fund classrooms near EVERYDAY LATELY
Matthew 24:11-13"And many false prophets shall rise, and shall deceive many. And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold. But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."
What's going to happen to you is going to happen to you
likely if you are a christian jail and eventually death.............when the bible says "faith and patience" of the saints it's saying let people die.....................................
Revelation 13:9-11 "If any man have an ear, let him hear. He that leadeth into captivity shall go into captivity: he that killeth with the sword must be killed with the sword. Here is the patience and the faith of the saints. And I beheld another beast coming up out of the earth; and he had two horns like a lamb, and he spake as a dragon."
Lucifer told me recently don't choose to be human
he's right
being human is HORRIBLE
disease
death
I'm gonna be a beast.......................
gave up on intermittent fasting to much muscle on my body
my stomach ended up in pain from hunger like allllllllll the time, like 5-6 days into me intermittent fasting it was really bad
I need to eat
I need to eat like the beast I am
and the bracelets you judging me over
protect my wrists................
skin is so thin on this particular wrist right now......the silver bracelet has infrared things inside of it................helps thicken up the skin. Also the copper bracelets I wear have magnets which I ain't sure if it's the copper or the magnets?? But the copper bracelets seem to thicken up the skin on the insides of my wrists.
one day a cat scratched the inside of one of my wrists I nearly bled to death!
also have had problem with black berry bushes
the bracelets protect me
and keep the skin inside my wrists thick BOTH
THE MAKEUP
HELL
I'M A BARBIE
I'M ALL ABOUT THAT SHIZ
THAT MEAN I HEADED TO HELL AND YOU MUST HATE ME - THEN YOUR RELIGION SUCKS
BUT I BELIEVE
JESUS SAVES
YA
I LITERALLY BELIEVE THAT
Hebrews 7:25 " Wherefore he is able also to save them to the uttermost that come unto God by him, seeing he ever liveth to make intercession for them." F you if you don't believe Hebrews 7:25 is true mother fers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HATIN MOTHER FERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BESTEST NOT HATE ON MEGAN THEE STALLION EITHER
WE DOIN HOT GIRL SHIZ
CAUSE THAT'S WHAT WE DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
off to bleach my hair - you know why
don't be hatin so much for your lord - you shouldn't want to do that that is a tacky jesus christ following look for those of you that is haters
let us hot chicks hot it
let us hot chicks hot it
my bible done says........................
John 8:36 "If the Son therefore shall make you free, ye shall be free indeed."
I know how to read!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am a barbs
if you are a homely looking no makeup no jewelry on you sad sad sad never getting any..............................................................and you like that hey go ahead I ain't busting your balls like some you been bustin mines!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
("sheri your getting something out of all of this Lucifer is coming to your house as soon as he get's to the earth - we already know your going to be like the MOST rich and famousestestestestest EVER" - I still believe what I'm saying in this blog post)
We should all care about one another - why - cause we are all on this earth. This earth that has taxes, plagues, tornado's etc. TRUE the suffering will never end on this earth, but if we work together a real difference can be made! Matthew 26:11 "For ye have the poor always with you; but me ye have not always." THE POINTING OF THE FINGER SO MANY LIKE TO DO OUT THERE IN THIS "CANCEL CULTURE" ISN'T WHAT WE NEED ON THIS EARTH.............what we "need" on this earth to happen is outlined I do believe in Isaiah chapter 58..............
Isaiah 58
4 Behold, ye fast for strife and debate, and to smite with the fist of wickedness:(sheri interjecting this is what people are doing out there - they are using CHRISTIANITY - or "their faith" their "holiness" TO JUSTIFY ATTACKING OTHERS AND ATTACKING OTHERS BELIEFS AND/OR SEXUAL PERSUASIONS OF BEING LGBTQIA - OR THE ATTACK ON ME FOR LOVING LUCIFER AND HIS MEN IT'S A REAL ATTACK ON ME EITHER BY CHRISTIANS OR PEOPLE THAT THINK THEY ARE REALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLY HOLY) ye shall not fast as ye do this day, to make your voice to be heard on high.
5 Is it such a fast that I have chosen? a day for a man to afflict his soul? is it to bow down his head as a bulrush, and to spread sackcloth and ashes under him? wilt thou call this a fast, and an acceptable day to the Lord?
6 Is not this the fast that I have chosen? to loose the bands of wickedness, to undo the heavy burdens, and to let the oppressed go free, and that ye break every yoke?ME SHERI INTERJECTING - AMEN!!!!!!!!!!
7 Is it not to deal thy bread to the hungry, and that thou bring the poor that are cast out to thy house? when thou seest the naked, that thou cover him; and that thou hide not thyself from thine own flesh? (interjecting again sheri is - to notice that oh wait I was wearing makeup and jewelry that isn't so "straight and narrow" of me - but that's just my personal realization)
8 Then shall thy light break forth as the morning, and thine health shall spring forth speedily: and thy righteousness shall go before thee; the glory of the Lord shall be thy reward.
9 Then shalt thou call, and the Lord shall answer; thou shalt cry, and he shall say, Here I am. If thou take away from the midst of thee the yoke, the putting forth of the finger, and speaking vanity;
10 And if thou draw out thy soul to the hungry, and satisfy the afflicted soul; then shall thy light rise in obscurity, and thy darkness be as the noon day:
11 And the Lord shall guide thee continually, and satisfy thy soul in drought, and make fat thy bones: and thou shalt be like a watered garden, and like a spring of water, whose waters fail not.
I donate to charities
I volunteer at food banks (ya that's plural more then 1)
I have for years
but at the hands of my attackers on the internet that's all worth nothing why because I love lucifer and his men that don't make sense, neither their logic they tell me that I hate everyone, or even that there is or was a attack against me in the 1st place.
people can hate me (I shouldn't have to like it and I ain't been liking it)
and I am very hated..............................
But ask yourselves - what is the entire "cancel culture" really doing? I mean if you all want to be "woke" n'stuff go scroll back up read.....Isaiah 58:4 "Behold, ye fast for strife and debate, and to smite with the fist of wickedness:........................."
ps............. I realize that most people aren't even bothered when someone is attacked badly on the internet ------- that this is literally the "culture" we live in.
we should want a "better" culture then that!!!!!!!!!
I'm just sitting here waiting for the people that attacked me for days "for the lord" on my blog to haul at me again cause they surely seem determined to utterly anniliate me "for jesus"
Genesis 4:7 "If thou doest well, shalt thou not be accepted? and if thou doest not well, sin lieth at the door. And unto thee shall be his desire, and thou shalt rule over him." - I do do well. I do continually donate to charities. Me and my husband took a break from volunteering at foodbank........but bout to start up again (he likes volunteering at a different food bank then me ------ I've been humoring him ---- I don't like not like the food bank he likes ----------- I just prefer the other foodbank I volunteered at for safe to say years --------- both are very "organized" but the one has better food to box and pack........................I think my husbands "fave" foodbank to volunteer at depresses me some)
(put a fake air plant from ikea awhile ago bought this air plant, into the candle holder I bought at a garage sale today for 50 cents, it's so cute 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓)
Update 10/3/2026 If you watch garage sale video haul amber not dna related to me likely not, sister (I saw her 1st generic dna test it said 97% finland, I didn't see the 2nd generic dna test results of the 2nd generic dna test she took). Big sister below (7 years we were in arizona, so I basically didn't like grow up with her) she goes to church............like regularly................but she is also sinless like my family when they got mad at me, her and her daughter for posting up family pics on instagram (because they did something I didn't know was illegial at the time in the pictures --------- instead of them admitting to any "sins" they blamed me for posting up family photo's online how dare I post up family pictures on the internet...........and then I tried to say to my family and on the internet wait it's totally normal though to post up this was for a baby shower some cute family pics that I hadn't did the outragous mega sin badness they were accusing me of). I took the pictures down -------- even though let's say they were just friends right, even posting up pics some of a friends baby shower you attended I don't think that would warrant the people that did the baby shower to chew you out to take down the pics ------- even in that event I don't think that'd be normal what happened to me. They live 1 1/2 hour away from me and they knew the laws where they lived and knew they weren't obeying them at that time. But again they couldn't own up to that I got to be the "sinner" and in the "wrong" for posting up any pictures of any family members ever how dare my sinful piece of shi--..................
it's fine I ok I be ok
deleted original blog post cause I had the instagram page of my probably not dna related to be "big sister" that also never lived with my family and we lived in arizona most my childhood away from her because many people in my family MORE THEN ONE have threatened to sue me badly, 2 of her family have threatened lawsuits one not living anymore.
My family wants to sue me badly I think they regularly scour my blog looking for reasons to hate me more and/or sue me especially my brother and his wife it don't look to be they like me at all.
1 day my brothers wife went crazy on my blog and I was told I was clean told she went crazy scouring my blog for hours and hours on end (but like I don't know how often they scour my blog but I know they do my family does).
I've learned everyone on earth besides me is sinless holy awesome they can't handle any any whether GOOD OR BAD talk about them on the internet if you talk about them on the internet that's it they hate your guts forever for their lord jesus christ NO MERCY FOR YOU SON OF A BIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII. (from my experience)
I believe. Luke 6:38 "Give, and it shall be given unto you; good measure, pressed down, and shaken together, and running over, shall men give into your bosom. For with the same measure that ye mete withal it shall be measured to you again.".............
What's about to happen to me/with me really ain't even going to seem fair.
it's not
it's not going to seem fair
it's going to hinge on 1 choice
I already made
Money isn't all you can give people
let me inform you all how to win big
you can also give mercy
(but mercy don't mean I gonna let people continue to stomp on me, I tellllllllllllllllllllllllllll the people in my family I am done with them making fun of me, I'll tell em that til they finally understand in technicolor..........I'm not sure they can change though, I think they might just be "that family" There was a lady named Jerri Lee that was my grandpa's 2nd wife's daughter, they cracked jokes about her and talked very badly about her at family get togethers ------- I always tried to defend Jerri Lee and I hanged out with her, even helped her move once.........so there is a "pattern" in my family)
Luke 6:35-37 "But love ye your enemies, and do good, and lend, hoping for nothing again; and your reward shall be great, and ye shall be the children of the Highest: for he is kind unto the unthankful and to the evil. Be ye therefore merciful, as your Father also is merciful. Judge not, and ye shall not be judged: condemn not, and ye shall not be condemned: forgive, and ye shall be forgiven:"
Psalm 37:25-26 "I have been young, and now am old; yet have I not seen the righteous forsaken, nor his seed begging bread. He is ever merciful, and lendeth; and his seed is blessed."
How many people am I willing to forgive and love so that my life finally get's better
let me see
oh ya
all em
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it's on
it's on
it's on
something big
you don't think it's big
you think I'm a nothing nobody girl
(as if there even is nothing nobody girls - common value women more out there please)
(my family hasn't had a family get together in well over a year - my not dna related to me sister says it's because there isn't a reason to have a family get together --------- I find that to be not a sufficient reply -------- what families just don't have family get togethers AT ALL for over a year ------------ I tell you none pry but mine)
I'm the current Jerri Lee of my family
I'm the current joke of my family
I don't see a end to it
cause I gonna keep loving lucifer, satan, and Jesus christ the lord as well (they making fun at me for my love of satan)
I ain't going to change
this is me
and to them that is hilarious such a ha ha ha joke
I can't take being laughed at by my family anymore
nobody now nobody is going to "build me up" ok
but I know when I've done been laughed at more then I can handle
I advise you all to invest in people. The abundant life, is one of giving. People often are very "money centric" but investing is dealing with a whole lot more then money in reality. Acts 20:35 "I have shewed you all things, how that so labouring ye ought to support the weak, and to remember the words of the Lord Jesus, how he said, It is more blessed to give than to receive."......................read the verse before that though Acts 20:33 "I have coveted no man's silver, or gold, or apparel." His eyesight.........his view, wasn't upon the luxurious goods of the earth..................... Maybe if the lord would've became rich, He would've been ok with that. If say He got a fancier boat, I'm sure he would be glad to have a fancier boat.
but the things of the earth was NEVER
in His mind where "real riches" are located
it's our friends
it's our family
real riches aren't money
money
can happen
I do not agree with the apostolic christian church of america who have told me if I were to become rich, then I am a horrible sinner
MONEY CAN HAPPEN
Do no mourn that you do not have what that person has or that person has or that person has
instead look around you, look who God has placed in your life. Think on how you can invest in those relationships.
because the "holocrux" of "life more abundantly"
that Jesus Christ THE LORD
came to bring
is one of "investing in the people around you" - AND THEN THAT COMES BACK TO YOU
Luke 6:37-39 "Judge not, and ye shall not be judged: condemn not, and ye shall not be condemned: forgive, and ye shall be forgiven: Give, and it shall be given unto you; good measure, pressed down, and shaken together, and running over, shall men give into your bosom. For with the same measure that ye mete withal it shall be measured to you again. And he spake a parable unto them, Can the blind lead the blind? shall they not both fall into the ditch?"
ps........previous blog post is not me insulting the lord
The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly.
you forgive people you have life more abundantly - now that don't mean they stay in your life (in cases where they are abusive, or in my experience ACTIVE FUGITIVES OF THE LAW ----------- I found out where my fugitive of the law ex-best friend is living -------------------- I come from a family who worked prison jobs for years, so I'm snoopy........................her and her christian book writing husband.......he don't write books anymore though since how he's a fugitive of the law and everything but his books do still sell you all are buying them up to and he's definately making money from them........................anyways they are living in a apartment now..............they can't buy a house with fugitive of the law criminal records like that I know the law real well)
It was not sufficient for me to of stayed friends with my ex-best friend
that would of been HORRIBLE
if I had decided to be a friend with a full blown fugitive of the law
I forgive her for insulting me
she had to make "digs" at me to make herself feel better while being a criminal and a fugitive of the law
HAVE A GREAT DAY!
PEOPLE ARE MOST THE TIME WORTH IT
(some sinners though according to the bible you have to deliver to satan the devil to deal with aka my ex-best friend and her christian author criminal husband)
1 Corinthians 5:5 "To deliver such an one unto Satan for the destruction of the flesh, that the spirit may be saved in the day of the Lord Jesus." - I putted and stamp on them 2 and sent them to lucifer. Feel sorry for the devil cause THAT IS SOME STINKY MAIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ps ------------ said ex-best friend might not be a full blown fugitive of the law still ------------- I'd have to look that up. But they most definately were full blown fugitives of the law, when I unfriended them and they were fugitives for good 6 months and I was like that's it, I don't want to be friends with criminal fugitives of the law like that. (((((((((they were supposed to be in a particular state, and show up to court ---------------- and they refused for good 6 months they were in hiding))))))))))) Maybe they are still "in hiding"
I'm back from the conference I didn't stay for the whole thing. We are supposed to be in general perfect if you didn't know that now you know Matthew 5:48 "Be ye therefore perfect, even as your Father which is in heaven is perfect." (that wasn't a bible verse at the conference - that's what god has on my heart right now and the verses around that)...................
Matthew 5:46-48 "For if ye love them which love you, what reward have ye? do not even the publicans the same? And if ye salute your brethren only, what do ye more than others? do not even the publicans so? Be ye therefore perfect, even as your Father which is in heaven is perfect."
At the conference 1st night I weared a ghostbusters t-shirt to it and black velvet pants, and goth makeup..............I literally heard people say "that girl in the ghost shirt is scary" - oh I heard them.
I didn't turns out get anything out of the conference, that was about "mercy" and "forgiveness" ------ but God has sticky noted Matthew 5:46-48 for me post the conference.
I went to this conference for what 4-5 hours and it was pry a great conference for some people, it just didn't do anything for me.
"perfect" in my estimation is some sort of willingness to give people a chance
or in some cases a 2nd chance
or a billionth chance
that is perfect
We aren't supposed to merely be "merciful" though being "merciful" is great if K- and A- could ever be merciful people that would be great for them if they could ever achieve that. We are supposed to be PERFECT.
Or shoot to be perfect - many of us somedays mess up flub up maybe judge someone for instance FOR INSTANCE stay away from that person you thus judged, don't love them, talk about how "scary" they look wearing their ghostbusters t-shirt I know some you church folk don't want to love the "scary" people because they are soooooooooo scary. (((((((if your talking about how scary I look are you loving me?????????? ------- my vote is you ain't loving me in that event))))))))) Cause Matthew 5:48 "Be ye therefore perfect, even as your Father which is in heaven is perfect."
But we are all sinners in need of Jesus
so I forgive the mega church
Wake up everyday and be like I'm going to be nice to people.
I'm going to give people a chance.
And this weekend I'm going back to the baptist church down the street. ((((((((((((((I think my goth self fairs a little better at that church)))))))))))
I gonna say this
you want to know where the "most perfectest" church are
you want a clue
walk into churches looking like night of the living dead see how they treat you
see if they be's making comments about you a few feet away about how "scary" you look
YOU'LL BE REAL TIPPED OFF QUICK THAT WAY
this isn't a phase being Goth
this is 24/7
this is my lifestyle
I am not trying to be "scary" either
or scare people
this is my lifestyle
Raise your glass fellow freaks.............
I think goths oftentimes are the closest to perfection
that ain't me bragging
that's my honest belief
because when I was a kid
watching the Adams Family
and The Monsters
both those shows those people were nice to the normies
they were nice to the "weirdo's"
I am not scared of you like some of you are in terror the grips of of me 👄
Video tour no way I could show how much this room "transformed" today without giving a video tour. And it was hot today even with the air conditioning going.
As usual turn up the volume to hear evp's from satan, lucifer, the devil (I do believe strongly he is going to keep his word with me).
----------- and I will like owning more properties and boats, the part of being "future rich" I not into is I don't know if I like socializing that much...................for me socializing is 4 out of 10 at best. Maybe 5 out of 10 if the food is good.
Maybe blame it on my friends from high school that had parties with live rock concerts where they got CRAZY
and also tons of booze, booze and booze and booze and not many beers the high end booze
Update 6/14/2026 pry will add to this post later cause brian is putting together our new bedframe so that brian can finally sleep in our room again (our old bedframe was veryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy high up - and I worry for our corgi that if he were to not jump right off the thing he might get hurt). In a few hours we will have a bed frame in our room nice a low and safe 😊 And I like this new bedframe better, it reminds me of a sportscar 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
Haven't ate breakfast at this point, enjoyed shabbating yesterday found a great great african american church online - was digging the music. They sang some song about how easy it is to love one another cause the "jesus in me is the jesus in you" - never heard that song before GREAT SONG!
the finished look : ).............
before photo the before bed is from ikea and it was just to high for our sons corgi...........
Once I was heavily about getting revenge (mostly back when I was a practicing witch - witch craft doing). But last night watching Joel Osteen he was totally right, mercy is "the thing to do" Matthew 5:7 "Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy." Like if god was ever to "move me up" in life it would be horrible for me to "exact revenge" on people all the sudden and I wouldn't want to be that way, I wouldn't want to hold onto anger etc. I told my parents, I view myself as a "servant of the people" (now whether I am a "quality" servant of the people or a very bad one ------ I mean I'll full out say it, people have complained on my blog that I post "worldly songs" I am open about how stinky I actually am 1 Corinthians 15:9 "For I am the least of the apostles, that am not meet to be called an apostle, because I persecuted the church of God." I'm definately NOT saying I'm a apostle at all, I'm just "down there" "way down there" waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay down there. Refer to the previous blog post where I'm talking about taking the "low room" in life and how I view being goth as one of the "low rooms" (Luke 14:10) https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2020/12/video-blog-post-one-day-at-store-some.html That's allllllllllllllll people I been gunning to "serve" LGBTQ, all races of people, like all people I want to be a servant of the people. That doesn't mean I don't want to be famous...........don't get me wrong. man let me tell you all A fool such as myself could really "have it all" IT'S POSSIBLE! But I don't estimate it would happen if I was "vengeful" If I was proud or highminded.
The will of god isn't that we exact "revenge" on each other. The will of god I truelly believe is that everyone come to repentance and be saved. 2 Peter 3:9 "The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance."
Did Josephs brother's do joseph wrong? ya
Was Joseph so wronged he could've exacted revenge...........and maybe at least get some sympathy from some folks since how he was what thrown in a lions den.......potentially. (or some pit he was thrown in, I think there was lions there?)
But the time for joseph to witness of the love of god to his brothers, was exactly the moment when instead of revenge, joseph choose mercy.
Genesis 44:1-2 "And he commanded the steward of his house, saying, Fill the men's sacks with food, as much as they can carry, and put every man's money in his sack's mouth. And put my cup, the silver cup, in the sack's mouth of the youngest, and his corn money. And he did according to the word that Joseph had spoken."
Joel Osteen said God won't move you up in life until your fully ready to be "moved up" in life..............until your at that point that you can really show mercy to your enemies and love them. Joseph was placed in a leadership role truelly because god saw that he was ready.
hmmmmmm what song for this one????????/................uhhhhhhhhh just don't listen to the lyrics uhhhhhhhhhh I'M LIKELY A TRAD GOTH (cough with vampire uhhhhh uhhhhh)....................ya let's play "master and servants"..............
THE WAY UP IN LIFE IS VIA "GOING DOWN"
IN HUMILITY
LIKE JESUS
Philippians 2:8 "And being found in fashion as a man, he humbled himself, and became obedient unto death, even the death of the cross."
Sheri 10/21/2024 understands why this at the moment is my most popular blog post EVERYONE WANTS TO BE INNOCENT FURTHER BELIEVES THEMSELVES TO BE INNOCENT. They ain't though. If everyone was innocent this verse wouldn't exist but it does exist iniquity does happen it probably has happened to most of us...................that's real people that did real wrong to us..........but we are told by our own pastors to pretend nobody ever or ever does nothing to us oftentimes. NO MANY OF US ARE ABUSED, TREATED UNFAIRLY AT OUR JOBS (NOT ME I'M TREATED WELL AT MY JOB) - this shiz happenssssssssssssssssLuke 13:27 "But he shall say, I tell you, I know you not whence ye are; depart from me, all ye workers of iniquity."
mercy is great
but so is "realness"
are you being abused
BE REAL ABOUT THAT IF ANYTHING IN YOUR BRAINS
THINK "damn I'm being beated everyday, I better figure up some way to get to safety"
don't not blame the person beating you because your a christians and some pastor preached some sermon that nobody wrongs nobody ever and you can't blame nobody for nothing else your a sinner
Confirming the souls of the disciples, and exhorting them to continue in the faith, and that we must through muchtribulation enter into the kingdom of God.
SO IF YOU A CHRISTIAN facts you are either currently going "though it" or your going to AT THE HANDS OF ACTUAL PEOPLE! if your being beaten being treated bad, being in some "denial" of that going on ain't it for ones mental health
now you may be trapped
trapped real good
but for mental healths sake ACKNOWLEDGE AT LEAST IN YOUR BRAINS "THIS IS BADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD"
But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you;
I'M CONSIDER A SATAN WORSHIPPING WORTHLESS PIECE OF TRASH BISH BECAUSE I LIVE IN REALITY
It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?
CRAP BLOG POST I MADE IN 10/10/2020 THAT PEOPLE ARE LOVING SO BADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD 10/21/2024.....................................I see that this church deleted their account with the link below.........fine, nothing in this blog post is me accusing them of anything of which they could sue me for. So I'm keeping this blog post up.
nothing I can do about every ministry, every human or robot even probably as well deleting all their content often........and people do delete all their content often out there. WHAT CAN I DO ABOUT IT????????????????????
I agree with the pastor of Flagstaff Christian Fellowship that the mark of true repentance is you don't blame people anymore. From the heart the bible says stems the issues of life Proverbs 4:23 "Keep thy heart with all diligence; for out of it are the issues of life."................
Link to the sermon that inspired this blog post sermonaudio.com/sermon/99225162257380 Proverbs 4:19-27 "The way of the wicked is as darkness: they know not at what they stumble. My son, attend to my words; incline thine ear unto my sayings. Let them not depart from thine eyes; keep them in the midst of thine heart. For they are life unto those that find them, and health to all their flesh. Keep thy heart with all diligence; for out of it are the issues of life. Put away from thee a froward mouth, and perverse lips put far from thee. Let thine eyes look right on, and let thine eyelids look straight before thee. Ponder the path of thy feet, and let all thy ways be established. Turn not to the right hand nor to the left: remove thy foot from evil."
Plenty of saints were jailed in the bible and they didn't complain and whine though bad things had happened to them..........what they do........they prayed. They were like nice to their jailors.
Revelation 13:10 "He that leadeth into captivity shall go into captivity: he that killeth with the sword must be killed with the sword. Here is the patience and the faith of the saints."
I am "zoning in" on the stopping putting forth the finger ---- accusing people of stuff - blame, the blame game........but I am particularly zealous for this whole bit of the bible............
Isaiah 58:9-14 "Then shalt thou call, and the Lord shall answer; thou shalt cry, and he shall say, Here I am. If thou take away from the midst of thee the yoke, the putting forth of the finger, and speaking vanity; And if thou draw out thy soul to the hungry, and satisfy the afflicted soul; then shall thy light rise in obscurity, and thy darkness be as the noon day: And the Lord shall guide thee continually, and satisfy thy soul in drought, and make fat thy bones: and thou shalt be like a watered garden, and like a spring of water, whose waters fail not. And they that shall be of thee shall build the old waste places: thou shalt raise up the foundations of many generations; and thou shalt be called, The repairer of the breach, The restorer of paths to dwell in. If thou turn away thy foot from the sabbath, from doing thy pleasure on my holy day; and call the sabbath a delight, the holy of the Lord, honourable; and shalt honour him, not doing thine own ways, nor finding thine own pleasure, nor speaking thine own words: Then shalt thou delight thyself in the Lord; and I will cause thee to ride upon the high places of the earth, and feed thee with the heritage of Jacob thy father: for the mouth of the Lord hath spoken it."
I choose this song, because I am the type that if I'm in any sort of "jail" at all..............I'll just sit and plot a way out.............or even a "tee hee" escape.........................
Facts a "tee hee" escape could be real nice
😁
Have a great day!
Shabbat Shalom!
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Married 23+ years. 2 young adult kids. Work in the realistate industry. Loves Nordick Track ski machine's, kayaking.
I accept jesus as my lord and savior. But I am going with Lucifer once he get's to this earth. I don't want to die! I don't feel up to this point I've really lived life yet!
And I am rooting for Lucifer, he's a underdog like me. Trying his best I SWEAR IT, he's doing a job the job god created him to do cause John 1:1 "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God."
Some you think Lucifer had some chance to repent - I DON'T SEE THOSE BIBLE VERSES?
Are the LGBTQ really all headed to hell? I HAVE HOPE FOR SOME OF THE LGBTQ 1 Corinthians 13:7 "Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things." If you believe all LGBTQ are headed to hell - how then do you have hope for them? (if you say go to church and a LGBTQ is sitting next to you with their partner the 2 of them never planning on becoming straight people ever maybe married 20 years or more - yet your deeming them "doomed to hell") HOW THEN DO YOU HAVE LOVE FOR THEM - FOR "CHARITY" LOVE "HOPETH ALL THINGS!
I edited out names...............................I derived much inspiration from a mystery christian author, my ministry and blog is wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy different then their books - but I was greately inspired. (I bet nobody would figure out what author in billions of years - you never would) 
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