There is a real lesson I've decided to be learned from Judas Iscariot's betraying Jesus - and I think most people have missed the real real real lesson to be learned. Basically my estimation of this lesson is GET RID OF YOUR IDOLS, if that's money, (that's what it was for Judas Iscariot his idol was money) CRYSTALS, thems my big time examples - I mean quartz crystals cause thems the ones people think are all witchy and devils stuffs which I've admitted quartz points can be used for "magic" and/or witchcratch MAGIC BASICALLY MAGIC........................

1 Corinthians 10:14

Wherefore, my dearly beloved, flee from idolatry. ----------fleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

 There is a real lesson I've decided to be learned from Judas Iscariot's betraying Jesus - and I think most people have missed the real real real lesson to be learned. Basically my estimation of this lesson is GET RID OF YOUR IDOLS, if that's money, (that's what it was for Judas Iscariot his idol was money) CRYSTALS, thems my big time examples - I mean quartz crystals cause thems the ones people think are all witchy and devils stuffs which I've admitted quartz points can be used for "magic" and/or witchcratch MAGIC BASICALLY MAGIC........................

Judas Iscariot HAD IT ALL

2 Corinthians 12:9 "And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me." You don't have to be "much" to follow Jesus. 1 Corinthians 1:27 "but God hath chosen the foolish things of the world to confound the wise; and God hath chosen the weak things of the world to confound the things which are mighty;"

But idols if we do have them in our lives

we do need to get rid of them to follow Jesus I believe

2 Kings 17:12 "for they served idols, whereof the Lord had said unto them, Ye shall not do this thing."

he sold everything

for a few dollars!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mark 14:21 "The Son of man indeed goeth, as it is written of him: but woe to that man by whom the Son of man is betrayed! good were it for that man if he had never been born."

Isaiah 2:20 "In that day a man shall cast his idols of silver, and his idols of gold, which they made each one for himself to worship, to the moles and to the bats;"

Moles and bats someday will have all the wealth hahahahahah for real hahahahahahah

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Isaiah 45:16 "They shall be ashamed, and also confounded, all of them: they shall go to confusion together that are makers of idols."

how you know if something is a idol potentially

if it takes the place of god

if it takes the place of you reading your bible today or going to church something like that..............and/or if it's something you love MORE THEN GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! - then that probably is a idol to you

Mark 12:29-31 "And Jesus answered him, The first of all the commandments is, Hear, O Israel; The Lord our God is one Lord: and thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind, and with all thy strength: this is the first commandment. And the second is like, namely this, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself. There is none other commandment greater than these." ------ it's a clean commandment. to love god with alllllllllllllllllllllll your heart, soul, and mind and strength!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT'S THE 1ST COMMANDMENT IT'S VERY IMPORTANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

JUDAS THREW AWAY EVERYTHING FOR A FEW DOLLARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And he will regret that FOREVER! And that is super tragic. 

we don't have to be like Judas, if you are breathing, it's not to late to throw your idols away to the bats and the moles

don't ask me what the bats and the moles will do with all of that????????????

but all that stuffs you idolize - AIN'T WORTH IT

ain't worth your souls!!!!!!!!!!! I am a lowly pirate that loves both the devil and Jesus/God telling you this!!!!!!!!!

Revelation 18:12-14 "the merchandise of gold, and silver, and precious stones, and of pearls, and fine linen, and purple, and silk, and scarlet, and all thyine wood, and all manner vessels of ivory, and all manner vessels of most precious wood, and of brass, and iron, and marble,  and cinnamon, and odours, and ointments, and frankincense, and wine, and oil, and fine flour, and wheat, and beasts, and sheep, and horses, and chariots, and slaves, and souls of men. And the fruits that thy soul lusted after are departed from thee, and all things which were dainty and goodly are departed from thee, and thou shalt find them no more at all."

I am honest working real hard to not have anything before god

I am also up to plenty of stupid all week long

the bible is true...............................

 1 Corinthians 1:27 "but God hath chosen the foolish things of the world to confound the wise; and God hath chosen the weak things of the world to confound the things which are mighty;"

today

I like on my "shabbat break" I made that up

but garage saleing is a restful activity in my mind

I bought a reclining massage chair --------- WHICH LIKELY IS ME UP TO SOME FOOLISHNESS...................cause I'm fixing to sit there maybe hours today, just switching back and forth between my legs being massaged and then my back (comes with a remote, you can have selected body parts like only be massaged for like 15 minutes or whatever - it has a timer to)

tootles

I look hated. But I am more resolved then EVER, that God is Psalm 23:5 "Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over."........Cause I had a dream last night (but I swear it was more then a dream and that I was "visited" while sleeping)................

  Update 7/23/2026 just spent around 1 hour, hand writing on both sides of this giant stack of notecards bunches of medications I need to memorize.........still not saying what medical field I'm going to online school for........it seems like a lot to memorize but I have already committed a lot of this stack to memory................

and I prayed yesterday - I DON'T HAVE TO READ THE BIBLE THAT'S FOR THE "BETTER THEN ME MEMBERS OF THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA AND THE BODY OF CHRIST IN GENERAL" SINCE HOW ACCORDING TO THE MAIN ELDER OF THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA I'm the "worst ever" 

and to many christians I pry am a jezebel JUST BECAUSE I LOOK NICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Acts 2:20-22

King James Version

20 The sun shall be turned into darkness, and the moon into blood, before the great and notable day of the Lord come:

21 And it shall come to pass, that whosoever shall call on the name of the Lord shall be saved.

I PRAY TONIGHT TO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I look hated. But I am more resolved then EVER, that God is Psalm 23:5 "Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over."........Cause I had a dream last night (but I swear it was more then a dream and that I was "visited" while sleeping)................
   They were like "Sheri drop this you believe your actually married to lucifer stuff" And I knew, I knew this was some test?????????? On a "spiritual level" things are never about who you "are" or "aren't" or who you think you "are" or "aren't"......................things are about something else I know this, do you forgive, do you love all your enemies etc. 

  Maybe I was to prideful recently?????? Or not wanting to be merciful enough???????? I knew it was a test. 

  I started crying my eyeballs out in my dream, saying I know I'm not perfect, I want to do better, get me to counseling etc. 

  Like 2 of them were touching my lower right side where I've been feeling a lot of pain lately really concerned for me. But I think I know why I was in pain............I think it's because I was taking to many menopause supplements at night "sheri how many menopause supplements can one chick near 50 take at night" --------- you do not want to know the answer to that question. I just got so sick of pre-menopause/menopause symptoms I went nuts, I decided (cough amount of menopause supplements each night) no problem...............then my body I'm pretty sure responded "no tim that's a problem"

 Then they showered me with gifts. 

  I just read this bit in the bible recently...............

Genesis 24:10 "And the servant took ten camels of the camels of his master, and departed; for all the goods of his master were in his hand: and he arose, and went to Mesopotamia, unto the city of Nahor."

   This chick in this story Rebekah, she needed to not only be of a "certain people" she needed most importantly TO BE HUMBLE. 

Genesis 24:14 "And let it come to pass, that the damsel to whom I shall say, Let down thy pitcher, I pray thee, that I may drink; and she shall say, Drink, and I will give thy camels drink also: let the same be she that thou hast appointed for thy servant Isaac; and thereby shall I know that thou hast shewed kindness unto my master."

  "so the lesson of the story is, be born into a lucky family and be humble" - ya

 Being a hot chick should NEVER be enough. I know guys are all about the T and the A................but they should want MORE then that in a chick. 

  Anyways then she got loot. 

Genesis 24:30 "And it came to pass, when he saw the earring and bracelets upon his sister's hands, and when he heard the words of Rebekah his sister, saying, Thus spake the man unto me; that he came unto the man; and, behold, he stood by the camels at the well."

 Ok sheri what does this have to do for "men christians" cause your storyline right now is involving girls a lot --------------- I apply this story to everyone...........

Matthew 5:5 "Blessed are the meek: 

for they shall inherit the earth."

I ain't trying to be a pastor or a prosperity pastor right now at all

but the "loot" is real!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And the MEEK people are going to get it. 

not the proud

not the pride of life loving types

1 John 2:16 "For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world."

  I'm glad in my dream that I wasn't showered with gifts, until I really humbled myself. Maybe when probably when and not "if" I get "to the top" --------- I want to be humble up there. 

  Not just love people and care about people (if one could love and care about people while being prideful I'm saying, if that is possible?????????) But be humble. 

Anything that has been given to us on this earth

isn't because of our "greatness"

no

probably because of God's "greatness and mercy"

I'm luckier then a lot of people right now, and I now I'm lucky.

  But anyways, you'd think that was the end of the dream, the end was a "Good omen" I saw a spider climb up the wall. 

.....................My real "weak spot" besides occasionally battling pride (occasionally) is doing good to my enemies...............like I do it.............but in real life I usually hate it. I usually hate it cause I feel I'm being ripped off by the entire universe, because who knows if they will ever be nice to me. 

  I just gotta work harder remind myself, it ain't about if they will ever be "nice people" nor not. Instead it's about trusting god. Trusting god to bless me, for my efforts made to love my enemies and do good to them. 

  Cause god for sure said.............................and as christians we are supposed to heed the word of god......................

Luke 6:35 "But love ye your enemies, and do good, and lend, hoping for nothing again; (me sheri interjecting I definately have fantastically ridiculously LOW HOPES for anything coming back to me good from my enemies, I won't put the "enemy hope odometer" at 0 but with some my enemies man my hopes are low) and your reward shall be great, (me sheri interjecting again "and your reward shall be great" not maybe, not only if god has enough loot to give you we'll have to wait and see "and your reward SHALL be GREAT") and ye shall be the children of the Highest: for he is kind unto the unthankful and to the evil."

  Um that is all I have to say for today. I think I've also "annoyed" the "otherside" I mean you know um...................in heaven I'm saying oh ya......................with my blog posts where I say I am a "worthless girl" 

  They weren't touching my lower right side with so much worry and care cause I had no value!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

  Rebekah above in the bible above...........was greately valued. Heaped with treasure. A GIRL. 

  

Your worth it!

You might be discouraged, it might seem like it's clean taking god for EVER. But it's so much better to humble yourself under the mighty hand of god that he may exalt you in due time...........then to take the fast "self promotion" route...................

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1 Peter 5:6 "Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time:"

   You might be discouraged, it might seem like it's clean taking god for EVER. But it's so much better to humble yourself under the mighty hand of god that he may exalt you in due time...........then to take the fast "self promotion" route...................

Luke 18:14
I tell you, this man went down to his house justified rather than the other: for every one that exalteth himself shall be abased; and he that humbleth himself shall be exalted.

if you are like me in a fantastical lowly place on earth

which I realize most of you reading this are "fancy big times" and so I'm speaking to a real small group of people

  Just wait, wait, wait the bible says on the lord

 Psalm 27:12-14 "Deliver me not over unto the will of mine enemies: for false witnesses are risen up against me, and such as breathe out cruelty. I had fainted, unless I had believed to see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living. Wait on the Lord: be of good courage, and he shall strengthen thine heart: wait, I say, on the Lord."
  I've gotten ridiculously discouraged, I can't make friends most days for the life of me, I am so disliked on this earth. 

 I been feeling the "unlove" is what I been feeling, I ain't been feeling loved or liked much at all. 

  And many more of you..................your time is coming as well, don't loose hope. 

 Don't "sell out" don't seek to exalt our ownselves, but wait I recommend, wait wait for god

Psalm 37:9 "For evildoers shall be cut off: but those that wait upon the Lord, they shall inherit the earth." - ahhhhh the loot
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