"Social anxiety" is a prison, it is a prison I've been trapped in for sometime now. I am about to go to a social gathering...............I HAVE ANXIETY ABOUT IT. (still going). Isaiah 61:1-3 "The Spirit of the Lord God is upon me; because the Lord hath anointed me to preach good tidings unto the meek; he hath sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives, and the opening of the prison to them that are bound;" I'm going to wear the most basic clothing though and am hoping to blend severelly in and that nobody will want to talk to me......................

"Social anxiety" is a prison, it is a prison I've been trapped in for sometime now. I am about to go to a social gathering...............I HAVE ANXIETY ABOUT IT. (still going). Isaiah 61:1-3 "The Spirit of the Lord God is upon me; because the Lord hath anointed me to preach good tidings unto the meek; he hath sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives, and the opening of the prison to them that are bound;" I'm going to wear the most basic clothing though and am hoping to blend severelly in and that nobody will want to talk to me......................

More proof that lucifer e-mails me via a portal at 

https://www.tut.com/

let's pretend that the guy running that site personalizes the "ps" on every e-mail he sends out - let's pretend

you all sure he's been to my blog and knows I'm a goth that's the only way he'd know

only way he'd know

and that'd mean he's stalking the lives of all his subscribers

That I'm telling the truth on my blog in my estimation is far more easier to believe, then the idea that mike dooley is fervently stalking the lives of over 1 million people!!!!!!!!!!!!

 I might of "put myself in jail" to

after being attacked so much

went into "ultra hermit mode" 

GOTTA GET OUT

OPEN THE CELL DOOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHY

WHY

CAUSE I NEEDS TO GET SKINNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

warning do not view this music video with your eyeballs - it's not "amish"................................good diddy though.....................

THESE EXTRA LBS AREN'T JUST EXTRA LBS ANYMORE

they been weighing on my confidence (the extra weight is a jail cell of itself could be the real prison I've been in lately????????)

but 

when I dragon boated I had confidence and I was chubby back then

????????

guess the extra weight finally "got to me"

got to me reallllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll baddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd

you in a jail???????????????

jesus came that you might have life "more abundantly"

John 10:10

The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly.

lucifer's right in the e-mail above he sent today via tut.com I don't want a divorce from him EVER

love both my husbands 

but lucifer he's "the next level" he treats me like a queeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen - I like it 😁

lucifer is the type to spend lots of money on his lady

to take her on exotic vacations on "whims"

he's one of "them type of guys"

tootles

(I understand why pry 90% of the worlds guys ain't like that - to many bills, they work to many hours, to many kids to much obligations blah blah blah -------------- so what happens their ladies get lost under the paperwork of life)

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What if Covid-19 is one of the "EVIL DISEASES OF EGYPT"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Deuteronomy 7: 15 "And the Lord will take away from thee all sickness, and will put none of the evil diseases of Egypt, which thou knowest, upon thee; but will lay them upon all them that hate thee." Idols mentioned in this bit of the bible I think it's no coincidence, these idols same idols there are today some of them wood and stone, etc. literally forced God's hand with "EVIL DISEASES UPON EGYPT"................ welllllllllll I surely deem Covid-19 to be a very evil disease very evil........................

Update 5/9/2026 I'm doing rose petal crafts right now : )................

I think when I turned the camera to show my new glasses that I hit the end recording button on accident (turn up the volume to hear tons of evp's galore from lucifer, satan, the devil : )

still lots of traffic to my blog so I update.....................

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What if Covid-19 is one of the "EVIL DISEASES OF EGYPT"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Deuteronomy 7: 15 "And the Lord will take away from thee all sickness, and will put none of the evil diseases of Egypt, which thou knowest, upon thee; but will lay them upon all them that hate thee." Idols mentioned in this bit of the bible I think it's no coincidence, these idols same idols there are today some of them wood and stone, etc. literally forced God's hand with "EVIL DISEASES UPON EGYPT"................ welllllllllll I surely deem Covid-19 to be a very evil disease very evil........................

    Deuteronomy 7:11-12 "Thou shalt therefore keep the commandments, and the statutes, and the judgments, which I command thee this day, to do them. Wherefore it shall come to pass, if ye hearken to these judgments, and keep, and do them, that the Lord thy God shall keep unto thee the covenant and the mercy which he sware unto thy fathers:"
    Deuteronomy 7:15-26 "And the Lord will take away from thee all sickness, and will put none of the evil diseases of Egypt, which thou knowest, upon thee; but will lay them upon all them that hate thee. (me sheri interjecting, covid-19 has went crazy, as anti-semitism has been on the rise on the planet) And thou shalt consume all the people which the Lord thy God shall deliver thee; thine eye shall have no pity upon them: neither shalt thou serve their gods; for that will be a snare unto thee. (me sheri interjecting, I hope "their god's" isn't bodybuilding cause I'd hate to have to give up bodybuilding BUT MAYBE BODYBUILDING IS ACTUALLY A TRAP..................I JUST HAVEN'T BEEN TRAPPED BY IT YET???????????? If bodybuilding is a trap I hope I figure that out before I get trapped by it cause I do not wish to be "snared" by being buff. Music could be a trap.....................looking at fashion models in magazines could be a trap???????????????? facts the usa the world even could have many gods many gods many gods that are not God)

 If thou shalt say in thine heart, These nations are more than I; how can I dispossess them? Thou shalt not be afraid of them: but shalt well remember what the Lord thy God did unto Pharaoh, and unto all Egypt; The great temptations which thine eyes saw, and the signs, and the wonders, and the mighty hand, and the stretched out arm, whereby the Lord thy God brought thee out: so shall the Lord thy God do unto all the people of whom thou art afraid. Moreover the Lord thy God will send the hornet among them, until they that are left, and hide themselves from thee, be destroyed. Thou shalt not be affrighted at them: for the Lord thy God is among you, a mighty God and terrible.And the Lord thy God will put out those nations before thee by little and little: thou mayest not consume them at once, lest the beasts of the field increase upon thee. But the Lord thy God shall deliver them unto thee, and shall destroy them with a mighty destruction, until they be destroyed. And he shall deliver their kings into thine hand, and thou shalt destroy their name from under heaven: there shall no man be able to stand before thee, until thou have destroyed them. The graven images of their gods shall ye burn with fire: thou shalt not desire the silver or gold that is on them, nor take it unto thee, lest thou be snared therin: for it is an abomination to the Lord thy God. Neither shalt thou bring an abomination into thine house, lest thou be a cursed thing like it: but thou shalt utterly detest it, and thou shalt utterly abhor it; for it is a cursed thing."

   It looks to be to me, God's going to kill everyone, but the jews....................and/or those grafted in of course.

  And we will spit on their gold and silver and not want none of their idols!

 But the "snared" they are really trapped!!!!!!!!! And we should love them, and pray for them. I think you can bodybuild and not be "snared" for bible says..............Philippians 4:13 "I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me." I think for some people bodybuilding could be a trap, I was just listing that as a "example" of potential "snares". 

 Set the captives FREE pastors!

Luke 4:18 "The Spirit of the Lord is upon me, because he hath anointed me to preach the gospel to the poor; he hath sent me to heal the brokenhearted, to preach deliverance to the captives, and recovering of sight to the blind, to set at liberty them that are bruised,"

  This song has foul potty language so I use the "clean version" but it talks about "the trap" it's real......................there are people trapped out there............

snared as the bible says above 

captives......................

I went off on a tangent in this blog post but for reals, big time bad diseases I think thems "EVIL DISEASES OF EGYPT" like even to this day. 

 I deem covid-19 very evil. 

  Also god mentioning hornets above, interests me, this a very interesting passage in the bible, maye it is God's plan, that the giant hornets of China take over the whole world and kill most everybody????????????????????

via GIPHY

Thems killer hornets, look very killerly!

I mean I'm saying what if these giant hornets 

are in the plan of God????????????

ps though, god's mercy endures forever..............1 Chronicles 16:34 "O give thanks unto the Lord; for he is good; for his mercy endureth for ever."

  God wishes none would perish 2 Peter 3:9 "The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance."

  As far fetched as you all might think some the things in this blog post is...........................giant hornets do exist........................

They exist!

mini me 2015 life is ruff that's it, it's ruff. I'm wrestling actively against the demonic strongholds of the apostolic christian church of america - and god showed me it isn't the people of the church that are the problem it's the demonic strongholds in that church that are causing me much grief.....................

 mini me 2015 give up

your a nobody

don't worry Sheri 11/4/2023 knows people think I'm worthless satanic trash OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SOME SUPPOSED CHRISTIANS HAVE TOLD ME THAT I CAN'T LOVE SATAN AND BE A CHRISTIAN AND THEY HAVE LAUGHED AT ME, AND THEY HAVE FULLY LEFT MY COMPANY "FOR JESUS" 

Matthew 5:11

Blessed are ye, when men shall revile you, and persecute you, and shall say all manner of evil against you falsely, for my sake.

HELL YOU CAN SEE THE "EVIL AGAINST ME ALL MANER OF" ALL MANNER OF, IN THE COMMENTS ON MY BLOG YOU JUST HAVE TO DIG A BIT FOR THEM.

DON'T WORRY SHERI 11/4/2023 IS CHILL BEING A NOBODY NOTHING. 

DRINKING BUTTERLY PEA TEA, it's awesome right now. Honest I'd fully ignore sheri 2015 below whatever she gabbering off about, cause all that matters is WHAT WE DO IN LIFE, at least to other people. THOUGH TECHNICALLY WORDS ARE POWEFULL AND THIS BLOG AIN'T FOR NOTHING.........Revelation 12:11

And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb, and by the word of their testimony; and they loved not their lives unto the death.

I'm wrestling actively against the demonic strongholds of the apostolic christian church of america - and god showed me it isn't the people of the church that are the problem it's the demonic strongholds in that church that are causing me much grief.....................but I had a good time at the apostolic christian church of america in portland yesterday. Ephesians 6:12 "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places." I'm not imaginarily in a wrestling match with the apostolic christian church of america I REALLY AM FOR REALS IN A WRESTLING MATCH WITH THE DEMONIC STRONGHOLDS OF THAT CHURCH!

1 Corinthians 10:23 "All things are lawful for me, but all things are not expedient: all things are lawful for me, but all things edify not." This is what the word of god says "all things are lawful for me" 

that includes bangs

beards

and plain wedding rings

I think a plain wedding ring DOES EDIFY we are living in a time where last I heard over half of all marriages end in a divorce to where a wedding ring says one of two things............

"I'm going to counseling trying to make my marriage work"...and/or just trying to make the marriage work out in general

"I'm happily married"

which I deem both those things to be very edifying!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

  The bible says Hebrews 13:4 "Marriage is honourable in all, and the bed undefiled: but whoremongers and adulterers God will judge." If the word of god is true and I believe it is, at any rate I think well if the insitutue of marriage is so honourable............I should always definately be able to wear a simple wedding band at the very least! That's how I really feel. And not only that the bible says "all things are lawful for me"

  -------------- the apostolic christian church of america wants to via a "commandment of men" tell me wedding rings are forbidden for members of their church 

---------------------------- But my bible says a wedding band is lawful............1 Corinthians 10:23 "All things are lawful for me, but all things are not expedient: all things are lawful for me, but all things edify not." This is what the word of god says "all things are lawful for me" 

 Bangs, I don't think those are edifying........unless in the instance of me wearing them to take a stand against the "commandments of men" of the apostolic christian church of america.............in that instance I think bangs are edifying. Beards........to me they are a moot point..............beard hairs grow naturally out of guys, if god deemed beard hairs a evil horrible thing.........................he wouldn't of had beard hairs grow out of guys faces, but as it is beard hairs naturally grow out of probably like 90% of guys faces!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

  I plenty believe god's plenty ok with guys looking like ZZ top if they want to.............god ain't lookin at the outside of people..................people look at the outside of each other..............

but at the same time I do believe it is more edifying to not wear makeup 

not have worldly hairstyles

have your hair modestly pulled back in a updo

(which I struggle with - I'M WEAK I'M A HUMAN I DO HAVE TO "WAGE A WAR AGAINST MY FLESH" SOMETIMES)

.........paul he said don't look at the things of the past................press forward to the high mark of our calling  Philippians 3:13-14 "Brethren, I count not myself to have apprehended: but this one thing I do, forgetting those things which are behind, and reaching forth unto those things which are before, I press toward the mark for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus."

  Now people are going to want to hold it against you that you messed up last week and probably not forgive you............but all you can do when you mess up is forget the mistake..........and press forward!!!!!!!!!!!!! Donate a wig to the goodwill yet again!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hopefully never do that again, pray, live in a way that I never hopefully do that again!!!!!!!!!!!! (edit 11-22-2018 below ps. all things are lawful, but I agree with myself a few months ago cause I was wearing wigs for "friendship with the world reasons" for less then stellar reasons, but there are legit reasons such as alopecia, going through chemo therapy etc.)

(photo I took today, lots of stripey sky lately..........I will say this stripey sky makes for cool photo's)
UPDATE 2018: 

Someone finally comented on this post, took a few years. And it looks to be all the apostolic christian church of america has left as far as "commandments of men" goes is they aren't allowing wedding rings still. I would like to discuss the "gold ring" bible verse 1 Peter 3:3 "Whose adorning let it not be that outward adorning of plaiting the hair, and of wearing of gold, or of putting on of apparel;" I 100% do not believe that is including wedding rings............it's saying don't go buy a bunch of fancy gold necklaces, and maybe even don't pile on lots of gold rings what god doesn't like is "worldliness" and I believe that is what god does not want his people to be involved in. A wedding ring I fully believe is completely ok......that's not what this verse is talking about. This verse is talking about don't be no regular at Zales jewelry store.................buying yourself this that and the other gold piece of jewelry. 

 To the pure all things are pure THAT'S THE WORD OF GOD! (I am battling the demons of the apostolic christian church of america I need large type) 

Titus 1:15 "Unto the pure all things are pure: but unto them that are defiled and unbelieving is nothing pure; but even their mind and conscience is defiled." Is a gold ring a "thing"??????? - yes (the correct answer all the demons in the apostolic christian church of america is yes) 

is the word of god true?????? - yes is also the correct answer

 Then surely wedding rings are plenty ok, especially in a instition (marriage) that god believes is really really a good thing! God is speaking about in 1 Peter 3:3 don't be decked out in the "ice" like a gangster!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Have a great week earth! 

LOVE

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