I often worry that I'll never be blessed, that I'll stay hated and poor FOR GOOD. I've been attacked on my blog accused of wanting to go with lucifer once he gets here - because I want to be rich etc. But I'm hated, and Lucifer is right now hated, and people are stingy it do look to be yesterday on tik tok I watched a video of a young tik toker saying us few christians that are still going to church are idiots because Jesus overturned the money changer tables THEY DON'T WANT TO GIVE MONEY TO CHURCH OR ANYBODY IT DON'T LOOK TO BE!!!!!!!!!!!! Psalm 23:5 "Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over." Regardless of how life will be for me in the future - I'm going with Lucifer, god told me to go with lucifer once he get's here and that things will be much better for me then................I done heard, and experienced REAL MERCY PURSUING ME AND GOODNESS I'm convinced God is right............................

My latest decor "craze" is pampas grass which might be boring to some?????????? But you can order pretty large bunches of pampas grass on amazon for like $10 then make little bouquets of pampas to put around your house -it's nice...................I big time recommend pampass grass A+++ and after it fluffs up you can spray it with hairspray they say (and I recogn that'd make it so "allergins" couldn't go in the air much if any, for those that are allergic to earth).......................

pic from the Amazon Domes - they are cool the amazon domes are................................. 

I often worry that I'll never be blessed, that I'll stay hated and poor FOR GOOD. I've been attacked on my blog accused of wanting to go with lucifer once he gets here - because I want to be rich etc. But I'm hated, and Lucifer is right now hated, and people are stingy it do look to be yesterday on tik tok I watched a video of a young tik toker saying us few christians that are still going to church are idiots because Jesus overturned the money changer tables THEY DON'T WANT TO GIVE MONEY TO CHURCH OR ANYBODY IT DON'T LOOK TO BE!!!!!!!!!!!! Psalm 23:5 "Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over." Regardless of how life will be for me in the future - I'm going with Lucifer, god told me to go with lucifer once he get's here and that things will be much better for me then................I done heard, and experienced REAL MERCY PURSUING ME AND GOODNESS I'm convinced God is right............................

  I do not believe I am often receiving the e-mails the "masses" are getting on https://www.tut.com/ That Lucifer has been using this site as a portal and e-mailing me for years........................

If only via satan, lucifer, the devil Goodness, and mercy BOTH have been actively pursuing me FOR YEARS NOW! Yesterday and some of the day before as I recall I was very worried VERY WORRIED, that me and lucifer would stay poor and hated. And I told lucifer I going with him even if we are poor and hated for good....................I want to help those in hell for all of eternity, people with bad luck, it's a place with people with bad luck Ecclesiastes 9:11 "I returned, and saw under the sun, that the race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, neither yet bread to the wise, nor yet riches to men of understanding, nor yet favour to men of skill; but time and chance happeneth to them all." - They didn't have brothers and sisters inviting them over to their house for bible study time, they didn't have the methodist church bell ring as soon as they got out of their car (for example). Hell is going to be full of people that had VERY BAD LUCK ON EARTH. 

Hell will have some evil people - sure

BUT MOSTLY PROBABLY PEOPLE WITH "BAD LUCK" WILL BE THERE.

Psalm 23:4-6 "Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever."

Even though things aren't perfect for me right now................I'm choosing to believe

I believe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

off topic..........................................

I'm going to be aging severelly backwards soon likely - SEVERELLY

cause yesterday at a mall I went in a lavelier store (it's to expensive don't do it) - my interest in skin care made me feet walk into the store I swear it

I didn't buy anything though - naw

but the guy rubbing a handcream sample on my hand asked me how old I am I said guess

HE SAID 55

I CAN'T HAVE THAT

And all you fellow generation x'ers that also don't look your age cause going by tik tok basically 0% of generation xers look their age

I'm leaving you in the dust

your going to be golden girls soon......................

not me

no I ain't drinking blood or anything else coming from children's bodies

I'm back to my telomere lengthening schenangians

cause the only way that I know of to age in reverse, and/or just not age

is having loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong telomere's

and I figured out how to make them longer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

safely this time

I've gotten smarter and better at not aging. 

now

their are also free radicals in the air hit your skin and age you

.........................prepare to cringe...............................

I literally believe on highly polluted days in particular.................wearing vaseline on my face to protect my skin from free radicals ---------- that's my only secret I give out today

enjoy becoming "golden girls" very old wrinkly looking soon generation x

I will be aging meanwhile IN REVERSE

TOOTLES

The power of believing of faith Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth."....................

Update 1/2/2024 night before last night I read Isaiah 58:7 "Is it not to deal thy bread to the hungry, and that thou bring the poor that are cast out to thy house? when thou seest the naked, that thou cover him; and that thou hide not thyself from thine own flesh?"

  And you might think my donating to "Donors Choose" isn't me dealing bread to the hungry.........but since how I have for many years volunteered at foodbanks I know facts usa 1 out of 5 kids is hungry.............THAT'S USA...................

For those that don't know Donors Choose, is a school funding site for low income schools/communities WHERE THE STARVING KIDS IS!

https://www.donorschoose.org/

Ms. Lloyd's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose....................

And sheri 1/2/2023 feels bad for sheri 2015 - most people thought sheri 2015 was fat - cause she was but she thought she was so skinny and athletic, sorry sheri 2015 you were fat, you were Anna Nicole chub land #FACTS no hate at all I love chubby anna nicole and skinny anna nicole (I technically prefer chubby anna nicole a little more just wish she never did drugs and like lived). But myself in 2015 people should've been kinder to you, they weren't, this earth is a ruff place. Least 2023 you, will be mostly vegan and peloton biking most everyday aka actually skinny!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.........................

The power of believing of faith Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth." This week I'm setting out to get crazy in shape..............I mean crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And most people would be like ahhhhhhhhhhhh sheri I don't think it can happen really tim. But samson who was like a man with flesh and blood, he broke apart the um columns of a building in the bible cause he had faith in god's ability to answer his prayer so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 Judges 16:28-31 "And Samson called unto the Lord, and said, O Lord God, remember me, I pray thee, and strengthen me, I pray thee, only this once, O God, that I may be at once avenged of the Philistines for my two eyes. And Samson took hold of the two middle pillars upon which the house stood, and on which it was borne up, of the one with his right hand, and of the other with his left. And Samson said, Let me die with the Philistines. And he bowed himself with all his might; and the house fell upon the lords, and upon all the people that were therein. So the dead which he slew at his death were more than they which he slew in his life. Then his brethren and all the house of his father came down, and took him, and brought him up, and buried him between Zorah and Eshtaol in the buryingplace of Manoah his father. And he judged Israel twenty years."

THAT REALLY HAPPENED!

 And I was told by someone that bodybuilding could be "vanity" and that is the case bodybuilding """"""""""could""""""""""" be vanity

 But for some of us, we might just be a bunch of samsones...............wanting to use our faith..................wanting to believe we ain't stuck with no beer bellies, no spare tires, (less they are tires in our backyard we are using for plyometrics), NO DOUBLE CHINS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ---------- AMEN!!!!!!!!!. 

 From my perspective jesus came bible says that I may have life and have it more abundantly.........................well my life isn't abundant in my estimation or as abundant as it could be if I be's having no 

saggy nothin

double chin 

spare tire 

......................now arthritis it might happen to me again, seems I've conquered arthritis at the moment. I'm done with this double chin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DONE!

------------- TODAY at living hope church john bishop said "we are conquerors" "we are god's children" and I knew what he was up to with that, workin to get his church to believe that about themselves

which is totally what pastors should do

there's enough people out in the world that might put us down

 But more then that if they, if you, if I, can get believing more for ourselves.................WHERE'S THE LIMIT TO WHAT WE CAN ACCOMPLISH THEN? Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth." 

I just got done working out and admitedly have "the pump" at the moment.......................I want to like bend some iron right now for reals. 

HERCULES!

(Not all you want to be zena the warrior princesses and I understand that - but surely you all have goals John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly.")

IT IS POSSIBLE IF YOU BELIEVE IF YOU PERSERVERE IF YOU DON'T GIVE UP!

Mark 13:13 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."

  Now for the gratuitous picture of myself flexing for good ol' time sake....................................

Bodybuilding is a schitck for me..........................I think samson was like me to. His muscle right was pry something god gave him.....................................and he ended up using that to like god's glory basically. I relate to samson a lot. Each one us has some talents god's given us that He wants us to use..............Matthew 25:14-16 "For the kingdom of heaven is as a man travelling into a far country, who called his own servants, and delivered unto them his goods. And unto one he gave five talents, to another two, and to another one; to every man according to his several ability; and straightway took his journey. Then he that had received the five talents went and traded with the same, and made them other five talents." Being unusually buff is for reals one my talents!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Have a great week earth! 

LOVE

I'm going hungry to

but it's a different hunger

Amos 8:12

And they shall wander from sea to sea, and from the north even to the east, they shall run to and fro to seek the word of the Lord, and shall not find it.