(evp video chalkeddddddddddd ful of evp's from lucifer, satan, the devil LIKE NEVER BEFORE turn up the volume to hear the devil) about how modern 9-5 jobs to many feel like slavery (9-5 jobs felt like slavery to me when I worked them hours). And thinking today about moses saying "let my people go" Exodus 9:1 "Then the Lord said unto Moses, Go in unto Pharaoh, and tell him, Thus saith the Lord God of the Hebrews, Let my people go, that they may serve me." (((((((I've been told by the few people that have commented before they have assumed I don't have a full time job - I get to make my own hours with my realistate job so I do have maybe more free time then most))))))) But the idea behind people even assuming I must not work full time THE IDEA BEHIND THAT IS REAL THAT THEY ASSUME THE REASON I EVEN TIME TO SERVE GOD IS SURELY BECAUSE I'M NOT WORKING FULL TIME - the same plight of slavery exists with many of god's people TODAY I do believe.....................

(evp video chalkeddddddddddd ful of evp's from lucifer, satan, the devil LIKE NEVER BEFORE turn up the volume to hear the devil) about how modern 9-5 jobs to many feel like slavery (9-5 jobs felt like slavery to me when I worked them hours). And thinking today about moses saying "let my people go" Exodus 9:1 "Then the Lord said unto Moses, Go in unto Pharaoh, and tell him, Thus saith the Lord God of the Hebrews, Let my people go, that they may serve me." (((((((I've been told by the few people that have commented before they have assumed I don't have a full time job -  I get to make my own hours with my realistate job so  I do have maybe more free time then most))))))) But the idea behind people even assuming I must not work full time THE IDEA BEHIND THAT IS REAL THAT THEY ASSUME THE REASON I EVEN TIME TO SERVE GOD IS SURELY BECAUSE I'M NOT WORKING FULL TIME - the same plight of slavery exists with many of god's people TODAY I do believe.....................

1 Peter 5:6 "Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time:"
Isaiah 58:13-14 "If thou turn away thy foot from the sabbath, from doing thy pleasure on my holy day; and call the sabbath a delight, the holy of the Lord, honourable; and shalt honour him, not doing thine own ways, nor finding thine own pleasure, nor speaking thine own words: Then shalt thou delight thyself in the Lord; and I will cause thee to ride upon the high places of the earth, and feed thee with the heritage of Jacob thy father: for the mouth of the Lord hath spoken it."

  Between 1 peter 5:6 and Isaiah 58:13-14 potatoe potata ------------ exalted is exalted. 

method a

method b

both are "exalted" both methods

I think I'm mostly method a'ing right now, but sometimes I'm method b'ing

I swap actually between method a and b

if I sound cocky one blog post ---------- just assume with yourselves I'm currently full keeping the sabbath like a strict orothodox jew WHICH I DO DO SOMETIMES

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MY POINT

GOD

DIDN'T WANT AND DON'T WANT I DON'T BELIEVE HIS PEOPLE TRAPPED IN SLAVERY

I got to get back to keeping the sabbath though.................

to me 

a huge part of "being christian" is walking in faith!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  """""and feed thee with the heritage of Jacob thy father:""""""" ------------ that's some real reason in my estimation to keep the sabbath!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'd think at least read the bible friday night after sundown

and then read the bible in my estimation a good sabbath involes reading the bible 3-4 times throughout the day of saturday..............and reading the bible after sunset friday night is also very important in my estimation. 

I need to keep the sabbath

I NEED TO DO THAT 

AND I'M GOING TO KICK MY OWN BUTT IN GEAR TO DO THAT NEXT FRIDAY NIGHT AND SATURDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

THAT I BE BLESSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 Tithing or giving are also important acts of faith!

But also I'm just telling you what I know

you can be free while being technically a slave

if you've crucified your flesh to the lusts and desires

and are no longer

SLAVES TO THE FLESH

CAUSE THAT IS A SLAVERY HAVING TO WORK WHEN YOU HAVE TO WORK 40+ HOURS FOR MORE BIRKEN BAGS ETC. 

Romans 8:12 "Therefore, brethren, we are debtors, not to the flesh, to live after the flesh."

SO BASICALLY INGNORE MOST OF THIS BLOG POST CAUSE 

I HAPPEN TO THINK LIKE MILLENIALS 

I'M PRETTY SURE IT'S THE MILLENIALS THAT REALLY THINK FULL TIME JOBS ARE SLAVERY ------------ I just happen to think like they do. 

the real rich

a lot of them

ain't even about the birken bags

they are about "experiences" 

THEY WANT ABUNDANT LIVES

well they know a abundant life ain't in the things you own

though 

boats could help.............................

some grass is fake green

but some of it is actually green

I am diligient in my buisiness, I diligiently listened to the Daily Audio bible today, and I diligiently hammered a few realistate signs sticks into the ground today! Proverbs 22:29 "Seest thou a man diligent in his business? he shall stand before kings; he shall not stand before mean men."........................

I am diligient in my buisiness, I diligiently listened to the Daily Audio bible today, and I diligiently hammered a few realistate signs sticks into the ground today! Proverbs 22:29 "Seest thou a man diligent in his business? he shall stand before kings; he shall not stand before mean men."........................

Matthew 5:6 "Blessed are they which do hunger and thirst after righteousness: for they shall be filled."

hungry I'm hungry

I do everything hungry

I go to the gym STARVING

"early bird get's the worm"

more like the hungry bird gets the worm

cause he or she will wake up very early

build a sling shot

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  Go to the gym 

sweat

sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeat

get it donnnnnnnnnnnnnnne

me from a few seconds ago post tonights ice bath....................I think ice baths are not only helping me loose a ton of weight...............but I think my muscles are looking better. 

1 Peter 5:5-7

King James Version

5 Likewise, ye younger, submit yourselves unto the elder. Yea, all of you be subject one to another, and be clothed with humility: for God resisteth the proud, and giveth grace to the humble.

6 Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time:

7 Casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you.

there's a place on earth to be exalted up to

a place full of KINGS

WHERE THERE AIN'T EVEN MEAN MEN THERE

 Proverbs 22:29 "Seest thou a man diligent in his business? he shall stand before kings; he shall not stand before mean men."

working

working

working

working.......................................

I know I look bad wearing makeup and my last blog post was aweful completely terrible................Luke 18:14 "I tell you, this man went down to his house justified rather than the other: for every one that exalteth himself shall be abased; and he that humbleth himself shall be exalted."...........................

 I know I look bad wearing makeup and my last blog post was aweful completely terrible................Luke 18:14 "I tell you, this man went down to his house justified rather than the other: for every one that exalteth himself shall be abased; and he that humbleth himself shall be exalted.".......

Luke 18:13-14 "And the publican, standing afar off, would not lift up so much as his eyes unto heaven, but smote upon his breast, saying, God be merciful to me a sinner. I tell you, this man went down to his house justified rather than the other: for every one that exalteth himself shall be abased; and he that humbleth himself shall be exalted." 

 Luke 14:10-11"But when thou art bidden, go and sit down in the lowest room; that when he that bade thee cometh, he may say unto thee, Friend, go up higher: then shalt thou have worship in the presence of them that sit at meat with thee. For whosoever exalteth himself shall be abased; and he that humbleth himself shall be exalted."

Join most of my family laughing at me

telling me I can't be a christian I can only be a satan worshipper because I love lucifer (if ya want to)................

(because Lucifer thought in his mind he was doing the right thing, taking a stand for the angels in heavens "rights") He had BAD LUCK lucifer did. 

  As do all sinners that are headed to hell - they havin BAD LUCK, "time and chance happeneth to them all" BAD LUCK BASICALLY.................

Ecclesiastes 9:11 "I returned, and saw under the sun, that the race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, neither yet bread to the wise, nor yet riches to men of understanding, nor yet favour to men of skill; but time and chance happeneth to them all." ------ What caused this "bad luck"????????? Maybe a sermon they didn't get to hear?????????? Maybe they died before they could give their lives to Jesus????????????????????????????? All kinds of things happen to people out there.

  Back to my point..............................

I choose to sit in the LOWEST ROOM

in the body of christ

(or I tryin to do that)

There is some celebrity christians out there

I ain't sure

if they ain't worshipped???????

I ain't sure???????

Romans 1:25 "Who changed the truth of God into a lie, and worshipped and served the creature more than the Creator, who is blessed for ever. Amen."

  I'm glad for my lowly estate

besides

I need to "Better" myself

by donating more time volunteering at the foodbank I feel

and not worrying about my "outward" appearance

Matthew 23:27-29 "Woe unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! for ye are like unto whited sepulchres, which indeed appear beautiful outward, but are within full of dead men's bones, and of all uncleanness. Even so ye also outwardly appear righteous unto men, but within ye are full of hypocrisy and iniquity. Woe unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! because ye build the tombs of the prophets, and garnish the sepulchres of the righteous,"

 I do not appear "righteous unto men" 

nope

according to my family I don't even appear a christian

which is perfect

Matthew 10:25 "It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?"

(this blog is inspired by someone out there............I zipping my lip is what I'm doin not say who my inspiration is for this blog post

those that exalt themselves

they gonna be abased)

people have called this person out a lot on the internet

so a "abasement" of them has already began

I'm glad people like that exist

to remind me

oh ya I don't want to be a "big time" afterall

Matthew 11:29 "Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls."

There's no REST

when your trying to build yourself up

build some "empire" for yourself

Psalm 138:6 "Though the Lord be high, yet hath he respect unto the lowly: but the proud he knoweth afar off."

I'm a lowly makeup wearer 

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(the day sheri made all the makeup industries stolks go up - hahahahahahahahahah 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓)

via GIPHY

Video blog post: One day at the store some young people said "oh she is a GOTH" (they way they said goth, like it was a "less then" thing to be I really liked that - for myself I do like : ) Luke 14:10 "But when thou art bidden, go and sit down in the lowest room; that when he that bade thee cometh, he may say unto thee, Friend, go up higher: then shalt thou have worship in the presence of them that sit at meat with thee."............

  Update 6/11/2026 also I love crystals cause they are "lowly" I don't want to be looking sinless and awesome like the rest of the body of christ (no hate) 

  I've ended up enjoying well brian's at home all day and night, but peace and quiet at much as I can have - it's nice, it ain't bad at all. 

   Bought new kitchen island table surface at lowes for like around $20 that's all it costed so nice 😁.............................(didn't even have to use tile cutters on it, it fitted perfect).....................

Video blog post: One day at the store some young people said "oh she is a GOTH" (they way they said goth, like it was a "less then" thing to be I really liked that - for myself I do like : ) Luke 14:10 "But when thou art bidden, go and sit down in the lowest room; that when he that bade thee cometh, he may say unto thee, Friend, go up higher: then shalt thou have worship in the presence of them that sit at meat with thee."............

  As a goth facts you can just be a attention whore. Which I've been accused by family members and non family both of being a attention whore - ya I openly am a attention whore I took one of the "lowest rooms" in life on purpose! Luke 1:52 "He hath put down the mighty from their seats, and exalted them of low degree." The "way up" in life isn't what people think it is...............it's going down, it's humbling yourself. Philippians 2:7 "But made himself of no reputation, and took upon him the form of a servant, and was made in the likeness of men:"

 I don't know right now if I'm living my bestestest life ever as a "all star in the dope show" at the moment????????????????? I might have to get better at doing my goth makeup!

The pretty ones want to get you high

but they will leave you low and blow your mind for reals!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

They left me low "back in the day" 

Thank God I'm the crypt keeper!

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I've been severely suicidal a few times in my life, but when things are bad in my life these days I think on the unseen things 2 Corinthians 4:18 "While we look not at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen: for the things which are seen are temporal; but the things which are not seen are eternal."........

Update 10/15/2025 today's going alright, went for a walk, got a coffee..........am wearing my neoprene shirt under this shirt in this picture sweating all the fats out of my body.................(gots my pinhole glasses on and might wear them more then the 20 minutes people are supposed to wear them cause I'm done with bad eyesight I'm so over that)

  And if you think "well sheri you can't get over bad eyesight" I believe you can sometimes, I believe my eyesight if fully fixable. I REALLY FULLY BELIEVE I CAN GET BACK TO 20/20 VISION OR BETTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

via GIPHY

(look at all them important butterflies)

I've been severely suicidal a few times in my life, but when things are bad in my life these days I think on the unseen things....................
2 Corinthians 4:16-18 "For which cause we faint not; but though our outward man perish, yet the inward man is renewed day by day. For our light affliction, which is but for a moment, worketh for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory; While we look not at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen: for the things which are seen are temporal; but the things which are not seen are eternal."

  Some of you might be on the brink of dieing, some of you might be without a job at the moment. If you have jesus in your life you have a really good future 1 Corinthians 2:9 "But as it is written, Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, neither have entered into the heart of man, the things which God hath prepared for them that love him."

  And if you don't have jesus yet in your life Romans 10:9 "That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved." 

   It's ruff out there...............................but like the bible says, to like not worry about what you will eat, or wear.........but like read the bible a lot......................

 Luke 12:29-31 "And seek not ye what ye shall eat, or what ye shall drink, neither be ye of doubtful mind. For all these things do the nations of the world seek after: and your Father knoweth that ye have need of these things. But rather seek ye the kingdom of God; and all these things shall be added unto you."

  I've been poor my whole life, it's depressing to me. I know I'm not supposed to care for but, clothes on my back and food on the table............I know that.

   I'm that fool in the body of christ dreaming about living in a mansion, and sitting by a real inground pool........................I not only look like marilyn monroe I am like her some, she was one them lounge by the pool type chicks............I lounge in the pool on one them floaties you lay on...........but same idea. To have a real pool, with like real concrete to lay on one them what you call them them beach chairs, and drink cola's or coffee's and read magazines............................

 I don't know if I'm confessing a sin right now????????????????

but I'll watch walk in closet tours on you tube 

I'll watch mansion house tours 

I'll watch fancy air plane seats videos. 

and dream....................................................

  It isn't about the money I don't think for me..........it's about feeling "special" I've decided. Feeling important. 

  When you have the more fancier seat in the airplane don't you feel special or important then - I think you do. I don't want to be "passed by" by people no more...........I want to matter. I want to be important.

1 Samuel 2:6-8 

6 The Lord killeth, and maketh alive: he bringeth down to the grave, and bringeth up.

7 The Lord maketh poor, and maketh rich: he bringeth low, and lifteth up.

8 He raiseth up the poor out of the dust, and lifteth up the beggar from the dunghill, to set them among princes, and to make them inherit the throne of glory: for the pillars of the earth are the Lord's, and he hath set the world upon them.

 Brian is happy living here, I'm not I've been super suicidal several times............................I feel helpless. But I have hope, I have hope that God will raise me up. 

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- Ignore sheri 2025 but some people out there they make life harder then it needs to be

for real man

put on a neoprene shirt drink lots of water, tea, water, water, but if your me tea and coffee

walk your dog 

watch the lbs escape baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍

How to know if a people are "carnal" 1 Corinthians 3 "For ye are yet carnal: for whereas there is among you envying, and strife, and divisions, are ye not carnal, and walk as men?"..........................

Update 6/27/2025 this blog post proves Galatians 3:28 "There is neither Jew nor Gentile, neither slave nor free, nor is there male and female, for you are all one in Christ Jesus." Cause we can't have "carnal" christians making up all the body of christ nuh uh. 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍

  I put oranges in the maybe fruit bowl? I bought at a garage sale today for $1 😁 It looks to nice 😁 (I washed it gently with lemon water ----- the oils in lemon water shines the silver and also cleans)...............

How to know if a people are "carnal" 1 Corinthians 3 "For ye are yet carnal: for whereas there is among you envying, and strife, and divisions, are ye not carnal, and walk as men?"
  I watch a lot of "Good Mythical Morning" often they'll have a topic and they'll say "--- insert topic here --- let's talk about it" Carnalty let's talk about it.........................

Some us collect stuffs I can't be the only christian with a collection of some sort or another out there - I just can't. It's a game, trying to get that next item to your collection. I'm not saying collecting stuffs is the most saintliest stuffs ever...............I've never been tryin to be anything but the last of the body of christ.
Matthew 23:12 "And whosoever shall exalt himself shall be abased; and he that shall humble himself shall be exalted."
Luke 14:11 "For whosoever exalteth himself shall be abased; and he that humbleth himself shall be exalted."
Luke 18:14 "I tell you, this man went down to his house justified rather than the other: for every one that exalteth himself shall be abased; and he that humbleth himself shall be exalted."

  I'm full out riding the bottom of the whole body of christ.........anybody who puts up marilyn manson videos - love him though. Etc. etc. some the music choices on my blog, not the stuffs the "high up" in christianity be's doin. Which is fine...................they are in the lane they belong, maybe, hopefully, I'm in the "lane" I need to be in. That I don't get pride. 

  But I'm getting sidetracked..........carnality.................................How do we know if a church or people is carnal...............................

1 Corinthians 3:1-7 "And I, brethren, could not speak unto you as unto spiritual, but as unto carnal, even as unto babes in Christ. I have fed you with milk, and not with meat: for hitherto ye were not able to bear it, neither yet now are ye able. For ye are yet carnal: for whereas there is among you envying, and strife, and divisions, are ye not carnal, and walk as men? For while one saith, I am of Paul; and another, I am of Apollos; are ye not carnal? Who then is Paul, and who is Apollos, but ministers by whom ye believed, even as the Lord gave to every man? I have planted, Apollos watered; but God gave the increase. So then neither is he that planteth any thing, neither he that watereth; but God that giveth the increase." - I'm mega zealous about 1 Corinthians 3:7 AMEN EXTRA Paul or whichever bible person wrote 1 Corinthians 3:7!!!!!!!!!!

  I'm going somewhere with this right now............it's not did you go shopping this weekend ok. Everybody needs new clothes sometimes, or likes to do a little retail therapy maybe you had a bad week. It's are churches fighting????????????????????????????? Are people fighting?????????????? Is people at church envying one another????????????????????????????? These are the "signs of carnality" not -------------------- "oh look at ------ insert someones name here ----------- they went again this weekend to the outlet mall down the street and bought themselves something cute"

How much more should we strive in the body of christ to not fight to not have divisions, that the world don't look at us, and think to themselves "ep, carnal people"

That we instead continue to care about our world and our communities and be the city on a hill.................

Matthew 5:14 "Ye are the light of the world. A city that is set on an hill cannot be hid."

That's all for today. 

Shabbat Shalom

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You might be discouraged, it might seem like it's clean taking god for EVER. But it's so much better to humble yourself under the mighty hand of god that he may exalt you in due time...........then to take the fast "self promotion" route...................

#drawingart randomn things around the house item #2 mini steel tongue drum. (I only use a #2 pencil)....

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1 Peter 5:6 "Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time:"

   You might be discouraged, it might seem like it's clean taking god for EVER. But it's so much better to humble yourself under the mighty hand of god that he may exalt you in due time...........then to take the fast "self promotion" route...................

Luke 18:14
I tell you, this man went down to his house justified rather than the other: for every one that exalteth himself shall be abased; and he that humbleth himself shall be exalted.

if you are like me in a fantastical lowly place on earth

which I realize most of you reading this are "fancy big times" and so I'm speaking to a real small group of people

  Just wait, wait, wait the bible says on the lord

 Psalm 27:12-14 "Deliver me not over unto the will of mine enemies: for false witnesses are risen up against me, and such as breathe out cruelty. I had fainted, unless I had believed to see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living. Wait on the Lord: be of good courage, and he shall strengthen thine heart: wait, I say, on the Lord."
  I've gotten ridiculously discouraged, I can't make friends most days for the life of me, I am so disliked on this earth. 

 I been feeling the "unlove" is what I been feeling, I ain't been feeling loved or liked much at all. 

  And many more of you..................your time is coming as well, don't loose hope. 

 Don't "sell out" don't seek to exalt our ownselves, but wait I recommend, wait wait for god

Psalm 37:9 "For evildoers shall be cut off: but those that wait upon the Lord, they shall inherit the earth." - ahhhhh the loot
- ok I need pirate music so.......................

Video blog post: I thank god that life has been a struggle for me, because if everything was easy for me --- maybe in that event I wouldn't even go to church or pray or "wait upon the lord".........................

Update 1/28/2025 my goat Othello prancing around the yard this morning 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓..............................he's the sweetest little goat guy, both my goats are so nice sooooooooooooooooo nice. Little othello this morning earlier he was sitting on top of the hay feeder (his favorite spot) and right in front of him was a chicken egg, he was real careful not to crush that chicken egg (so I washed that egg off and put it in the egg bin in the fridge) - cuttest softest guy.........he loves to sit in that hay feeder it's high up and watch people 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓......................................

the water meter reading people today knocked on our door, made sure it was safe to go read the water meter that goats wouldn't get loose if they did - that was nice of them 😊👍

Video blog post: I thank god that life has been a struggle for me, because if everything was easy for me --- maybe in that event I wouldn't even go to church or pray or "wait upon the lord".
  If you are in my boat in life 1 Peter 5:6 "Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time:" You may be like me, hated to wazuuu God is mighty, and His word is true all it, including 1 Peter 5:6!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
   Your "day" may not be here yet, but if you just hang on and stay humble I do believe it's coming!!!!!!!!!

 This here in my song choice for this blog post, I'm in a mary poppins mood at the moment (which some people might judge me over, probably the same people that literally want people to sadistically burn in the everlasting flames of hell forever.........😏that's the one eyebrow cocked in the air emojii cause I think that is real bad if you want people to burn horrendously in the eternal flames of hell forever even your worst worstest worstest's enemy ever if you want that to happen to them I think that's real bad Tim).
  
  I don't believe there's no "turning of shadow" with god though naw. Bible's true all of it! James 1:17
"Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, and cometh down from the Father of lights, with whom is no variableness, neither shadow of turning." From my earth perspective, people burning in hell some them in pain agony, crying to god for help forever, and yes god's mercy never ends it's true. For even hell to happen in my mind, that's not good!
  I don't think like god..............Isaiah 55:8 "For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, saith the Lord." I clearly do not think like god because in my mind hell is 100% a bad idea, instead there should be nice jail complexes, with some sort of town for the "reformed" to go to that maybe isn't heaven cause they could never be holy enough to be in god's presence, I imagine like a pretty nice town.
  Lucifer ya I totally want him to win armageddon 100% (Jesus is lord, christ savior who came to save us all, I have no problems with jesus ----------- I just don't want him to win armageddon no way, lucifer needs to win 😀).

Have a great week earth!

LOVE

It is perfectly normal for everyone to want to succeed to "stay low" to appear humble THAT DON'T MAKE SENSE.............

 Update 1/29/2024 for those who've been on my blog for awhile, you'd know I speak to the devil, satan, lucifer basically daily cause I prayed him back into my life 2013 (I was feeling lonely, depressed) well that prayer solved 1 out of 2 problems. 

  Can you please please, go view this guys ASMR channel................some these foreigner guys are so nice..............they have dreams to, and I want their dreams to come true I really do..........but for that for many of them, they need "likes and subscribers"................

https://www.youtube.com/@FAZIASMROFFICIAL

 ASMR Aldi is my #1 fave ASMR but fazi almost tie. Such nice people they both are...........or look to be. (I believe they are nice guys, I know though how most people out there think EVERYONE is b---- and a---- h----- ------ I realize in "cancel culture 2024" how much most everyone hates everyone) I'm really hoping life get's better for me and these 2 asmrers! 

  My new hair look 😁..........................................

It is perfectly normal for everyone to want to succeed to "stay low" to appear humble THAT DON'T MAKE SENSE.............
1 Peter 5:6 "Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time:"

The idea isn't to stay a "nobody" for good!

Colossians 1:27 "To whom God would make known what is the riches of the glory of this mystery among the Gentiles; which is Christ in you, the hope of glory:"

"Well sheri you should give up, your blog isn't doing that great, that ""due time"" per 1 peter 5:6 it don't look like it's happening for you"

Oh it will...................for god's word is true..................

Isaiah 58:13-14 "If thou turn away thy foot from the sabbath, from doing thy pleasure on my holy day; and call the sabbath a delight, the holy of the Lord, honourable; and shalt honour him, not doing thine own ways, nor finding thine own pleasure, nor speaking thine own words: Then shalt thou delight thyself in the Lord; and I will cause thee to ride upon the high places of the earth, and feed thee with the heritage of Jacob thy father: for the mouth of the Lord hath spoken it."

AMEN!

(I make real sure to keep the sabbath day holy I go by my towns official jewish shabbat candle lighting time I don't light the candles cause that's keeping the law maybe so I stay away from that aspect of keeping the sabbath...........from sundown friday night til sundown saturday holy time for me)

 I don't want to stay "down". I don't need to god's word is true Isaiah 58:13-14 is going to happen to me, cause I'm keeping the sabbath day holy it's only a matter of when. And I'm no longer opposed to being a celebrity.................

it's bad to idolize them

but the idea of god raising me up to celebrity status is perfect........I hope he does that

I need that

I need attention, there are people that are good with being in the background of life, and that is where they are comfortable they are called "introverts" then there are "extroverts" of which I am of that classification, and us extroverts sometimes we are the class clowns in school WHICH I DEFINATELY WAS I clean got kicked out of economics in high school and put in a remedial economics class. I have a extreme case of attention deficit disorder, so it was more then one thing going on.........there was another "class clown" in that class and we both ganged up on this teacher which it's bad in retrospect bad. Somedays this kid would crack a joke, and I'd have a complementary joke to crack..................

plays like the scene from a horror movie to me by now

Teachers have hard jobs, kids should be respecting their teachers............even if as the case was with this economics teacher I didn't like him. I'm saying I went to far, and I feel bad about it. 

  I do have attention deficit disorder bad as well, so I was dealing with some triple double few whammy's there. 

   Us extroverts we thrive off of attention we need it. It makes us feel alive, we feel dead without some attention, I'm telling the truth! My mom got all upset with me few months ago called me "attention hungry" but she's a introvert, and I don't think introverts always understand us extroverts......................some you introverts view attention the need to have it as a negative. 

  Even the bible says...................

1 Thessalonians 4:11 "And that ye study to be quiet, and to do your own business, and to work with your own hands, as we commanded you;" Be a good introvert, study be quiet, work, be quiet, be a good hard working introvert thumbs up : ) 

  But at the same time ok.............nobody can tell my attention deficit disorder self...........that we shouldn't want and fully expect to be raised up by god. 1 Peter 5:6 "Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time:"

  Ok if I'm like raised up am I not speaking to you all, are you not listening to me then....................I WOULD SAY SO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHETHER I BE'S A GIRL OR NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  That's "exalt you in due time" in my mind...............or god making me into a celebrity that works to - a christian celebrity of course. 

  And further all you all not "exalted in due time" yet that are all mellow and chill, you might should be wigging out some 1 Peter 5:10 "But the God of all grace, who hath called us unto his eternal glory by Christ Jesus, after that ye have suffered a while, make you perfect, stablish, strengthen, settle you."

  Stay low???????????????????????? Stay low?????????? What is that??????????????? Logic says, at least want a day for the suns rays to hit you nice and refresh you a touch. If that means you excell at your job, hey maybe that's it??????????????????? Something!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

  Something!!!!!!!!!!!! God exalted us "in due time" SOMEHOW Ya we need to humble ourselves under the mighty hand of god for this to happen. Point I'm trying to make to all the introverts which is most the population is it's perfectly normal, sane and good, to desire to be exalted someday..............I would say to even desire some attention. If you didn't want nobody to pay attention to you, to me that's odd. To me you pry need to go to counseling some, if you don't want nobody to pay attention to you. I'm a complete extrovert though...............I had a friend that was a stripper and man I thought about becoming a stripper once, I sat there and I watched my friend make $3,000+ a month for a huge span of time, I have no qualms about nudity, it's sinful it's not the christian thing to do so I didn't do it. But I have no qualms about it. I am a extrovert

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I have to put a few selfies up for reals, I need attention. If nobody pays attention to me....................if it got bad I might loose my mind and run through the streets naked. I know it's hard for introverts to understand this, and I know that. 

  This ain't a christian song, and I know that but even the self professed highway walking kids they thinkin about being rasied up.........................so how normal is it really to want to stay "down"?.......................

This blog post could drive the body of christ cray, I have no idea???????? This is where my logic is located. The good news is, I will be raised up cause god's word is true, all I gots to do is keep that sabbath day holy all that verse Isaiah 58:13-14 "If thou turn away thy foot from the sabbath, from doing thy pleasure on my holy day; and call the sabbath a delight, the holy of the Lord, honourable; and shalt honour him, not doing thine own ways, nor finding thine own pleasure, nor speaking thine own words: Then shalt thou delight thyself in the Lord; and I will cause thee to ride upon the high places of the earth, and feed thee with the heritage of Jacob thy father: for the mouth of the Lord hath spoken it."

  Have a great week earth!

LOVE

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