Where did jesus go, when we talk about "following jesus"? Didn't he love?????????? Didn't he care??????? Wasn't he concerned, about cripple people, poor people, the neglected??????????

 According to my dad's family they ain't jews at all they are fully mostly brittish and white people...........picture from few days ago, do these look like 100% white people??????????? "The narrative" in my family is I'm a liar and a crazy worthless bish............that is the narrative they all believe (yet many of them still follow me on instagram which is confusing af to me)...................

is it bad that I believe my grandpa that is now passed away over my entire family who said I'm a jew????????????????

Have I lost my mind??????????? Do the people in picture above look 100% white???????????? 

Where did jesus go, when we talk about "following jesus"? Didn't he love?????????? Didn't he care??????? Wasn't he concerned, about cripple people, poor people, the neglected?????????? 

100 Bible verses about caring for and serving the poor.........................

https://home.snu.edu/~hculbert/poor.htm

"When you reap the harvest of your land, do not reap to the very edges of your field or gather the gleanings of your harvest. Leave them for the poor and the alien. I am the Lord your God." -- Leviticus 23:22
"Learn to do right! Seek justice; encourage the oppressed. Defend the cause of the fatherless; plead the case of the widow." -- Isaiah 1:17
"If anyone has material possessions and sees his brother in need but has no pity on him, how can the love of God be in him? Dear children, let us not love with words or tongue but with actions and in truth." -- 1 John 3:17-18

At judgement day right these are the words Jesus is going to say (or some of them)...................

Matthew 25:35-37 "For I was an hungred, and ye gave me meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me drink: I was a stranger, and ye took me in: Naked, and ye clothed me: I was sick, and ye visited me: I was in prison, and ye came unto me. Then shall the righteous answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, and fed thee? or thirsty, and gave thee drink?"

My family has quitted talking to me 

I'm not sure if they hate my guts and I should not e-mail them anymore????????

I tried to leave my family 2 times, and was unsuccessful my mom changed e-mail address twice now and told me she'd indefinately change e-mail addresses. 

(whenever my family says mean things to me brian goes to the computer and blocks them) 

..............always the solution is no more family for me

I don't want to go to his families family get together this thanksgiving either, I don't 25 years later I still don't feel like I am a part of his family 

I always feel like a outsider just there

I asked to be able to go with his sisters to the bars cause they used to go to bars all the time....................................they finally said I could go but only if I brought with my best friend 

that ain't me "fitting in" being welcomed or whatever - I'M NOT STUPID

So I talk to fallen angels all day long everyday and have for years - THEY LOVE ME!!!!!!!!!!

with lucifer and his men I've found "family" 

family that wants me and I know they want me!

I prefer that, I prefer knowing I'm wanted

being where I'm wanted

I'm a "orphan" nomader what, cause well over 20 years ago my family moved away from me, including my parents. And I have gotten e-mails from my mom a lot over the years but I'm more often then not attacked by her. 

I'm feeling and have felt like a orphan for years now

I think I am a orphan in a real real sense

I'm left

I felt the need to add a video give lucifer/satan/the devil a opportunity to evp...........he did...........turn up the volume you'll hear him agreeing with me at the beginning of this video...................

despite the smack talked about lucifer, often by fellow christians they love to hate him it does look to be and talk badly about him...............FROM MY VIEWPOINT...................

I DON'T SEE ANY CHURCHES ANYWHERE TALKING WELL OF LUCIFER AND LOVING HIM

I'M A FULL FREAK ON EARTH WITH MY LOVE FOR LUCIFER AND HIS MEN

Matthew 16:23 "But he turned, and said unto Peter, Get thee behind me, Satan: thou art an offence unto me: for thou savourest not the things that be of God, but those that be of men." I fully disagree with the rest of the body of christ that believes the devil is a horrible ogre turd.................I believe he cares!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

"savourest" and caring ----------------------- basically the same thing

THE DEVIL ISN'T A HORRIBLE OGRE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jude 1:9

Yet Michael the archangel, when contending with the devil he disputed about the body of Moses, durst not bring against him a railing accusation, but said, The Lord rebuke thee.

common kharma I help widows!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!