There is a immense likelihood I'm actually a catholic...............thing is..................for years I've prayed like I'll pray to god/jesus I'll start out the prayer to them like a protestant would, but then I veer off often, I'm like "god please tell ----------------------------------------- what does qualify as a catholic saint" because I'M LINKED TO THIS PERSON, before I came to earth, I used to talk to this person all the time and I hugged them often, and shook hands with them "OH I SHOOK HANDS WITH NOT ONLY LUCIFER" ya a catholic saint, that is my HOMMMIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE............and this catholic saint is about to do it for me (it's written in the bible someday I'll be believed)............................

 Look, I'm forced to go to the church we go to, I do better at hispanic churches, churches with more people of color. 

brian is only allowing me to go to 1 of 3 methodist churches that support the LGBTQ

so I have only 3 churches to choose from

there's mostly white people in all of them churches (though one I haven't been to - but odds are..........fact more then odds, cause I've seen the people from the one of the 3 churches the one I ain't gone to THEY AIN'T PEOPLE OF COLOR most of them there's no wayyyyyyyyyyy). 

I'm always a 2nd class citizen to white people NO HATE

because I've been replaced PER THEIR BELIEFS THEY BETTER THEN ME I'M JEW TRASH I'M TRASHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Romans 9:26-28: "And it shall come to pass, that in the place where it was said unto them, Ye are not my people; there shall they be called the children of the living God. Esaias also crieth concerning Israel, Though the number of the children of Israel be as the sand of the sea, a remnant shall be saved:  For he will finish the work, and cut it short in righteousness: because a short work will the Lord make upon the earth."

  I swear to god, one sunday at the methodist church me and brian attend, there were two old ladies sitting behind us, and brian didn't stand up to sing and I didn't want to either, and I heard them say "let's stay seated she's dirty" I wasn't dirty dirty, no they meant it "the other way" Swear to god that happened to me one sunday at the church me and brian go to - those old ladies I never saw them again though after that sunday --------- BUT STILL SWEAR TO GOD THAT HAPPENED TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have for years sat and thought "well dang christians ain't that nice to me, maybe being catholic is the real religion??????? maybe I'm supposed to be praying hail mary?????????????" 

and I still battle thinking that

that I'm following jesus completely wrong and that the protestants are leading me to hell probably because most em ain't that nice to me

and I mean not just "not nice" I mean oftentimes over the years anti-Semitism real bad has happened to me to the point I think that's how church on sunday is supposed to go for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ps...............I often shower before church 

and am always clean

brushed hair always, and/or if I'm wearing my hair curled it's fresh usually "styled" 

clean clothing always on me

There is a immense likelihood I'm actually a catholic...............thing is..................for years I've prayed like I'll pray to god/jesus I'll start out the prayer to them like a protestant would, but then I veer off often, I'm like "god please tell ----------------------------------------- what does qualify as a catholic saint" because I'M LINKED TO THIS PERSON, before I came to earth, I used to talk to this person all the time and I hugged them often, and shook hands with them "OH I SHOOK HANDS WITH NOT ONLY LUCIFER" ya a catholic saint, that is my HOMMMIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE............and this catholic saint is about to do it for me (it's written in the bible someday I'll be believed)............................

I spent years going to my catholic best friends house, praying catholic prayers, doing bible studies PRAYING CATHOLIC PRAYERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

praying catholic prayers

   They were mega devout, they went to mass the bonus masses, like the bonus at midnight late at night many hours long bonus masses. THEY EXIST AT AT LEAST 1 CHURCH IN ARIZONA!

  I can't say everything

but I was told this sunday "you two can go to our church"

there's criteria at the protestant churches that has to be met. 

At the methodist protistant church we go to this weekend we were literally told "you two can keep going to our church" WE WERE GIVEN PERMISSION TO KEEP ATTENDING THAT LITERALLY HAPPENED THIS WEEKEND!

Luke 14:23

And the lord said unto the servant, Go out into the highways and hedges, and compel them to come in, that my house may be filled.

LUKE 14:23 SAYS "go out into the highways and the hedges"

that's literally what the bible says

no hate

I'm just reminding the protestants what the bible literally says cause looks like they forgot!

Clark County Food Bank

https://www.paypal.com/US/fundraiser/charity/2433689

good charity to donate to, other states have shipped their homeless over here the need is great over here, to help the homeless people.

Now I don't believe in "replacement theology" at all. I believe THERE'S ROOM FOR EVERYONE IN HEAVEN. Hebrews 7:25 "Wherefore he is able also to save them to the uttermost that come unto God by him, seeing he ever liveth to make intercession for them."..............................

 Now I don't believe in "replacement theology" at all. I believe THERE'S ROOM FOR EVERYONE IN HEAVEN. Hebrews 7:25 "Wherefore he is able also to save them to the uttermost that come unto God by him, seeing he ever liveth to make intercession for them."..............................

  I believe very differently then the "replacement theology" people's who basically I feel BOAST that they have replaced me and all Jews. I believe us Jews, when we give our lives to Jesus we are even MORE SAVED then all other races of people "how much more shall these, which be the natural branches, be grafted into their own olive tree?"

But I'm making a point on top of a point right now..........

cause it don't matter what race you are there's room for EVERYONE in heaven..........

Hebrews 7:25 "Wherefore he is able also to save them to the uttermost that come unto God by him, seeing he ever liveth to make intercession for them."

Romans 11

18 Boast not against the branches. But if thou boast, thou bearest not the root, but the root thee.

19 Thou wilt say then, The branches were broken off, that I might be grafted in.

20 Well; because of unbelief they were broken off, and thou standest by faith. Be not highminded, but fear:

21 For if God spared not the natural branches, take heed lest he also spare not thee.

22 Behold therefore the goodness and severity of God: on them which fell, severity; but toward thee, goodness, if thou continue in his goodness: otherwise thou also shalt be cut off.

23 And they also, if they abide not still in unbelief, shall be grafted in: for God is able to graft them in again.

24 For if thou wert cut out of the olive tree which is wild by nature, and wert grafted contrary to nature into a good olive tree: how much more shall these, which be the natural branches, be grafted into their own olive tree?

25 For I would not, brethren, that ye should be ignorant of this mystery, lest ye should be wise in your own conceits; that blindness in part is happened to Israel, until the fulness of the Gentiles be come in.

26 And so all Israel shall be saved: as it is written, There shall come out of Sion the Deliverer, and shall turn away ungodliness from Jacob:

Jews can be saved

we are NOT unsaveable trash filth like many of you believe we are.........

Romans 11:31 "Even so have these also now not believed, that through your mercy they also may obtain mercy."

My pomeranian/pin mix dog fractured his leg (he does do "parcore" cause he see's the cats doing crazy stuffs) and he finally didn't gauge things accurately - YIKES........he needs prayer for a good recovery....................

Got a haircut this is what my hair looks like now......and I'm still weighted hula hooping, and right now the "skinny style" of weighted hula hoop which I used to have to wrap my stomach before putting it on, SO THAT IT SPUN. Well now I am skinny enough it spins without wrapping my waist (of course once I take off a link I'll have to wrap my waist again for it to spin probably --------- unless I put off taking a link off for a long time...........which is probably my mo ---------- it's a mega loose hula hoop right now 😁👍)

Have a great day!

John 14:2

In my Father's house are many mansions: if it were not so, I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you.

Small testimony about how God Cares 1 Peter 5:7 "Casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you." God put my family in a church that would work for my whole family cause god cares about all the members of my family not just one of us...................

Update 6/16/2025 every year past few years I prepare for the "california fires" I buy plants usually to make sure there is a lot of fresh air in the house. But in the summer it's a problem anyways just like the winter time can be problematic (windows shut to keep cold air out in the winter, windows shut to keep hot air out in the summer) well I started clipping low hanging branches on tree's putting them in vases in water.................well it looks nice.............makes fresh air!!!!!!!!!!!!!.................

https://www.donorschoose.org/

Mrs. Feeney's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose..............

My testimony about how god He is concerned about whole families, cause the church we go to it fits our whole family not just one of us............God I think He does consider whole families the whole not just 1 member of a family  Peter 5:7 "Casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you."
  Today at the baptist church my family been going to for a few years now, we had our I guess you'd call them our sister church???????? Well it's our church...........same church so. They just meet at a building next to the english speaking building and they have church in korean.........but I've chatted with the brothers and sisters of the korean church for years, or least said hi to them..........sometimes I chatted with some them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm saying they have always felt like a part of the church my family goes to CAUSE THEY ARE!!!!!!!!!!!
  But I am getting sidetracked......................................this church has worked out. My oldest child loves it there, my youngest daughter is a mega kpop fan to the point that she is even a part of some like literal like kpop band's like private page (she showed me that and I'm like "wow") my child is not only the member of some big private kpop page, they gave her the secret password and everything, she got her own little chat like photo etc. on it. Anyways my youngest daughter has been learning to speak and write korean at the korean church for a few years now, by now she is writing and speaking korean pretty good 😃💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
   God surely thought about my kids, with what church we ended up at.

   God really cares for you

Peter 5:7 "Casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you."
2 Peter 3:9 "The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance."
  I sorta want to talk about like 3 topics to be exact right now, but I guess I'll go with 2 topics for this blog post 😀

  pray, ask god, go to church 

SHOW UP

Isaiah 40:30-31 

30 Even the youths shall faint and be weary, and the young men shall utterly fall:

31 But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.

  I am a dink in the body of christ....................................don't let my fancy blog posts fool you I am surely a dink in the body of christ - a dink. 

But I go to church - I show up

I pray everyday - I show up

Romans 10:13 "For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved."

 I'm a touch zealous today over the topic of showing up. Some pastors say "show up and then let god show off" 👍

  That's all for today. I think it's interesting to actually be able to see god's care for my whole family............I think that's pretty cool. 

Have a great week earth!

LOVE