Holding onto jesus and hand blown swans for dear life........................

 I love the cute look I'm rocking today 💓💓💓💓💓💓................

Holding onto jesus and hand blown swans for dear life........................

I've already tried to send out help

help

I realize everyone is also badly off in the united states of america so my "help" is falling on deaf ears

but I've never been more friendless and without family then I am right now

jesus I find he does dwell within me

even friendless and familess me 

2 Corinthians 13:5 "Examine yourselves, whether ye be in the faith; prove your own selves. Know ye not your own selves, how that Jesus Christ is in you, except ye be reprobates?"

Can't be everything in a persons life friends and family can't be

cause if they were wouldn't I of killed myself by now?????????????????

wouldn't I of jumped off a bridge somewhere int he depths of woe by now?????????

Philippians 1:21 "For to me to live is Christ, and to die is gain."

Is "to live" friends and family I mean according to the bible???????????

no

it's "christ"

I know what we are taught be everyone in society "friends and family" that that is "everything" 

but the bible says "to live is christ"

I don't know where I'm about to put this swan 

I'm going to figure it out

life didn't end up the way I thought it would

but

"to live is christ" 

there is a song

you can have all the world give me jesus!

a few knick knacks could sure be comforting though in my estimation

--- bought a storage unit of a grandma

grandma's houses shiz COMFORTING

all sorts of fancy vases, etc. and you can tell how excited this grandma was to own all this stuff.........carefully collected it all was

COMFORT

PURE COMFORT FOR ME

.....................I don't know if other people that buy storage units have "experiences" like this???????? Maybe they all just buy the units and sell all the stuff

but this one unit

it has brought me real comfort

reminder during the government shutdown that is currently going on in the United States of America the snap benefits are not going to happen for at least a month people going to need help from food banks a lot the month of november maybe longer?????????

Oregon Food Bank

https://www.paypal.com/US/fundraiser/charity/1427607