lucifer the devil, satan trying to "boost moral" since yesterday I was so down on myself the blog post before this one saying I'll never be accepted in the body of christ cause only like a remnant of jews are going to be saved per the bible, like 10 jews and the rest is going to be gentile people of not jew dna and I'll never be deemed of them 10 jews cause I wear makeup and jewelry. SO I'LL ALWAYS BE "ON THE OUTSIDE" in the body of christ there's no way around it l'm not good enough in any christians minds like non of them. Don't worry my mom sends me "save my soul" style spam shiz to my instagram often the latest one was a little over 24 hours ago. 1 Corinthians 1:27 "But God hath chosen the foolish things of the world to confound the wise; and God hath chosen the weak things of the world to confound the things which are mighty;".........................

Update 10/15/2025 visited my sister on the phone, had fun, she's got me sweating my life now though cause she had the same sort of ailment I am experiencing right now..........talk about it in video below...............(crank the volume up high to hear evp recordings of the voice of lucifer, satan, the devil)...............................

I'm about to watch sam and colby their talk to the devil video.............

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MF1mHV9gXVw

people are telling people not to watch that particular video as, one might end up demon possessed by watching the video linked above of sam and colbies. 

that might be good advice????????????? 

most people should never talk to the devil that's probably actually dangerous for most people

for me.......................

I had a vision of a version of myself that hated the devil, that was supppppppppppppp er ubber christian

and in this dream I went to hell every night and fed lucifer some food didn't untie him, said mean things to him

I HATED THAT VERSION OR IN THIS CASE "POSSIBLE IF I MAD THE WRONG CHOICE" VERSION OF MYSELF

I prefer merciful me much better LOVING version of me MUCH BETTER

I'm fully going with lucifer when he gets here my mind isn't just mad up it's maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaade up

I'm determined to show mercy and love

and

further

what goes around comes around you love people you show people mercy it's going to come around back to you SOONER OR LATER............

Matthew 5:7 "Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy."

lucifer the devil, satan trying to "boost moral" since yesterday I was so down on myself the blog post before this one saying I'll never be accepted in the body of christ cause only like a remnant of jews are going to be saved per the bible, like 10 jews and the rest is going to be gentile people of not jew dna and I'll never be deemed of them 10 jews cause I wear makeup and jewelry. SO I'LL ALWAYS BE "ON THE OUTSIDE" in the body of christ there's no way around it l'm not good enough in any christians minds like non of them. Don't worry my mom sends me "save my soul" style spam shiz to my instagram often the latest one was a little over 24 hours ago. 1 Corinthians 1:27 "But God hath chosen the foolish things of the world to confound the wise; and God hath chosen the weak things of the world to confound the things which are mighty;".........................

This is a e-mail from  tut.com

swear to you, often this is a portal for me (just for me and I believe this) where lucifer, the devil, satan is sending me E-MAILS.............this has gone on for years it's way more then "coincidence"

this is on point to what I was feeling, dealing with blogging YESTERDAY............

THE PS.............LOOK AT THE PS BELOW...................

I get down on myself also 

not only because I'm very hated (people can pretend to be nice to you, it's not the same as them REALLY being nice to you, most people out there from my experience THEY FAKING)

THEY FAKING

they don't really care about us as micheal jackson sings

do i always care like I should

no

not always

somedays honest to god I'm to tired, to much in pain

I keep going cause lucifer keeps going if he can I can

but shoot

I think my bangle bracelets are pretty stuck on my wrists and will have to get soooooooooooooooooo skinny now just to be able to get them off

but maybe that's my plot

to force myself to get so skinny that the arthritis is gone or near gone - I GOT TO I CAN'T HANDLE ARTHRITIS ANYMORE

I NEED

TO NOT BE 

IN PAIN

ANYMOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

today I had a carnation instant breakfast for breakfast

and for lunch I ate a bowl of rice

and brewed a pot of green tea

--------- might drink also in a few a bodybuilding protein shake that's my usually "mo" eating all that in a effort to loose weight

........and I'm going to excersize today of course

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