I get tired of having to fight all the time to be treated == to what I'm actually worth. To be valued === to what I am actually worth. But I'm going to have to just accept this, cause this world isn't full of a bunch of loving christians is it?

So I tried to submit photo's 5 them to be exact to shutterstock all were rejected, I think I'll include the rejects for this post................it's not shutterstocks fault.   Turns out a robot views the photo's to begin with and you don't even get people viewing your photo's until one photo actually get's approved into shutterstock.
 I'm not giving up
if I gots to buy a better camera - hint to brian.....................................🎄🎅
  I went on a athon in a e-mail this morning, so frustrated, even though I know it was a robot that denied my photo's..............so convinced I am absolutely comprable to the best in the entire world when it comes to lensball photography.
  And it ain't even me braggin..............cause I got a college degree in art. I took tons and tons and tons of photography classes in my past, I learned. I NEED A BETTER CAMERA THAT'S MY CURRENT ISSUE. Ain't my photography skills.
  I was frustrated vocalized my feeling real well in e-mail this morning, it's not the shutterstocks fault, their robot brought up pre-existing frustration I have had with basically earth............................

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ya I add the Jesus cross cause all earth nearly is christian or at the very least they allllllllll saints

they allllllllllllllllll out there you ask em

"hey you a saint"?????????

they gonna say something pious pry like "I believe I am a good person, I do many good deeds" -- SAINTS COMMON

YOUR A SAINT

OH YOU READING THIS: SAINT I KNOW IT, YOU DON'T HAVE TO TELL ME I ALREADY KNOW IT

   I get tired of having to fight all the time to be treated == to what I'm actually worth. To be valued === to what I am actually worth. But I'm going to have to just accept this, cause this world isn't full of a bunch of loving christians is it?

NO THIS WORLD IS NOT FULL OF A BUNCH OF LOVING CHRISTIANS, IT IS FULL OF..................

Galatians 5:18-20 

18 But if ye be led of the Spirit, ye are not under the law.

19 Now the works of the flesh are manifest, which are these; Adultery, fornication, uncleanness, lasciviousness,

20 Idolatry, witchcraft, hatred, variance, emulations, wrath, strife, seditions, heresies,

 Only a remnant shall be saved Romans 9:27 "Esaias also crieth concerning Israel, Though the number of the children of Israel be as the sand of the sea, a remnant shall be saved:" If you not a jew, your "grafted in" well as being a graftedinian you are then counted as part of "the number of the children of Israel" ---------------- but even if that is as "the sand of the sea, a remnant shall be saved" ----------- the rest is definitely

definitely

definitely

most em

not following me on instagram

oh they ain't (I relate to childish gambino, when he sings about how american's owe him some followers on instagram...................

 Christian country so christian where everybody be's loving everybody well then how many followers on instagram should each person actually have then if that is the real case???????????????

I'm not saying that should be uhhhhhhhh I don't know how many people are in america???????????? Uh 50 million followers, but like if I am loved right

and this country everyone christian - loving

math === like a few 1000 anyways...........that's pry the real bottom tier even if I totally trashed my instagram bad

but reality........................195 followers at the moment

I tryin to say something right now

in this country where everyone is supposedly "christian"

gonna get my money

I tell you all if you done still judging me over wanting to have money

look

god wants us to be zealous and on fire

well to be successful is a zeal

it is a real zeal

and you know what you can't donate to many charities etc

IF YOU DON'T GOT MUCH MONEY!

That robot on shutterstock is real picky cause I think this photo is niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiice
like print it out poster size and hang it on my wall nice.

I'm also very fond of this photo.

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Today I loved some of my "enemies" the apostolic christian church of america - though how much they are or aren't my enemies I ain't even sure??????????...................................

Update 12/22/2024 fresh video talking about hopefully going on ozempic soon..................(ps though christiana aguilera evidentally never took ozempic to get that thin, she says it's just from excersizing etc.) 

but I have diabeties

so when you have diabeties no shame in the ozempic game...............

diabeties will clean put lbs on people oh ya...........................cause the sugars that process in all the non diabetic bodies...............just turns into fat on diabetics (like I'm talking minute amounts of sugar - I'm not talking about eating tons of sugar) 

I'm saying diabetics I do believe are at a weight loss disadvantage

our bodies HAVE BETRAYED US!!!!!!!!!!!

oh mini me from 2018 in video below you better go the gym little lady you better sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeat...........................love your enemies another day little mini me from 2018 YOU BETTER SWEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT.........................

  Today I loved some of my "enemies" the apostolic christian church of america - though how much they are or aren't my enemies I ain't even sure?????????? I believe heeding the word of god is all about many little "baby steps" - and if you endure unto the end you will be saved according to the word of god!!!!!!!! LET'S ALL ENDURE TO THE END! Matthew 10:22 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that endureth to the end shall be saved." Matthew 10:22 says we will be hated of all men for jesus's name sake...................but I find it easiest when looking for some enemies to love to pinpoint a group of people that maybe more of them don't like me per capita then at other churches (I'm talking like what maybe 35% whopping percent might not like me at the apostolic christian church of america...........potentially I'm saying, cause I have elaborated GREATLY on my complete disdain of their 1 last remaining "commandment of men" aka nobody there is allowed to wear wedding rings and be members of their church at the same time.
   That "commandment of men" I feel plenty needs to be challenged to this day, because if something like that divides the body of christ...............whether that is 1 person or a few people, or even a whole church off from all of the rest of the body of christ (or a great deal of the rest of the body of christ because the apostolic christian church of america does have "sister churches" sounds plural but the only "sister church" I know that they do have is the menonites). In reality all christian churches in the body of christ should be our "sister churches"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ONE BODY!
Ephesians 4:4-6 

4 There is one body, and one Spirit, even as ye are called in one hope of your calling;

5 One Lord, one faith, one baptism,

6 One God and Father of all, who is above all, and through all, and in you all.

Heck ya Ephesians 4:4-6 I KNOW THAT'S RIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

   So I am billion million trillion capillion % sure that the apostolic christian church of america's one remaining "commandment of men" of no wedding rings allowed is a mega big problem for them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

   But anyways, I find that it's hard to heed all the bible at once.....................heed a bit here and there right....................one day you might focus on one thing another the other (for instance one day I might work on being more humble). I big time believer this is big part of following jesus, it's a daily effort of working to humble oursevles, deny ourselves take up our crosses, love our enemies. And as we keep on doing these things, we may stink at being humble to begin with right, and stink at loving our enemies to begin with etc. Like the karate kid in the original karate kid movie -------- he waxed on and waxed off and stained mr. Miagi's porch etc. etc. and as he was doing these things HE WAS BUILDING THE SKILLS TO ACTUALLY SUCCEED AT KARATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

   My advice to the whole earth is don't give up. Especially not giving up following jesus, maybe there are some things in life to quit, I quited studying to become a medical biller, it just wasn't going to happen I was failing way to many of the tests!!!!!!!!!!!! But your soul is so important..................DON'T GIVE UP! 

  Said hi to the elders wife, who I'd like to hang out with again........................so that's for the record the elder of silverton...................I have I believe driven him completely UP THE WALL. But I like his wife, some people you just get along with. Some people you are like 

aye

aye

don't matter if they believe 100% like you really, or not for me it don't! 

  Also I e-mailed my family and the 4 members of the apostolic christian church of america I e-mail and I told them.........

  In the bible times right paul said  1 Corinthians 14:33 "For God is not the author of confusion, but of peace, as in all churches of the saints." All these "churches of the saints" they were like the churches of today in the body of christ, they each had their own little "personality" to them..............it was still even back then one faith, one lord, one baptism

ONE BODY!!

Ephesians 4:5 "One Lord, one faith, one baptism,"

Romans 12:5 "So we, being many, are one body in Christ, and every one members one of another."

1 Corinthians 10:17
For we being many are one bread, and one body: for we are all partakers of that one bread.

"for we are alllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll partakers of that one bread!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

  I have noticed the baptist church likes their "baptist" """"""style"""""""" it happens to be I don't agree with their "once saved always saved" belief, but that isn't such a concern to me really, cause they still are a part of the """"""""""""whole""""""""""" to the point that baptist pastors could go to a four square church and guest preach or something???????????? etc. etc.

  They like their own "style" and churches they can have a style and like it................but if something in a church does cause a large division of a church off from most of the whole rest of the body of christ then that "something" is a problem cause it is one faith, one lord, one baptism........................................................."""""""""""ONE BODY IN CHRIST"""""""""""!

  My song choice for this blog post is relevant cause right there in this video on the pulpit are the words............."one lord, one faith, one baptistm - AMEN! Chaka Khan sang this real good to, I am really holy spirit filled after listening to her sing this, and Chaka's hair does look good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!........................

Have a great day earth!

LOVE

  pppps.................my current "cross and skullbones for the lord" personal status...........is also a "style" for I have bible verses to back myself up..............

Romans 6:4 "Therefore we are buried with him by baptism into death: that like as Christ was raised up from the dead by the glory of the Father, even so we also should walk in newness of life."
Colossians 2:12 "Buried with him in baptism, wherein also ye are risen with him through the faith of the operation of God, who hath raised him from the dead."
  I realize that Romans 6:4 and Colossians 2:12 might start out symbolism BUT THOSE TWO VERSES AREN'T SUPPOSED TO REMAIN SYMBOLISM!!!!!!!!!!!!

1 Corinthians 15:31 "I protest by your rejoicing which I have in Christ Jesus our Lord, I die daily."

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I have found offenses they do happen at churches whilst following jesus clean FIERY TRIALS HAPPEN.......................

Fresh 2/17/2022 update video : )....................

Nehemiah 8:10 "Then he said unto them, Go your way, eat the fat, and drink the sweet, and send portions unto them for whom nothing is prepared: for this day is holy unto our Lord: neither be ye sorry; for the joy of the Lord is your strength."

I have found offenses they do happen at churches whilst following jesus clean FIERY TRIALS HAPPEN......................just keep going, keep following jesus. (maybe that person had a bad day - probably - maybe they were demon possessed at the time the bible does say................Ephesians 6:12 "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.") There are legions of demons out there clean legions the bible talks about Mark 5:9 "And he asked him, What is thy name? And he answered, saying, My name is Legion: for we are many." When I hear about bad things happening on the news some of which as of last year I can't even imagine, like I still am not able to process in my mind what happened at "sandy hook elementary" one thing I can like recogn with myself is the darkness is real. (but god/jesus/holy spirit also WAY REAL)
     1 Peter 4:11-13 "If any man speak, let him speak as the oracles of God; if any man minister, let him do it as of the ability which God giveth: that God in all things may be glorified through Jesus Christ, to whom be praise and dominion for ever and ever. Amen. Beloved, think it not strange concerning the fiery trial which is to try you, as though some strange thing happened unto you: But rejoice, inasmuch as ye are partakers of Christ's sufferings; that, when his glory shall be revealed, ye may be glad also with exceeding joy." If your following jesus I greately recogn.....................YOU WILL HAVE STRUGGLES THEY WON'T BE AVOIDABLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! KEEP FOLLOWING JESUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HANG IN THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Mark 4:17 "And have no root in themselves, and so endure but for a time: afterward, when affliction or persecution ariseth for the word's sake, immediately they are offended."
if you believe in christ and the way he paved enough - you won't give up,
Hebrews 10:39 "But we are not of them who draw back unto perdition; but of them that believe to the saving of the soul."
  If there's legions of demons out there and there is, and you start to follow jesus and walk in faith.....................gates of hell pry will come after you pry a 1 Peter 4:11-13 "fiery trail which is to try you"......................DON'T GIVE UP!

Exodus 20:12 "Honour thy father and thy mother: that thy days may be long upon the land which the Lord thy God giveth thee."..................

I'm pretty sure my mom will like these butterfly yard stakes

there's like 24 of them 

and their wings flap in the wind 😁👍

LOVE