"Social anxiety" is a prison, it is a prison I've been trapped in for sometime now. I am about to go to a social gathering...............I HAVE ANXIETY ABOUT IT. (still going). Isaiah 61:1-3 "The Spirit of the Lord God is upon me; because the Lord hath anointed me to preach good tidings unto the meek; he hath sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives, and the opening of the prison to them that are bound;" I'm going to wear the most basic clothing though and am hoping to blend severelly in and that nobody will want to talk to me......................

"Social anxiety" is a prison, it is a prison I've been trapped in for sometime now. I am about to go to a social gathering...............I HAVE ANXIETY ABOUT IT. (still going). Isaiah 61:1-3 "The Spirit of the Lord God is upon me; because the Lord hath anointed me to preach good tidings unto the meek; he hath sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives, and the opening of the prison to them that are bound;" I'm going to wear the most basic clothing though and am hoping to blend severelly in and that nobody will want to talk to me......................

More proof that lucifer e-mails me via a portal at 

https://www.tut.com/

let's pretend that the guy running that site personalizes the "ps" on every e-mail he sends out - let's pretend

you all sure he's been to my blog and knows I'm a goth that's the only way he'd know

only way he'd know

and that'd mean he's stalking the lives of all his subscribers

That I'm telling the truth on my blog in my estimation is far more easier to believe, then the idea that mike dooley is fervently stalking the lives of over 1 million people!!!!!!!!!!!!

 I might of "put myself in jail" to

after being attacked so much

went into "ultra hermit mode" 

GOTTA GET OUT

OPEN THE CELL DOOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHY

WHY

CAUSE I NEEDS TO GET SKINNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

warning do not view this music video with your eyeballs - it's not "amish"................................good diddy though.....................

THESE EXTRA LBS AREN'T JUST EXTRA LBS ANYMORE

they been weighing on my confidence (the extra weight is a jail cell of itself could be the real prison I've been in lately????????)

but 

when I dragon boated I had confidence and I was chubby back then

????????

guess the extra weight finally "got to me"

got to me reallllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll baddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd

you in a jail???????????????

jesus came that you might have life "more abundantly"

John 10:10

The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly.

lucifer's right in the e-mail above he sent today via tut.com I don't want a divorce from him EVER

love both my husbands 

but lucifer he's "the next level" he treats me like a queeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen - I like it 😁

lucifer is the type to spend lots of money on his lady

to take her on exotic vacations on "whims"

he's one of "them type of guys"

tootles

(I understand why pry 90% of the worlds guys ain't like that - to many bills, they work to many hours, to many kids to much obligations blah blah blah -------------- so what happens their ladies get lost under the paperwork of life)

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