I often worry that I'll never be blessed, that I'll stay hated and poor FOR GOOD. I've been attacked on my blog accused of wanting to go with lucifer once he gets here - because I want to be rich etc. But I'm hated, and Lucifer is right now hated, and people are stingy it do look to be yesterday on tik tok I watched a video of a young tik toker saying us few christians that are still going to church are idiots because Jesus overturned the money changer tables THEY DON'T WANT TO GIVE MONEY TO CHURCH OR ANYBODY IT DON'T LOOK TO BE!!!!!!!!!!!! Psalm 23:5 "Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over." Regardless of how life will be for me in the future - I'm going with Lucifer, god told me to go with lucifer once he get's here and that things will be much better for me then................I done heard, and experienced REAL MERCY PURSUING ME AND GOODNESS I'm convinced God is right............................

My latest decor "craze" is pampas grass which might be boring to some?????????? But you can order pretty large bunches of pampas grass on amazon for like $10 then make little bouquets of pampas to put around your house -it's nice...................I big time recommend pampass grass A+++ and after it fluffs up you can spray it with hairspray they say (and I recogn that'd make it so "allergins" couldn't go in the air much if any, for those that are allergic to earth).......................

pic from the Amazon Domes - they are cool the amazon domes are................................. 

I often worry that I'll never be blessed, that I'll stay hated and poor FOR GOOD. I've been attacked on my blog accused of wanting to go with lucifer once he gets here - because I want to be rich etc. But I'm hated, and Lucifer is right now hated, and people are stingy it do look to be yesterday on tik tok I watched a video of a young tik toker saying us few christians that are still going to church are idiots because Jesus overturned the money changer tables THEY DON'T WANT TO GIVE MONEY TO CHURCH OR ANYBODY IT DON'T LOOK TO BE!!!!!!!!!!!! Psalm 23:5 "Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over." Regardless of how life will be for me in the future - I'm going with Lucifer, god told me to go with lucifer once he get's here and that things will be much better for me then................I done heard, and experienced REAL MERCY PURSUING ME AND GOODNESS I'm convinced God is right............................

  I do not believe I am often receiving the e-mails the "masses" are getting on https://www.tut.com/ That Lucifer has been using this site as a portal and e-mailing me for years........................

If only via satan, lucifer, the devil Goodness, and mercy BOTH have been actively pursuing me FOR YEARS NOW! Yesterday and some of the day before as I recall I was very worried VERY WORRIED, that me and lucifer would stay poor and hated. And I told lucifer I going with him even if we are poor and hated for good....................I want to help those in hell for all of eternity, people with bad luck, it's a place with people with bad luck Ecclesiastes 9:11 "I returned, and saw under the sun, that the race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, neither yet bread to the wise, nor yet riches to men of understanding, nor yet favour to men of skill; but time and chance happeneth to them all." - They didn't have brothers and sisters inviting them over to their house for bible study time, they didn't have the methodist church bell ring as soon as they got out of their car (for example). Hell is going to be full of people that had VERY BAD LUCK ON EARTH. 

Hell will have some evil people - sure

BUT MOSTLY PROBABLY PEOPLE WITH "BAD LUCK" WILL BE THERE.

Psalm 23:4-6 "Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever."

Even though things aren't perfect for me right now................I'm choosing to believe

I believe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

off topic..........................................

I'm going to be aging severelly backwards soon likely - SEVERELLY

cause yesterday at a mall I went in a lavelier store (it's to expensive don't do it) - my interest in skin care made me feet walk into the store I swear it

I didn't buy anything though - naw

but the guy rubbing a handcream sample on my hand asked me how old I am I said guess

HE SAID 55

I CAN'T HAVE THAT

And all you fellow generation x'ers that also don't look your age cause going by tik tok basically 0% of generation xers look their age

I'm leaving you in the dust

your going to be golden girls soon......................

not me

no I ain't drinking blood or anything else coming from children's bodies

I'm back to my telomere lengthening schenangians

cause the only way that I know of to age in reverse, and/or just not age

is having loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong telomere's

and I figured out how to make them longer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

safely this time

I've gotten smarter and better at not aging. 

now

their are also free radicals in the air hit your skin and age you

.........................prepare to cringe...............................

I literally believe on highly polluted days in particular.................wearing vaseline on my face to protect my skin from free radicals ---------- that's my only secret I give out today

enjoy becoming "golden girls" very old wrinkly looking soon generation x

I will be aging meanwhile IN REVERSE

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