I've been severely suicidal a few times in my life, but when things are bad in my life these days I think on the unseen things 2 Corinthians 4:18 "While we look not at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen: for the things which are seen are temporal; but the things which are not seen are eternal."........

Update 10/15/2025 today's going alright, went for a walk, got a coffee..........am wearing my neoprene shirt under this shirt in this picture sweating all the fats out of my body.................(gots my pinhole glasses on and might wear them more then the 20 minutes people are supposed to wear them cause I'm done with bad eyesight I'm so over that)

  And if you think "well sheri you can't get over bad eyesight" I believe you can sometimes, I believe my eyesight if fully fixable. I REALLY FULLY BELIEVE I CAN GET BACK TO 20/20 VISION OR BETTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

via GIPHY

(look at all them important butterflies)

I've been severely suicidal a few times in my life, but when things are bad in my life these days I think on the unseen things....................
2 Corinthians 4:16-18 "For which cause we faint not; but though our outward man perish, yet the inward man is renewed day by day. For our light affliction, which is but for a moment, worketh for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory; While we look not at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen: for the things which are seen are temporal; but the things which are not seen are eternal."

  Some of you might be on the brink of dieing, some of you might be without a job at the moment. If you have jesus in your life you have a really good future 1 Corinthians 2:9 "But as it is written, Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, neither have entered into the heart of man, the things which God hath prepared for them that love him."

  And if you don't have jesus yet in your life Romans 10:9 "That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved." 

   It's ruff out there...............................but like the bible says, to like not worry about what you will eat, or wear.........but like read the bible a lot......................

 Luke 12:29-31 "And seek not ye what ye shall eat, or what ye shall drink, neither be ye of doubtful mind. For all these things do the nations of the world seek after: and your Father knoweth that ye have need of these things. But rather seek ye the kingdom of God; and all these things shall be added unto you."

  I've been poor my whole life, it's depressing to me. I know I'm not supposed to care for but, clothes on my back and food on the table............I know that.

   I'm that fool in the body of christ dreaming about living in a mansion, and sitting by a real inground pool........................I not only look like marilyn monroe I am like her some, she was one them lounge by the pool type chicks............I lounge in the pool on one them floaties you lay on...........but same idea. To have a real pool, with like real concrete to lay on one them what you call them them beach chairs, and drink cola's or coffee's and read magazines............................

 I don't know if I'm confessing a sin right now????????????????

but I'll watch walk in closet tours on you tube 

I'll watch mansion house tours 

I'll watch fancy air plane seats videos. 

and dream....................................................

  It isn't about the money I don't think for me..........it's about feeling "special" I've decided. Feeling important. 

  When you have the more fancier seat in the airplane don't you feel special or important then - I think you do. I don't want to be "passed by" by people no more...........I want to matter. I want to be important.

1 Samuel 2:6-8 

6 The Lord killeth, and maketh alive: he bringeth down to the grave, and bringeth up.

7 The Lord maketh poor, and maketh rich: he bringeth low, and lifteth up.

8 He raiseth up the poor out of the dust, and lifteth up the beggar from the dunghill, to set them among princes, and to make them inherit the throne of glory: for the pillars of the earth are the Lord's, and he hath set the world upon them.

 Brian is happy living here, I'm not I've been super suicidal several times............................I feel helpless. But I have hope, I have hope that God will raise me up. 

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- Ignore sheri 2025 but some people out there they make life harder then it needs to be

for real man

put on a neoprene shirt drink lots of water, tea, water, water, but if your me tea and coffee

walk your dog 

watch the lbs escape baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍

I've decided there are 2 ways to die while on this earth, and your going to die while on this earth one way or another..............

The way I stay skinnyish - I eat lots of rice, pictured above guacamole and some terriyaki sauce is my fave way to eat rice. Also potatoes, I'll cook them cut them into cubes, add vegan nacho sauce on top of them, or barbeque sauce!!!!!!!!!!!!

rice and potatoes is filling so your less likely to get "snacks" 

also protein bars are helpful - cause peoples bodies need lots of protein um there's science to it

Update 8/13/2024 Sheri was trying to kiss up to the apostolic christian church of america in 2011. And also she had no idea what's possible following jesus. Sometimes you will need makeup a professional look. Or or bonus your a goth and are trying to convey how dead you are to this world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

does the bible say

Colossians 2:20-22 "Wherefore if ye be dead with Christ from the rudiments of the world, why, as though living in the world, are ye subject to ordinances, (Touch not; taste not; handle not; Which all are to perish with the using;) after the commandments and doctrines of men?" - tattoos might be a part of that, makeup for many is a part of that

tattoo's are the worlds ordinances not heavens

heaven says don't get tattoo's

can you be saved and have a tattoo sure

Leviticus 19:28 "Ye shall not make any cuttings in your flesh for the dead, nor print any marks upon you: I am the Lord."

The bible does say these things

the bible also says "all things are possible for he who believeth" 

apostolic christian church of america doesn't have faith for "big things" like eyeshadow.................NO HATE..............THAT'S FINE EVERYONE SHOULD BE THEMSELVES................

Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth."

Romans 14:1-5 "Him that is weak in the faith receive ye, but not to doubtful disputations. For one believeth that he may eat all things: another, who is weak, eateth herbs. Let not him that eateth despise him that eateth not; and let not him which eateth not judge him that eateth: for God hath received him.
Who art thou that judgest another man's servant? to his own master he standeth or falleth. Yea, he shall be holden up: for God is able to make him stand. One man esteemeth one day above another: another esteemeth every day alike. Let every man be fully persuaded in his own mind."

one believes they can get a tattoo

the other one don't believe that

is either one necessarily better or worse then the other - no

it's the heart god looks at!!!!!!!!!!!

original post from 2011...................................

I've decided there are 2 ways to die while on this earth, and your going to die while on this earth one way or another..............

The Dead Weather - Die By The Drop (Official video) from Maya M on Vimeo.

Sometimes I'm enthralled by a topic..........hmmmmmmmmm let's see what kind of spiritual topics would I be enthralled by hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm 2 Corinthians 7:10
"For godly sorrow worketh repentance to salvation not to be repented of: but the sorrow of the world worketh death." death oh ya. See some people just die a little.............
"Some people die just a little
Sometimes you die by the drop
Some people die in the middle
I live just fine on the top"
when "the dead weather" singer is saying she "live just fine on the top" that's black magic......not sorcery, not witchcraft............black magic. But you know sorcery and witchcraft is pry involved to!
But don't think if you die just a little that you didn't just die..........galatians 5
7Ye did run well; who did hinder you that ye should not obey the truth?

8This persuasion cometh not of him that calleth you.

9A little leaven leaveneth the whole lump.
THE WHOLE LUMP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU DIED THEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT'S A DEATH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Then there's the other death.....................
Colossians 2:20 "Wherefore if ye be dead with Christ from the rudiments of the world, why, as though living in the world, are ye subject to ordinances,"
Colossians 3:3 "For ye are dead, and your life is hid with Christ in God." in blessed bible land, prayer land.
Either way see we all going to die while on this earth, you have no choice, one these 2 deaths is going to happen to you, oh ya, pry today! Yep pry today!
Except the death weather band, have funked out logic, cause you die that death guess what it ain't going to down down well for you and I think the band knows it..........
"I’m gonna take you for worse or better
I’m gonna make you for worse or better
I’m gonna take you for worse or better
to my little grave"
Ya "the dead weather" knows all the black mass people's know ----------- hells comin. HELLS COMIN! Ya you can take that "to my little grave" you want to do that black magic one ya you can do that..........then HELLS GONNA SNATCH YOUR SOUL!
We all die. Some people do die just a little, some people die just a drop it's SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO TRUE it's still a death!
So like uh the moral of the story is ----------- dead with jesus good, dead without jesus bad! Prayer bible land all day good!
Yep gonna get to cracka lackin more at that there tozer christian book I'm readin : ) dead dead dead dead with jesus that my pick : ) to my little grave!
(when you watch this video, after jack white breaks the mirror with his rod thing, he does this wave of his hands in front of his face -------- hit the pause right around there you'll see a white flash in front of his face smack juuuuuuust before he waves his hands across his face....................good thing lot you don't know that that's all about!)

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